Timmy's Prayer

[Intro]
If ever you're listening
If ever you're listening
If ever you're listening

[Chorus]
If ever you're listening
If heaven's a prison
Then I am your prisoner
Yes, I am your prisoner
I messed up, ooh
I know now
There's no one for me to blame now
Nowhere to dig my way out

[Verse 1]
For far too long [?]
My ribcage opened, my heart ballooned
I...I've lost another one
I'm on the floor trying to dress my wounds
Address the fact it was mine to lose
Ah, I didn't try enough
And when I'm left without your love
It can feel like a lifetime baby
And somewhere in the start we had it alright
Sunshine and the skies feel so calm
And nothing to talk about
I'm bleeding and you don't care
The sun sinks and you're not there

[Chorus]
If ever you're listening
If heaven's a prison
Then I am your prisoner
Yes, I am your prisoner
I messed up, ooh
I know now
There's no one for me to blame now
Nowhere to dig my way out

[Verse 2]
My brother always said I'm a dreamer dreamer
You better watch out where this life'll lead ya
And they always said she's a keeper keeper
She'll stay by your side when the rest will leave ya
Well I'm looking on my left side, I'm looking on my right
She's nowhere to be seen now when I close my eyes
And I...

Dreaming shawty, you can find me by the shore
I'm singing so blindly, can you hear me?
Can you find me? Can you find me?
I wanna tell you I love you so
I wanna tell you that love comes and goes
That it comes and goes
I hear the footsteps that falter and I feel them freeze
I open my eyes and nowhere, nowhere to [?]

I wish that I listened when I was in prison
Now I'm just a visitor
I came to the gates but you turned me away
You asked me what am I waiting for
I'm waiting cause I fucked up, ooh
I got thrown out
I don't know which way to go now
Don't know which way is home now

[Chorus]
If ever you're listening
If heaven's a prison
Then I am your prisoner
Yes, I am your prisoner
I messed up, oh
I know now
There's no one for me to blame now
Nowhere to dig my way out