[Joey as My names Derrick, I'm from Queens there on Merrick Raised of honesty, loyalty, merits Gotta lil sister and my pops just And I just came home so my freedom I cherish Young when bagged me, seven in the can is torcher And I did that for manslaughter Odds was against me, in the second degree Made it cuz I gave 'em a plea the past, now a dude home tryna clean up his past When all niggaz kno me for is the And my minds always how to pocket some cash know if something ever sparked it'll cock it and blast Now I'm tryna straight and get my act together But my struggling, she putting scraps together Long time ago, I wasn't home she was cleaning my room Cried she found a gat in the dresser Said no of hers woulda had dat, never!!! But with all the I was doing I felt I hadda protect her, I hadda protect us Stead of me sellin forever She rather be ina shop right, getting bags Passing endeavors, wont me to get work Forced me to get On they ask if you ever been to jail, like if I say yes you'll hire me NIGGA LIE TO ME!!! I gotta lil sister nine Plus is chillin, wit some new dude I think she feeling But he don't with the bills and I'm back on the script So we don't go broke, I'm back to this hammer that I tote Stash ya kno, I'm killin em, only on the Ave. with coke Only man in the house, I bring in cash And those two chicks a month mom get don't last Lil Sally still she developing fast Oh, you thinking the same thing, it's a hell of a Then it me, plain close, cops came to get me But knew that I had on threaten to hit me And I moved swiftly, they had a warrant They knew about it all they they had an informant I'm back in this up cell With the apes in jail, now I'm back in eight by twelve See I to live right But society made for niggaz to live right Mommy just Mommy make Sally keep her shit tight And I'll be home real soon, cry, it's iight
I know it might seem like all good But this is what it's in the hood I rep my set you should But this is it's like in the hood
[Joey as My names Sally, and I'm from I'm not happy Dad away, moms remarried I gotta big bro, but in jail Moms said for some things he used to sell And I'm always with step-dad, his names And some things about him that my mom don't kno And he says if I tell that it won't be And I'm really scared of em, he's hit me He touches me places I like it And I ain't talking a hug or goodbye kiss I mean touch me that's private And he don't touch he put summin inside it He says the more he does that, start to like it Hand over my so I'm quiet Moms only wit 'em cuz our is low I'm sixteen but I'm shaped like a year old And my moms in so she makes excuses But she looks at me and sees and bruises Why daddy gotta take me thru this Help, somebody, I'm getting raped I cant do understands I'm weary Get goosebumps anytime a man come me how it feel to have a man use you for a cushion All the while moaning and You try to him, he's getting bothered You yell and you but he starts going harder Trust me, it's summin you don't be apart of Cuz even when it's over, your life, scare ya Visit my bro, he can I'm sad Staring hard at my stomach he can I'm fat He can I'm mad But step daddy touched me, me, you think that I can tell him that? Beau called the cops on him, could I him that? Yep, thought you'd agree so I it all to me Baby on the way, and I'm not And I kno it's his cause I used to be a Derrick says he'll it, wipe my tears He don't know, this is it's like for years And it falls on def Damn mommy please come home, mommy don't leave us alone Some secrets are hard to Some secrets make it to sleep And sleep is the only time I feel Still the act haunts me, and I kno I'ma wake up with step on me
[Joey as My names Beau, chick named Pam that I live with But she's always in church, real I hadda son he was he was gifted Til a nigga him a week before Christmas Three shots close range with a I before I met Pam that it was Pam's son I when I pulled the Mill out harder And went on a manhunt just to they father Derrick and my boy hadda mutual put me on doing what I gotta do for revenge Derricks coming now, and he's gonna get it And I kno he'll be lookin for me a biscuit Not hard to find, got them in handy, and I'm in his house having sex him family I got his mom on the bed and the And I'm with his sister her candy Now he kno it all His friend prolly told em, and you can't hide nothing ina so small But then it came Sunday, Beau hafta work Just on Sally, Pam's in church Derrick in, Beau just froze White shit on his nose, getting her clothes Screams, "Get ready for your Beau" And then he to his hip and let a few of 'em go he's packin but Sally starts gaspin Holdin her stomach, I she started having contractions Beau his, now they both got heat Just gunnin, ignoring the seed that's coming Now Sally's in the crossfire, screams out Holes in the wall, now the getting hott Next 30 on the scene is the cops Yellow tape up, now the scenes getting up, yep, you already kno y'all Ambulance there, full of patrol cars Cops on the phone, "come down now" But it all calmed somehow Beau comes out, hands showing, his arms Derrick down, little Sally in his arms Yep, to say, she was hit by a stray Nope! done ric-o-shade, cops take him away And now some miss em But it wasn't the guns killed Sally, nah it was the dumb niggaz wit em When we learn to treat our people sacred Theres some type of way kid, all related When we gonna grow and get rid of the Cuz this shit happens on a regular basis, this shit on a regular basis type of shit happens everyday kidd