[Joey as My Derrick, I'm from Queens right there on Merrick of honesty, loyalty, good merits Gotta lil sister and my just perished And I came home so my freedom I really cherish Young when they bagged me, seven in the can is And I did that for manslaughter Odds was against me, murder in the second Made it less cuz I 'em a plea That's the past, now a dude home tryna up his past When all niggaz kno me for is the And my minds always thinking how to pocket cash They know if something ever sparked it'll it and blast Now I'm tryna live straight and get my act But my moms struggling, she putting scraps Long time ago, when I wasn't she was cleaning my room Cried when she found a gat in the no child of hers woulda had dat, never!!! But with all the I was doing I felt like I hadda protect her, I protect us Stead of me sellin forever She rather be ina shop right, getting together Passing endeavors, wont allow me to get me to get work On apps ask if you ever been to jail, like if I say yes you'll hire me DON'T LIE TO ME!!! I gotta lil sister nine Plus is chillin, wit some new dude I think she feeling But he don't help with the bills and I'm back on the So we go broke, I'm back to this hammer that I hafta tote Stash ya kno, I'm killin em, only nigga on the Ave. with Only man in the house, I gotta bring in And those two chicks a month mom get don't last Lil Sally young she developing fast Oh, you the same thing, it's a hell of a task Then it me, plain close, cops came to get me But that I had mine on threaten to hit me And I moved swiftly, they had a warrant They knew about it all said they had an informant I'm back in this up cell With the apes in jail, now I'm back in eight by twelve See I tried to right But ain't made for niggaz to live right Mommy just Mommy make Sally keep her shit tight And be home real soon, don't cry, it's iight
I know it might seem like it's all But this is it's like in the hood I rep my set like you But is what it's like in the hood
[Joey as My names Sally, and I'm from I'm not happy Dad pasted away, remarried I gotta big bro, but he's in Moms said for some that he used to sell And I'm always with step-dad, his names And some things about him that my mom don't kno And he says if I that it won't be pretty And I'm really scared of em, already hit me He touches me places I like it And I ain't talking bout a hug or goodbye I mean touch me that's private And he just touch he put summin inside it He says the more he does that, I'll to like it over my mouth so I'm quiet Moms wit 'em cuz our money is low I'm sixteen but I'm shaped a twenty year old And my moms in love so she excuses But she at me and sees scrapes and bruises Why step gotta take me thru this Help, somebody, I'm getting raped I cant do understands I'm weary Get goosebumps anytime a man come me Know how it feel to have a man use you for a All the moaning and pushin You try to push him, getting bothered You yell and you scream but he starts going me, it's summin you don't wanna be apart of Cuz even when it's over, life, it'll scare ya Visit my bro, he can I'm sad Staring hard at my stomach he can I'm fat He can I'm mad But step daddy touched me, fucked me, you think I can tell him that? Beau the cops on him, could I tell him that? Yep, thought you'd so I keep it all to me Baby on the way, and I'm not And I kno it's his I used to be a virgin Derrick says handle it, wipe my tears He know, this is what it's like for years And it falls on def Damn mommy come home, please mommy don't leave us alone Some secrets are to keep Some secrets it hard to sleep And sleep is the only time I safe the act haunts me, and I kno I'ma wake up with step daddy on me
[Joey as My names Beau, gotta named Pam that I live with But she's in church, real religious I hadda son he was he was gifted Til a nigga him a week before Christmas shots close range with a handgun I knew before I met Pam that it was son I knew when I pulled the Mill out And on a manhunt just to kill they father and my boy hadda mutual friend That put me on doing I gotta do for revenge Derricks coming home now, and gonna get it And I kno be lookin for me with a biscuit Not hard to find, got teks in handy, and I'm in his house sex with him family I got his mom on the bed and the And I'm his sister molesting her candy Now he kno it all His friend told em, and you can't hide nothing ina hood so small But then it came Sunday, Beau ain't hafta Just humped on Sally, Pam's in Derrick bust in, Beau just White on his nose, Sally getting her clothes Screams, "Get ready for your Beau" And he reach to his hip and let a few of 'em go Cause he's packin but Sally gaspin Holdin her stomach, I she started having contractions Beau his, now they both got heat Just gunnin, ignoring the seed that's coming Now Sally's in the crossfire, screams out Holes in the wall, now the getting hott Next 30 on the scene is the cops Yellow tape up, now the scenes blocked up, yep, you already kno y'all Ambulance there, streets full of cars Cops on the phone, "come down now" But it all calmed somehow Beau comes out, hands showing, his arms comes down, little Sally in his arms Yep, to say, she was hit by a stray Nope! Shots done ric-o-shade, cops him away And now niggaz miss em But it wasn't the guns that killed Sally, nah it was the niggaz wit em When we gonna to treat our people sacred Theres some type of way kid, we're all When we gonna and get rid of the hatred Cuz this shit happens on a regular basis, this happens on a regular basis This type of shit happens kidd