[Joey as My names Derrick, I'm from Queens right on Merrick Raised of honesty, loyalty, merits Gotta lil and my pops just perished And I just came home so my freedom I really Young when they bagged me, in the can is torcher And I did that for manslaughter Odds was against me, murder in the second it less cuz I gave 'em a plea That's the past, now a dude home tryna up his past When all kno me for is the past And my minds always thinking how to pocket some They know if something ever sparked it'll cock it and Now I'm tryna live and get my act together But my moms struggling, she putting scraps time ago, when I wasn't home she was cleaning my room Cried when she found a gat in the Said no of hers woulda had dat, never!!! But with all the I was doing I felt I hadda protect her, I hadda protect us Stead of me sellin forever She rather be ina shop right, bags together Passing endeavors, wont me to get work me to get work On apps they ask if you ever been to jail, like if I say yes hire me DON'T LIE TO ME!!! I gotta lil sister nine Plus moms is chillin, wit some new I think she feeling But he don't help with the bills and I'm back on the So we go broke, I'm back to this hammer that I hafta tote ya kno, I'm killin em, only nigga on the Ave. with coke Only man in the house, I gotta in cash And those two chicks a month mom get don't last Lil Sally young she developing fast Oh, you thinking the same thing, it's a hell of a Then it clicked me, close, cops came to get me But knew that I had on threaten to hit me And I moved swiftly, said they had a They knew about it all they said they had an I'm back in caged up cell With the apes in jail, now I'm back in this by twelve See I tried to live But society ain't made for niggaz to right Mommy just Mommy sure Sally keep her shit tight And I'll be home real soon, cry, it's iight
I know it might like it's all good But this is it's like in the hood I rep my set like you But this is what like in the hood
[Joey as My Sally, and I'm from Queens I'm not happy Dad pasted away, remarried I big bro, but he's in jail Moms for some things that he used to sell And I'm always with step-dad, his names And theres some things him that my mom don't kno And he says if I that it won't be pretty And I'm scared of em, he's already hit me He touches me I don't like it And I ain't talking a hug or goodbye kiss I mean touch me that's private And he just touch he put summin inside it He says the more he does that, I'll start to it Hand over my mouth so I'm Moms only wit 'em cuz our is low I'm sixteen but I'm shaped like a twenty old And my in love so she makes excuses But she looks at me and sees scrapes and Why step daddy take me thru this Help, somebody, I'm getting I cant do this Nobody understands I'm Get goosebumps a man come near me how it feel to have a man use you for a cushion All the while moaning and You try to push him, he's getting You yell and you scream but he starts going Trust me, summin you don't wanna be apart of Cuz even when it's over, your life, it'll ya Visit my bro, he can I'm sad Staring hard at my stomach he can I'm fat He can I'm mad But step daddy touched me, fucked me, you that I can tell him that? Beau called the cops on him, I tell him that? Yep, thought you'd so I keep it all to me on the way, and I'm not working And I kno it's his I used to be a virgin Derrick says he'll it, wipe my tears He know, this is what it's like for years And it falls on def Damn mommy please come home, mommy don't leave us alone Some secrets are hard to Some secrets it hard to sleep And sleep is the only I feel safe Still the act haunts me, and I kno I'ma wake up step daddy on me
[Joey as My names Beau, gotta chick named Pam that I with But always in church, real religious I hadda son he was he was gifted Til a nigga killed him a before Christmas Three shots range with a handgun I knew I met Pam that it was Pam's son I knew when I pulled the out harder And on a manhunt just to kill they father Derrick and my boy hadda mutual That put me on doing what I gotta do for Derricks coming now, and he's gonna get it And I kno be lookin for me with a biscuit Not to find, got them teks in handy, and I'm in his having sex with him family I got his mom on the bed and the And I'm his sister molesting her candy Now he kno it all His friend prolly told em, and you can't hide nothing ina hood so But then it came Sunday, Beau hafta work Just on Sally, Pam's in church Derrick bust in, Beau just White shit on his nose, Sally her clothes Screams, "Get for your funeral Beau" And he reach to his hip and let a few of 'em go Cause he's packin but Sally gaspin Holdin her stomach, I guess she having contractions Beau grabbed his, now they got heat Just gunnin, both ignoring the seed coming Now Sally's in the crossfire, screams out in the wall, now the scenes getting hott Next 30 seconds on the is the cops tape up, now the scenes getting blocked Barricades up, yep, you already kno there, streets full of patrol cars Cops on the phone, "come down now" But it all calmed down comes out, hands showing, carrying his arms Derrick comes down, little in his arms Yep, nuttin to say, she was hit by a Nope! Shots done ric-o-shade, cops him away And now some niggaz em But it wasn't the guns that Sally, nah it was the dumb niggaz wit em we gonna learn to treat our people sacred Theres some of way kid, we're all related When we grow and get rid of the hatred Cuz this happens on a regular basis, this shit happens on a regular basis This type of happens everyday kidd