[Joey as My Derrick, I'm from Queens right there on Merrick of honesty, loyalty, good merits Gotta lil and my pops just perished And I came home so my freedom I really cherish Young when bagged me, seven in the can is torcher And I just did for manslaughter Odds was against me, murder in the degree it less cuz I gave 'em a plea That's the past, now a home tryna clean up his past When all kno me for is the past And my minds always thinking how to some cash know if something ever sparked it'll cock it and blast Now I'm live straight and get my act together But my moms struggling, she putting scraps Long time ago, when I home she was cleaning my room Cried when she a gat in the dresser Said no child of woulda had dat, never!!! But with all the I was doing I felt I hadda protect her, I hadda protect us Stead of me sellin forever She be ina shop right, getting bags together Passing endeavors, wont allow me to get me to get work On apps ask if you ever been to jail, like if I say yes you'll hire me NIGGA LIE TO ME!!! I lil sister that's nine Plus moms is chillin, wit new dude I think she feeling But he don't help with the and I'm back on the script So we don't go broke, I'm back to this that I hafta tote Stash ya kno, I'm killin em, only on the Ave. with coke Only man in the house, I bring in cash And those two a month that mom get don't last Lil Sally still young she fast Oh, you thinking the same thing, a hell of a task Then it clicked me, close, cops came to get me But knew I had mine on threaten to hit me And I moved swiftly, they had a warrant knew about it all they said they had an informant I'm back in caged up cell With the apes in jail, now I'm back in this by twelve See I to live right But society ain't made for to live right Mommy just Mommy make sure keep her shit tight And I'll be home real soon, cry, it's iight
I it might seem like it's all good But is what it's like in the hood I rep my set like you But this is what like in the hood
[Joey as My names Sally, and I'm from I'm not happy Dad pasted away, remarried I gotta big bro, but in jail Moms for some things that he used to sell And I'm always step-dad, his names Beau And theres some things about him my mom don't kno And he says if I that it won't be pretty And I'm really scared of em, already hit me He touches me I don't like it And I ain't talking bout a hug or kiss I touch me places that's private And he don't just he put summin inside it He says the more he does that, I'll start to it Hand over my mouth so I'm Moms wit 'em cuz our money is low I'm sixteen but I'm shaped a twenty year old And my moms in love so she excuses But she looks at me and sees scrapes and Why step gotta take me thru this Help, somebody, I'm raped I cant do this understands I'm weary Get anytime a man come near me Know how it feel to a man use you for a cushion All the while moaning and You try to push him, he's bothered You yell and you scream but he going harder me, it's summin you don't wanna be apart of Cuz even when it's over, your life, scare ya Visit my bro, he can I'm sad Staring hard at my stomach he can I'm fat He can I'm mad But step daddy touched me, fucked me, you think I can tell him that? Beau called the on him, could I tell him that? Yep, thought you'd agree so I it all to me Baby on the way, and I'm not And I kno it's his I used to be a virgin Derrick says he'll handle it, my tears He don't know, this is it's like for years And it on def ears Damn mommy please come home, mommy don't leave us alone Some secrets are hard to secrets make it hard to sleep And sleep is the only I feel safe Still the act haunts me, and I kno I'ma wake up with step on me
[Joey as My Beau, gotta chick named Pam that I live with But she's always in church, religious I son he was young he was gifted Til a nigga killed him a week before Three shots close range with a I before I met Pam that it was Pam's son I knew when I pulled the out harder And went on a manhunt to kill they father Derrick and my boy mutual friend That put me on doing I gotta do for revenge Derricks coming home now, and he's get it And I kno be lookin for me with a biscuit Not hard to find, got teks in handy, and I'm in his house having sex with him I got his mom on the bed and the And I'm with his sister molesting her Now he kno it all His friend prolly told em, and you can't hide nothing ina so small But then it came Sunday, Beau hafta work Just humped on Sally, in church Derrick in, Beau just froze shit on his nose, Sally getting her clothes Screams, "Get for your funeral Beau" And then he to his hip and let a few of 'em go Cause he's but Sally starts gaspin Holdin her stomach, I guess she started contractions grabbed his, now they both got heat Just gunnin, both the seed that's coming Now Sally's in the crossfire, out stop Holes in the wall, now the scenes hott Next 30 seconds on the is the cops Yellow up, now the scenes getting blocked Barricades up, yep, you kno y'all Ambulance there, streets of patrol cars on the mega phone, "come down now" But it all calmed down Beau comes out, hands showing, his arms comes down, little Sally in his arms Yep, nuttin to say, she was hit by a Nope! Shots done ric-o-shade, cops him away And now some niggaz em But it wasn't the that killed Sally, nah it was the dumb niggaz wit em When we gonna to treat our people sacred some type of way kid, we're all related When we gonna grow and get rid of the Cuz this shit happens on a regular basis, this shit on a regular basis This of shit happens everyday kidd