[Joey as My names Derrick, I'm Queens right there on Merrick Raised of honesty, loyalty, good lil sister and my pops just perished And I just home so my freedom I really cherish Young when they bagged me, seven in the can is And I just did for manslaughter Odds was against me, in the second degree it less cuz I gave 'em a plea That's the past, now a dude home tryna up his past When all niggaz kno me for is the And my always thinking how to pocket some cash They know if something sparked it'll cock it and blast Now I'm tryna straight and get my act together But my moms struggling, she putting together Long time ago, when I home she was cleaning my room when she found a gat in the dresser Said no child of woulda had dat, never!!! But all the dirt I was doing I felt I hadda protect her, I hadda protect us of me sellin crack forever She rather be ina shop right, getting bags Passing endeavors, wont me to get work Forced me to get On they ask if you ever been to jail, like if I say yes you'll hire me DON'T LIE TO ME!!! I gotta lil sister nine Plus moms is chillin, wit new dude I think she feeling But he help with the bills and I'm back on the script So we don't go broke, I'm back to this hammer that I tote Stash ya kno, I'm killin em, nigga on the Ave. with coke Only man in the house, I gotta in cash And those two chicks a month mom get don't last Lil Sally still she developing fast Oh, you thinking the same thing, a hell of a task Then it clicked me, plain close, came to get me But knew I had mine on threaten to hit me And I moved swiftly, said they had a They knew about it all they said had an informant I'm back in caged up cell With the apes in jail, now I'm back in eight by twelve See I tried to right But society ain't made for niggaz to live just write Mommy make Sally keep her shit tight And I'll be real soon, don't cry, it's iight
I know it seem like it's all good But this is what it's in the hood I rep my set like you But this is what like in the hood
[Joey as My names Sally, and I'm from I'm not happy Dad pasted away, moms I gotta big bro, but he's in Moms said for things that he used to sell And I'm always step-dad, his names Beau And theres some things about him that my mom kno And he says if I tell it won't be pretty And I'm scared of em, he's already hit me He touches me places I don't it And I talking bout a hug or goodbye kiss I mean me places that's private And he don't just touch he put inside it He says the more he does that, start to like it Hand my mouth so I'm quiet Moms wit 'em cuz our money is low I'm sixteen but I'm like a twenty year old And my in love so she makes excuses But she looks at me and sees scrapes and Why step daddy gotta me thru this Help, somebody, I'm getting raped I do this Nobody understands I'm Get goosebumps a man come near me Know how it to have a man use you for a cushion All the moaning and pushin You try to push him, getting bothered You yell and you scream but he going harder Trust me, summin you don't wanna be apart of Cuz even when it's over, your life, scare ya Visit my bro, he can I'm sad hard at my stomach he can tell I'm fat He can I'm mad But step daddy touched me, fucked me, you think that I can tell him Beau called the cops on him, I tell him that? Yep, thought agree so I keep it all to me Baby on the way, and I'm not And I kno it's his cause I to be a virgin Derrick says he'll it, wipe my tears He don't know, this is what it's for years And it on def ears Damn mommy please come home, mommy don't leave us alone Some secrets are to keep Some secrets it hard to sleep And sleep is the only time I feel the act haunts me, and I kno I'ma wake up with step daddy on me
[Joey as My names Beau, gotta chick named Pam that I live But she's always in church, religious I hadda son he was he was gifted Til a nigga him a week before Christmas shots close range with a handgun I knew before I met Pam that it was son I knew when I pulled the out harder And went on a manhunt just to kill father Derrick and my boy hadda friend That put me on doing what I do for revenge Derricks coming home now, and gonna get it And I kno be lookin for me with a biscuit Not hard to find, got them in handy, and I'm in his house sex with him family I got his mom on the bed and the And I'm with his sister her candy Now he kno it all His friend prolly em, and you can't hide nothing ina hood so small But then it came Sunday, Beau ain't work Just on Sally, Pam's in church bust in, Beau just froze White on his nose, Sally getting her clothes Screams, "Get ready for funeral Beau" And then he to his hip and let a few of 'em go Cause he's but Sally starts gaspin Holdin her stomach, I guess she having contractions grabbed his, now they both got heat Just gunnin, both ignoring the that's coming Now in the crossfire, screams out stop in the wall, now the scenes getting hott Next 30 seconds on the scene is the Yellow tape up, now the scenes blocked Barricades up, yep, you kno y'all Ambulance there, full of patrol cars on the mega phone, "come down now" But it all down somehow comes out, hands showing, carrying his arms Derrick down, little Sally in his arms Yep, nuttin to say, she was hit by a Nope! Shots done ric-o-shade, cops him away And now some niggaz em But it wasn't the guns that killed Sally, nah it was the dumb wit em When we learn to treat our people sacred Theres type of way kid, we're all related When we gonna grow and get rid of the Cuz this happens on a regular basis, this shit happens on a regular basis This of shit happens everyday kidd