[Joey as My names Derrick, I'm from Queens there on Merrick of honesty, loyalty, good merits Gotta lil sister and my just perished And I came home so my freedom I really cherish Young when bagged me, seven in the can is torcher And I did that for manslaughter was against me, murder in the second degree Made it less cuz I 'em a plea That's the past, now a dude tryna clean up his past all niggaz kno me for is the past And my minds always thinking how to pocket cash They know if something ever sparked cock it and blast Now I'm tryna live straight and get my act But my moms struggling, she scraps together Long time ago, when I wasn't she was cleaning my room Cried when she a gat in the dresser no child of hers woulda had dat, never!!! But with all the dirt I was I felt like I hadda protect her, I hadda us Stead of me sellin forever She rather be ina shop right, getting together endeavors, wont allow me to get work Forced me to get On apps ask if you ever been to jail, like if I say yes you'll hire me NIGGA LIE TO ME!!! I gotta lil sister nine moms is chillin, wit some new dude I think she feeling But he don't with the bills and I'm back on the script So we don't go broke, I'm back to this hammer I hafta tote Stash ya kno, I'm em, only nigga on the Ave. with coke Only man in the house, I bring in cash And those two chicks a month that mom get don't Lil Sally still young she developing Oh, you the same thing, it's a hell of a task Then it me, plain close, cops came to get me But knew I had mine on threaten to hit me And I swiftly, said they had a warrant They knew about it all they said they had an I'm back in this up cell With the in jail, now I'm back in this eight by twelve See I tried to right But society ain't made for niggaz to right just write Mommy make Sally keep her shit tight And be home real soon, don't cry, it's iight
I know it might seem like it's all But this is what it's like in the I rep my set like you But is what it's like in the hood
[Joey as My names Sally, and I'm from Queens I'm not Dad pasted away, moms I gotta big bro, but in jail Moms said for some things that he to sell And I'm always with step-dad, his names And theres some about him that my mom don't kno And he if I tell that it won't be pretty And I'm really scared of em, already hit me He touches me I don't like it And I ain't bout a hug or goodbye kiss I mean me places that's private And he don't just touch he put inside it He says the more he that, I'll start to like it Hand over my so I'm quiet only wit 'em cuz our money is low I'm but I'm shaped like a twenty year old And my moms in love so she excuses But she at me and sees scrapes and bruises Why step daddy take me thru this Help, somebody, I'm raped I cant do this understands I'm weary Get anytime a man come near me Know how it feel to have a man use you for a All the while and pushin You try to push him, he's bothered You yell and you but he starts going harder Trust me, it's summin you don't wanna be of Cuz even when over, your life, it'll scare ya Visit my bro, he can I'm sad Staring at my stomach he can tell I'm fat He can I'm mad But step daddy touched me, me, you think that I can tell him that? Beau the cops on him, could I tell him that? Yep, you'd agree so I keep it all to me on the way, and I'm not working And I kno it's his cause I used to be a Derrick says he'll handle it, wipe my He know, this is what it's like for years And it falls on def Damn mommy please come home, please mommy leave us alone Some secrets are hard to Some secrets it hard to sleep And is the only time I feel safe Still the act me, and I kno I'ma wake up with step daddy on me
[Joey as My names Beau, gotta chick named Pam that I live But she's always in church, real I hadda son he was he was gifted Til a killed him a week before Christmas Three shots close with a handgun I knew before I met Pam that it was son I when I pulled the Mill out harder And went on a just to kill they father Derrick and my boy hadda mutual That put me on what I gotta do for revenge Derricks home now, and he's gonna get it And I kno be lookin for me with a biscuit Not to find, got them teks in handy, and I'm in his house sex with him family I got his mom on the bed and the And I'm with his sister her candy Now he kno it all His friend prolly told em, and you can't nothing ina hood so small But then it came Sunday, Beau ain't work humped on Sally, Pam's in church Derrick in, Beau just froze White on his nose, Sally getting her clothes Screams, "Get for your funeral Beau" And he reach to his hip and let a few of 'em go Cause packin but Sally starts gaspin Holdin her stomach, I guess she started contractions Beau grabbed his, now they both got Just gunnin, both the seed that's coming Now in the crossfire, screams out stop Holes in the wall, now the scenes getting Next 30 seconds on the scene is the Yellow up, now the scenes getting blocked Barricades up, yep, you already kno Ambulance there, streets full of cars on the mega phone, "come down now" But it all calmed down Beau comes out, hands showing, his arms comes down, little Sally in his arms Yep, nuttin to say, she was hit by a Nope! done ric-o-shade, cops take him away And now niggaz miss em But it the guns that killed Sally, nah it was the dumb niggaz wit em When we learn to treat our people sacred Theres some type of way kid, we're all When we gonna and get rid of the hatred Cuz shit happens on a regular basis, this shit happens on a regular basis This of shit happens everyday kidd