[Joey as My names Derrick, I'm Queens right there on Merrick of honesty, loyalty, good merits Gotta lil sister and my just perished And I just home so my freedom I really cherish Young when bagged me, seven in the can is torcher And I just did that for was against me, murder in the second degree Made it cuz I gave 'em a plea That's the past, now a dude home tryna clean up his When all kno me for is the past And my minds always thinking how to pocket some They know if something ever sparked cock it and blast Now I'm tryna straight and get my act together But my moms struggling, she scraps together Long ago, when I wasn't home she was cleaning my room Cried when she a gat in the dresser Said no child of hers had dat, never!!! But with all the dirt I was I felt like I hadda her, I hadda protect us Stead of me crack forever She rather be ina right, getting bags together Passing endeavors, wont me to get work Forced me to get On apps they ask if you ever to jail, like if I say yes you'll hire me DON'T LIE TO ME!!! I gotta lil that's nine Plus is chillin, wit some new dude I think she feeling But he don't with the bills and I'm back on the script So we don't go broke, I'm back to this hammer I hafta tote Stash ya kno, I'm killin em, nigga on the Ave. with coke Only man in the house, I bring in cash And those two chicks a month that mom get don't Lil Sally still young she fast Oh, you thinking the same thing, it's a of a task Then it clicked me, close, cops came to get me But knew that I had mine on to hit me And I moved swiftly, said they had a They knew about it all said they had an informant I'm in this caged up cell With the in jail, now I'm back in this eight by twelve See I tried to live But society made for niggaz to live right Mommy write Mommy sure Sally keep her shit tight And I'll be home real soon, don't cry, iight
I know it might like it's all good But this is it's like in the hood I rep my set you should But this is it's like in the hood
[Joey as My names Sally, and I'm from Queens I'm not Dad pasted away, remarried I gotta big bro, but in jail said for some things that he used to sell And I'm always with step-dad, his names And theres some things him that my mom don't kno And he says if I that it won't be pretty And I'm scared of em, he's already hit me He me places I don't like it And I ain't talking bout a hug or goodbye I mean touch me places that's And he don't just he put summin inside it He says the more he does that, I'll start to it Hand over my so I'm quiet Moms only wit 'em cuz our is low I'm sixteen but I'm shaped like a year old And my in love so she makes excuses But she at me and sees scrapes and bruises Why daddy gotta take me thru this Help, somebody, I'm getting I cant do this Nobody I'm weary Get goosebumps anytime a man near me Know how it feel to have a man use you for a All the while moaning and You try to him, he's getting bothered You yell and you but he starts going harder Trust me, it's summin you don't be apart of Cuz even it's over, your life, it'll scare ya Visit my bro, he can I'm sad hard at my stomach he can tell I'm fat He can I'm mad But step daddy touched me, fucked me, you think I can tell him that? Beau called the on him, could I tell him that? Yep, thought you'd so I keep it all to me Baby on the way, and I'm not And I kno his cause I used to be a virgin Derrick says he'll handle it, wipe my He don't know, this is what it's like for And it on def ears Damn mommy please home, please mommy don't leave us alone Some secrets are hard to secrets make it hard to sleep And sleep is the only time I safe the act haunts me, and I kno I'ma wake up with step daddy on me
[Joey as My Beau, gotta chick named Pam that I live with But she's always in church, real I hadda son he was young he was Til a killed him a week before Christmas shots close range with a handgun I knew I met Pam that it was Pam's son I knew when I the Mill out harder And went on a manhunt just to kill father Derrick and my boy hadda friend put me on doing what I gotta do for revenge Derricks coming home now, and gonna get it And I kno be lookin for me with a biscuit Not hard to find, got teks in handy, and I'm in his having sex with him family I got his mom on the bed and the And I'm with his sister molesting her Now he kno it all His friend prolly told em, and you can't hide ina hood so small But then it Sunday, Beau ain't hafta work Just humped on Sally, in church Derrick in, Beau just froze White shit on his nose, getting her clothes Screams, "Get for your funeral Beau" And he reach to his hip and let a few of 'em go Cause packin but Sally starts gaspin her stomach, I guess she started having contractions Beau grabbed his, now both got heat gunnin, both ignoring the seed that's coming Now Sally's in the crossfire, out stop Holes in the wall, now the scenes hott 30 seconds on the scene is the cops Yellow tape up, now the getting blocked Barricades up, yep, you kno y'all there, streets full of patrol cars Cops on the mega phone, "come now" But it all down somehow Beau comes out, hands showing, his arms Derrick comes down, little Sally in his Yep, nuttin to say, she was hit by a Nope! Shots ric-o-shade, cops take him away And now some niggaz em But it the guns that killed Sally, nah it was the dumb niggaz wit em When we learn to treat our people sacred Theres type of way kid, we're all related When we grow and get rid of the hatred Cuz this shit happens on a regular basis, this happens on a regular basis This of shit happens everyday kidd