[Joey as My names Derrick, I'm from Queens right there on of honesty, loyalty, good merits Gotta lil sister and my just perished And I just came so my freedom I really cherish Young when they me, seven in the can is torcher And I just did for manslaughter Odds was against me, murder in the degree Made it cuz I gave 'em a plea That's the past, now a dude tryna clean up his past all niggaz kno me for is the past And my always thinking how to pocket some cash They know if something ever it'll cock it and blast Now I'm tryna live and get my act together But my moms struggling, she scraps together Long time ago, when I wasn't home she was cleaning my Cried she found a gat in the dresser Said no child of hers had dat, never!!! But with all the I was doing I felt like I hadda protect her, I hadda us Stead of me sellin forever She be ina shop right, getting bags together Passing endeavors, wont me to get work me to get work On apps they ask if you ever been to jail, like if I say yes you'll me DON'T LIE TO ME!!! I gotta lil sister nine Plus moms is chillin, wit some new dude I think she But he don't with the bills and I'm back on the script So we don't go broke, I'm back to this hammer I hafta tote ya kno, I'm killin em, only nigga on the Ave. with coke Only man in the house, I gotta bring in And those two chicks a month that mom get don't Lil still young she developing fast Oh, you thinking the same thing, a hell of a task Then it clicked me, plain close, cops to get me But knew I had mine on threaten to hit me And I moved swiftly, said had a warrant They about it all they said they had an informant I'm in this caged up cell With the apes in jail, now I'm back in eight by twelve See I tried to right But ain't made for niggaz to live right Mommy just Mommy sure Sally keep her shit tight And I'll be home soon, don't cry, it's iight
I it might seem like it's all good But this is what like in the hood I rep my set you should But this is it's like in the hood
[Joey as My names Sally, and I'm from I'm not happy Dad pasted away, remarried I gotta big bro, but in jail Moms said for some things he used to sell And I'm always with step-dad, his names And theres some things about him that my mom kno And he says if I tell it won't be pretty And I'm really of em, he's already hit me He touches me places I like it And I ain't talking a hug or goodbye kiss I mean touch me places private And he don't just touch he put inside it He the more he does that, I'll start to like it Hand my mouth so I'm quiet only wit 'em cuz our money is low I'm but I'm shaped like a twenty year old And my moms in love so she excuses But she looks at me and sees and bruises Why step daddy take me thru this Help, somebody, I'm getting raped I cant do understands I'm weary Get anytime a man come near me Know how it feel to have a man use you for a All the moaning and pushin You try to him, he's getting bothered You and you scream but he starts going harder me, it's summin you don't wanna be apart of Cuz when it's over, your life, it'll scare ya Visit my bro, he can I'm sad Staring hard at my he can tell I'm fat He can I'm mad But step daddy touched me, fucked me, you that I can tell him that? Beau the cops on him, could I tell him that? Yep, thought you'd so I keep it all to me on the way, and I'm not working And I kno it's his cause I to be a virgin Derrick says he'll handle it, wipe my He don't know, this is what it's like for And it on def ears Damn please come home, please mommy don't leave us alone Some secrets are to keep Some secrets make it hard to And sleep is the time I feel safe Still the act haunts me, and I kno I'ma wake up with step on me
[Joey as My Beau, gotta chick named Pam that I live with But she's always in church, religious I son he was young he was gifted Til a killed him a week before Christmas shots close range with a handgun I knew before I met Pam it was Pam's son I when I pulled the Mill out harder And went on a manhunt just to kill father Derrick and my boy mutual friend That put me on doing I gotta do for revenge Derricks coming home now, and he's get it And I kno he'll be lookin for me a biscuit Not hard to find, got teks in handy, and I'm in his house having sex him family I got his mom on the bed and the And I'm his sister molesting her candy Now he kno it all His friend prolly told em, and you can't hide ina hood so small But then it Sunday, Beau ain't hafta work humped on Sally, Pam's in church Derrick bust in, Beau just White shit on his nose, Sally getting her Screams, "Get ready for your Beau" And then he to his hip and let a few of 'em go Cause he's packin but Sally starts Holdin her stomach, I guess she having contractions Beau grabbed his, now they got heat Just gunnin, both ignoring the seed that's Now in the crossfire, screams out stop Holes in the wall, now the getting hott Next 30 on the scene is the cops Yellow tape up, now the scenes blocked Barricades up, yep, you kno y'all Ambulance there, streets full of patrol Cops on the phone, "come down now" But it all calmed somehow Beau comes out, showing, carrying his arms Derrick comes down, Sally in his arms Yep, to say, she was hit by a stray Nope! done ric-o-shade, cops take him away And now some miss em But it the guns that killed Sally, nah it was the dumb niggaz wit em When we gonna learn to our people sacred some type of way kid, we're all related When we grow and get rid of the hatred Cuz this shit happens on a regular basis, this shit happens on a basis type of shit happens everyday kidd