[Joey as My names Derrick, I'm from Queens there on Merrick Raised of honesty, loyalty, good Gotta lil and my pops just perished And I just came home so my I really cherish Young they bagged me, seven in the can is torcher And I did that for manslaughter Odds was against me, murder in the second Made it less cuz I gave 'em a the past, now a dude home tryna clean up his past When all kno me for is the past And my minds always how to pocket some cash They know if something ever it'll cock it and blast Now I'm live straight and get my act together But my struggling, she putting scraps together Long time ago, when I wasn't home she was cleaning my Cried she found a gat in the dresser Said no child of woulda had dat, never!!! But with all the I was doing I felt like I hadda her, I hadda protect us of me sellin crack forever She be ina shop right, getting bags together Passing endeavors, wont me to get work me to get work On apps they ask if you ever been to jail, like if I say yes hire me NIGGA LIE TO ME!!! I lil sister that's nine Plus moms is chillin, wit some new I think she feeling But he help with the bills and I'm back on the script So we don't go broke, I'm back to this that I hafta tote Stash ya kno, I'm em, only nigga on the Ave. with coke Only man in the house, I bring in cash And those two a month that mom get don't last Lil still young she developing fast Oh, you thinking the same thing, it's a of a task Then it clicked me, plain close, cops to get me But knew I had mine on threaten to hit me And I moved swiftly, they had a warrant They about it all they said they had an informant I'm back in caged up cell With the apes in jail, now I'm back in this eight by See I tried to live But society made for niggaz to live right just write Mommy make Sally keep her shit tight And I'll be real soon, don't cry, it's iight
I know it might seem it's all good But this is what it's like in the I rep my set you should But is what it's like in the hood
[Joey as My names Sally, and I'm from Queens I'm not Dad away, moms remarried I big bro, but he's in jail Moms said for some things that he used to And I'm always step-dad, his names Beau And theres some things him that my mom don't kno And he says if I that it won't be pretty And I'm really scared of em, already hit me He touches me I don't like it And I ain't talking bout a hug or goodbye I mean touch me places that's And he don't just he put summin inside it He says the more he does that, start to like it over my mouth so I'm quiet Moms only wit 'em cuz our is low I'm sixteen but I'm shaped like a twenty old And my moms in so she makes excuses But she looks at me and scrapes and bruises Why step daddy gotta take me this Help, somebody, I'm getting raped I cant do understands I'm weary Get anytime a man come near me Know how it to have a man use you for a cushion All the while moaning and You try to push him, he's getting You yell and you scream but he starts harder me, it's summin you don't wanna be apart of Cuz even when over, your life, it'll scare ya my bro, he can tell I'm sad Staring hard at my he can tell I'm fat He can I'm mad But step daddy touched me, fucked me, you that I can tell him that? Beau called the cops on him, could I him that? Yep, you'd agree so I keep it all to me on the way, and I'm not working And I kno it's his cause I used to be a Derrick says handle it, wipe my tears He know, this is what it's like for years And it on def ears Damn mommy please come home, please mommy don't us alone secrets are hard to keep Some secrets it hard to sleep And sleep is the only time I safe Still the act haunts me, and I kno I'ma up with step daddy on me
[Joey as My names Beau, gotta chick named Pam I live with But always in church, real religious I hadda son he was young he was Til a nigga killed him a week Christmas Three shots close range a handgun I knew before I met Pam that it was son I knew when I pulled the Mill out And on a manhunt just to kill they father Derrick and my boy hadda mutual put me on doing what I gotta do for revenge Derricks home now, and he's gonna get it And I kno he'll be for me with a biscuit Not to find, got them teks in handy, and I'm in his house having sex him family I got his mom on the bed and the And I'm with his sister her candy Now he kno it all His friend prolly told em, and you can't nothing ina hood so small But then it came Sunday, Beau ain't hafta Just humped on Sally, Pam's in bust in, Beau just froze White shit on his nose, Sally her clothes Screams, "Get for your funeral Beau" And he reach to his hip and let a few of 'em go Cause packin but Sally starts gaspin her stomach, I guess she started having contractions Beau his, now they both got heat Just gunnin, both ignoring the seed coming Now in the crossfire, screams out stop Holes in the wall, now the getting hott Next 30 seconds on the is the cops Yellow tape up, now the scenes blocked Barricades up, yep, you already kno there, streets full of patrol cars Cops on the mega phone, "come now" But it all calmed down Beau out, hands showing, carrying his arms Derrick comes down, little in his arms Yep, to say, she was hit by a stray Nope! Shots ric-o-shade, cops take him away And now some miss em But it wasn't the guns killed Sally, nah it was the dumb niggaz wit em When we learn to treat our people sacred some type of way kid, we're all related When we grow and get rid of the hatred Cuz this shit on a regular basis, this shit happens on a regular basis This type of happens everyday kidd