This Winter Day's Magic

This winter day's magic
seems not to be noticed by me again
tired and uninspired
tired and uninspired
Oh yes the song i listen to says so much

But is it really my fault
should i be more open-hearted
Should i completely change myself
to start being loved by people i don't love
Should i completely change myself

Or should i always smile
and start talking to those people
But i hate those conversations
those i hope they soon run dry
But i hate those conversations
those i hope they soon run dry

And the circle seems to close itself
Apathy spreads it's wings

This winter day's magicseems not to be noticed
This winter day's magicseems not to be noticed by me again
by me again

so i wait for your call because i need you there
so i wait for your call because i need you there
But the phone doesn't ring* depression embrace my soul
embrace my soul

Frustration tears my heart again and again
Frustration tears my heart again and again
Frustration tears my heart again and again