Things Seem All Fucked up Today

the girl i fell in love with isn't home. it's my own fault i'm miserable, alone. and things seem all fucked up today again. it's stupid when her voice can make you smile. it's stupid when your heart clouds up your mind. and things seem all fucked up today again. i know she didn't mean to do it and i'm feeling like a fool but i'll get through it anyway. no one could ever make me feel as bad as i can make me feel; i try to smile as i watch it slip away. i try to think of better things instead. i promise myself that i won't regret. but things seem all fucked up today again.