Luyện nghe bài hát There's Alot Going On

Yeah, this my life
Front to back, top to

Everything's changing me
days don't feel the same
We all lost faith and lost
Why must we play game?
have mercy on me
I've a sinnin' man
out my wings, jump off the bridge and crash in a plane
If I land...

Know I die
We forever in my mind
And I say
We live forever, still life

There's a lot on but I stick to the ones I love
I claimed to be a perfect man but name a great man who was
Consequences of my actions in the past years had me out
It was like, May, I just moved to L.A., I was figure it out
for depression that I cut cold turkey, had the kid manic
In an episode out in Hollywood, wildin' out Nick Cannon
Adderall pills out a dollar bill, on the bathroom floor
Clean the whole mess up with my nose, what the fuck I need a vacuum
New York City on my birthday, June 6th,
I had that first meeting Hov, plus I brought out the whole team
I drank that bottle of D'usse Ty Ty gave me that night
When we left the club Rap Genius house me and shorty got into a fight
She came out the swingin', hit me in the jaw
I was really fend her off
But I ended up in the closet with my hands around her
I was trippin',
Too to apologize or empathize, I blamed it all on her
Sayin' that she hit me first, though she was the one hurt
I was really just reflectin' all the hurt that I was from the band's rejection
When Kids These Days split, that shit felt like a
And my infidelity and jealousy with Natalie on top of the
And the ecstasy had me tryna drown face in the Chesapeake
The month I dropped "Down on My Luck" and had Europe goin' nuts
But I couldn't even appreciate it at the time, I was goin' through too
Now I had to leverage million dollar label on the table for my records
In Ibiza eatin' on the roof, tryna choose over breakfast
Hov wasn't with the biddin' war, but I knew the Roc felt right
When I saw at Wireless, without T-Pain, still a good life
Felt so close when Mr. introduced me to him backstage
He prolly don't remember that shit... like a bitch off Backpage
But at that stage, I was ready to swing for the fence a batting cage
At the same time, I was windin' down a low point in my phase
The Adderall started off and I went into a deep writer's block
All over a that I couldn't finish that I wrote about signin' to the Roc
that ironic? I was feelin' so psychotic
With the whole world excited for me and my sayin' I got it
Shit got bad out in L.A., so I moved back to my mom's basement
Linked up Smoko and Papi Beatz and took it back to basics
Then I wrote "Rage," that was me out through the pain
And "U Mad," addressin' my with Natalie, it was too bad
The violence and the lies slipped suicide into my health
I did acid in the studio one day and killed myself
As I started to fall apart, certain started to align
Oh Mys came to Chicago in at the perfect time
He said Kanye was on an album, and Uzi played him one of our songs
He was tryna fly me out, nigga, it was goin' down like the Dow
Pulled up to Westlake, first day I was there, I "Wolves"
I knew I was the one, like Lyor meetin' with the
But I had to get a 'fore the door was pulled
out on SNL
All the niggas hatin' on me back lookin' at me like, "FML"
A lot of people comin' out the like, "Let's work," tryna network
All the pressure makin' my head hurt, the wouldn't let the meds work
At this time like Feb. 1st to the 15th, and I'm still addicted
Frustrated, writin' shit for Ye, tryna visualize someone vision
he laid that verse on "U Mad" and we made the shit the single
Ye and Hov gettin' into it over me, do a joint venture
And G.O.O.D. still fam, but it's that Roc boy SAVEMONEY life
Took the bus out on the road for the Traffic tour, did a hundred
out my closet, I got rid of all of my demons
If you learn one from my journey, nigga it's don't stop believin'
When shit got so suffocatin' I could barely even keep breathin'
Wrote my all in this song now I'd like to welcome y'all to my season
I'm gone