Yeah, just my life Front to back, top to
changing around me These don't feel the same We all lost faith and lost Why must we this game? Lord mercy on me been a sinnin' man Pull out my wings, jump off the and crash in a plane If I land...
Know I die We live forever in my And I say We live forever, still life
There's a lot on but I stick to the ones I love I never claimed to be a man but name a great man who was Consequences of my in the past years had me stressin' out It was like, May, I just moved to L.A., I was figure it out Medication for depression that I cut turkey, had the kid manic In an episode out in Hollywood, wildin' out like Cannon Railin' Adderall pills out a bill, on the bathroom floor the whole mess up with my nose, what the fuck I need a vacuum for? New York on my birthday, June 6th, 2014 I had that meeting with Hov, plus I brought out the whole team I drank that whole of D'usse Ty Ty gave me that night When we left the club after Rap Genius house me and got into a fight She out the room swingin', hit me in the jaw I was tryna fend her off But I ended up in the closet my hands around her neck I was trippin', Too to apologize or empathize, I blamed it all on her that she hit me first, even though she was the one hurt I was really just reflectin' all the hurt that I was feelin' from the rejection When Kids These Days split, shit felt like a c-section And my infidelity and jealousy Natalie on top of the amphetamines And the ecstasy had me tryna drown face down in the The next month I "Down on My Luck" and had Europe goin' nuts But I couldn't even appreciate it at the time, I was goin' through too Now I had to leverage million dollar label deals on the table for my In Ibiza eatin' on the roof, tryna choose over breakfast Hov wasn't with the biddin' war, but I knew the Roc just felt When I saw at Wireless, without T-Pain, still a good life so close when Mr. Hudson introduced me to him backstage He prolly don't even remember shit... like a bitch off Backpage But at that stage, I was ready to swing for the fence a batting cage At the same time, I was windin' down a low point in my phase The Adderall started wearin' off and I went into a deep writer's All a song that I couldn't finish that I wrote about signin' to the Roc Isn't ironic? I was feelin' so psychotic With the whole world for me and my idol sayin' I got it Shit got bad out in L.A., so I moved home to my mom's basement Linked up with Smoko and Papi and took it back to basics Then I wrote "Rage," that was me screamin' out the pain And "U Mad," addressin' my relationship Natalie, it was too bad The violence and the lies slipped suicide into my mental I did acid in the studio one day and almost killed As I to fall apart, certain stars started to align Oh Mys came to Chicago in January at the time He said Kanye was workin' on an album, and Uzi played him one of our He was tryna fly me out, nigga, it was goin' down like the Dow up to Westlake, first day I was there, I recorded "Wolves" I knew I was the one, like Lyor with the oracle But I had to get a handle the door was pulled out on SNL All the hatin' on me back home lookin' at me like, "FML" A lot of people comin' out the like, "Let's work," tryna network All the pressure makin' my head hurt, the molly let the meds work At time it's like Feb. 1st to the 15th, and I'm still addicted Frustrated, writin' shit for Ye, tryna someone else's vision Then he laid that verse on "U Mad" and we made the the single Ye and Hov into it over me, tryna do a joint venture And G.O.O.D. still fam, but it's that Roc boy SAVEMONEY life the bus out on the road for the Traffic tour, did a hundred nights Cleaned out my closet, I got rid of all of my If you learn one thing from my journey, nigga don't stop believin' this shit got so suffocatin' I could barely even keep breathin' Wrote my wrongs all in this song now I'd like to welcome to my season I'm gone