Luyện nghe bài hát There's Alot Going On

Yeah, this my life
Front to back, top to

changing around me
These days don't feel the
We all lost and lost family
Why must we this game?
Lord have on me
been a sinnin' man
Pull out my wings, jump off the bridge and in a plane
If I land...

Know I die
We forever in my mind
And I say
We live forever, still that

There's a lot goin' on but I to the ones I love
I never claimed to be a perfect man but name a man who was
Consequences of my actions in the years had me stressin' out
It was like, May, I moved to L.A., I was tryna figure it out
Medication for that I cut cold turkey, had the kid manic
In an episode out in Hollywood, wildin' out like Cannon
Railin' pills out a dollar bill, on the bathroom floor
Clean the whole mess up my nose, what the fuck I need a vacuum for?
New York City on my birthday, 6th, 2014
I had that first meeting with Hov, plus I brought out the whole
I drank that bottle of D'usse Ty Ty gave me that night
When we left the club after Rap Genius me and shorty got into a fight
She out the room swingin', hit me in the jaw
I was tryna fend her off
But I up in the closet with my hands around her neck
I was trippin',
Too to apologize or empathize, I blamed it all on her
Sayin' she hit me first, even though she was the one hurt
I was really just all the hurt that I was feelin' from the band's rejection
When Kids These split, that shit felt like a c-section
And my infidelity and jealousy Natalie on top of the amphetamines
And the ecstasy had me tryna drown down in the Chesapeake
The next month I dropped "Down on My Luck" and had goin' nuts
But I couldn't even appreciate it at the time, I was through too much
Now I had to leverage million dollar label on the table for my records
In Ibiza eatin' paella on the roof, tryna over breakfast
Hov wasn't the biddin' war, but I knew the Roc just felt right
I saw Kanye at Wireless, without T-Pain, still a good life
Felt so close when Mr. Hudson me to him backstage
He prolly don't even remember shit... like a bitch off Backpage
But at that stage, I was ready to swing for the like a batting cage
At the same time, I was windin' down a low point in my phase
The Adderall started wearin' off and I went into a writer's block
All over a song that I couldn't finish that I about signin' to the Roc
Isn't that ironic? I was feelin' so
With the whole world excited for me and my sayin' I got it
Shit got bad out in L.A., so I back home to my mom's basement
Linked up with Smoko and Papi Beatz and took it to basics
I wrote "Rage," that was me screamin' out through the pain
And "U Mad," addressin' my with Natalie, it was too bad
The violence and the lies slipped suicide into my mental
I did acid in the one day and almost killed myself
As I started to fall apart, certain stars started to
Oh Mys came to Chicago in January at the perfect
He said Kanye was on an album, and Uzi played him one of our songs
He was tryna fly me out, nigga, it was down like the Dow Jones
Pulled up to Westlake, day I was there, I recorded "Wolves"
I knew I was the one, like Lyor meetin' the oracle
But I had to get a handle the door was pulled
out on SNL
All the niggas hatin' on me home lookin' at me like, "FML"
A lot of comin' out the wood like, "Let's work," tryna network
All the makin' my head hurt, the molly wouldn't let the meds work
At time it's like Feb. 1st to the 15th, and I'm still addicted
Frustrated, writin' shit for Ye, tryna someone else's vision
Then he laid that verse on "U Mad" and we made the shit the
Ye and Hov gettin' into it me, tryna do a joint venture
And G.O.O.D. Music fam, but it's that Roc boy SAVEMONEY life
Took the bus out on the road for the tour, did a hundred nights
out my closet, I got rid of all of my demons
If you learn one thing from my journey, nigga don't stop believin'
When this shit got so suffocatin' I could even keep breathin'
Wrote my wrongs all in song now I'd like to welcome y'all to my season
I'm gone