Yeah, this my life Front to back, top to
Everything's changing me These days don't the same We all lost faith and family Why we play this game? Lord mercy on me been a sinnin' man Pull out my wings, jump off the bridge and crash in a If I land...
Know I die We forever in my mind And I say We live forever, still that
There's a lot on but I stick to the ones I love I never to be a perfect man but name a great man who was Consequences of my actions in the years had me stressin' out It was like, May, I just moved to L.A., I was figure it out Medication for that I cut cold turkey, had the kid manic In an episode out in Hollywood, wildin' out like Nick Adderall pills out a dollar bill, on the bathroom floor Clean the whole up with my nose, what the fuck I need a vacuum for? New York City on my birthday, 6th, 2014 I had that meeting with Hov, plus I brought out the whole team I drank that whole bottle of D'usse Ty Ty gave me that When we left the club after Rap Genius house me and got into a fight She out the room swingin', hit me in the jaw I was tryna fend her off But I ended up in the closet my hands around her neck I was trippin', Too proud to apologize or empathize, I it all on her that she hit me first, even though she was the one hurt I was really just reflectin' all the hurt that I was feelin' the band's rejection When Kids These Days split, that shit felt like a And my and jealousy with Natalie on top of the amphetamines And the had me tryna drown face down in the Chesapeake The next month I dropped "Down on My Luck" and had Europe goin' But I couldn't even appreciate it at the time, I was goin' through too Now I had to million dollar label deals on the table for my records In Ibiza eatin' paella on the roof, choose over breakfast Hov wasn't with the biddin' war, but I the Roc just felt right I saw Kanye at Wireless, without T-Pain, still a good life Felt so close when Mr. Hudson introduced me to him He prolly don't even that shit... like a bitch off Backpage But at that stage, I was ready to swing for the fence like a cage At the time, I was windin' down a low point in my addict phase The Adderall started wearin' off and I went into a deep writer's All over a that I couldn't finish that I wrote about signin' to the Roc Isn't that ironic? I was feelin' so With the world excited for me and my idol sayin' I got it Shit got bad out in L.A., so I moved back home to my basement Linked up with and Papi Beatz and took it back to basics Then I "Rage," that was me screamin' out through the pain And "U Mad," my relationship with Natalie, it was too bad The violence and the lies slipped suicide into my mental I did acid in the studio one day and killed myself As I to fall apart, certain stars started to align Oh Mys came to Chicago in January at the perfect He said was workin' on an album, and Uzi played him one of our songs He was tryna fly me out, nigga, it was goin' like the Dow Jones Pulled up to Westlake, day I was there, I recorded "Wolves" I knew I was the one, Lyor meetin' with the oracle But I had to get a 'fore the door was pulled out on SNL All the niggas hatin' on me home lookin' at me like, "FML" A lot of comin' out the wood like, "Let's work," tryna network All the pressure my head hurt, the molly wouldn't let the meds work At this time it's like Feb. 1st to the 15th, and I'm addicted Frustrated, shit for Ye, tryna visualize someone else's vision Then he laid that verse on "U Mad" and we made the the single Ye and Hov gettin' it over me, tryna do a joint venture And G.O.O.D. still fam, but it's that Roc boy SAVEMONEY life Took the bus out on the road for the Traffic tour, did a hundred out my closet, I got rid of all of my demons If you learn one from my journey, nigga it's don't stop believin' When this shit got so suffocatin' I could barely even keep Wrote my wrongs all in song now I'd like to welcome y'all to my season Nigga I'm