Luyện nghe bài hát There's Alot Going On

Yeah, this just my
to back, top to bottom

Everything's changing me
These days don't the same
We all lost faith and lost
Why we play this game?
Lord have on me
I've been a man
Pull out my wings, jump off the bridge and crash in a
If I land...

Know I die
We forever in my mind
And I say
We live forever, still life

There's a lot goin' on but I stick to the I love
I never claimed to be a perfect man but a great man who was
Consequences of my actions in the past had me stressin' out
It was like, May, I just to L.A., I was tryna figure it out
Medication for depression that I cut turkey, had the kid manic
In an episode out in Hollywood, wildin' out like Cannon
Railin' Adderall pills out a dollar bill, on the bathroom
Clean the whole mess up with my nose, the fuck I need a vacuum for?
New York City on my birthday, June 6th,
I had that first meeting Hov, plus I brought out the whole team
I drank that whole of D'usse Ty Ty gave me that night
When we left the club after Rap Genius house me and got into a fight
She came out the swingin', hit me in the jaw
I was tryna fend her off
But I ended up in the closet with my around her neck
I was trippin',
Too to apologize or empathize, I blamed it all on her
Sayin' that she hit me first, even though she was the one
I was just reflectin' all the hurt that I was feelin' from the band's rejection
When Kids Days split, that shit felt like a c-section
And my infidelity and with Natalie on top of the amphetamines
And the ecstasy had me tryna drown down in the Chesapeake
The next month I dropped "Down on My Luck" and had goin' nuts
But I couldn't appreciate it at the time, I was goin' through too much
Now I had to leverage million dollar label deals on the for my records
In Ibiza eatin' on the roof, tryna choose over breakfast
Hov wasn't with the biddin' war, but I knew the Roc felt right
When I saw Kanye at Wireless, without T-Pain, a good life
Felt so close when Mr. Hudson me to him backstage
He prolly don't even remember that shit... a bitch off Backpage
But at that stage, I was ready to swing for the fence like a batting
At the same time, I was windin' down a low point in my addict
The Adderall wearin' off and I went into a deep writer's block
All a song that I couldn't finish that I wrote about signin' to the Roc
Isn't ironic? I was feelin' so psychotic
With the world excited for me and my idol sayin' I got it
got bad out in L.A., so I moved back home to my mom's basement
Linked up with Smoko and Beatz and took it back to basics
Then I wrote "Rage," that was me screamin' out through the
And "U Mad," my relationship with Natalie, it was too bad
The and the lies slipped suicide into my mental health
I did in the studio one day and almost killed myself
As I started to fall apart, stars started to align
Oh Mys came to Chicago in January at the time
He said Kanye was workin' on an album, and Uzi played him one of our
He was tryna fly me out, nigga, it was goin' down like the Dow
up to Westlake, first day I was there, I recorded "Wolves"
I knew I was the one, like Lyor meetin' the oracle
But I had to get a handle 'fore the door was
out on SNL
All the niggas hatin' on me back home at me like, "FML"
A lot of comin' out the wood like, "Let's work," tryna network
All the pressure makin' my hurt, the molly wouldn't let the meds work
At this time it's like Feb. 1st to the 15th, and I'm still
Frustrated, writin' for Ye, tryna visualize someone else's vision
Then he laid that verse on "U Mad" and we the shit the single
Ye and Hov gettin' into it over me, tryna do a venture
And G.O.O.D. Music fam, but it's that Roc boy SAVEMONEY life
Took the bus out on the for the Traffic tour, did a hundred nights
Cleaned out my closet, I got rid of all of my
If you learn one thing my journey, nigga it's don't stop believin'
When this shit got so suffocatin' I could barely even breathin'
Wrote my wrongs all in this song now I'd like to welcome to my season
I'm gone