Luyện nghe bài hát There's Alot Going On

Yeah, just my life
to back, top to bottom

Everything's around me
These days feel the same
We all lost and lost family
Why must we play game?
Lord mercy on me
I've been a man
out my wings, jump off the bridge and crash in a plane
If I land...

Know I die
We live in my mind
And I say
We live forever, still that

There's a lot goin' on but I stick to the I love
I never claimed to be a man but name a great man who was
Consequences of my in the past years had me stressin' out
It was like, May, I just moved to L.A., I was figure it out
Medication for depression that I cut cold turkey, had the kid
In an episode out in Hollywood, out like Nick Cannon
Adderall pills out a dollar bill, on the bathroom floor
Clean the whole mess up with my nose, what the fuck I need a vacuum
New York on my birthday, June 6th, 2014
I had that first with Hov, plus I brought out the whole team
I drank that whole bottle of D'usse Ty Ty me that night
When we left the club after Rap Genius house me and shorty got into a
She came out the swingin', hit me in the jaw
I was really tryna her off
But I ended up in the closet with my hands her neck
I was trippin',
Too to apologize or empathize, I blamed it all on her
Sayin' she hit me first, even though she was the one hurt
I was really just all the hurt that I was feelin' from the band's rejection
When Kids These Days split, that shit felt a c-section
And my infidelity and jealousy with Natalie on top of the
And the ecstasy had me tryna drown face in the Chesapeake
The month I dropped "Down on My Luck" and had Europe goin' nuts
But I couldn't even appreciate it at the time, I was goin' through too
Now I had to leverage million dollar label deals on the table for my
In Ibiza eatin' paella on the roof, tryna over breakfast
Hov wasn't with the biddin' war, but I the Roc just felt right
When I saw Kanye at Wireless, without T-Pain, still a life
Felt so close when Mr. Hudson me to him backstage
He prolly don't remember that shit... like a bitch off Backpage
But at that stage, I was ready to swing for the like a batting cage
At the time, I was windin' down a low point in my addict phase
The Adderall started wearin' off and I went into a deep writer's
All over a song that I couldn't finish I wrote about signin' to the Roc
Isn't that ironic? I was so psychotic
With the whole excited for me and my idol sayin' I got it
Shit got bad out in L.A., so I moved back home to my basement
Linked up with Smoko and Papi Beatz and took it back to
Then I wrote "Rage," was me screamin' out through the pain
And "U Mad," my relationship with Natalie, it was too bad
The violence and the lies slipped suicide my mental health
I did acid in the studio one day and killed myself
As I to fall apart, certain stars started to align
Oh Mys came to Chicago in January at the perfect
He said Kanye was workin' on an album, and Uzi played him one of our
He was tryna fly me out, nigga, it was goin' down the Dow Jones
Pulled up to Westlake, first day I was there, I "Wolves"
I I was the one, like Lyor meetin' with the oracle
But I had to get a 'fore the door was pulled
out on SNL
All the niggas on me back home lookin' at me like, "FML"
A lot of comin' out the wood like, "Let's work," tryna network
All the pressure makin' my hurt, the molly wouldn't let the meds work
At this time it's like Feb. 1st to the 15th, and I'm still
Frustrated, writin' shit for Ye, tryna visualize else's vision
Then he laid that on "U Mad" and we made the shit the single
Ye and Hov gettin' into it over me, do a joint venture
And G.O.O.D. still fam, but it's that Roc boy SAVEMONEY life
Took the bus out on the road for the Traffic tour, did a hundred
out my closet, I got rid of all of my demons
If you learn one thing from my journey, nigga it's stop believin'
When this shit got so suffocatin' I could barely keep breathin'
Wrote my wrongs all in this song now I'd like to welcome to my season
I'm gone