Luyện nghe bài hát There's Alot Going On

Yeah, this my life
to back, top to bottom

Everything's around me
days don't feel the same
We all lost faith and family
Why must we this game?
Lord mercy on me
I've been a man
Pull out my wings, jump off the bridge and crash in a
If I land...

Know I die
We forever in my mind
And I say
We live forever, still life

There's a lot goin' on but I stick to the I love
I never claimed to be a man but name a great man who was
Consequences of my in the past years had me stressin' out
It was like, May, I just moved to L.A., I was figure it out
Medication for depression that I cut turkey, had the kid manic
In an out in Hollywood, wildin' out like Nick Cannon
Adderall pills out a dollar bill, on the bathroom floor
Clean the whole mess up with my nose, what the fuck I need a for?
New York City on my birthday, June 6th,
I had that first meeting with Hov, I brought out the whole team
I drank that whole bottle of Ty Ty gave me that night
When we left the club after Rap Genius me and shorty got into a fight
She came out the swingin', hit me in the jaw
I was tryna fend her off
But I ended up in the closet my hands around her neck
I was trippin',
Too to apologize or empathize, I blamed it all on her
Sayin' that she hit me first, though she was the one hurt
I was really just reflectin' all the that I was feelin' from the band's rejection
When Kids These Days split, that shit felt a c-section
And my infidelity and jealousy with on top of the amphetamines
And the ecstasy had me tryna drown down in the Chesapeake
The next month I dropped "Down on My Luck" and had Europe goin'
But I couldn't even appreciate it at the time, I was goin' through too
Now I had to leverage million dollar deals on the table for my records
In Ibiza eatin' on the roof, tryna choose over breakfast
Hov wasn't the biddin' war, but I knew the Roc just felt right
When I saw Kanye at Wireless, without T-Pain, still a life
Felt so close Mr. Hudson introduced me to him backstage
He prolly don't even remember that shit... like a bitch off
But at that stage, I was ready to swing for the fence a batting cage
At the same time, I was windin' down a low in my addict phase
The Adderall started wearin' off and I went a deep writer's block
All a song that I couldn't finish that I wrote about signin' to the Roc
that ironic? I was feelin' so psychotic
With the whole world excited for me and my idol I got it
Shit got bad out in L.A., so I moved back to my mom's basement
Linked up with Smoko and Papi Beatz and took it to basics
Then I wrote "Rage," that was me screamin' out the pain
And "U Mad," addressin' my relationship Natalie, it was too bad
The violence and the lies suicide into my mental health
I did acid in the one day and almost killed myself
As I started to apart, certain stars started to align
Oh Mys came to Chicago in January at the time
He said Kanye was on an album, and Uzi played him one of our songs
He was fly me out, nigga, it was goin' down like the Dow Jones
up to Westlake, first day I was there, I recorded "Wolves"
I I was the one, like Lyor meetin' with the oracle
But I had to get a 'fore the door was pulled
out on SNL
All the niggas hatin' on me home lookin' at me like, "FML"
A lot of people comin' out the wood like, "Let's work," tryna
All the pressure makin' my head hurt, the molly wouldn't let the work
At time it's like Feb. 1st to the 15th, and I'm still addicted
Frustrated, writin' for Ye, tryna visualize someone else's vision
Then he laid that verse on "U Mad" and we the shit the single
Ye and Hov gettin' into it over me, tryna do a joint
And G.O.O.D. still fam, but it's that Roc boy SAVEMONEY life
Took the bus out on the road for the tour, did a hundred nights
out my closet, I got rid of all of my demons
If you learn one thing my journey, nigga it's don't stop believin'
When shit got so suffocatin' I could barely even keep breathin'
Wrote my wrongs all in this song now I'd like to welcome y'all to my
I'm gone