Yeah, just my life Front to back, top to
changing around me These don't feel the same We all lost faith and family Why must we play game? Lord mercy on me I've a sinnin' man Pull out my wings, jump off the bridge and in a plane If I land...
Know I die We live forever in my And I say We live forever, still life
There's a lot on but I stick to the ones I love I never claimed to be a perfect man but name a man who was Consequences of my actions in the years had me stressin' out It was like, May, I just moved to L.A., I was figure it out for depression that I cut cold turkey, had the kid manic In an episode out in Hollywood, out like Nick Cannon Railin' Adderall pills out a bill, on the bathroom floor Clean the mess up with my nose, what the fuck I need a vacuum for? New York City on my birthday, 6th, 2014 I had that meeting with Hov, plus I brought out the whole team I that whole bottle of D'usse Ty Ty gave me that night When we the club after Rap Genius house me and shorty got into a fight She out the room swingin', hit me in the jaw I was really tryna her off But I ended up in the closet with my around her neck I was trippin', Too proud to apologize or empathize, I it all on her Sayin' she hit me first, even though she was the one hurt I was really just reflectin' all the hurt that I was feelin' the band's rejection When Kids These split, that shit felt like a c-section And my infidelity and jealousy with Natalie on top of the And the ecstasy had me tryna drown face down in the The month I dropped "Down on My Luck" and had Europe goin' nuts But I couldn't appreciate it at the time, I was goin' through too much Now I had to leverage million label deals on the table for my records In eatin' paella on the roof, tryna choose over breakfast Hov wasn't the biddin' war, but I knew the Roc just felt right When I saw Kanye at Wireless, without T-Pain, still a good Felt so close Mr. Hudson introduced me to him backstage He prolly don't even that shit... like a bitch off Backpage But at that stage, I was to swing for the fence like a batting cage At the time, I was windin' down a low point in my addict phase The Adderall started wearin' off and I went a deep writer's block All over a song that I couldn't finish I wrote about signin' to the Roc Isn't that ironic? I was feelin' so With the whole world excited for me and my sayin' I got it Shit got bad out in L.A., so I moved back to my mom's basement Linked up Smoko and Papi Beatz and took it back to basics Then I "Rage," that was me screamin' out through the pain And "U Mad," my relationship with Natalie, it was too bad The and the lies slipped suicide into my mental health I did in the studio one day and almost killed myself As I started to fall apart, certain started to align Oh Mys to Chicago in January at the perfect time He said Kanye was workin' on an album, and Uzi him one of our songs He was tryna fly me out, nigga, it was goin' like the Dow Jones Pulled up to Westlake, first day I was there, I "Wolves" I knew I was the one, like meetin' with the oracle But I had to get a 'fore the door was pulled out on SNL All the niggas hatin' on me back lookin' at me like, "FML" A lot of people comin' out the wood like, "Let's work," network All the pressure my head hurt, the molly wouldn't let the meds work At this time like Feb. 1st to the 15th, and I'm still addicted Frustrated, writin' shit for Ye, tryna visualize else's vision Then he laid that on "U Mad" and we made the shit the single Ye and Hov gettin' it over me, tryna do a joint venture And G.O.O.D. Music still fam, but it's that Roc boy life Took the bus out on the road for the tour, did a hundred nights Cleaned out my closet, I got rid of all of my If you one thing from my journey, nigga it's don't stop believin' When this shit got so suffocatin' I could barely even breathin' Wrote my wrongs all in this song now I'd to welcome y'all to my season Nigga I'm