[Intro: voicemail] Damien, happy birthday, Grandpa and Grandma. Wish you a very blessed day. When you get time just call, okay? Have a day
Rest in peace,
1] Always wanting I can't have, always wanting what I don't need Wondering about my true friends, looking but I don't see (No no no) Maybe I'm too hard on myself, nah, fuck that I ain't hard I been searching for the answers, maybe Iain't searching far (No no no) I'm checking emails more than (blessed) I believe that I'm really here Gotta be for whatever's next (yes) Cause Lord forbid that still be here But I lie and say it don't make me nervous don't wait for you to find your purpose Go hard or home, scratch the surface Sorry, Ma I'll never be them docs or Sorry Pops that I'll never be them in purple I'm still an OG, exclusive circle, I really need to roll some I know I'm being blunt and verbal, it's cause I down some And I got some D'usse and uhh, we can down some?
I to vent, I been drinking Too much, my ship has sinking Let's get lit for no reason I need to feel a lil' I need to vent, I drinking Too much, my ship has sinking Let's get lit for no reason I to feel a lil' something
2] Man where did all the jobs go? I can't seem to find And I keep good music out but I still ain't signed shit And my brother still ain't called me, guess he somewhere in That's just what I tell myself cause my thoughts can me Just got a degree, but I don't really what to do with it And I'm tryna be more me insecure shit I'm through wit it (I'm cool with it) But I guess I acknowledge it Man the funny thing bout this shit Is that it put me on this music shit And I still just got tired of it But, I'm running out of time now, Ima be dull or shine now I'm my prime now, no longer can I hide now And I'm alive now but I need more time now Just around now and it'll be just fine now Tryna these dark emotions College grad through the motions (the motions) I guess I got comfortable with the I know I'm being blunt and open, it's cause I been down Got a little more D'usse and uhh, maybe we can down
I need to vent, I been Too much, my ship has sinking Let's just get lit for no I need to feel a lil' I need to vent, I been Too much, my ship has sinking Let's get lit for no reason I need to a lil' something
I need to vent, I been (Oh I) You know what I been thinking (Oh I) Let's just get lit for no I to feel a lil' something
Damn, you feel Boy World
I'm running out of time now, Ima be dull or shine now I'm approaching my now, no longer can I hide now And I'm alive now but I just need time now Just stick around now and it'll be just now
I need to vent, I been Too much, my has been sinking Let's just get lit for no I need to feel a lil' I need to vent, I been Too much, my ship has sinking just get lit for no reason I need to feel a something
[Grandma's We all are in your corner, and we're just so proud of you, we don't know what to do. Just keep up the good work so you may go further, so we can just.... Oh, we're so proud of you now we can't, we, we just wait to see what else gone come out. you, bye-bye. Granny
recording] ...You just have to hold onto something, so you'll have something down the road. Not that you waiting on, say "oh, I'm waiting on him to kick...." You just have something down the road, that's the way you do things. See, you just have to have a little insurance, 10 thousand, 20 thousand, save it to it to all your people like that. You do your whole family like that, see...
[Outro: Boy World
[Grandpa's Hey, uh, Damien, this your Grandpa. you get time, give me a ring, baby. I'll see you later...