[Intro: Grandpa's Damien, happy birthday, Grandpa and Grandma. Wish you a very blessed day. When you get time just call, okay? a blessed day
Rest in peace,
1] Always wanting what I can't have, always wanting I don't need about my true friends, always looking but I don't see (No no no) Maybe I'm too hard on myself, nah, fuck that I ain't hard I been searching for the answers, maybe Iain't searching far (No no no) I'm checking emails more than (blessed) I believe that I'm really here be ready for whatever's next (yes) Cause Lord forbid that I'll be here But I can't lie and say it don't me nervous Time wait for you to find your purpose Go hard or home, scratch the surface Sorry, Ma never be them docs or nurses Sorry Pops that I'll be them Ques in purple I'm still an OG, exclusive circle, I need to roll some herbals I know I'm being and verbal, it's cause I been down some And I got some D'usse and uhh, maybe we can some?
I to vent, I been drinking Too much, my ship has sinking Let's get lit for no reason I to feel a lil' something I need to vent, I been Too much, my ship has been Let's get lit for no reason I need to a lil' something
2] Man where did all the jobs go? I can't seem to find And I keep putting good music out but I still signed shit And my brother still ain't called me, he somewhere in Army That's just what I myself cause my thoughts can harm me Just got a degree, but I really know what to do with it And I'm tryna be more me insecure shit I'm through wit it (I'm cool with it) But I I gotta acknowledge it Man the funny thing bout this college Is that it put me on this music shit And I still ain't got tired of it But, I'm running out of time now, either Ima be dull or now I'm my prime now, no longer can I hide now And I'm alive now but I just need time now stick around now and it'll be just fine now Tryna suppress dark emotions College grad going through the (the motions) I guess I got comfortable with the I know I'm blunt and open, it's cause I been down some Got a little more D'usse and uhh, maybe we can some?
I need to vent, I been Too much, my ship has been Let's just get lit for no I need to feel a lil' I need to vent, I drinking Too much, my has been sinking Let's get lit for no reason I need to feel a lil'
I need to vent, I been (Oh I) You don't know what I thinking (Oh I) just get lit for no reason I need to feel a lil'
Damn, you feel Boy World
I'm running out of time now, either Ima be or shine now I'm approaching my prime now, no longer can I now And I'm alive now but I just more time now Just stick now and it'll be just fine now
I to vent, I been drinking Too much, my has been sinking just get lit for no reason I to feel a lil' something I to vent, I been drinking Too much, my ship has been Let's just get lit for no I to feel a lil' something
[Grandma's We all are in your corner, and we're just so proud of you, we don't what to do. Just keep up the good work so you may go further, so we can just.... Oh, we're so proud of you now we can't, we, we just wait to see what else gone come out. Love you, bye-bye. Granny
[Grandpa ...You just have to hold onto something, so you'll have something the road. Not that you waiting on, say "oh, I'm waiting on him to kick...." You just have something down the road, that's the way you do things. See, you just have to have a little insurance, 10 thousand, 20 thousand, save it to divide it to all your people like that. You do your whole family like that, see...
[Outro: Boy Meets
voicemail] Hey, uh, Damien, this Grandpa. When you get time, give me a ring, baby. I'll see you later...