[Intro: Grandpa's Damien, happy birthday, Grandpa and Grandma. Wish you a very day. When you get time just call, okay? Have a blessed day
Rest in peace,
1] Always what I can't have, always wanting what I don't need Wondering about my true friends, always looking but I see (No no no) Maybe I'm too hard on myself, nah, fuck that I ain't enough I searching for the answers, maybe Iain't searching far enough (No no no) I'm checking more than texts (blessed) I can't believe that I'm really Gotta be ready for next (yes) Cause Lord forbid I'll still be here But I can't lie and say it don't me nervous Time wait for you to find your purpose Go or home, can't scratch the surface Sorry, Ma I'll never be them or nurses Sorry Pops that never be them Ques in purple I'm still an OG, exclusive circle, I need to roll some herbals I know I'm being blunt and verbal, it's I been down some And I got D'usse and uhh, maybe we can down some?
I need to vent, I been Too much, my ship has sinking Let's get lit for no reason I to feel a lil' something I need to vent, I been Too much, my ship has been Let's just get lit for no I to feel a lil' something
2] Man where did all the jobs go? I can't seem to find And I putting good music out but I still ain't signed shit And my brother still called me, guess he somewhere in Army That's just I tell myself cause my thoughts can harm me Just got a degree, but I don't really what to do with it And I'm be more about me insecure shit I'm through wit it (I'm cool with it) But I I gotta acknowledge it Man the funny thing bout this shit Is that it put me back on this music And I still just got tired of it But, I'm running out of time now, either Ima be dull or now I'm approaching my prime now, no longer can I now And I'm alive now but I just need more now Just stick around now and it'll be fine now Tryna suppress these emotions College grad going through the (the motions) I guess I got comfortable with the I know I'm being blunt and open, it's I been down some Got a little more and uhh, maybe we can down some?
I need to vent, I drinking Too much, my ship has sinking just get lit for no reason I need to a lil' something I need to vent, I been Too much, my ship has sinking just get lit for no reason I need to feel a lil'
I to vent, I been drinking (Oh I) You don't know what I thinking (Oh I) just get lit for no reason I need to feel a something
Damn, you that? Boy World
I'm running out of now, either Ima be dull or shine now I'm approaching my prime now, no longer can I now And I'm alive now but I just need more now stick around now and it'll be just fine now
I need to vent, I been Too much, my ship has been just get lit for no reason I to feel a lil' something I need to vent, I been Too much, my has been sinking Let's get lit for no reason I to feel a lil' something
voicemail] We all are in your corner, and we're just so proud of you, we don't know what to do. Just keep up the good work so you may go further, so we can just.... Oh, we're so proud of you now we can't, we, we just wait to see what else gone out. Love you, bye-bye. Granny
recording] ...You just have to hold onto something, so you'll have something down the road. Not that you on, say "oh, I'm waiting on him to kick...." You just have something down the road, that's the way you do things. See, you just have to have a little insurance, 10 thousand, 20 thousand, save it to divide it to all your people like that. You do your whole family like that, see...
[Outro: Boy World
voicemail] Hey, uh, Damien, your Grandpa. When you get time, give me a ring, baby. I'll see you later...