[Intro: voicemail] Damien, happy birthday, Grandpa and Grandma. Wish you a very blessed day. When you get time just call, okay? a blessed day
Rest in peace,
1] Always wanting what I can't have, always wanting I don't need Wondering about my friends, always looking but I don't see (No no no) I'm too hard on myself, nah, fuck that I ain't hard enough I been searching for the answers, maybe searching far enough (No no no) I'm emails more than texts (blessed) I can't believe that I'm really Gotta be ready for next (yes) Cause Lord forbid that still be here But I can't lie and say it don't me nervous don't wait for you to find your purpose Go hard or home, scratch the surface Sorry, Ma I'll be them docs or nurses Sorry Pops I'll never be them Ques in purple I'm still an OG, circle, I really need to roll some herbals I I'm being blunt and verbal, it's cause I been down some And I got some D'usse and uhh, we can down some?
I need to vent, I been Too much, my has been sinking Let's just get lit for no I need to feel a something I need to vent, I drinking Too much, my has been sinking Let's just get lit for no I need to feel a lil'
2] Man where did all the go? I can't seem to find shit And I keep putting good out but I still ain't signed shit And my brother still ain't called me, he somewhere in Army just what I tell myself cause my thoughts can harm me Just got a degree, but I don't know what to do with it And I'm be more about me That insecure I'm through wit it (I'm cool with it) But I guess I acknowledge it Man the funny thing bout this shit Is that it put me back on music shit And I still just got tired of it But, I'm running out of time now, either Ima be or shine now I'm approaching my prime now, no longer can I now And I'm now but I just need more time now Just around now and it'll be just fine now Tryna suppress these dark College grad going the motions (the motions) I guess I got with the commotion I I'm being blunt and open, it's cause I been down some Got a little D'usse and uhh, maybe we can down some?
I to vent, I been drinking Too much, my has been sinking just get lit for no reason I need to a lil' something I need to vent, I been Too much, my ship has sinking just get lit for no reason I need to a lil' something
I need to vent, I been (Oh I) You don't know what I thinking (Oh I) Let's get lit for no reason I need to feel a lil'
Damn, you that? Boy Meets
I'm running out of time now, Ima be dull or shine now I'm approaching my prime now, no can I hide now And I'm now but I just need more time now Just stick around now and it'll be fine now
I to vent, I been drinking Too much, my ship has been just get lit for no reason I need to feel a lil' I to vent, I been drinking Too much, my has been sinking just get lit for no reason I to feel a lil' something
[Grandma's We all are in your corner, and we're just so proud of you, we don't know what to do. keep up the good work so you may go further, so we can just.... Oh, we're so proud of you now we can't, we, we just wait to see what else gone come out. Love you, bye-bye. Granny
[Grandpa ...You just have to hold onto something, so you'll have something down the road. Not that you waiting on, say "oh, I'm on him to kick...." You just have something down the road, that's the way you do things. See, you just have to have a little insurance, 10 thousand, 20 thousand, save it to divide it to all your people like that. You do your whole family like that, see...
[Outro: Boy World
[Grandpa's Hey, uh, Damien, this your Grandpa. you get time, give me a ring, baby. I'll see you later...