[Intro: voicemail] Damien, happy birthday, Grandpa and Grandma. Wish you a very day. When you get time just call, okay? Have a blessed day
Rest in peace,
1] Always wanting what I can't have, always wanting what I need Wondering about my true friends, always but I don't see (No no no) Maybe I'm too hard on myself, nah, fuck that I hard enough I been searching for the answers, maybe searching far enough (No no no) I'm checking emails more texts (blessed) I believe that I'm really here Gotta be for whatever's next (yes) Cause Lord forbid that I'll still be But I lie and say it don't make me nervous Time don't wait for you to your purpose Go or home, can't scratch the surface Sorry, Ma I'll be them docs or nurses Sorry Pops that I'll never be Ques in purple I'm still an OG, exclusive circle, I need to roll some herbals I I'm being blunt and verbal, it's cause I been down some And I got D'usse and uhh, maybe we can down some?
I need to vent, I drinking Too much, my ship has been Let's get lit for no reason I need to feel a lil' I need to vent, I been Too much, my ship has been Let's get lit for no reason I to feel a lil' something
2] Man where did all the jobs go? I can't to find shit And I putting good music out but I still ain't signed shit And my brother still called me, guess he somewhere in Army That's just what I tell myself cause my can harm me Just got a degree, but I don't really what to do with it And I'm tryna be more me That insecure shit I'm through wit it (I'm with it) But I I gotta acknowledge it Man the funny thing bout this shit Is that it put me back on this shit And I still ain't got tired of it But, I'm running out of now, either Ima be dull or shine now I'm approaching my prime now, no longer can I now And I'm now but I just need more time now Just stick around now and it'll be just now Tryna suppress these dark grad going through the motions (the motions) I guess I got comfortable the commotion I know I'm being blunt and open, it's cause I been some Got a little D'usse and uhh, maybe we can down some?
I need to vent, I been Too much, my ship has sinking Let's just get lit for no I need to feel a something I to vent, I been drinking Too much, my ship has sinking Let's get lit for no reason I need to feel a lil'
I to vent, I been drinking (Oh I) You don't know what I been (Oh I) Let's get lit for no reason I need to feel a something
Damn, you that? Boy World
I'm out of time now, either Ima be dull or shine now I'm approaching my prime now, no can I hide now And I'm alive now but I just need more now Just stick around now and be just fine now
I need to vent, I drinking Too much, my has been sinking just get lit for no reason I need to feel a something I need to vent, I been Too much, my ship has sinking Let's just get lit for no I need to feel a something
[Grandma's We all are in your corner, and just so proud of you, we don't know what to do. Just keep up the good work so you may go further, so we can just.... Oh, we're so proud of you now we can't, we, we just wait to see what else gone come out. Love you, bye-bye. Granny
[Grandpa ...You just have to hold onto something, so you'll have something down the road. Not that you waiting on, say "oh, I'm waiting on him to kick...." You just have down the road, that's the way you do things. See, you just have to have a little insurance, 10 thousand, 20 thousand, save it to divide it to all your people like that. You do your whole family like that, see...
[Outro: Boy World
voicemail] Hey, uh, Damien, this your Grandpa. When you get time, give me a ring, baby. see you later...