[Intro: Grandpa's Damien, happy birthday, Grandpa and Grandma. Wish you a very blessed day. you get time just call, okay? Have a blessed day
Rest in peace,
1] Always wanting what I can't have, always wanting what I don't Wondering about my true friends, looking but I don't see (No no no) Maybe I'm too hard on myself, nah, fuck that I ain't hard I searching for the answers, maybe Iain't searching far enough (No no no) I'm checking emails more than (blessed) I can't believe that I'm here be ready for whatever's next (yes) Cause Lord forbid that I'll still be But I lie and say it don't make me nervous Time don't wait for you to find purpose Go or home, can't scratch the surface Sorry, Ma I'll never be docs or nurses Sorry Pops that I'll never be Ques in purple I'm still an OG, circle, I really need to roll some herbals I know I'm being blunt and verbal, it's I been down some And I got some and uhh, maybe we can down some?
I need to vent, I been Too much, my ship has sinking just get lit for no reason I need to a lil' something I need to vent, I been Too much, my ship has been Let's just get lit for no I need to feel a something
2] Man where did all the jobs go? I can't seem to shit And I putting good music out but I still ain't signed shit And my brother ain't called me, guess he somewhere in Army just what I tell myself cause my thoughts can harm me Just got a degree, but I don't really what to do with it And I'm tryna be about me That insecure shit I'm wit it (I'm cool with it) But I I gotta acknowledge it Man the thing bout this college shit Is that it put me on this music shit And I still just ain't got of it But, I'm running out of now, either Ima be dull or shine now I'm approaching my now, no longer can I hide now And I'm now but I just need more time now Just stick now and it'll be just fine now suppress these dark emotions College grad going the motions (the motions) I guess I got with the commotion I know I'm blunt and open, it's cause I been down some Got a little more D'usse and uhh, maybe we can down
I need to vent, I drinking Too much, my ship has been just get lit for no reason I to feel a lil' something I to vent, I been drinking Too much, my ship has been Let's get lit for no reason I need to feel a something
I need to vent, I been (Oh I) You don't know what I thinking (Oh I) Let's get lit for no reason I need to feel a lil'
Damn, you that? Boy World
I'm running out of time now, either Ima be dull or now I'm approaching my prime now, no can I hide now And I'm alive now but I just need time now stick around now and it'll be just fine now
I need to vent, I drinking Too much, my has been sinking Let's get lit for no reason I need to a lil' something I to vent, I been drinking Too much, my ship has sinking Let's just get lit for no I need to feel a something
voicemail] We all are in your corner, and we're just so proud of you, we don't know what to do. Just keep up the good work so you may go further, so we can just.... Oh, we're so proud of you now we can't, we, we just wait to see what gone come out. Love you, bye-bye. Granny
[Grandpa ...You just have to hold onto something, so you'll have something down the road. Not that you waiting on, say "oh, I'm waiting on him to kick...." You just have something down the road, that's the way you do things. See, you just have to have a little insurance, 10 thousand, 20 thousand, save it to it to all your people like that. You do your whole family like that, see...
[Outro: Boy World
[Grandpa's Hey, uh, Damien, this Grandpa. When you get time, give me a ring, baby. I'll see you later...