[Intro: Grandpa's Damien, happy birthday, Grandpa and Grandma. Wish you a very day. When you get time just call, okay? Have a blessed day
Rest in peace,
1] Always wanting what I can't have, wanting what I don't need about my true friends, always looking but I don't see (No no no) Maybe I'm too hard on myself, nah, that I ain't hard enough I been searching for the answers, maybe searching far enough (No no no) I'm checking emails more texts (blessed) I believe that I'm really here Gotta be ready for whatever's (yes) Cause Lord forbid I'll still be here But I can't lie and say it make me nervous Time don't wait for you to your purpose Go or home, can't scratch the surface Sorry, Ma I'll never be them or nurses Sorry Pops that I'll never be Ques in purple I'm still an OG, exclusive circle, I really need to roll some I know I'm being blunt and verbal, it's I been down some And I got some and uhh, maybe we can down some?
I need to vent, I drinking Too much, my ship has been Let's just get lit for no I need to a lil' something I need to vent, I been Too much, my ship has been Let's just get lit for no I need to feel a lil'
2] Man where did all the jobs go? I can't to find shit And I keep putting good music out but I still ain't signed And my brother still ain't me, guess he somewhere in Army That's just what I tell cause my thoughts can harm me Just got a degree, but I don't really know to do with it And I'm be more about me insecure shit I'm through wit it (I'm cool with it) But I I gotta acknowledge it Man the funny thing bout college shit Is that it put me back on music shit And I just ain't got tired of it But, I'm out of time now, either Ima be dull or shine now I'm my prime now, no longer can I hide now And I'm alive now but I just need time now Just stick around now and be just fine now Tryna these dark emotions College grad through the motions (the motions) I guess I got comfortable the commotion I I'm being blunt and open, it's cause I been down some Got a more D'usse and uhh, maybe we can down some?
I need to vent, I drinking Too much, my ship has been just get lit for no reason I need to feel a something I to vent, I been drinking Too much, my ship has sinking Let's just get lit for no I need to feel a lil'
I need to vent, I been (Oh I) You don't know I been thinking (Oh I) just get lit for no reason I need to a lil' something
Damn, you that? Boy Meets
I'm running out of time now, either Ima be or shine now I'm approaching my prime now, no can I hide now And I'm alive now but I need more time now Just stick around now and be just fine now
I need to vent, I been Too much, my has been sinking just get lit for no reason I need to feel a something I to vent, I been drinking Too much, my ship has sinking just get lit for no reason I to feel a lil' something
[Grandma's We all are in corner, and we're just so proud of you, we don't know what to do. Just keep up the good work so you may go further, so we can just.... Oh, we're so proud of you now we can't, we, we just wait to see what else gone come out. Love you, bye-bye. Granny
recording] ...You just have to hold onto something, so you'll have something down the road. Not that you waiting on, say "oh, I'm waiting on him to kick...." You just have something down the road, that's the way you do things. See, you just have to a little insurance, 10 thousand, 20 thousand, save it to divide it to all your people like that. You do your whole family like that, see...
[Outro: Boy World
voicemail] Hey, uh, Damien, your Grandpa. When you get time, give me a ring, baby. I'll see you later...