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[VERSE 1:
You was playin you was sayin you was ready,
I'm you ain't mean it when you told me you was tired of life
and just to leave it you were drinkin,
so I ain't pay it no attention,
took you to your crib and dropped you off
with the intention of with this Asian chick
I've been (this chick) somethin exquisite,
I had to spit game cuz she was vicious,
I'm hoppin back on punchin the drop
On my way out to her house I noticing cops,
Somethin me to turn around and follow these dudes,
I wouldn't consider but out of the blue I'm bustin a U
I get off where get off at
Well-familiar with these streets, where I came up at
Roadblocks, yellow tape, "a crime scene" say,
What the just happened? I just left this place...
I get out and started askin Frog, "What's up?"
Lookin at me dazed like, "Face, it's all up..."
I a little closer tryin to see who it is
and I saw his baby mama in holdin his kids...

2]
And it was it finally hit me
I'm standing nervous as I can be
It was nothing can prepare me for what i'm finna see
I'm this is a dream and i'm bout to awake
But the I got the more I realize fate
fair to change for me
And why would I so
My had a date with death
He had to though
I'm feelin eerie, I'm liftin up the tape
By the I get to the scene
they rollin this
I wonder whats under sheet, my knees get weak
To the point i had to me a seat
This shits
When they put a nigga down that you was around
What was once a statement's turnin' major now
woulda thought in years that my homie was suicidal
Had it all money and kids and a wife that the bible
They say its life and in the slum
He had his reasons I shoulda him
Anotha no longer breathin'
Hate to say it but this one heavy on my conscience
My just took a life over some nonsense

3]
And everybody thinkin' its murder, but homicide sayin
By the way the body was sitting, in the kitchen
Who coulda
But the detectives who was
Fucked up that the family had to see dad in his
All i remember was us what we did
To survive in these streets we lived
We was kids up in this environment
but trouble
You struggled or you hustled
the bubble
Grade school til we dropped out, we had a
We was either finna be or die like a man
We did it all for the love of the hood, journey
Imagine seein' your dawg across a gurney
I wonder what was on
You shoulda that you was feelin' mad
I coulda talked you that
But never will i see you
Nor your kids
Nor will your family or your
Its the end
Not even I write in this song
Can right that
My nigga is and life goes on