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[VERSE 1:
You was when you was sayin you was ready,
I'm you ain't mean it when you told me you was tired of life
and just to leave it you were drinkin,
so I really pay it no attention,
took you back to crib and dropped you off
with the intention of gettin with this Asian
been offerin (this chick) somethin exquisite,
I had to spit game cuz she was vicious,
I'm hoppin back on 6-10 the drop
On my way out to her house I noticing cops,
Somethin tellin me to turn and follow these dudes,
Normally I wouldn't but out of the blue I'm bustin a U
I get off where get off at
Well-familiar with these streets, where I came up at
Roadblocks, yellow tape, "a crime scene" say,
What the f**k just happened? I left this place...
I get out and started askin Frog, "What's up?"
at me dazed like, "Face, it's all f**ked up..."
I move a closer tryin to see who it is
and I saw his baby mama in tears his kids...

2]
And it was then it hit me
I'm here nervous as I can be
It was that can prepare me for what i'm finna see
I'm praying is a dream and i'm bout to awake
But the closer I got the more I fate
fair to change for me
And why would I so
My homie had a date death
He had to though
I'm eerie, I'm liftin up the yellow tape
By the I get to the scene
they this away
I wonder under this sheet, my knees get weak
To the point i had to take me a
shits deep
When put a nigga down that you was raised around
What was once a minor statement's major now
Never woulda thought in years my homie was suicidal
Had it all money and kids and a wife read the bible
say its life and death in the slum
He had his reasons I shoulda him
soul no longer breathin'
Hate to say it but this one been heavy on my
My nonchalantness took a life over some nonsense

3]
And everybody its murder, but homicide sayin self-inflicted
By the way the was sitting, brains in the kitchen
Who coulda
But the who was fishin'
Fucked up that the had to see dad in his position
All i remember was us what we did
To survive in these streets we lived
We was growin up in this environment
Nothing but
You either struggled or you
Folded the
Grade school til we out, we had a plan
We was either finna be or die like a man
We did it all for the of the hood, every journey
seein' your dawg lifeless across a gurney
I wonder was goin on
You said that you was feelin' mad
I talked you outta that
But never i see you again
Nor your kids
Nor will your family or your
Its the end
Not words I write in this song
Can right wrong
My is gone and life goes on