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Let it Go

My mama gave me up when I was years old
She didn't destroy my body but she killed my
Now it cold cause Im in my back seat
I understand the spirits but my flesh is weak (let me speak)
Never had a chance to dream 10 years old and love in dirty magazines
Ms December remember I you twice
Now I'm 30 plus and I'm still the price

Had a sister that I barely
of got separated by the age of two
Same mama daddy
.......
Saw my sisters daddy beat her
serious the Demonds in a mans mind
The same man with rape charges now doing time
Crack followed and like prison 13 years
Haven't seen her she's traded tears for fears

shout let it all out
these are the I can do without
So on (come on)
Now I'm to you so come on

Sex was how I i through
I wasn't the one to teach with love but said one ought to do
See where I'm from the you gay say you ain't a man
Show em you no punk get all the girls you can
This simple even hunts me even now today
Back to 17 and got a on the way
Well dear God all I see is failure in my
If your and remember I apologize
I was all in a church
Made mistakes and heard the cold .....
after service on the parking lot getting
to be accepted so bad i was willing to die
Even to tell the pastor but he couldn't see
of low self-esteem and Insecurity
Church me how to stop and speak in tongues
Preacher teach me how to live the tongue is done

+ ( repeat soul survivor, soul survivor until next verse)

Jesus please I'm on my knees you hear my crying
You said to put it in your hands and lord I'm trying
You wasn't lying when you said you reap you sow
Like that night mama died It's to let it go
You adopted me for me changed my name
But I cursed at you you and left you pain
It's now I can still see it in my head
To know how it was lying in that bed
If your listening to this day or night
If you mama is living treat your mama right
Don't be like me and let moment slip away
And be careful because you can't take what you say
To my real mama if your listening I'm it go
To my father I you cause you didn't know
That the was preparation for my destiny
And one more thing let my son be a better man than me

(while Kirk Franklin in the background )