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Let it Go

My mama gave me up when I was four old
She didn't destroy my body but she killed my
Now it cause Im slipping in my back seat
I understand the spirits but my flesh is weak (let me speak)
Never had a chance to dream 10 years old and finding in dirty magazines
Ms December I bought you twice
Now I'm 30 plus and I'm still the price

Had a sister that I barely
of got separated by the age of two
Same different daddy
.......
Saw my sisters daddy her naked
Taking serious the Demonds in a mind
The same man with rape charges now he's doing
Crack followed and like daddy prison 13
Haven't seen her cause traded tears for fears

Shout let it all out
are the things I can do without
So on (come on)
Now I'm talking to you so on

Sex was how I made i
I wasn't the one to teach with love but said this one to do
See where I'm the call you gay say you ain't a man
Show em you aint no get all the girls you can
This simple plan hunts me even now today
to 17 and got a baby on the way
Well dear God all I see is in my eyes
If listening and remember I apologize
I was raise all in a
Made and heard the Lords cold .....
after service on the parking lot high
to be accepted so bad i was willing to die
Even thrived to the pastor but he couldn't see
of low self-esteem and Insecurity
Church taught me how to stop and speak in
Preacher teach me how to when the tongue is done

CHORUS + ( repeat soul survivor, soul survivor next verse)

Jesus please I'm on my knees can't you my crying
You said to put it in your hands and I'm really trying
You lying when you said you reap what you sow
Like night mama died It's hard to let it go
You adopted me cared for me changed my
But I at you lied you and left you pain
It's now strange I can still see it in my
To know how it was lying dead in bed
If listening to this record day or night
If you mama is still treat your mama right
Don't be like me and let that moment away
And be careful because you can't back what you say
To my real mama if your I'm letting it go
To my father I forgive you cause you know
That the was preparation for my destiny
And one more thing though let my son be a better man me

(while Kirk Franklin in the background )