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Let it Go

My mama gave me up I was four years old
She didn't destroy my but she killed my soul
Now it cold cause Im slipping in my back
I understand the spirits willing but my is weak (let me speak)
Never had a chance to dream 10 years old and finding in dirty magazines
Ms December I bought you twice
Now I'm 30 plus and I'm still paying the

Had a sister I barely knew
of got separated by the age of two
Same different daddy
.......
Saw my sisters beat her naked
Taking serious the Demonds in a mans
The same man rape charges now he's doing time
Crack followed and like daddy 13 years
Haven't her cause she's traded tears for fears

shout let it all out
these are the I can do without
So on (come on)
Now I'm talking to you so on

Sex was how I i through
I wasn't the one to teach with love but said this one to do
See where I'm the call you gay say you ain't a man
Show em you aint no punk get all the you can
This simple plan even me even now today
to 17 and got a baby on the way
Well dear God all I see is failure in my
If listening and remember I apologize
I was raise all in a
Made mistakes and the Lords cold .....
after service on the parking lot getting
wanting to be accepted so bad i was to die
Even thrived to the pastor but he couldn't see
Years of low and Insecurity
Church taught me how to stop and speak in
Preacher me how to live when the tongue is done

CHORUS + ( soul survivor, soul survivor until next verse)

Jesus I'm on my knees can't you hear my crying
You said to put it in your hands and lord I'm really
You lying when you said you reap what you sow
Like that mama died It's hard to let it go
You adopted me for me changed my name
But I cursed at you lied you and left you
It's now I can still see it in my head
To know how it was dead in that bed
If your listening to this day or night
If you mama is still living your mama right
Don't be me and let that moment slip away
And be careful because you can't back what you say
To my real if your listening I'm letting it go
To my I forgive you cause you didn't know
That the pain was preparation for my
And one more though let my son be a better man than me

(while Kirk Franklin in the background )