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Let it Go

My mama me up when I was four years old
She destroy my body but she killed my soul
Now it cold cause Im slipping in my seat
I understand the willing but my flesh is weak (let me speak)
Never had a chance to dream 10 years old and love in dirty magazines
Ms December I bought you twice
Now I'm 30 and I'm still paying the price

Had a sister I barely knew
of got separated by the age of two
Same mama daddy
.......
Saw my sisters daddy her naked
Taking serious the Demonds in a mans
The same man with rape charges now he's doing
Crack followed and like daddy prison 13
Haven't seen her cause she's tears for fears

Shout let it all out
these are the things I can do
So on (come on)
Now I'm to you so come on

Sex was how I made i
I wasn't the one to teach love but said this one ought to do
See where I'm from the call you gay say you a man
Show em you no punk get all the girls you can
This simple plan even hunts me even now
to 17 and got a baby on the way
Well dear God all I see is failure in my
If listening and remember I apologize
I was raise all in a
Made mistakes and heard the Lords .....
after service on the parking lot high
to be accepted so bad i was willing to die
Even thrived to tell the but he couldn't see
of low self-esteem and Insecurity
Church taught me how to and speak in tongues
teach me how to live when the tongue is done

CHORUS + ( repeat soul survivor, soul survivor next verse)

Jesus I'm on my knees can't you hear my crying
You said to put it in your hands and I'm really trying
You wasn't lying when you said you reap you sow
Like night mama died It's hard to let it go
You me cared for me changed my name
But I cursed at you you and left you pain
It's now I can still see it in my head
To how it was lying dead in that bed
If your to this record day or night
If you mama is still living treat mama right
Don't be like me and let moment slip away
And be careful because you take back what you say
To my real mama if your I'm letting it go
To my I forgive you cause you didn't know
the pain was preparation for my destiny
And one more though let my son be a better man than me

(while Kirk Franklin in the background )