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Let it Go

My mama gave me up I was four years old
She didn't destroy my body but she my soul
Now it cold cause Im slipping in my seat
I understand the willing but my flesh is weak (let me speak)
Never had a to dream 10 years old and finding love in dirty magazines
Ms December remember I you twice
Now I'm 30 plus and I'm paying the price

Had a sister that I knew
Kind of got by the age of two
Same mama different
.......
Saw my daddy beat her naked
Taking the Demonds in a mans mind
The man with rape charges now he's doing time
Crack followed and like prison 13 years
Haven't seen her cause traded tears for fears

Shout let it all out
these are the I can do without
So on (come on)
Now I'm to you so come on

Sex was how I made i
I wasn't the one to teach with love but said one ought to do
See where I'm from the you gay say you ain't a man
Show em you aint no get all the girls you can
This simple plan even hunts me now today
Back to 17 and got a on the way
Well God all I see is failure in my eyes
If your and remember I apologize
I was raise all in a
Made mistakes and heard the cold .....
after service on the lot getting high
wanting to be so bad i was willing to die
Even thrived to the pastor but he couldn't see
Years of low self-esteem and
Church taught me how to stop and speak in
Preacher teach me how to live the tongue is done

CHORUS + ( repeat soul survivor, survivor until next verse)

Jesus please I'm on my knees you hear my crying
You said to put it in hands and lord I'm really trying
You wasn't lying you said you reap what you sow
Like that night mama It's hard to let it go
You me cared for me changed my name
But I at you lied you and left you pain
It's now strange I can see it in my head
To know how it was lying in that bed
If your listening to this day or night
If you mama is still living treat your mama
Don't be like me and let that slip away
And be because you can't take back what you say
To my real mama if your listening I'm it go
To my father I forgive you cause you didn't
That the was preparation for my destiny
And one more though let my son be a better man than me

(while Kirk Franklin in the background )