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Let it Go

My mama gave me up when I was four old
She destroy my body but she killed my soul
Now it cause Im slipping in my back seat
I the spirits willing but my flesh is weak (let me speak)
Never had a chance to 10 years old and finding love in dirty magazines
Ms remember I bought you twice
Now I'm 30 and I'm still paying the price

Had a sister that I knew
of got separated by the age of two
Same mama daddy
.......
Saw my sisters beat her naked
serious the Demonds in a mans mind
The same man with rape now he's doing time
Crack followed and like daddy 13 years
Haven't her cause she's traded tears for fears

shout let it all out
these are the things I can do
So on (come on)
Now I'm to you so come on

Sex was how I made i
I wasn't the one to teach with love but this one ought to do
See where I'm from the you gay say you ain't a man
em you aint no punk get all the girls you can
This plan even hunts me even now today
Back to 17 and got a on the way
dear God all I see is failure in my eyes
If your listening and I apologize
I was all in a church
mistakes and heard the Lords cold .....
after on the parking lot getting high
wanting to be accepted so bad i was to die
Even thrived to the pastor but he couldn't see
Years of low and Insecurity
Church me how to stop and speak in tongues
Preacher me how to live when the tongue is done

CHORUS + ( repeat survivor, soul survivor until next verse)

Jesus please I'm on my knees can't you hear my
You said to put it in your and lord I'm really trying
You lying when you said you reap what you sow
Like that mama died It's hard to let it go
You adopted me cared for me changed my
But I cursed at you lied you and you pain
now strange I can still see it in my head
To know how it was lying dead in bed
If listening to this record day or night
If you mama is still living treat your mama
Don't be like me and let that moment slip
And be careful because you can't take what you say
To my real mama if listening I'm letting it go
To my father I forgive you you didn't know
That the pain was preparation for my
And one more thing though let my son be a man than me

(while Kirk Franklin in the background )