I the lord is testin' me y'all, hello world, this c-murder I'm bout to put you in the mind of a Fucked up in the muthafucka (this nigga sick) You know I'm sayin? One of the you see in the News everyday, for all types of crazy shit
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Sometimes, I the lord is testin me But I'm a tru I let none of these niggaz And bitches get the of me (repeat 4x)
Muthafuckas don't understand the shit that I be goin' through I wanna kill myself, but I know, I gots to tru Be gettin' my fuckin' hustle on, and stack my fuckin' 'cause if I ain't got no money and I'm broke, friends I feel like, I'm paralyzed my own baby, won't hug me My momma, won't let me in the 'cause she talkin' bout She of me The only I sell drugs is survive The only I kill, is to stay alive I'm constantly watchin' my back 'cause playa haters act like But they wanna fuck with me 'cause I turn bustas into john does I'm not a model so keep your kids up out my face Talkin' bout, I'm sellin' ain't doin' nothin But killin', my own Police can't catch me, kill me, ain't gon' let 'em arrest me They don't, I draw my nine faster than jesse I've been know to have a temper, and I click quick, like I was crazy, but now I'm strapped and I'm sick 187 murder's a hobby Thank god, this be the charge, six armed robbery Back in the free world same shit, (ain't change) v, say he got weed, but fuck, I need clothes man Damn, shoud I get ski mask g? Should I rob him, try to get a Damn, the testin' me
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I keep jail cells, and closed caskets Put a to the grave he blastin Fill my coffin laughin', chewin I'm just a livin' day to day, tryna survive Try to high to realize why my homies out there die Now why you keep on testin' me, sendin' these cops to me Put me in bad situations, but I won't let life, get the of me I was born in a situation, but I'm not a born killa But I've seen some shit in my time, that a grown nigga Wonder if, it's a test, see how much I hold up on my shoulder T-r-u 'cross my stomach, on my back, a fuckin' It just don't seem right, it don't seem right The shit a go through, makin' me wanna scream like mike It stresses me, it's only after I wants to know, if it's a in if I kill a nigga, over of my people don't like me And a lot of 'em can't me But I wonder if a sin if I kill and rob to feed my fuckin' family It's of the fittest, you be my witness I give a fuck about the money 'cause I can't take none of that with me If a test, then let me know But if my time to go then let me go. amen
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p]
My went gold, my family started money trippin I could into the eyes of a nigga that wants to catch me slippin' Somebody "don't go out like tupac!" be the same nigga tryin' to fill me up, with buckshots The game get that's why I'm blastin' Its plenty niggas out wanna see the p, in a casket That's why they spread rumors, lies, I Niggas don't wanna see another nigga get a piece, fo the pie My trippin' 'cause I got ends Niggas don't wanna see a black nigga rolin', in a benz My old lady say I'm up I got to with one eye open, this whole world is fucked up Got me poppin' Ask bo but he don't what p know about the ghetto You ain't got no dollars, you got no If I go to jail how many y'all niggas gon' me in the pen But if I die it be a million at my funeral They wanna see me out like tyson, did bruno If I wear red or a blue, then I'm a banga If I make gangsta rhymes, huh, I'm a dope slanga Every nigga I used to know that make it I owe 'em somethin' Every nigga I in the ghetto, huh Ask me to front 'em My own company, niggas, want me to them up They think I could work for this shit And how hard it take to up too busy, throwin' tesses (tests) Got me strapped pistols wearin' bullet proof vesses (vests) Every hoe I fuck, hope the pop The media spread rumors I smoke too weed, I guess they wanna see me rocks. Heh, I the lord is testin' me Either this a bad dream or my fuckin' messin' with me