I think the is testin' me y'all, hello world, this c-murder I'm bout to put you in the mind of a Fucked up in the head (this nigga sick) You know what I'm One of the you see in the everyday, for doin' all types of crazy shit
Chorus: p
Sometimes, I the lord is testin me But I'm a tru I let none of these niggaz And bitches get the of me (repeat 4x)
Muthafuckas don't understand the shit that I be goin' through I wanna myself, but I know, I gots to stay tru Be gettin' my fuckin' hustle on, and stack my dividends 'cause if I got no money and I'm broke, fuck friends I like, I'm paralyzed 'cause my own baby, won't hug me My momma, won't let me in the house 'cause she bout She of me The only reason I sell drugs is The only I kill, is to stay alive I'm constantly watchin' my back 'cause playa act like hoes But they don't wanna fuck me 'cause I turn bustas into john does I'm not a model so keep your kids up out my face Talkin' bout, I'm sellin' drugs ain't nothin But killin', my own Police catch me, betta kill me, ain't gon' let 'em arrest me They don't, understand I draw my faster than jesse I've been know to have a temper, and I click quick, like Befo' I was crazy, but now I'm and I'm sick 187 murder's a hobby god, this be the charge, six counts armed robbery Back in the free world shit, (ain't gon' change) Call v, say he got weed, but fuck, I clothes man Damn, shoud I get that ski g? Should I rob him, try to get a Damn, the man's me
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I keep visualizin' jail cells, and caskets Put a to the grave he blastin Fill my laughin', chewin tobaco I'm just a gangsta day to day, tryna survive Try to stay high to why my homies out there die Now why you keep on testin' me, sendin' cops to arrest me Put me in bad situations, but I let life, get the best of me I was born in a situation, but I'm not a born killa But I've some shit in my time, that escaped a grown nigga Wonder if, it's a test, see how much I hold up on my shoulder T-r-u my stomach, on my back, a fuckin' soldier It just don't seem right, it just don't seem The shit a nigga go through, me wanna scream like mike It me, it's only after this I wants to know, if it's a in if I a nigga, over self-defense Most of my people don't me And a lot of 'em stand me But I wonder if it's a sin if I kill and rob to my fuckin' family It's of the fittest, you be my witness I don't a fuck about the money 'cause I can't take none of that shit me If a test, then let me know But if it's my time to go then let me go.
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p]
My record went gold, my family money trippin I could look into the eyes of a nigga that wants to me slippin' Somebody "don't go out like tupac!" That be the same tryin' to fill me up, with buckshots The game get dirty that's why I'm Its plenty niggas out there see the p, in a casket That's why they spread rumors, lies, I Niggas don't wanna see nigga get a piece, fo the fuckin' pie My friends trippin' 'cause I got Niggas don't wanna see a black nigga rolin', in a benz My old lady say I'm up I got to sleep with one eye open, this world is fucked up Got me dono Ask bo but he don't what p know about the ghetto You ain't got no dollars, you got no If I go to jail how many y'all niggas visit me in the pen But if I die it be a million at my funeral They wanna see me out like tyson, did bruno If I wear red or a blue, I'm a gang banga If I make gangsta rhymes, huh, I'm a dope slanga Every nigga I to know that didn't make it Think I owe 'em Every I know in the ghetto, huh Ask me to 'em somethin' My own company, niggas, want me to sign up don't think I could work for this shit And how hard it to come up They too busy, throwin' (tests) Got me strapped with pistols wearin' bullet vesses (vests) Every hoe I fuck, the rubber pop The media rumors I smoke too much weed, I guess wanna see me smokin' rocks. Heh, I think the lord is me Either this a bad dream or my fuckin' mind with me