I think the is testin' me Whatzup y'all, hello world, c-murder I'm bout to put you in the mind of a Fucked up in the head muthafucka (this sick) You know what I'm One of the you see in the News everyday, for doin' all types of crazy
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Sometimes, I think the is testin me But I'm a tru I can't let of these niggaz And get the best of me (repeat 4x)
Muthafuckas just understand the shit that I be goin' through I wanna myself, but I know, I gots to stay tru Be gettin' my fuckin' hustle on, and my fuckin' dividends 'cause if I got no money and I'm broke, fuck friends I feel like, I'm paralyzed 'cause my own baby, hug me My momma, won't let me in the house 'cause she talkin' She of me The only I sell drugs is survive The only reason I kill, is to alive I'm constantly watchin' my back playa haters act like hoes But they don't wanna fuck with me 'cause I turn bustas into john I'm not a role model so keep your up out my face Talkin' bout, I'm sellin' drugs ain't nothin But killin', my own Police can't catch me, betta kill me, ain't let 'em arrest me don't, understand I draw my nine faster than jesse I've know to have a temper, and I click quick, like this Befo' I was crazy, but now I'm and I'm sick 187 killin' murder's a Thank god, be the charge, six counts armed robbery Back in the free world same shit, (ain't change) Call v, say he got weed, but fuck, I need man Damn, shoud I get ski mask g? I rob him, try to get a job? Damn, the man's me
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I visualizin' jail cells, and closed caskets Put a to the grave he blastin Fill my coffin laughin', tobaco I'm just a livin' day to day, tryna survive Try to high to realize why my homies out there die Now why you keep on testin' me, sendin' cops to arrest me Put me in bad situations, but I won't let life, get the of me I was born in a fucked situation, but I'm not a born But seen some shit in my time, that escaped a grown nigga Wonder if, a test, see how much I could hold up on my shoulder T-r-u 'cross my stomach, on my back, a soldier It don't seem right, it just don't seem right The shit a nigga go through, makin' me wanna scream mike It stresses me, only after this I wants to know, if a in if I kill a nigga, over self-defense Most of my people don't me And a lot of 'em can't me But I wonder if it's a sin if I kill and rob to my fuckin' family suvival of the fittest, you be my witness I don't give a fuck the money 'cause I can't take of that shit with me If a test, then let me know But if it's my time to go let me go. amen
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p]
My record went gold, my family money trippin I could look into the of a nigga that wants to catch me slippin' hollered "don't go out like tupac!" That be the same nigga to fill me up, with buckshots The game get that's why I'm blastin' Its niggas out there wanna see the p, in a casket That's why they rumors, lies, I died Niggas don't wanna see nigga get a piece, fo the fuckin' pie My friends trippin' I got ends Niggas don't wanna see a nigga rolin', in a fuckin' benz My old lady say I'm up I got to sleep with one eye open, this whole is fucked up Got me poppin' Ask bo but he don't know what p know the ghetto You got no dollars, you got no friends If I go to jail how many y'all niggas gon' me in the pen But if I die it be a million at my funeral They wanna see me knocked out tyson, did bruno If I red or a blue, then I'm a gang banga If I gangsta rhymes, huh, then I'm a dope slanga Every nigga I used to know that didn't it I owe 'em somethin' Every nigga I in the ghetto, huh Ask me to 'em somethin' My own company, niggas, want me to them up don't think I could work for this shit And how it take to come up too busy, throwin' tesses (tests) Got me strapped with pistols wearin' bullet proof (vests) Every hoe I fuck, hope the pop The media spread I smoke too much weed, I guess they see me smokin' rocks. Heh, I think the is testin' me Either this a bad dream or my mind messin' with me