I think the is testin' me Whatzup y'all, world, this c-murder I'm to put you in the mind of a crazy Fucked up in the head (this nigga sick) You what I'm sayin? One of the you see in the News everyday, for doin' all types of shit
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Sometimes, I think the lord is me But I'm a tru I let none of these niggaz And get the best of me (repeat 4x)
Muthafuckas just don't understand the shit I be goin' through I wanna kill myself, but I know, I to stay tru Be gettin' my fuckin' hustle on, and stack my dividends 'cause if I ain't got no money and I'm broke, friends I feel like, I'm paralyzed 'cause my own baby, hug me My momma, let me in the house 'cause she talkin' bout She of me The only reason I sell is survive The reason I kill, is to stay alive I'm constantly watchin' my back 'cause playa act like hoes But they don't wanna with me 'cause I turn bustas into john does I'm not a role so keep your kids up out my face Talkin' bout, I'm sellin' drugs ain't doin' But killin', my own Police can't catch me, betta kill me, gon' let 'em arrest me They don't, understand I my nine faster than jesse been know to have a temper, and I click quick, like this Befo' I was crazy, but now I'm strapped and I'm 187 killin' murder's a Thank god, this be the charge, six counts robbery in the free world same shit, (ain't gon' change) Call v, say he got weed, but fuck, I clothes man Damn, shoud I get that ski g? I rob him, try to get a job? Damn, the man's me
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I keep jail cells, and closed caskets Put a to the grave he blastin Fill my coffin laughin', chewin I'm just a livin' day to day, tryna survive Try to stay high to realize why my homies out die Now why you keep on testin' me, sendin' cops to arrest me Put me in bad situations, but I won't let life, get the of me I was born in a situation, but I'm not a born killa But seen some shit in my time, that escaped a grown nigga if, it's a test, see how much I could hold up on my shoulder T-r-u my stomach, on my back, a fuckin' soldier It don't seem right, it just don't seem right The a nigga go through, makin' me wanna scream like mike It me, it's only after this I wants to know, if it's a in if I a nigga, over self-defense Most of my people like me And a lot of 'em stand me But I wonder if it's a sin if I and rob to feed my fuckin' family It's of the fittest, you be my witness I don't give a fuck about the 'cause I can't take none of shit with me If it's a test, then let me But if it's my time to go then let me go.
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p]
My record went gold, my started money trippin I could look into the eyes of a nigga wants to catch me slippin' hollered "don't go out like tupac!" That be the same nigga tryin' to fill me up, buckshots The game get dirty why I'm blastin' Its niggas out there wanna see the p, in a casket why they spread rumors, lies, I died Niggas don't see another nigga get a piece, fo the fuckin' pie My friends trippin' I got ends Niggas don't wanna see a black rolin', in a fuckin' benz My old lady say I'm up I got to sleep one eye open, this whole world is fucked up Got me dono Ask bo but he know what p know about the ghetto You ain't got no dollars, you got no If I go to jail how many niggas gon' visit me in the pen But if I die it be a niggas at my funeral They wanna see me out like tyson, did bruno If I wear red or a blue, then I'm a banga If I make gangsta rhymes, huh, then I'm a dope Every nigga I to know that didn't make it Think I owe 'em Every nigga I in the ghetto, huh Ask me to front 'em My own company, niggas, me to sign them up They don't I could work for this shit And how hard it to come up They too busy, throwin' (tests) Got me with pistols wearin' bullet proof vesses (vests) hoe I fuck, hope the rubber pop The media spread rumors I too much weed, I guess they wanna see me rocks. Heh, I the lord is testin' me Either a bad dream or my fuckin' mind messin' with me