I the lord is testin' me Whatzup y'all, world, this c-murder I'm bout to put you in the of a crazy Fucked up in the head muthafucka (this sick) You know I'm sayin? One of the you see in the everyday, for doin' all types of crazy shit
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Sometimes, I think the lord is me But I'm a tru I can't let none of these And get the best of me (repeat 4x)
Muthafuckas just don't understand the that I be goin' through I kill myself, but I know, I gots to stay tru Be gettin' my hustle on, and stack my fuckin' dividends if I ain't got no money and I'm broke, fuck friends I feel like, I'm paralyzed my own baby, won't hug me My momma, won't let me in the 'cause she talkin' bout She of me The only reason I drugs is survive The only I kill, is to stay alive I'm constantly watchin' my back playa haters act like hoes But they don't wanna fuck with me 'cause I bustas into john does I'm not a model so keep your kids up out my face Talkin' bout, I'm sellin' drugs ain't nothin But killin', my own Police can't catch me, betta me, ain't gon' let 'em arrest me They don't, understand I draw my faster than jesse I've know to have a temper, and I click quick, like this I was crazy, but now I'm strapped and I'm sick 187 killin' a hobby Thank god, this be the charge, six counts armed Back in the free same shit, (ain't gon' change) Call v, say he got weed, but fuck, I need man Damn, shoud I get ski mask g? Should I rob him, try to get a Damn, the testin' me
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I visualizin' jail cells, and closed caskets Put a credit to the he blastin Fill my laughin', chewin tobaco I'm a gangsta livin' day to day, tryna survive Try to stay high to why my homies out there die Now why you keep on testin' me, sendin' these to arrest me Put me in bad situations, but I won't let life, get the of me I was born in a situation, but I'm not a born killa But seen some shit in my time, that escaped a grown nigga Wonder if, it's a test, see how much I hold up on my shoulder T-r-u 'cross my stomach, on my back, a soldier It just don't seem right, it don't seem right The shit a go through, makin' me wanna scream like mike It stresses me, only after this I wants to know, if it's a in if I kill a nigga, over Most of my don't like me And a lot of 'em stand me But I wonder if a sin if I kill and rob to feed my fuckin' family It's suvival of the fittest, you be my I don't a fuck about the money I can't take none of that shit with me If it's a test, then let me But if it's my time to go then let me go.
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p]
My record went gold, my family started trippin I could look into the eyes of a nigga that wants to catch me hollered "don't go out like tupac!" That be the same nigga tryin' to me up, with buckshots The game get dirty why I'm blastin' Its plenty out there wanna see the p, in a casket That's why they rumors, lies, I died don't wanna see another nigga get a piece, fo the fuckin' pie My friends 'cause I got ends Niggas don't wanna see a black nigga rolin', in a fuckin' My old say I'm stuck up I got to sleep with one eye open, this world is fucked up Got me poppin' Ask bo but he don't know p know about the ghetto You ain't got no dollars, you got no If I go to how many y'all niggas gon' visit me in the pen But if I die it be a niggas at my funeral wanna see me knocked out like tyson, did bruno If I wear red or a blue, I'm a gang banga If I gangsta rhymes, huh, then I'm a dope slanga nigga I used to know that didn't make it Think I owe 'em Every nigga I in the ghetto, huh Ask me to front 'em My own company, niggas, want me to them up don't think I could work for this shit And how it take to come up They too busy, tesses (tests) Got me strapped with wearin' bullet proof vesses (vests) Every hoe I fuck, hope the pop The media rumors I smoke too much weed, I guess they see me smokin' rocks. Heh, I the lord is testin' me Either this a bad dream or my fuckin' messin' with me