I the lord is testin' me Whatzup y'all, hello world, c-murder I'm to put you in the mind of a crazy Fucked up in the head (this nigga sick) You what I'm sayin? One of the you see in the News everyday, for all types of crazy shit
Chorus: p
Sometimes, I think the lord is me But I'm a tru I can't let none of niggaz And get the best of me (repeat 4x)
Muthafuckas just don't the shit that I be goin' through I wanna myself, but I know, I gots to stay tru Be gettin' my fuckin' hustle on, and my fuckin' dividends 'cause if I ain't got no money and I'm broke, fuck I feel like, I'm 'cause my own baby, won't hug me My momma, won't let me in the house 'cause she talkin' She of me The only I sell drugs is survive The only reason I kill, is to alive I'm constantly my back 'cause playa haters act like hoes But they don't wanna with me 'cause I turn bustas into john does I'm not a role model so keep your up out my face Talkin' bout, I'm sellin' drugs doin' nothin But killin', my own can't catch me, betta kill me, ain't gon' let 'em arrest me They don't, understand I my nine faster than jesse been know to have a temper, and I click quick, like this Befo' I was crazy, but now I'm strapped and I'm 187 murder's a hobby Thank god, this be the charge, six counts armed Back in the free world same shit, (ain't change) v, say he got weed, but fuck, I need clothes man Damn, shoud I get ski mask g? I rob him, try to get a job? Damn, the testin' me
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I keep visualizin' jail cells, and caskets Put a to the grave he blastin Fill my laughin', chewin tobaco I'm just a gangsta livin' day to day, survive Try to stay high to realize why my homies out die Now why you keep on me, sendin' these cops to arrest me Put me in bad situations, but I won't let life, get the of me I was born in a situation, but I'm not a born killa But I've seen some shit in my time, escaped a grown nigga if, it's a test, see how much I could hold up on my shoulder T-r-u 'cross my stomach, on my back, a fuckin' It just don't seem right, it just don't right The shit a nigga go through, makin' me wanna scream mike It stresses me, only after this I wants to know, if it's a in if I a nigga, over self-defense Most of my people don't me And a lot of 'em stand me But I wonder if it's a sin if I kill and rob to feed my fuckin' suvival of the fittest, you be my witness I don't give a about the money 'cause I can't take none of that with me If a test, then let me know But if my time to go then let me go. amen
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p]
My record went gold, my family money trippin I could look into the of a nigga that wants to catch me slippin' hollered "don't go out like tupac!" That be the same nigga tryin' to fill me up, with The game get dirty why I'm blastin' Its niggas out there wanna see the p, in a casket That's why they rumors, lies, I died Niggas don't wanna see another get a piece, fo the fuckin' pie My trippin' 'cause I got ends Niggas don't wanna see a black rolin', in a fuckin' benz My old lady say I'm up I got to sleep one eye open, this whole world is fucked up Got me poppin' Ask bo but he don't know p know about the ghetto You ain't got no dollars, you got no If I go to jail how many y'all gon' visit me in the pen But if I die it be a million at my funeral They wanna see me out like tyson, did bruno If I wear red or a blue, I'm a gang banga If I gangsta rhymes, huh, then I'm a dope slanga nigga I used to know that didn't make it Think I owe 'em nigga I know in the ghetto, huh Ask me to 'em somethin' My own company, niggas, want me to sign up They don't think I work for this shit And how hard it take to up They too busy, throwin' (tests) Got me strapped with wearin' bullet proof vesses (vests) Every hoe I fuck, the rubber pop The media rumors I smoke too much weed, I guess they see me smokin' rocks. Heh, I the lord is testin' me this a bad dream or my fuckin' mind messin' with me