I think the lord is me Whatzup y'all, hello world, this I'm bout to put you in the mind of a Fucked up in the muthafucka (this nigga sick) You know what I'm One of the you see in the News everyday, for doin' all types of crazy
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Sometimes, I the lord is testin me But I'm a tru I can't let of these niggaz And get the best of me (repeat 4x)
Muthafuckas just don't understand the that I be goin' through I wanna kill myself, but I know, I to stay tru Be gettin' my fuckin' hustle on, and my fuckin' dividends 'cause if I ain't got no and I'm broke, fuck friends I feel like, I'm paralyzed 'cause my own baby, hug me My momma, won't let me in the house 'cause she talkin' She of me The only reason I sell is survive The only reason I kill, is to stay I'm watchin' my back 'cause playa haters act like hoes But they don't wanna fuck me 'cause I turn bustas into john does I'm not a role model so keep your up out my face Talkin' bout, I'm sellin' ain't doin' nothin But killin', my own Police can't catch me, betta me, ain't gon' let 'em arrest me don't, understand I draw my nine faster than jesse I've been know to a temper, and I click quick, like this Befo' I was crazy, but now I'm strapped and I'm 187 killin' murder's a Thank god, this be the charge, six counts armed Back in the free world shit, (ain't gon' change) v, say he got weed, but fuck, I need clothes man Damn, shoud I get that ski g? I rob him, try to get a job? Damn, the testin' me
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I keep jail cells, and closed caskets Put a credit to the grave he Fill my coffin laughin', tobaco I'm just a livin' day to day, tryna survive Try to stay high to realize why my homies out die Now why you keep on testin' me, sendin' these cops to me Put me in bad situations, but I let life, get the best of me I was born in a situation, but I'm not a born killa But I've seen some shit in my time, escaped a grown nigga Wonder if, it's a test, see how I could hold up on my shoulder 'cross my stomach, on my back, a fuckin' soldier It don't seem right, it just don't seem right The shit a nigga go through, makin' me wanna like mike It stresses me, it's only this I wants to know, if it's a in if I kill a nigga, self-defense Most of my people like me And a lot of 'em can't me But I wonder if a sin if I kill and rob to feed my fuckin' family suvival of the fittest, you be my witness I don't give a fuck about the 'cause I can't take none of shit with me If a test, then let me know But if my time to go then let me go. amen
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p]
My record gold, my family started money trippin I could look into the eyes of a that wants to catch me slippin' Somebody "don't go out like tupac!" That be the nigga tryin' to fill me up, with buckshots The game get that's why I'm blastin' Its plenty niggas out wanna see the p, in a casket why they spread rumors, lies, I died Niggas don't wanna see another get a piece, fo the fuckin' pie My friends trippin' 'cause I got Niggas don't wanna see a black rolin', in a fuckin' benz My old lady say I'm up I got to with one eye open, this whole world is fucked up Got me poppin' Ask bo but he don't what p know about the ghetto You got no dollars, you got no friends If I go to how many y'all niggas gon' visit me in the pen But if I die it be a million at my funeral They see me knocked out like tyson, did bruno If I wear red or a blue, then I'm a banga If I make gangsta rhymes, huh, then I'm a slanga Every nigga I used to know didn't make it Think I owe 'em nigga I know in the ghetto, huh Ask me to 'em somethin' My own company, niggas, want me to them up They don't I could work for this shit And how hard it to come up They too busy, tesses (tests) Got me strapped with pistols wearin' bullet proof (vests) Every hoe I fuck, the rubber pop The media spread rumors I too much weed, I guess they wanna see me rocks. Heh, I the lord is testin' me Either this a bad dream or my fuckin' mind messin' me