I the lord is testin' me Whatzup y'all, world, this c-murder I'm bout to put you in the of a crazy Fucked up in the head (this nigga sick) You know I'm sayin? One of the you see in the News everyday, for doin' all types of shit
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Sometimes, I think the lord is me But I'm a tru I can't let none of niggaz And bitches get the of me (repeat 4x)
Muthafuckas just don't understand the shit that I be goin' I kill myself, but I know, I gots to stay tru Be gettin' my hustle on, and stack my fuckin' dividends 'cause if I ain't got no and I'm broke, fuck friends I feel like, I'm paralyzed my own baby, won't hug me My momma, won't let me in the 'cause she talkin' bout She of me The only reason I drugs is survive The reason I kill, is to stay alive I'm constantly watchin' my back 'cause playa haters act like But they don't wanna fuck with me 'cause I bustas into john does I'm not a role model so keep your up out my face Talkin' bout, I'm drugs ain't doin' nothin But killin', my own Police can't catch me, betta me, ain't gon' let 'em arrest me They don't, understand I draw my nine than jesse I've been know to have a temper, and I click quick, like I was crazy, but now I'm strapped and I'm sick 187 killin' murder's a Thank god, this be the charge, six armed robbery Back in the free world same shit, (ain't change) v, say he got weed, but fuck, I need clothes man Damn, shoud I get ski mask g? Should I rob him, try to get a Damn, the man's me
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I keep visualizin' cells, and closed caskets Put a credit to the grave he my coffin laughin', chewin tobaco I'm just a gangsta day to day, tryna survive Try to stay to realize why my homies out there die Now why you keep on testin' me, these cops to arrest me Put me in bad situations, but I let life, get the best of me I was born in a fucked situation, but I'm not a born But I've seen some shit in my time, escaped a grown nigga Wonder if, it's a test, see how much I hold up on my shoulder T-r-u 'cross my stomach, on my back, a soldier It just don't seem right, it just don't right The shit a nigga go through, makin' me wanna like mike It stresses me, it's after this I wants to know, if a in if I kill a nigga, over self-defense of my people don't like me And a lot of 'em can't me But I wonder if it's a sin if I kill and rob to feed my family suvival of the fittest, you be my witness I don't give a fuck the money 'cause I take none of that shit with me If it's a test, let me know But if my time to go then let me go. amen
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p]
My went gold, my family started money trippin I could look into the eyes of a that wants to catch me slippin' Somebody "don't go out like tupac!" That be the same nigga to fill me up, with buckshots The game get that's why I'm blastin' Its plenty niggas out there see the p, in a casket That's why they spread rumors, lies, I Niggas don't wanna see another get a piece, fo the fuckin' pie My friends trippin' I got ends Niggas wanna see a black nigga rolin', in a fuckin' benz My old lady say I'm up I got to sleep with one eye open, this world is fucked up Got me poppin' Ask bo but he don't know p know about the ghetto You ain't got no dollars, you got no If I go to jail how many niggas gon' visit me in the pen But if I die it be a million at my funeral They wanna see me out like tyson, did bruno If I wear red or a blue, then I'm a banga If I make gangsta rhymes, huh, I'm a dope slanga Every I used to know that didn't make it I owe 'em somethin' Every I know in the ghetto, huh Ask me to front 'em My own company, niggas, want me to sign up They don't think I work for this shit And how it take to come up They too busy, tesses (tests) Got me with pistols wearin' bullet proof vesses (vests) Every hoe I fuck, hope the pop The media spread I smoke too much weed, I guess wanna see me smokin' rocks. Heh, I think the lord is me Either this a bad dream or my fuckin' mind messin' me