The Game Of Life

Verse:
Dear God, once again I'm lost and confused
My mind compiled with conflicting thoughts what's the use
Of existence, if confusion persists with consistence
Why even try to go the distance
Realized after living 23 times three sixty-five days
There's two sides to life like highways
Catch me in the middle, riddled trying to find my way
The world's a maze, pick which way is the right way
Life's a game and to this day still remains unexplained
Driven some to choose suicide or be insane
Look at this domain from a n---a's perspective
Then understand why the death wish was requested
So many times five minutes before I rested
If this is life, it's bullshit show me the exit
I don't meant to complain only expressing
Problems that's had me stressing since days of adolescence
In this game of life...

Chorus:

I've lost over a thousand times
Give me the rules to survive in this life cause I'm
Only trying to find peace of mind
But I'm losing pieces of mine and I'm going crazy (x2)

Verse:
Lately I've been noticing women intensely focusing
On opening their legs to keep me hooked so they control some shit
Hold it. I've peeped game from long range
That's a trick with good pussy and brains I'll refrain
Any woman throwing her drawers is out for gain
Sex in exchange for whatever she can obtain
Allow me to speak the truth
It sounds like the same shit that constitutes an absolute prostitute
So why they try to act like they don't play the game too
Please, some spread legs like disease
Some use their feet less times than their knees
Some give it up with ease for a set of car keys
It's hard for me to believe that good women breathe
Even though most men are guilty of scandalous deeds
I'm pretty close to the brink of misogyny
God please accept my apologies obviously
In this game of life...

Chorus:

I've lost over a thousand times
Give me the rules to survive in this life cause I'm
Only trying to find peace of mind
But I'm losing pieces of mine and I'm going crazy (x2)

Verse:
I've been annoyed with voices making noises
Constantly putting me in the middle to make choices
Wondering where the truth resides
Hard to figure often times cause my mind's been confused with lies
From the streets to the church I've searched came up empty
Church rats are worse than hood rats trying to tempt me
Preachers sneaking bullshit on pulpits to tempt me
Fresh and so clean like he ain't filthy and guilty
Shit is silly I see people screaming and trembling
Straight resembling some inner demons that's wrestling
I'm questioning trying to find the relevance
Scrutinized both the old and the new testaments
Finding evidence that goes against what they say the represent
Now the question is who's the one who's heaven-sent
I'm still in the middle riddled and trying to find my way
But which way is the right way in this game of life...
Chorus:

I've lost over a thousand times
Give me the rules to survive in this life cause I'm
Only trying to find peace of mind
But I'm losing pieces of mine and I'm going crazy (x4)