In My World

Witness what lies inside the mind behind these eyes. If you could see it like I see, what would you do?

Verse:
How many sins have been committed since I
Exited mama's womb, Ignorant to the fact that I'm
Headed for drama soon, count down started for the
Day that I hit my tomb, if I would have know I would have
Stayed in the doctor's room and never let the sunlight
Shine to deceive my eyes cause it only rise
To fall by the evening time, leaving me to find that
Darkness surrounds me
I never went looking for Lucifer that n---a came and found me and please believe
He got more game than a pimp and a preacher
The perfect deceiver that's trying to turn us all to believers
So many people have told me, "boy you're in need of Jesus"
But every time I ask to meet him they give me their thesis
Selling salvation just to get me in another form of captivation
Where in the bible are there many denominations?
Plans of separation implemented by Satan
Leaving this world in confusion debating anticipating the outcome...

Chorus:

If You could see what I could see (In my world)
If I were You and You were me (In my world)
Would You believe what I believe (In my world)
Confusion spreads so rapidly (In my world)
I know that You can see it all (from your world)
But I'm only six feet tall (In my world)
Wish I could end it all and leave (In my world)
Don't understand why I'm still here (In my world)

Verse:
Some days I don't feel to be bothered with breathing
Existing in the midst of phony n---as and secrets they're keeping
Deep inside the heart of these n---as with more pride than they can handle
Lies jealous thoughts of plotting scandal
I've watched this world turn colder as I'm getting older
Gotta be bolder look over my own shoulders
Few n---as I can truly say are down in my squad
Big El, John Cobbs, Mr. Mink, and Semaj
Entourage stay small too many would sabotage
Frontin' as if they're real when really they're camouflage God
I've peeped this and understand why it was written
That a man's heart is evil pretty much from the beginning
It's a cold game cold things take place
Everybody perpetrates and smiles in faces they hate
And we've all been found guilty of these same mistakes
But how can I escape evil traits I pray that you relate and hold the gates....

Chorus:

If You could see what I could see (In my world)
If I were You and You were me (In my world)
Would You believe what I believe (In my world)
Confusion spreads so rapidly (In my world)
I know that You can see it all (from your world)
But I'm only six feet tall (In my world)
Wish I could end it all and leave (In my world)
Don't understand why I'm still here (In my world)

Verse:
Forgive me I'm lost this world keeps spinning like a
Frisby that's tossed while on my knees lights off when releasing these thoughts
Secrets that ought not start to enter the heart
Done found they're way to my mind and ain't trying to depart
In the dark confessing my transgressions
While awaiting direction and Your suggestion
Show me a way that I can exit depression
And at the same time the devil's possession cause I ain't trying to hit
Rock bottom on hell's floor
He asked me for my soul I replied hell no
Demons fiending to inhabit the anatomy heard the words spoken and
Naturally now they're mad at me, this is insanity
I'm arguing with invisible foes
Taking hits but I'm unable to exchange any blows can't take this shit no more
Give me strength that I need to proceed or let me
Rest in peace cause I'm ready to leave if You could see it....

Chorus:

If You could see what I could see (In my world)
If I were You and You were me (In my world)
Would You believe what I believe (In my world)
Confusion spreads so rapidly (In my world)
I know that You can see it all (from your world)
But I'm only six feet tall (In my world)
Wish I could end it all and leave (In my world)
Don't understand why I'm still here (In my world) (x2)