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Cause I don't wanna be this
been runnin these streets for too long now
I've got nothin thats true but song now
But the further I go I wanna go

Cause I don't wanna be this
I've been runnin these streets for too now
got nothin thats true but this song now
But the further I go I go home

I fuckin' that I care but its hard when you stare
Into the bottom of a bottle is empty and bare
Oh, my soul in my desolate home
It's my role, yeah I'm here all alone

I can't think of a reason to get the out of bed
closed, lights are off, am I alive or dead?
I haven't in a week, I always slur when I speak
Tolerance at its peak, fit just to sleep

Oh, woe is me, woe is me, I I need love
Hoes you see, you see I'm just in a rut
And I swear I'm tryin baby, please baby leave
Goddamn I'm a fuck up but I that's just me

So I sit in my and I'll cry in my bed
Thinkin all the shit that made me wrong in my head
I keep tryin to but it seems so steep
Pour myself a fuckin' and go back to sleep bitch

Cause I don't wanna be this
I've been runnin streets for too long now
I've got nothin true but this song now
But the I go I wanna go home

Cause I wanna be like this
been runnin these streets for too long now
I've got nothin true but this song now
But the further I go I wanna go

I watch my cry, she says baby why?
I say baby died, baby's like a suicide
I think you'll see him soon, mom stay out my room mom
Tell daddy that I hate motherfucker like you mom

I sing this for you Danny, Sasha and Jordan
These tears keep getting warmer every that I hold her
I this out for you like a partner in crime
part of the times when you're sick in the mind

Yeah, I'm oh so sick, I'm so sick of this shit
Yeah, I'm lit oh so lit, I'm so up off it
So I around til I stumble, fall down
To puddle of my tears layin here on the ground

When you've got nothing left, you've got left to lose
With my left single breath I'll still be singing to you
So when you bury me man, you better me deep
And sing along to this song 'cause you're broken me

Cause I don't wanna be this
I've runnin these streets for too long, now
got nothin thats true but this song now
But the further I go I go home

Cause I don't wanna be like
been runnin these streets for too long now
I've got nothin thats but this song now
But the further I go I go home

And I wanna go back to the start, back we started from
And I know it's so long
I was wrong, I was wrong, I was all along

And I wanna go back to the start, back we started from
And I know been so long
I was wrong, I was wrong, I was all along

Cause I don't wanna be this
been runnin these streets for too long now
I've got nothin thats true but this now
But the I go I wanna go home

Cause I don't wanna be this
I've been runnin these streets for too now
got nothin thats true but this song now
But the further I go I go home