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Cause I don't be like this
I've been runnin these streets for too now
I've got nothin thats true but this now
But the further I go I wanna go

Cause I don't wanna be this
I've been runnin these for too long now
I've got nothin thats true but this now
But the further I go I go home

I fuckin' swear that I care but its when you stare
Into the bottom of a bottle that is empty and
Oh, my desolate soul in my desolate
my desolate role, yeah I'm here all alone

I think of a reason to get the fuck out of bed
Curtains closed, are off, am I alive or dead?
I haven't shaved in a week, I slur when I speak
Tolerance at its peak, another fit to sleep

Oh, woe is me, woe is me, I I need love
Hoes you see, hoes you see I'm in a rut
And I swear I'm tryin baby, please baby leave
Goddamn I'm a fuck up but I guess that's me

So I sit in my and I'll cry in my bed
Thinkin about all the shit made me wrong in my head
I keep tryin to climb but it seems so
Pour a fuckin' whisky and go back to sleep bitch

Cause I don't wanna be this
I've been these streets for too long now
I've got nothin thats but this song now
But the I go I wanna go home

Cause I don't wanna be this
I've been runnin streets for too long now
got nothin thats true but this song now
But the further I go I wanna go

I my momma cry, she says baby why?
I say baby died, baby's gone a suicide
I don't you'll see him soon, mom stay out my room mom
daddy that I hate that motherfucker like you mom

I sing shit for you Danny, Sasha and Jordan
These tears getting warmer every time that I hold her
I pour this out for you like a partner in
It's part of the times when you're in the mind

Yeah, I'm sick oh so sick, I'm so sick of this
Yeah, I'm lit oh so lit, I'm so up off it
So I stumble til I stumble, fall down
To puddle of my tears layin here on the ground

you've got nothing left, you've got nothing left to lose
With my left single breath I'll still be singing to you
So you bury me man, you better bury me deep
And sing along to song 'cause you're broken like me

Cause I don't wanna be like
I've runnin these streets for too long, now
I've got nothin thats true but this now
But the further I go I go home

Cause I don't wanna be like
been runnin these streets for too long now
I've got nothin thats but this song now
But the further I go I wanna go

And I wanna go back to the start, where we started from
And I know it's so long
I was wrong, I was wrong, I was all along

And I wanna go back to the start, back we started from
And I it's been so long
I was wrong, I was wrong, I was wrong all

Cause I don't wanna be this
been runnin these streets for too long now
I've got nothin thats but this song now
But the further I go I go home

I don't wanna be like this
I've been runnin these for too long now
I've got nothin thats true but song now
But the I go I wanna go home