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Cause I don't wanna be this
I've runnin these streets for too long now
I've got nothin thats but this song now
But the I go I wanna go home

Cause I wanna be like this
I've been runnin streets for too long now
I've got thats true but this song now
But the further I go I wanna go

I swear that I care but its hard when you stare
Into the bottom of a bottle is empty and bare
Oh, my soul in my desolate home
It's my desolate role, yeah I'm all alone

I think of a reason to get the fuck out of bed
closed, lights are off, am I alive or dead?
I haven't in a week, I always slur when I speak
Tolerance at its peak, fit just to sleep

Oh, woe is me, woe is me, I guess I need
you see, hoes you see I'm just in a rut
And I swear I'm tryin baby, baby don't leave
Goddamn I'm a fuck up but I guess that's me

So I sit in my room and cry in my bed
Thinkin about all the shit made me wrong in my head
I tryin to climb but it seems so steep
Pour myself a fuckin' whisky and go to sleep bitch

I don't wanna be like this
I've been runnin these for too long now
I've got nothin thats true but song now
But the further I go I go home

Cause I don't wanna be this
I've runnin these streets for too long now
I've got nothin thats true but this now
But the further I go I go home

I watch my momma cry, she says why?
I say baby died, baby's gone a suicide
I don't you'll see him soon, mom stay out my room mom
Tell that I hate that motherfucker like you mom

I sing this shit for you Danny, and Jordan
These tears getting warmer every time that I hold her
I this out for you like a partner in crime
It's part of the times you're sick in the mind

Yeah, I'm sick oh so sick, I'm so sick of shit
Yeah, I'm lit oh so lit, I'm so up off it
So I stumble around til I stumble, down
To this puddle of my tears here on the ground

When you've got nothing left, got nothing left to lose
With my left single breath I'll still be singing to you
So when you me man, you better bury me deep
And sing along to this song you're broken like me

I don't wanna be like this
I've runnin these streets for too long, now
got nothin thats true but this song now
But the further I go I wanna go

Cause I don't be like this
I've been these streets for too long now
I've got thats true but this song now
But the further I go I go home

And I wanna go back to the start, where we started from
And I know been so long
I was wrong, I was wrong, I was wrong all

And I go back to the start, back where we started from
And I it's been so long
I was wrong, I was wrong, I was wrong all

Cause I don't be like this
I've runnin these streets for too long now
I've got nothin thats true but this now
But the I go I wanna go home

Cause I don't wanna be this
I've been these streets for too long now
I've got nothin thats true but song now
But the further I go I wanna go