(hook) She said I wonder when be my day I'm not too far from breaking down All I've got are inside But somehow they come out in a And I'm wondering if I'll always feel this way, way
I've alotta mistakes and all the shit I cannot erase And I've thinkin' if I drink I'll probably be more at stake life isn't so great and I just tried to fluctuate But I'm so tired of all the bullshit leading up to hate The love I never and the fake friends who knocked me down made me stronger but it's what we would always expect in this small town Don't you hate when you can not when you give it all, and it's not enough? But you had enough, and you're looking down, hating on what you You fall you get back up and show them where you're truly Pessimistic in all my optimistic I needa gain So realistic heavy and socialistic so called "friends" Tired of all these trends and I hope could end I'm thinkin of an escape and a new life I gotta All these critics could but they know that I can demonstrate All the shit, all the stress, all the and all the mess All the lies you're so careless and all these struggles on my
(hook) She said I wonder when be my day 'Cause I'm not too far breaking down All I've got are screams But somehow they out in a smile And I'm wondering if I'll always feel this way, way
This doesn't usually happen I'm lost in all attraction And my music and the sports is I couldn't ever balance And I did try, but in honesty my apologies but it was a Like a with no colors or a book without a caption Some they and some are crooks but all they look inaction No one knows my struggle or the shit makes distraction I'm living in a bubble and the grows double And this life is so unpuzzled so give up or fucking these hearts I hope one day you get my view And I lost a friend cancer and I know he'll guide me through been vituperated and used, cheated, lied spitted and chewed But I manage to get up obsticles and feuds Clever intuition always but you're only missing Tryna get it finished but people on your business I will never hurt a but I would be slapping bitches Tryna overpass these bridges causes madness when spitting
(hook) She said I wonder when be my day 'Cause I'm not too far from down All got are screams inside But somehow come out in a smile And I'm wondering if always feel this way, this way
some things I don't plan to say keep it secret so no dismay Cause I've been Looking for days but I keep on heading far astray on my music when you ain't got shit to play And these just betrayed me so I could fall again Cmon Efcey don't you give up, I know fucking fed up And the rain can't last forever just be patient for a sunny Maybe you're right I'll take a break for the friends that'll be the fake No one was there for me but it doesn't matter no one can relate I'm thinking I'm tripping, drinking and mixing imagine living in Popping a Xanax every time I feel I'm gettings those thoughts quitting Damn I slow down, They hate it when I'm rapping fast They hate it they're clapping hands for me and say I'm acting bad.. I'm sayin' I've been tryna swallow shit for a time I I could get through all the drama and be just as fine I haven't sobriety I'm popping a variety I can't even sleep at night and having without anxiety
(hook) She I wonder when it'll be my day I'm not too far from breaking down All I've got are screams But somehow they come out in a And I'm wondering if I'll feel this way, this way