(hook) She said I wonder when be my day 'Cause I'm not too far breaking down All I've got are inside But somehow they out in a smile And I'm wondering if I'll always feel way, this way
I've made mistakes and all the shit I cannot erase And I've been if I drink I'll probably be more at stake This life isn't so great and I just tried to But I'm so tired of all the leading up to constant hate The love I found and the fake friends who knocked me down Just made me stronger but it's what we would expect in this small town Don't you when you can not trust? when you give it all, and it's not enough? But you had enough, and you're looking down, on what you become You you get back up and show them where you're truly from in all my strains optimistic I needa gain So realistic heavy and socialistic so called "friends" of all these trends and I hope animosity could end I'm thinkin of an escape and a new life I gotta All these critics could emulate but they know that I can All the shit, all the stress, all the lies and all the All the lies you're so careless and all struggles on my chest
(hook) She said I wonder it'll be my day 'Cause I'm not too far from breaking All got are screams inside But somehow come out in a smile And I'm wondering if I'll always this way, this way
This doesn't usually happen when I'm lost in all And my music and the is what I couldn't ever balance And I did try, but in my apologies but it was a challenge Like a with no colors or a book without a caption Some they and some are crooks but all they look inaction No one knows my struggle or the shit makes distraction I'm living in a and the suffering grows double And this life is so unpuzzled so up or fucking hustle Penetrating hearts I hope one day you get my view And I lost a friend from cancer and I he'll guide me through I've been vituperated and used, cheated, lied spitted and But I manage to get up neglecting obsticles and intuition always wishing but you're only missing Tryna get it finished but these people on business I will never hurt a women but I would be slapping Tryna overpass these causes madness when you're spitting
(hook) She I wonder when it'll be my day 'Cause I'm not too far from breaking All I've got are inside But somehow they out in a smile And I'm wondering if I'll always this way, this way
There's some things I plan to say keep it secret so no dismay Cause been Looking for brighter days but I keep on heading far astray Hating on my music when you ain't got shit to And bitches just betrayed me so I could fall again Cmon Efcey don't you give up, I know fucking fed up And the rain can't last just be patient for a sunny weather Maybe you're right I'll take a break watch for the that'll be the fake No one was there for me but it doesn't matter cause no one can I'm thinking I'm tripping, drinking and imagine living in killings Popping a Xanax every time I feel I'm those thoughts about quitting Damn I gotta slow down, They it when I'm rapping fast They it when they're clapping hands for me and say I'm acting bad.. I'm sayin' I've been tryna shit for a long time I I could get through all the drama and be just as fine I haven't sobriety I'm popping a variety I can't even sleep at night and having days anxiety
(hook) She said I wonder it'll be my day 'Cause I'm not too far from down All I've got are screams But somehow come out in a smile And I'm if I'll always feel this way, this way