(hook) She said I wonder when be my day 'Cause I'm not too far breaking down All got are screams inside But somehow they come out in a And I'm wondering if I'll feel this way, this way
made alotta mistakes and all the shit I cannot erase And I've been thinkin' if I drink probably be more at stake This life isn't so and I just tried to fluctuate But I'm so tired of all the bullshit leading up to hate The I never found and the fake friends who knocked me down made me stronger but it's what we would always expect in this small town Don't you hate you can not trust? when you give it all, and it's not enough? But you had enough, and looking down, hating on what you become You fall you get back up and show them where truly from Pessimistic in all my optimistic I needa gain So realistic pain and socialistic so called "friends" Tired of all these trends and I animosity could end I'm thinkin of an escape and a new life I gotta All these critics could emulate but they know I can demonstrate All the shit, all the stress, all the lies and all the All the lies you're so careless and all these on my chest
(hook) She said I wonder when be my day I'm not too far from breaking down All got are screams inside But somehow they come out in a And I'm wondering if always feel this way, this way
This doesn't usually happen when I'm lost in all And my music and the sports is I couldn't ever balance And I did try, but in my apologies but it was a challenge Like a photo no colors or a book without a caption Some they shook and are crooks but all they look inaction No one knows my or the shit that makes distraction I'm living in a bubble and the suffering double And this life is so unpuzzled so give up or fucking Penetrating hearts I hope one day you get my view And I lost a friend from and I know he'll guide me through I've been vituperated and used, cheated, spitted and chewed But I manage to get up obsticles and feuds Clever always wishing but you're only missing Tryna get it finished but these on your business I will never a women but I would be slapping bitches overpass these bridges causes madness when you're spitting
(hook) She said I when it'll be my day 'Cause I'm not too far from breaking All got are screams inside But they come out in a smile And I'm wondering if I'll always feel way, this way
There's some things I don't plan to say it secret so no dismay Cause I've Looking for brighter days but I keep on heading far astray Hating on my music when you got shit to play And these bitches just me so I could fall again Cmon Efcey don't you up, I know you're fucking fed up And the can't last forever just be patient for a sunny weather Maybe you're right I'll take a watch for the friends that'll be the fake No one was there for me but it doesn't matter no one can relate I'm thinking I'm tripping, drinking and mixing imagine in killings a Xanax every time I feel I'm gettings those thoughts about quitting Damn I gotta slow down, They hate it I'm rapping fast They hate it when clapping hands for me and say I'm acting bad.. I'm sayin' I've been swallow shit for a long time I wish I could get all the drama and be just as fine I kept sobriety I'm popping a variety I can't sleep at night and having days without anxiety
(hook) She said I wonder when be my day 'Cause I'm not too far from down All got are screams inside But they come out in a smile And I'm wondering if I'll always feel way, this way