(hook) She I wonder when it'll be my day 'Cause I'm not too far breaking down All got are screams inside But somehow come out in a smile And I'm if I'll always feel this way, this way
I've made alotta mistakes and all the shit I erase And I've been thinkin' if I drink probably be more at stake This life isn't so great and I just tried to But I'm so tired of all the bullshit up to constant hate The love I never found and the fake who knocked me down Just made me stronger but what we would always expect in this small town Don't you hate when you can not when you give it all, and it's not enough? But you had enough, and you're down, hating on what you become You fall you get back up and show them where truly from Pessimistic in all my optimistic I needa gain So realistic heavy pain and socialistic so "friends" Tired of all these trends and I hope animosity end I'm thinkin of an escape and a new life I gotta All these could emulate but they know that I can demonstrate All the shit, all the stress, all the lies and all the All the lies you're so careless and all these struggles on my
(hook) She said I when it'll be my day 'Cause I'm not too far from breaking All got are screams inside But somehow they out in a smile And I'm wondering if I'll always feel this way, way
This doesn't usually when I'm lost in all attraction And my music and the sports is I couldn't ever balance And I did try, but in honesty my but it was a challenge Like a photo with no colors or a book without a Some they shook and are crooks but all they look inaction No one my struggle or the shit that makes distraction I'm in a bubble and the suffering grows double And this life is so unpuzzled so give up or fucking Penetrating these hearts I hope one day you get my And I lost a friend from cancer and I he'll guide me through I've been vituperated and used, cheated, lied spitted and But I manage to get up neglecting obsticles and intuition always wishing but you're only missing Tryna get it finished but people on your business I will never hurt a but I would be slapping bitches Tryna overpass bridges causes madness when you're spitting
(hook) She said I wonder it'll be my day 'Cause I'm not too far from down All I've got are screams But they come out in a smile And I'm wondering if I'll always feel way, this way
There's some things I don't plan to say keep it so no dismay Cause I've been Looking for days but I keep on heading far astray Hating on my music when you got shit to play And these bitches betrayed me so I could fall again Cmon Efcey don't you give up, I know you're fed up And the rain can't last forever just be patient for a weather Maybe you're right I'll a break watch for the friends that'll be the fake No one was there for me but it doesn't cause no one can relate I'm thinking I'm tripping, drinking and mixing imagine in killings Popping a Xanax every time I feel I'm gettings thoughts about quitting Damn I gotta slow down, They hate it when I'm rapping They it when they're clapping hands for me and say I'm acting bad.. I'm sayin' I've tryna swallow shit for a long time I wish I could get all the drama and be just as fine I haven't kept I'm popping a variety I can't even sleep at and having days without anxiety
(hook) She said I wonder it'll be my day 'Cause I'm not too far from breaking All I've got are screams But somehow they out in a smile And I'm if I'll always feel this way, this way