(hook) She said I when it'll be my day 'Cause I'm not too far from down All I've got are screams But somehow come out in a smile And I'm if I'll always feel this way, this way
I've made alotta and all the shit I cannot erase And I've been if I drink I'll probably be more at stake This life isn't so great and I just tried to But I'm so tired of all the leading up to constant hate The love I never and the fake friends who knocked me down Just made me stronger but it's we would always expect in this small town Don't you hate when you can not trust? when you give it all, and not enough? But you had enough, and looking down, hating on what you become You fall you get back up and show them where truly from in all my strains optimistic I needa gain So heavy pain and socialistic so called "friends" Tired of all these trends and I hope animosity end I'm thinkin of an escape and a new life I gotta All these critics could but they know that I can demonstrate All the shit, all the stress, all the and all the mess All the you're so careless and all these struggles on my chest
(hook) She I wonder when it'll be my day 'Cause I'm not too far from breaking All I've got are screams But somehow they come out in a And I'm wondering if I'll always feel way, this way
This doesn't usually when I'm lost in all attraction And my music and the is what I couldn't ever balance And I did try, but in honesty my apologies but it was a Like a photo no colors or a book without a caption Some they shook and some are crooks but all they inaction No one my struggle or the shit that makes distraction I'm in a bubble and the suffering grows double And this is so unpuzzled so give up or fucking hustle Penetrating these I hope one day you get my view And I lost a friend cancer and I know he'll guide me through I've vituperated and used, cheated, lied spitted and chewed But I to get up neglecting obsticles and feuds Clever intuition always but you're only missing Tryna get it finished but these people on your I will never hurt a women but I be slapping bitches Tryna overpass these causes madness when you're spitting
(hook) She I wonder when it'll be my day 'Cause I'm not too far from breaking All I've got are inside But somehow they come out in a And I'm wondering if always feel this way, this way
There's some things I don't plan to say it secret so no dismay Cause I've been Looking for days but I keep on heading far astray Hating on my music when you ain't got shit to And these bitches just betrayed me so I could again Cmon Efcey don't you up, I know you're fucking fed up And the rain can't last forever be patient for a sunny weather Maybe right I'll take a break watch for the friends that'll be the fake No one was there for me but it matter cause no one can relate I'm thinking I'm tripping, and mixing imagine living in killings Popping a Xanax time I feel I'm gettings those thoughts about quitting Damn I gotta down, They hate it when I'm rapping fast They it when they're clapping hands for me and say I'm acting bad.. I'm sayin' I've been tryna shit for a long time I wish I could get through all the drama and be as fine I haven't sobriety I'm popping a variety I can't even at night and having days without anxiety
(hook) She I wonder when it'll be my day 'Cause I'm not too far breaking down All got are screams inside But somehow come out in a smile And I'm wondering if I'll always this way, this way