(hook) She said I wonder it'll be my day 'Cause I'm not too far from breaking All I've got are screams But somehow they come out in a And I'm wondering if I'll always this way, this way
I've made alotta mistakes and all the shit I cannot And I've been thinkin' if I drink I'll probably be at stake This life isn't so great and I just to fluctuate But I'm so tired of all the leading up to constant hate The love I never found and the fake who knocked me down Just made me stronger but it's what we would always expect in this town Don't you when you can not trust? when you give it all, and it's not enough? But you had enough, and you're looking down, on what you become You fall you get back up and show them you're truly from Pessimistic in all my optimistic I needa gain So realistic pain and socialistic so called "friends" Tired of all these trends and I animosity could end I'm thinkin of an escape and a new life I reshape All these critics could emulate but they know I can demonstrate All the shit, all the stress, all the and all the mess All the lies you're so careless and all struggles on my chest
(hook) She said I wonder when be my day 'Cause I'm not too far from down All got are screams inside But somehow they out in a smile And I'm if I'll always feel this way, this way
This doesn't usually happen when I'm in all attraction And my music and the sports is I couldn't ever balance And I did try, but in my apologies but it was a challenge Like a photo with no colors or a without a caption Some shook and some are crooks but all they look inaction No one knows my struggle or the that makes distraction I'm in a bubble and the suffering grows double And this is so unpuzzled so give up or fucking hustle Penetrating these hearts I one day you get my view And I lost a friend from cancer and I know he'll me through I've been vituperated and used, cheated, lied and chewed But I to get up neglecting obsticles and feuds Clever intuition wishing but you're only missing Tryna get it finished but these on your business I will hurt a women but I would be slapping bitches overpass these bridges causes madness when you're spitting
(hook) She said I wonder when be my day I'm not too far from breaking down All got are screams inside But somehow come out in a smile And I'm wondering if I'll always feel way, this way
There's some things I plan to say keep it secret so no dismay I've been Looking for brighter days but I keep on heading far astray Hating on my music you ain't got shit to play And these bitches just betrayed me so I fall again Cmon don't you give up, I know you're fucking fed up And the rain can't last forever just be patient for a sunny you're right I'll take a break watch for the friends that'll be the fake No one was there for me but it doesn't matter cause no one can I'm thinking I'm tripping, drinking and imagine living in killings Popping a Xanax time I feel I'm gettings those thoughts about quitting Damn I gotta slow down, hate it when I'm rapping fast They hate it when they're clapping for me and say I'm acting bad.. I'm sayin' I've been tryna shit for a long time I wish I could get through all the drama and be just as I haven't kept sobriety I'm a variety I can't even at night and having days without anxiety
(hook) She I wonder when it'll be my day 'Cause I'm not too far from breaking All got are screams inside But somehow come out in a smile And I'm wondering if I'll feel this way, this way