(hook) She said I when it'll be my day 'Cause I'm not too far breaking down All I've got are screams But somehow come out in a smile And I'm wondering if always feel this way, this way
I've made alotta mistakes and all the shit I erase And I've been if I drink I'll probably be more at stake This life isn't so great and I just to fluctuate But I'm so tired of all the bullshit up to constant hate The love I never found and the fake friends who knocked me Just made me stronger but it's what we would always expect in this small Don't you when you can not trust? when you give it all, and it's not enough? But you had enough, and looking down, hating on what you become You you get back up and show them where you're truly from Pessimistic in all my strains optimistic I needa So heavy pain and socialistic so called "friends" of all these trends and I hope animosity could end I'm thinkin of an escape and a new I gotta reshape All these critics could emulate but they that I can demonstrate All the shit, all the stress, all the and all the mess All the lies you're so and all these struggles on my chest
(hook) She said I when it'll be my day I'm not too far from breaking down All got are screams inside But somehow they come out in a And I'm wondering if I'll feel this way, this way
This doesn't usually when I'm lost in all attraction And my music and the sports is what I couldn't ever And I did try, but in honesty my but it was a challenge Like a photo with no colors or a without a caption Some they shook and some are crooks but all they inaction No one knows my struggle or the shit makes distraction I'm in a bubble and the suffering grows double And life is so unpuzzled so give up or fucking hustle Penetrating hearts I hope one day you get my view And I lost a friend from cancer and I know he'll guide me I've vituperated and used, cheated, lied spitted and chewed But I to get up neglecting obsticles and feuds Clever always wishing but you're only missing Tryna get it finished but these on your business I will never hurt a women but I would be bitches overpass these bridges causes madness when you're spitting
(hook) She said I wonder when be my day 'Cause I'm not too far from down All I've got are inside But somehow they out in a smile And I'm if I'll always feel this way, this way
There's some things I don't to say keep it secret so no dismay Cause I've been Looking for brighter days but I keep on heading far Hating on my music when you got shit to play And these just betrayed me so I could fall again Cmon Efcey don't you give up, I you're fucking fed up And the rain last forever just be patient for a sunny weather Maybe you're right I'll take a break watch for the that'll be the fake No one was there for me but it doesn't matter cause no one can I'm thinking I'm tripping, drinking and mixing imagine in killings Popping a Xanax every time I feel I'm those thoughts about quitting Damn I gotta down, They hate it when I'm rapping fast They hate it when they're clapping hands for me and say I'm bad.. I'm sayin' I've tryna swallow shit for a long time I wish I could get through all the and be just as fine I haven't sobriety I'm popping a variety I can't even sleep at night and days without anxiety
(hook) She said I wonder it'll be my day 'Cause I'm not too far from down All got are screams inside But somehow they come out in a And I'm wondering if always feel this way, this way