(hook) She I wonder when it'll be my day 'Cause I'm not too far from breaking All I've got are screams But somehow they out in a smile And I'm wondering if I'll always this way, this way
I've made mistakes and all the shit I cannot erase And I've thinkin' if I drink I'll probably be more at stake This life isn't so great and I just tried to But I'm so of all the bullshit leading up to constant hate The love I never found and the fake friends who me down Just made me stronger but it's what we would always expect in small town Don't you hate when you can not trust? when you give it all, and not enough? But you had enough, and you're down, hating on what you become You fall you get back up and show them you're truly from Pessimistic in all my strains optimistic I needa So heavy pain and socialistic so called "friends" of all these trends and I hope animosity could end I'm thinkin of an escape and a new life I gotta All these critics emulate but they know that I can demonstrate All the shit, all the stress, all the lies and all the All the lies you're so careless and all struggles on my chest
(hook) She said I when it'll be my day I'm not too far from breaking down All I've got are screams But somehow they out in a smile And I'm wondering if always feel this way, this way
This doesn't usually happen when I'm in all attraction And my music and the is what I couldn't ever balance And I did try, but in honesty my apologies but it was a Like a photo with no colors or a without a caption Some shook and some are crooks but all they look inaction No one knows my struggle or the that makes distraction I'm living in a bubble and the suffering grows And this is so unpuzzled so give up or fucking hustle these hearts I hope one day you get my view And I a friend from cancer and I know he'll guide me through been vituperated and used, cheated, lied spitted and chewed But I manage to get up neglecting and feuds Clever intuition always wishing but you're only get it finished but these people on your business I will hurt a women but I would be slapping bitches Tryna overpass these bridges madness when you're spitting
(hook) She I wonder when it'll be my day 'Cause I'm not too far from breaking All got are screams inside But somehow they out in a smile And I'm wondering if I'll always feel way, this way
There's some I don't plan to say keep it secret so no dismay Cause I've been for brighter days but I keep on heading far astray Hating on my music you ain't got shit to play And these bitches just betrayed me so I fall again Cmon don't you give up, I know you're fucking fed up And the rain can't last just be patient for a sunny weather Maybe you're I'll take a break watch for the friends that'll be the fake No one was there for me but it doesn't matter no one can relate I'm thinking I'm tripping, drinking and mixing imagine living in Popping a Xanax every time I feel I'm gettings thoughts about quitting Damn I gotta slow down, hate it when I'm rapping fast hate it when they're clapping hands for me and say I'm acting bad.. I'm sayin' I've been tryna swallow shit for a time I wish I could get through all the and be just as fine I haven't kept sobriety I'm a variety I can't sleep at night and having days without anxiety
(hook) She said I when it'll be my day 'Cause I'm not too far from breaking All I've got are inside But somehow they come out in a And I'm wondering if I'll always feel way, this way