(hook) She said I wonder when be my day I'm not too far from breaking down All I've got are inside But somehow they come out in a And I'm wondering if I'll always feel way, this way
I've made alotta mistakes and all the shit I erase And I've been thinkin' if I drink I'll be more at stake This life isn't so and I just tried to fluctuate But I'm so tired of all the bullshit up to constant hate The love I never found and the fake friends who knocked me Just made me stronger but it's what we would always in this small town Don't you hate you can not trust? when you give it all, and it's not enough? But you had enough, and you're down, hating on what you become You fall you get back up and show where you're truly from Pessimistic in all my strains I needa gain So realistic heavy pain and socialistic so "friends" Tired of all these trends and I hope animosity end I'm thinkin of an escape and a new I gotta reshape All these critics emulate but they know that I can demonstrate All the shit, all the stress, all the and all the mess All the lies you're so careless and all these on my chest
(hook) She said I wonder it'll be my day 'Cause I'm not too far from breaking All I've got are inside But they come out in a smile And I'm if I'll always feel this way, this way
This doesn't usually happen I'm lost in all attraction And my music and the sports is I couldn't ever balance And I did try, but in honesty my apologies but it was a Like a photo with no colors or a book without a Some they and some are crooks but all they look inaction No one knows my struggle or the that makes distraction I'm living in a and the suffering grows double And this life is so unpuzzled so give up or hustle Penetrating hearts I hope one day you get my view And I a friend from cancer and I know he'll guide me through I've been vituperated and used, cheated, lied spitted and But I manage to get up neglecting obsticles and Clever intuition always wishing but only missing Tryna get it finished but these people on your I will never hurt a but I would be slapping bitches Tryna overpass these bridges madness when you're spitting
(hook) She said I wonder when be my day 'Cause I'm not too far from breaking All I've got are inside But somehow they come out in a And I'm wondering if I'll feel this way, this way
There's things I don't plan to say keep it secret so no dismay I've been Looking for brighter days but I keep on heading far astray Hating on my music when you ain't got to play And these bitches betrayed me so I could fall again Efcey don't you give up, I know you're fucking fed up And the rain can't last forever just be patient for a weather you're right I'll take a break watch for the friends that'll be the fake No one was there for me but it matter cause no one can relate I'm thinking I'm tripping, drinking and mixing imagine in killings a Xanax every time I feel I'm gettings those thoughts about quitting Damn I gotta slow down, They hate it I'm rapping fast They hate it they're clapping hands for me and say I'm acting bad.. I'm I've been tryna swallow shit for a long time I wish I could get all the drama and be just as fine I kept sobriety I'm popping a variety I can't even sleep at and having days without anxiety
(hook) She said I when it'll be my day 'Cause I'm not too far breaking down All I've got are screams But they come out in a smile And I'm wondering if I'll always this way, this way