(hook) She said I when it'll be my day 'Cause I'm not too far breaking down All I've got are screams But somehow they come out in a And I'm wondering if I'll always feel way, this way
I've made mistakes and all the shit I cannot erase And I've been thinkin' if I drink probably be more at stake This life isn't so great and I just tried to But I'm so tired of all the bullshit leading up to constant The love I never and the fake friends who knocked me down Just made me stronger but it's what we would always expect in this town Don't you hate when you can not trust? you give it all, and it's not enough? But you had enough, and looking down, hating on what you become You you get back up and show them where you're truly from Pessimistic in all my optimistic I needa gain So heavy pain and socialistic so called "friends" of all these trends and I hope animosity could end I'm thinkin of an escape and a new life I gotta All these could emulate but they know that I can demonstrate All the shit, all the stress, all the lies and all the All the lies so careless and all these struggles on my chest
(hook) She said I when it'll be my day 'Cause I'm not too far from down All I've got are inside But somehow they come out in a And I'm wondering if I'll always feel way, this way
This doesn't usually happen when I'm in all attraction And my music and the sports is I couldn't ever balance And I did try, but in my apologies but it was a challenge Like a photo no colors or a book without a caption Some they shook and some are but all they look inaction No one knows my struggle or the shit that distraction I'm living in a bubble and the grows double And this life is so unpuzzled so up or fucking hustle Penetrating these I hope one day you get my view And I lost a from cancer and I know he'll guide me through I've been vituperated and used, cheated, lied spitted and But I manage to get up neglecting obsticles and Clever intuition always but you're only missing get it finished but these people on your business I will never hurt a women but I would be slapping Tryna overpass these bridges causes madness you're spitting
(hook) She said I wonder it'll be my day 'Cause I'm not too far from down All I've got are screams But somehow they out in a smile And I'm wondering if I'll always feel this way, way
some things I don't plan to say keep it secret so no dismay Cause I've been Looking for brighter but I keep on heading far astray Hating on my music when you ain't got shit to And these just betrayed me so I could fall again Cmon Efcey don't you give up, I know fucking fed up And the rain can't last forever just be patient for a sunny you're right I'll take a break watch for the friends that'll be the fake No one was for me but it doesn't matter cause no one can relate I'm thinking I'm tripping, drinking and imagine living in killings Popping a Xanax every time I feel I'm gettings those about quitting Damn I gotta slow down, They hate it when I'm rapping They it when they're clapping hands for me and say I'm acting bad.. I'm sayin' I've been swallow shit for a long time I wish I could get through all the drama and be just as I kept sobriety I'm popping a variety I can't even sleep at night and having days without
(hook) She I wonder when it'll be my day 'Cause I'm not too far breaking down All I've got are inside But somehow they out in a smile And I'm wondering if I'll feel this way, this way