(hook) She said I when it'll be my day 'Cause I'm not too far breaking down All got are screams inside But somehow they out in a smile And I'm wondering if always feel this way, this way
I've made mistakes and all the shit I cannot erase And I've thinkin' if I drink I'll probably be more at stake This isn't so great and I just tried to fluctuate But I'm so of all the bullshit leading up to constant hate The I never found and the fake friends who knocked me down Just made me stronger but it's we would always expect in this small town Don't you hate you can not trust? when you give it all, and it's not enough? But you had enough, and you're looking down, hating on you become You fall you get up and show them where you're truly from in all my strains optimistic I needa gain So realistic heavy pain and socialistic so "friends" of all these trends and I hope animosity could end I'm of an escape and a new life I gotta reshape All these could emulate but they know that I can demonstrate All the shit, all the stress, all the and all the mess All the lies so careless and all these struggles on my chest
(hook) She said I wonder when be my day 'Cause I'm not too far from breaking All I've got are screams But somehow they come out in a And I'm if I'll always feel this way, this way
This doesn't usually happen when I'm lost in all And my music and the sports is I couldn't ever balance And I did try, but in my apologies but it was a challenge Like a photo with no colors or a book a caption Some they shook and some are crooks but all they inaction No one knows my struggle or the shit that distraction I'm living in a bubble and the grows double And this life is so unpuzzled so give up or fucking these hearts I hope one day you get my view And I lost a friend cancer and I know he'll guide me through I've been and used, cheated, lied spitted and chewed But I manage to get up neglecting and feuds Clever always wishing but you're only missing Tryna get it finished but people on your business I will never hurt a women but I would be slapping Tryna overpass these bridges causes madness when spitting
(hook) She said I wonder when be my day I'm not too far from breaking down All I've got are screams But somehow they out in a smile And I'm wondering if I'll feel this way, this way
There's some things I plan to say keep it secret so no dismay Cause I've been Looking for brighter days but I keep on far astray on my music when you ain't got shit to play And these just betrayed me so I could fall again Cmon Efcey don't you give up, I know fucking fed up And the rain can't last forever just be for a sunny weather Maybe you're right I'll take a break watch for the that'll be the fake No one was there for me but it doesn't cause no one can relate I'm thinking I'm tripping, drinking and mixing living in killings Popping a Xanax time I feel I'm gettings those thoughts about quitting Damn I gotta slow down, They hate it I'm rapping fast hate it when they're clapping hands for me and say I'm acting bad.. I'm sayin' been tryna swallow shit for a long time I wish I could get through all the drama and be just as I haven't kept I'm popping a variety I even sleep at night and having days without anxiety
(hook) She said I wonder when be my day 'Cause I'm not too far from down All got are screams inside But somehow they come out in a And I'm if I'll always feel this way, this way