(hook) She said I wonder it'll be my day 'Cause I'm not too far from down All got are screams inside But they come out in a smile And I'm wondering if I'll always feel this way, way
I've made mistakes and all the shit I cannot erase And I've been thinkin' if I I'll probably be more at stake This life isn't so great and I just tried to But I'm so of all the bullshit leading up to constant hate The love I never found and the fake who knocked me down Just made me stronger but what we would always expect in this small town Don't you when you can not trust? when you give it all, and it's not enough? But you had enough, and looking down, hating on what you become You you get back up and show them where you're truly from Pessimistic in all my strains optimistic I gain So realistic heavy pain and so called "friends" of all these trends and I hope animosity could end I'm thinkin of an escape and a new life I reshape All these critics could emulate but they know that I can All the shit, all the stress, all the and all the mess All the lies you're so careless and all these struggles on my
(hook) She said I wonder it'll be my day I'm not too far from breaking down All I've got are screams But somehow they out in a smile And I'm if I'll always feel this way, this way
This doesn't happen when I'm lost in all attraction And my music and the sports is what I couldn't ever And I did try, but in honesty my but it was a challenge Like a with no colors or a book without a caption Some they shook and some are crooks but all look inaction No one knows my struggle or the shit that makes I'm living in a and the suffering grows double And this life is so unpuzzled so up or fucking hustle Penetrating these I hope one day you get my view And I lost a friend from cancer and I know he'll guide me I've been vituperated and used, cheated, lied spitted and But I to get up neglecting obsticles and feuds Clever intuition wishing but you're only missing Tryna get it but these people on your business I will never hurt a but I would be slapping bitches Tryna these bridges causes madness when you're spitting
(hook) She I wonder when it'll be my day 'Cause I'm not too far from down All I've got are inside But somehow they come out in a And I'm wondering if I'll feel this way, this way
There's things I don't plan to say keep it secret so no dismay Cause I've been Looking for brighter days but I on heading far astray on my music when you ain't got shit to play And these bitches just betrayed me so I could again Cmon don't you give up, I know you're fucking fed up And the can't last forever just be patient for a sunny weather Maybe you're right I'll take a break watch for the friends that'll be the No one was there for me but it doesn't cause no one can relate I'm thinking I'm tripping, drinking and mixing imagine in killings Popping a Xanax time I feel I'm gettings those thoughts about quitting Damn I gotta slow down, They it when I'm rapping fast hate it when they're clapping hands for me and say I'm acting bad.. I'm sayin' been tryna swallow shit for a long time I wish I could get through all the and be just as fine I haven't sobriety I'm popping a variety I can't even at night and having days without anxiety
(hook) She said I when it'll be my day 'Cause I'm not too far from down All got are screams inside But they come out in a smile And I'm wondering if I'll always feel way, this way