Luyện nghe bài hát Tears On The Pillow

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She I wonder when it'll be my day
'Cause I'm not too far breaking down
All got are screams inside
But somehow they come out in a
And I'm wondering if I'll always this way, this way

I've made mistakes and all the shit I cannot erase
And I've been thinkin' if I drink I'll be more at stake
life isn't so great and I just tried to fluctuate
But I'm so tired of all the leading up to constant hate
The love I never found and the friends who knocked me down
Just me stronger but it's what we would always expect in this small town
Don't you hate when you can not trust? when you give it all, and not enough?
But you had enough, and looking down, hating on what you become
You fall you get back up and show them where truly from
Pessimistic in all my strains optimistic I needa
So realistic heavy and socialistic so called "friends"
Tired of all trends and I hope animosity could end
I'm thinkin of an escape and a new I gotta reshape
All these critics could but they know that I can demonstrate
All the shit, all the stress, all the lies and all the
All the lies you're so careless and all struggles on my chest

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She I wonder when it'll be my day
I'm not too far from breaking down
All got are screams inside
But somehow they come out in a
And I'm wondering if I'll feel this way, this way

This doesn't happen when I'm lost in all attraction
And my music and the sports is I couldn't ever balance
And I did try, but in honesty my but it was a challenge
a photo with no colors or a book without a caption
Some they shook and are crooks but all they look inaction
No one knows my struggle or the shit makes distraction
I'm living in a bubble and the suffering grows
And this life is so unpuzzled so give up or hustle
these hearts I hope one day you get my view
And I lost a friend from cancer and I he'll guide me through
been vituperated and used, cheated, lied spitted and chewed
But I manage to get up neglecting and feuds
Clever intuition wishing but you're only missing
Tryna get it finished but these people on business
I will never hurt a but I would be slapping bitches
Tryna overpass these bridges causes madness when spitting

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She I wonder when it'll be my day
I'm not too far from breaking down
All I've got are screams
But somehow they come out in a
And I'm wondering if I'll feel this way, this way

There's things I don't plan to say keep it secret so no dismay
Cause been Looking for brighter days but I keep on heading far astray
Hating on my music you ain't got shit to play
And these bitches just betrayed me so I fall again
Cmon Efcey you give up, I know you're fucking fed up
And the rain can't last just be patient for a sunny weather
Maybe you're right I'll take a break watch for the that'll be the fake
No one was there for me but it doesn't matter cause no one can
I'm thinking I'm tripping, drinking and mixing imagine in killings
Popping a Xanax every time I feel I'm those thoughts about quitting
Damn I slow down, They hate it when I'm rapping fast
They it when they're clapping hands for me and say I'm acting bad..
I'm sayin' I've been tryna shit for a long time
I wish I could get all the drama and be just as fine
I haven't kept sobriety I'm a variety
I can't even sleep at and having days without anxiety

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She said I when it'll be my day
'Cause I'm not too far from breaking
All got are screams inside
But somehow come out in a smile
And I'm wondering if I'll always this way, this way