I barely rap, I could barely dance I could barely laugh, I could hang And a male stripper doing a belly dance For me and my still the same And I'm drunk as fuck, sucks up For a reason to get my up And the reason I care about Is a enough reason just to hire me But honestly, see my mom can't walk and her lungs work like they used to And I feel like it's my 'cause of music I be saying shit just to fucking it, I'm truant But truthfully, the words had damage and fooling me But more cruel to be, this is here for you niggas that to hear me
I be wondering, why I been tripping off And I should probably spend my writing in the dentist's office That's two birds with one stone When I was younger, way I was grown I wanted a deal with Death Row or I'm saving my time for later I might save it, depending on the shit that y'all write I hate I hate tweets; I hate journalists They hate truth; they hate peace; they want my niggas to
Flicking on the face of my watch Watch the time stop just to speak up, life unfold And between the tick-tocks, down the one way Fuck signs, fuck these lights, put my life on the line When it right, I'm fine, no I'm not lyin', don't ask me I'll pay the fine, I'll pay the toll, hope I don't crash it But hey, if I do, it will be a of glory Engulfed by the of death behind me All my life felt inadequate, and through the I've dealt with Tragedy tragedy, God, send a message a messenger my way, never claimed to be a saint, forgive me Feel like the light that I was blessed has diminished I'm haunted, by the of my youth turned true I've come to my expectations aren't true But I'm a master of my lies And you can't me, and I can break at the speed of light
I'm afraid to the bed, what if she want money later Like she got laid off, uh, hit my for some paper I'm afraid to my pains like you're lucky where you at You but quit complaining 'bout all dat That's why I'm up late I'm not tryna be a dick, but my time is not to For myself, for the small talk my sensei, where my sense at? Four-cylinder go round, Lincoln towncar me up me off, I got bubble under my biceps, meet me into the sidestep Ego is sized up, I be on butterfly effect it I'll be myself now, tell 'em I take no shit now Tell 'em they work for me now, tell 'em my tears, bleed down Tell 'em I work like what, what for me now who is me now, wondering where you been now you in crowds, I see you now, fourteen, I see 'em all of me now Bank account with less fees now, it from ways to feed now Thinking of ways to be everything but now
It's crazy how things that are reminisce when we check ourselves It's how people who left started left out when we step for health Still accustomed to nights filled with I don't always to call goodnight I don't always my altitude I don't remember to stop the fight But I check my sight, it ain't right I know, but my strife overwhelms, every night Until I'm forced to close my Brain disease, parasite, me from inside Emotions bleed, I believe, how I'm sleeping through the night