I could rap, I could barely dance I could laugh, I could barely hang And there's a male doing a belly dance For me and my still the same And I'm as fuck, nigga sucks up For a reason to get my up And the reason I care society Is a good enough reason to hire me But honestly, see my mom can't and her lungs don't work like they used to And I feel like my fault 'cause of music I be saying just to fucking ruined it, I'm truant But truthfully, the words had and it's fooling me But even cruel to be, is here for you niggas that paid to hear me
Sometimes I be wondering, why I tripping off And I should spend my time writing rhymes in the dentist's That's two birds with one stone When I was younger, way I was grown I wanted a deal Death Row or Rhymesayers I'm saving my time for mics I might save it, depending on the shit y'all write later I hate writers; I tweets; I hate journalists hate truth; they hate peace; they want my niggas to burn
Flicking on the face of my wrist Watch the time stop just to speak up, watch life And the tick-tocks, speeding down the one way Fuck these signs, fuck lights, put my life on the line it feel right, I'm fine, no I'm not lyin', don't ask me I'll pay the fine, I'll pay the toll, just I don't crash it But hey, if I do, it be a blaze of glory Engulfed by the of death behind me All my life felt inadequate, and through the years I've dealt after tragedy, God, send a message Send a messenger my way, claimed to be a saint, forgive me Feel like the light that I was blessed has diminished I'm haunted, by the visions of my turned true I've come to expect my aren't true But I'm a master of believing my And you can't break me, and I can at the speed of light
I'm afraid to share the bed, what if she money later Like she got laid off, uh, hit my for some paper I'm afraid to speak my pains like you're lucky you at You cool but quit 'bout all dat That's why I'm up late I'm not tryna be a dick, but my time is not to For myself, for the small talk with my sensei, where my at? Four-cylinder go round, towncar pick me up Drop me off, I got bubble under my biceps, me into the sidestep Ego is getting sized up, I be on effect Fuck it I'll be myself now, tell 'em I take no now Tell 'em work for me now, tell 'em my tears, they bleed down Tell 'em I work like what, what for me now Wondering who is me now, wondering where you now you in crowds, I see you now, fourteen, I see 'em all of me now Bank account with less fees now, make it from to feed now Thinking of to be everything but right now
It's crazy how things that are reminisce when we check ourselves It's crazy how people who started feeling left out when we for health Still accustomed to nights filled solitude I don't always remember to goodnight I don't always my altitude I don't always to stop the fight But I might check my sight, it ain't Yeah I know, but my strife overwhelms, night Until I'm forced to my eyes Brain disease, parasite, eating me inside Emotions bleed, I believe, how I'm sleeping through the night