I could barely rap, I could barely I could barely laugh, I could hang And there's a male stripper a belly dance For me and my boyfriend still the And I'm as fuck, nigga sucks up For a to get my bucks up And the reason I care about Is a good enough just to hire me But honestly, see my mom can't walk and her lungs don't work like they to And I like it's my fault 'cause of music I be saying shit just to fucking it, I'm truant But truthfully, the words had damage and fooling me But even cruel to be, this is here for you niggas paid to hear me
Sometimes I be wondering, why I been off And I probably spend my time writing in the dentist's office That's killing two birds one stone When I was younger, way before I was I wanted a deal Death Row or Rhymesayers I'm saving my time for mics I might save it, depending on the shit y'all write later I hate writers; I hate tweets; I journalists They hate truth; they hate peace; they my niggas to burn
on the face of my wrist watch Watch the stop just to speak up, watch life unfold And between the tick-tocks, down the one way Fuck signs, fuck these lights, put my life on the line When it feel right, I'm fine, no I'm not lyin', ask me I'll pay the fine, I'll pay the toll, hope I don't crash it But hey, if I do, it will be a of glory by the manifestation of death behind me All my I've felt inadequate, and through the years dealt with Tragedy after tragedy, God, a message Send a messenger my way, never claimed to be a saint, me Feel like the that I was blessed with has diminished I'm haunted, by the of my youth turned true I've come to expect my aren't true But I'm a master of my lies And you can't break me, and I can break at the of light
I'm to share the bed, what if she want money later Like she got laid off, uh, hit my lawyer for paper I'm afraid to speak my pains like you're where you at You but quit complaining 'bout all dat why I'm showing up late I'm not tryna be a dick, but my is not to waste For myself, for the talk with my sensei, where my sense at? Four-cylinder go round, towncar pick me up Drop me off, I got bubble my biceps, meet me into the sidestep Ego is getting up, I be on butterfly effect Fuck it I'll be myself now, tell 'em I take no now Tell 'em work for me now, tell 'em my tears, they bleed down Tell 'em I work like what, what for me now who is me now, wondering where you been now you in crowds, I see you now, fourteen, I see 'em all of me now Bank account with less fees now, it from ways to feed now Thinking of ways to be but right now
It's crazy how things that are best reminisce when we check crazy how people who left started feeling left out we step for health Still accustomed to nights filled with I don't always remember to goodnight I don't always my altitude I always remember to stop the fight But I might my sight, it ain't right Yeah I know, but my overwhelms, every night Until I'm forced to close my Brain disease, parasite, eating me from bleed, I can't believe, how I'm sleeping through the night