I could barely rap, I barely dance I could barely laugh, I barely hang And there's a male stripper a belly dance For me and my boyfriend the same And I'm drunk as fuck, nigga up For a reason to get my up And the reason I about society Is a good enough just to hire me But honestly, see my mom can't walk and her lungs don't like they used to And I feel like it's my 'cause of music I be saying shit just to fucking ruined it, I'm But truthfully, the words had and it's fooling me But more cruel to be, this is here for you niggas that to hear me
I be wondering, why I been tripping off And I should spend my time rhymes in the dentist's office That's killing two with one stone When I was younger, way I was grown I a deal with Death Row or Rhymesayers I'm saving my time for mics I might it, depending on the shit that y'all write later I hate writers; I hate I hate journalists They truth; they hate peace; they want my niggas to burn
Flicking on the of my wrist watch Watch the time stop just to up, watch life unfold And the tick-tocks, speeding down the one way Fuck these signs, fuck lights, put my life on the line When it feel right, I'm fine, no I'm not lyin', ask me I'll pay the fine, I'll pay the toll, hope I don't crash it But hey, if I do, it be a blaze of glory Engulfed by the manifestation of death me All my I've felt inadequate, and through the years I've with after tragedy, God, send a message Send a messenger my way, never to be a saint, forgive me Feel the light that I was blessed with has diminished I'm haunted, by the of my youth turned true I've come to expect my aren't true But I'm a of believing my lies And you can't break me, and I can at the speed of light
I'm afraid to the bed, what if she want money later she got laid off, uh, hit my lawyer for some paper I'm afraid to my pains like you're lucky where you at You cool but quit complaining all dat why I'm showing up late I'm not tryna be a dick, but my is not to waste For myself, for the small talk with my sensei, where my at? go round, Lincoln towncar pick me up Drop me off, I got bubble my biceps, meet me into the sidestep Ego is getting sized up, I be on effect Fuck it be myself now, tell 'em I take no shit now Tell 'em they work for me now, tell 'em my tears, bleed down Tell 'em I work like what, what for me now Wondering who is me now, wondering you been now you in crowds, I see you now, fourteen, I see 'em all of me now Bank account with less fees now, make it from ways to now of ways to be everything but right now
It's how things that are best reminisce when we check ourselves It's crazy how people who left feeling left out when we for health Still accustomed to nights filled solitude I don't always to call goodnight I don't always remember my I don't always to stop the fight But I might check my sight, it right I know, but my strife overwhelms, every night Until I'm forced to my eyes Brain disease, parasite, eating me from Emotions bleed, I can't believe, how I'm sleeping through the