I could barely rap, I could dance I barely laugh, I could barely hang And there's a male stripper doing a belly For me and my boyfriend still the And I'm drunk as fuck, sucks up For a reason to get my up And the reason I about society Is a good enough reason to hire me But honestly, see my mom can't and her lungs don't work like they used to And I feel like my fault 'cause of music I be saying shit just to ruined it, I'm truant But truthfully, the words had damage and it's me But even cruel to be, this is for you niggas that paid to hear me
I be wondering, why I been tripping off And I should probably spend my writing in the dentist's office That's killing two birds one stone When I was younger, way before I was I wanted a deal with Death Row or I'm saving my time for mics I might save it, depending on the shit that write later I writers; I hate tweets; I hate journalists They hate truth; they hate peace; they my niggas to burn
Flicking on the face of my watch Watch the time just to speak up, watch life unfold And the tick-tocks, speeding down the one way Fuck these signs, fuck lights, put my life on the line When it right, I'm fine, no I'm not lyin', don't ask me I'll pay the fine, I'll pay the toll, just hope I don't it But hey, if I do, it will be a of glory Engulfed by the of death behind me All my I've felt inadequate, and through the I've dealt with after tragedy, God, send a message Send a messenger my way, claimed to be a saint, forgive me Feel the light that I was blessed with has diminished I'm haunted, by the visions of my youth true I've come to my expectations aren't true But I'm a master of believing my And you can't me, and I can break at the speed of light
I'm afraid to share the bed, if she want money later Like she got laid off, uh, hit my lawyer for paper I'm afraid to speak my pains like you're lucky you at You cool but quit 'bout all dat That's why I'm showing up I'm not tryna be a dick, but my is not to waste For myself, for the small talk my sensei, where my sense at? go round, Lincoln towncar pick me up Drop me off, I got bubble under my biceps, me into the sidestep Ego is sized up, I be on butterfly effect it I'll be myself now, tell 'em I take no shit now Tell 'em work for me now, tell 'em my tears, they bleed down Tell 'em I work like what, time for me now Wondering who is me now, wondering you been now you in crowds, I see you now, fourteen, I see 'em all of me now Bank account less fees now, make it from ways to feed now of ways to be everything but right now
It's crazy how things that are best when we check ourselves It's crazy how people who started feeling left out when we step for Still accustomed to nights with solitude I always remember to call goodnight I always remember my altitude I always remember to stop the fight But I might check my sight, it right I know, but my strife overwhelms, every night Until I'm to close my eyes Brain disease, parasite, me from inside Emotions bleed, I can't believe, how I'm sleeping through the