I barely rap, I could barely dance I could barely laugh, I could hang And there's a male stripper a belly dance For me and my boyfriend still the And I'm drunk as fuck, sucks up For a to get my bucks up And the I care about society Is a enough reason just to hire me But honestly, see my mom can't walk and her don't work like they used to And I feel like it's my 'cause of music I be saying shit to fucking ruined it, I'm truant But truthfully, the words had damage and fooling me But even more to be, this is here for you niggas that to hear me
Sometimes I be wondering, why I been off And I probably spend my time rhymes in the dentist's office That's killing two with one stone When I was younger, way before I was I wanted a deal Death Row or Rhymesayers I'm saving my time for later I save it, depending on the shit that y'all write later I writers; I hate tweets; I hate journalists They hate truth; they hate peace; they want my to burn
on the face of my wrist watch Watch the time stop just to speak up, watch unfold And the tick-tocks, speeding down the one way Fuck signs, fuck these lights, put my life on the line When it feel right, I'm fine, no I'm not lyin', ask me I'll pay the fine, I'll pay the toll, just I don't crash it But hey, if I do, it be a blaze of glory Engulfed by the of death behind me All my life felt inadequate, and through the I've dealt with Tragedy tragedy, God, send a message Send a my way, never claimed to be a saint, forgive me Feel the light that I was blessed with has diminished I'm haunted, by the visions of my youth true come to expect my expectations aren't true But I'm a of believing my lies And you can't me, and I can break at the speed of light
I'm afraid to the bed, what if she want money later Like she got off, uh, hit my lawyer for some paper I'm afraid to speak my pains like you're lucky you at You cool but complaining 'bout all dat That's why I'm showing up I'm not be a dick, but my time is not to waste For myself, for the talk with my sensei, where my sense at? go round, Lincoln towncar pick me up Drop me off, I got bubble under my biceps, me into the sidestep Ego is getting up, I be on butterfly effect Fuck it I'll be myself now, tell 'em I no shit now Tell 'em they for me now, tell 'em my tears, they bleed down Tell 'em I work what, what time for me now who is me now, wondering where you been now you in crowds, I see you now, fourteen, I see 'em all of me now Bank account less fees now, make it from ways to feed now Thinking of ways to be everything but now
It's crazy how things that are best reminisce when we check It's crazy how who left started feeling out when we step for health Still accustomed to filled with solitude I don't remember to call goodnight I always remember my altitude I don't always remember to stop the But I might check my sight, it ain't I know, but my strife overwhelms, every night Until I'm forced to my eyes Brain disease, parasite, me from inside bleed, I can't believe, how I'm sleeping through the night