I could barely rap, I could barely I could laugh, I could barely hang And there's a male stripper a belly dance For me and my boyfriend still the And I'm drunk as fuck, sucks up For a reason to get my up And the reason I care about Is a good reason just to hire me But honestly, see my mom can't walk and her lungs work like they used to And I feel like it's my fault of music I be saying shit to fucking ruined it, I'm truant But truthfully, the words had damage and it's me But even cruel to be, this is here for you niggas paid to hear me
I be wondering, why I been tripping off And I probably spend my time rhymes in the dentist's office That's killing two birds one stone I was younger, way before I was grown I wanted a deal Death Row or Rhymesayers I'm saving my for mics later I might save it, depending on the shit that y'all later I hate writers; I hate tweets; I hate They hate truth; hate peace; they want my niggas to burn
Flicking on the face of my wrist the time stop just to speak up, watch life unfold And the tick-tocks, speeding down the one way Fuck these signs, fuck these lights, put my life on the it feel right, I'm fine, no I'm not lyin', don't ask me I'll pay the fine, I'll pay the toll, just I don't crash it But hey, if I do, it will be a blaze of Engulfed by the manifestation of behind me All my I've felt inadequate, and through the years dealt with Tragedy after tragedy, God, a message Send a messenger my way, never claimed to be a saint, me Feel the light that I was blessed with has diminished I'm haunted, by the visions of my youth true I've come to expect my aren't true But I'm a master of believing my And you break me, and I can break at the speed of light
I'm afraid to share the bed, what if she money later Like she got off, uh, hit my lawyer for some paper I'm to speak my pains like you're lucky where you at You but quit complaining 'bout all dat That's why I'm up late I'm not tryna be a dick, but my time is not to For myself, for the talk with my sensei, where my sense at? Four-cylinder go round, Lincoln pick me up Drop me off, I got under my biceps, meet me into the sidestep Ego is getting up, I be on butterfly effect Fuck it be myself now, tell 'em I take no shit now Tell 'em they for me now, tell 'em my tears, they bleed down Tell 'em I work like what, time for me now who is me now, wondering where you been now you in crowds, I see you now, fourteen, I see 'em all of me now Bank account less fees now, make it from ways to feed now of ways to be everything but right now
It's crazy how that are best reminisce when we check ourselves It's crazy how people who started feeling out when we step for health Still accustomed to filled with solitude I always remember to call goodnight I don't always remember my I don't always remember to stop the But I check my sight, it ain't right Yeah I know, but my strife overwhelms, every Until I'm forced to close my Brain disease, parasite, me from inside Emotions bleed, I can't believe, how I'm through the night