I could barely rap, I barely dance I could laugh, I could barely hang And there's a male stripper a belly dance For me and my boyfriend still the And I'm drunk as fuck, sucks up For a to get my bucks up And the reason I care about Is a good reason just to hire me But honestly, see my mom can't walk and her lungs don't like they used to And I feel like it's my fault of music I be saying shit just to ruined it, I'm truant But truthfully, the words had and it's fooling me But more cruel to be, this is here for you niggas paid to hear me
Sometimes I be wondering, why I tripping off And I should probably spend my writing in the dentist's office That's killing two birds with one When I was younger, way I was grown I wanted a deal with Row or Rhymesayers I'm saving my time for later I might save it, on the shit that y'all write later I hate writers; I hate I hate journalists They hate truth; they hate they want my niggas to burn
on the face of my wrist watch Watch the time stop just to up, watch life unfold And between the tick-tocks, speeding the one way Fuck these signs, fuck lights, put my life on the line When it right, I'm fine, no I'm not lyin', don't ask me I'll pay the fine, I'll pay the toll, just hope I crash it But hey, if I do, it will be a blaze of Engulfed by the manifestation of death me All my life I've inadequate, and through the years I've with Tragedy after tragedy, God, a message Send a messenger my way, never to be a saint, forgive me Feel the light that I was blessed with has diminished I'm haunted, by the visions of my turned true I've come to expect my aren't true But I'm a of believing my lies And you can't break me, and I can at the speed of light
I'm to share the bed, what if she want money later Like she got off, uh, hit my lawyer for some paper I'm to speak my pains like you're lucky where you at You cool but quit complaining all dat why I'm showing up late I'm not tryna be a dick, but my is not to waste For myself, for the small with my sensei, where my sense at? Four-cylinder go round, Lincoln towncar me up Drop me off, I got bubble my biceps, meet me into the sidestep Ego is getting sized up, I be on effect Fuck it I'll be now, tell 'em I take no shit now Tell 'em they work for me now, tell 'em my tears, they down 'em I work like what, what time for me now Wondering who is me now, where you been now you in crowds, I see you now, fourteen, I see 'em all of me now Bank account with fees now, make it from ways to feed now Thinking of ways to be but right now
It's crazy how that are best reminisce when we check ourselves It's crazy how people who started feeling left out when we step for Still accustomed to nights filled with I don't always remember to call I don't always my altitude I don't always remember to stop the But I might check my sight, it right Yeah I know, but my strife overwhelms, every Until I'm to close my eyes Brain disease, parasite, eating me inside Emotions bleed, I believe, how I'm sleeping through the night