I could barely rap, I could barely I could barely laugh, I could barely And there's a stripper doing a belly dance For me and my boyfriend the same And I'm as fuck, nigga sucks up For a reason to get my up And the reason I care society Is a good enough reason just to me But honestly, see my mom can't walk and her lungs work like they used to And I like it's my fault 'cause of music I be saying shit just to ruined it, I'm truant But truthfully, the words had damage and fooling me But even more to be, this is for you niggas that paid to hear me
Sometimes I be wondering, why I tripping off And I should spend my time rhymes in the dentist's office That's killing two birds with one I was younger, way before I was grown I wanted a deal with Row or Rhymesayers I'm saving my for mics later I might it, depending on the shit that y'all write later I hate writers; I hate tweets; I journalists They hate truth; they hate they want my niggas to burn
Flicking on the face of my wrist Watch the time stop just to speak up, life unfold And the tick-tocks, speeding down the one way Fuck these signs, fuck lights, put my life on the line When it right, I'm fine, no I'm not lyin', don't ask me I'll pay the fine, I'll pay the toll, just hope I don't it But hey, if I do, it be a blaze of glory Engulfed by the of death behind me All my I've felt inadequate, and through the years I've dealt after tragedy, God, send a message Send a my way, never claimed to be a saint, forgive me Feel like the light that I was blessed with has I'm haunted, by the visions of my turned true I've come to expect my aren't true But I'm a master of believing my And you can't me, and I can break at the speed of light
I'm afraid to share the bed, what if she money later Like she got laid off, uh, hit my lawyer for some I'm afraid to speak my pains like lucky where you at You but quit complaining 'bout all dat That's why I'm showing up I'm not tryna be a dick, but my time is not to For myself, for the small talk with my sensei, my sense at? Four-cylinder go round, towncar pick me up Drop me off, I got bubble under my biceps, meet me into the Ego is getting sized up, I be on effect Fuck it I'll be myself now, 'em I take no shit now Tell 'em they work for me now, 'em my tears, they bleed down Tell 'em I work like what, what for me now Wondering who is me now, wondering you been now you in crowds, I see you now, fourteen, I see 'em all of me now Bank account with less fees now, it from ways to feed now Thinking of ways to be everything but now
It's crazy how things are best reminisce when we check ourselves crazy how people who left started feeling left out when we for health Still accustomed to nights filled with I always remember to call goodnight I don't remember my altitude I don't always remember to stop the But I might check my sight, it ain't Yeah I know, but my overwhelms, every night Until I'm forced to my eyes Brain disease, parasite, me from inside bleed, I can't believe, how I'm sleeping through the night