I could barely rap, I barely dance I could laugh, I could barely hang And a male stripper doing a belly dance For me and my boyfriend the same And I'm as fuck, nigga sucks up For a to get my bucks up And the reason I care society Is a good enough just to hire me But honestly, see my mom walk and her lungs don't work like they used to And I feel like my fault 'cause of music I be saying shit just to fucking it, I'm truant But truthfully, the words had damage and it's me But even cruel to be, is here for you niggas that paid to hear me
Sometimes I be wondering, why I been off And I probably spend my time writing rhymes in the dentist's That's killing two with one stone When I was younger, way I was grown I wanted a with Death Row or Rhymesayers I'm my time for mics later I might it, depending on the shit that y'all write later I hate I hate tweets; I hate journalists They hate truth; they hate peace; they want my niggas to
Flicking on the face of my watch Watch the time stop just to up, watch life unfold And the tick-tocks, speeding down the one way these signs, fuck these lights, put my life on the line When it right, I'm fine, no I'm not lyin', don't ask me I'll pay the fine, I'll pay the toll, just I don't crash it But hey, if I do, it will be a of glory Engulfed by the manifestation of behind me All my I've felt inadequate, and through the years dealt with Tragedy after tragedy, God, a message Send a messenger my way, never to be a saint, forgive me Feel the light that I was blessed with has diminished I'm haunted, by the of my youth turned true I've come to expect my aren't true But I'm a of believing my lies And you can't break me, and I can break at the of light
I'm afraid to share the bed, what if she want later she got laid off, uh, hit my lawyer for some paper I'm afraid to speak my like you're lucky where you at You cool but quit complaining all dat why I'm showing up late I'm not tryna be a dick, but my time is not to For myself, for the small talk my sensei, where my sense at? go round, Lincoln towncar pick me up Drop me off, I got bubble under my biceps, meet me the sidestep Ego is sized up, I be on butterfly effect Fuck it be myself now, tell 'em I take no shit now Tell 'em they for me now, tell 'em my tears, they bleed down Tell 'em I work like what, what for me now Wondering who is me now, where you been now you in crowds, I see you now, fourteen, I see 'em all of me now Bank account with less fees now, make it from ways to now Thinking of ways to be everything but now
It's crazy how things that are reminisce when we check ourselves It's how people who left started feeling left out we step for health Still accustomed to nights filled solitude I don't remember to call goodnight I don't always my altitude I don't always remember to the fight But I might check my sight, it right I know, but my strife overwhelms, every night Until I'm to close my eyes Brain disease, parasite, eating me from Emotions bleed, I can't believe, how I'm sleeping the night