I barely rap, I could barely dance I could barely laugh, I could barely And there's a male stripper doing a belly For me and my boyfriend still the And I'm as fuck, nigga sucks up For a reason to get my up And the I care about society Is a good enough just to hire me But honestly, see my mom can't walk and her lungs don't work like they to And I feel like it's my fault of music I be saying just to fucking ruined it, I'm truant But truthfully, the words had and it's fooling me But more cruel to be, this is for you niggas that paid to hear me
Sometimes I be wondering, why I tripping off And I should probably my time writing rhymes in the office killing two birds with one stone When I was younger, way I was grown I wanted a with Death Row or Rhymesayers I'm my time for mics later I might save it, depending on the shit that y'all write I hate I hate tweets; I hate journalists hate truth; they hate peace; they want my niggas to burn
Flicking on the face of my wrist Watch the time stop just to up, watch life unfold And the tick-tocks, speeding down the one way Fuck these signs, fuck lights, put my life on the line When it feel right, I'm fine, no I'm not lyin', ask me I'll pay the fine, I'll pay the toll, just hope I don't it But hey, if I do, it will be a of glory Engulfed by the manifestation of death me All my life felt inadequate, and through the years I've dealt Tragedy after tragedy, God, send a Send a my way, never claimed to be a saint, forgive me like the light that I was blessed with has diminished I'm haunted, by the visions of my youth true I've to expect my expectations aren't true But I'm a of believing my lies And you break me, and I can break at the speed of light
I'm afraid to share the bed, if she want money later Like she got laid off, uh, hit my lawyer for some I'm afraid to speak my like you're lucky where you at You but quit complaining 'bout all dat That's why I'm showing up I'm not be a dick, but my time is not to waste For myself, for the small talk with my sensei, where my at? Four-cylinder go round, Lincoln pick me up Drop me off, I got bubble under my biceps, me into the sidestep Ego is getting sized up, I be on butterfly Fuck it I'll be myself now, 'em I take no shit now Tell 'em they for me now, tell 'em my tears, they bleed down Tell 'em I work what, what time for me now who is me now, wondering where you been now you in crowds, I see you now, fourteen, I see 'em all of me now Bank account with less fees now, make it ways to feed now Thinking of ways to be everything but now
It's how things that are best reminisce when we check ourselves It's crazy how who left started feeling out when we step for health accustomed to nights filled with solitude I don't always to call goodnight I don't remember my altitude I always remember to stop the fight But I might my sight, it ain't right I know, but my strife overwhelms, every night Until I'm forced to my eyes disease, parasite, eating me from inside Emotions bleed, I can't believe, how I'm through the night