[Intro: "Blackboy Harris (talking)] I been in jail eight months the last time, bruh I done read the bible. I done read the whole new testament bruh and I'm finna get back on the old testament, bruh, I done read the whole new testament when I was in jail, bruh, back and forth, once bruh. Done read the whole thing and I read parts of the old testament, bruh. I'm spiritually connected bruh, trust me bruh, motherfuckers don't know, I don't talk bout it that much but I know who, where I'm at with God, bruh. And I don't feel like God gone make me do the whole time, bruh. I feel like he just teaching me a lesson bruh, and teaching all my niggas who fuck with me a lesson too, bruh. Yall niggas can learn off this shit bruh, yall niggas might be damn bruh....
Like, this get real for me too You what I'm saying? listen
1] Man look at all the shit I'm dealing with This E&J, I'm it begin, I'm three shots in Got one that I still ain't lit Got charges that I'm really still on But look at all the money that I done Zone 6 turned a war zone And tryna go up on rent My mama sell her condo Shit got a little crazy Ever since some came and totaled my Hondo Now I'm round in a Benz And I'm my friends and we all just flexing You know we not And keep saying "Boy you gotta stop and texting" But I'm tryna make these moves Gotta keep my mind off of all bullshit Cause shit done got a little If I don't busy nigga might just lose it shit done got a little iffy If I don't stay busy nigga might just it But I'm just too cool for You better cause I'm creepin' And if you was you was a fool for that I'm on my probation (fuck it) Tryna stay on top of So I don't got no time to be wasting And I be mind my business But I got fuck niggas they still hating But they don't even what I been through Need to worrying bout me And worry bout yo bitch asking my Benz do
I'm bout to spark in my It's only for the king I'm feeling like I'm the I'm feeling the supreme This crown is becoming a I guess the life of a king I'm feeling I'm the greatest I'm feeling like the
2] Man look at all the that's happening All this still kinda baffling I remember thinking suicide When life was getting too Actually a really tried it But it didn't work out for me I guess I was a little I guess God had route for me I guess I should this last one I'm trying to but who can I trust? Got my own niggas pull a fast one And I got some niggas doing time in the gang Man they need to free my nigga (free Blackboy) Man I miss my Ryan I swear shit get so depressing Wishing they had visitation in I guess it all me fearless none of these niggas are a threat to me I wait til my ex hear this Just know you'll be a regret to me I'm bucking on my I smell like a pound My heart is so cold and so My head so heavy the crown I'm feeling like I'm the I been down but came back on my throne Fuck it I feel the bravest Better I'm doing this on my own Better I'm doing this for my niggas All of my niggas stayed down the jump I'm coming for figures I take premium gas on my pump
Damn I'm up I'm just, I'm just, I'm tryna hold it
3] I'm so fucking faded I think I need to down a bit But I can't slow down til I make it You everything's peachy Like I got it easy like its an That hating so ineffective I know its all subjective I'm tryna give you a perspective I'm tryna you a look at my life I to jail but I'm not going back My daddy always stay humble Stay outta and try not to slack Cause its all about the So ima keep counting my And I'm learning my lessons A nigga get so fucking tired of these Like what is yo And when the fuck did you start How did you get a Boy yo folks must have trapping I'm bout to let niggas it But I'm too paid for that can keep judging while I'm busy cutting the check You I got the spade for that
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[Outro: Evan 'Blackboy' (talking)] I want everybody to be like this a reality check, a lot of shit that's been happening bruh, since niggas done graduated and shit, bruh. We grown as fuck bruh, real bruh. This real life nigga, we out here on this shit bruh...