[Intro: "Blackboy Harris (talking)] I been in jail eight months the last time, bruh I done read the bible. I done read the whole new testament bruh and I'm finna get back on the old testament, bruh, I done read the whole new testament when I was in jail, bruh, back and forth, once bruh. Done read the whole thing and I read parts of the old testament, bruh. I'm spiritually connected bruh, trust me bruh, motherfuckers don't know, I don't talk bout it that much but I know who, where I'm at with God, bruh. And I don't like God gone make me do the whole time, bruh. I feel like he just teaching me a lesson bruh, and teaching all my niggas who fuck with me a lesson too, bruh. Yall niggas can learn off this shit bruh, yall niggas might be like damn bruh....
Like, shit get real for me too You know I'm saying? Just
1] Man look at all the shit I'm dealing with This E&J, I'm it begin, I'm three shots in Got another one I still ain't lit Got charges that I'm really still on But look at all the money I done spent 6 turned into a war zone And Buckhead tryna go up on My mama tryna her condo done got a little crazy Ever since some nigga came and totaled my Now I'm round in a Benz And I'm with my friends and we all flexing You we not playing And mama keep "Boy you gotta driving and texting" But I'm tryna make moves mama Gotta keep my mind off of all this Cause shit done got a iffy If I stay busy nigga might just lose it Said shit done got a little If I don't stay busy might just lose it But I'm just too cool for You prepare cause I'm creepin' And if you was you was a fool for that I'm on my probation (fuck it) Tryna on top of school So I really don't got no time to be And I be tryna my business But I got fuck niggas they still hating But don't even know what I been through Need to stop worrying me And bout yo bitch asking what my Benz do
I'm to spark in my castle It's only for the king I'm feeling like I'm the I'm feeling the supreme This crown is becoming a I guess it's the of a king I'm like I'm the greatest I'm feeling the supreme
2] Man look at all the shit that's All this shit still baffling I remember thinking bout life was getting too hassling Actually a nigga tried it But it really work out for me I guess I was a misguided I guess God had another for me I guess I should light last one I'm to adjust but who can I trust? Got my own niggas pull a fast one And I got some niggas doing in the chain gang Man they need to my nigga Evan (free Blackboy) Man I my nigga Ryan I swear shit get so depressing Wishing had visitation in heaven I guess it all me fearless Cause none of niggas are a threat to me I can't til my ex hear this Just you'll always be a regret to me I'm on my probation I probably smell a pound My heart is so cold and so My head so heavy from the I'm feeling I'm the greatest Cause I been down but came on my throne it I feel like the bravest Better know I'm this on my own Better know I'm doing this for my All of my niggas down from the jump I'm coming for seven I take premium gas on my pump
Damn I'm up I'm just, I'm just, I'm tryna it together
3] I'm so fucking faded I think I need to down a bit But I can't down til after I make it You thinking peachy Like I got it easy like its an That hating shit so I know that its all I'm tryna you a different perspective I'm tryna give you a look at my I been to but I'm not going back My daddy said always humble Stay outta and try not to slack Cause its all the progression So ima keep counting my And I'm learning my lessons A nigga get so tired of these questions Like is yo orientation? And when the fuck did you rapping? How did you get a Boy yo folks must have trapping I'm bout to let niggas it But I'm too paid for that Yall can judging while I'm busy cutting the check You know I got the spade for
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[Outro: 'Blackboy' Harris (talking)] I want everybody to be like this a reality check, a lot of shit that's been bruh, since niggas done graduated and shit, bruh. We grown as fuck bruh, this real bruh. This real life nigga, we out here on this shit bruh...