[Intro: Evan "Blackboy (talking)] I been in jail eight months the last time, bruh I done the bible. I done read the whole new testament bruh and I'm finna get back on the old testament, bruh, I done read the whole new testament when I was in jail, bruh, back and forth, once bruh. Done read the whole thing and I read parts of the old testament, bruh. I'm spiritually connected bruh, trust me bruh, motherfuckers don't know, I don't talk bout it that much but I know who, where I'm at with God, bruh. And I don't feel like God gone make me do the whole time, bruh. I feel like he just teaching me a lesson bruh, and teaching all my niggas who fuck with me a lesson too, bruh. Yall niggas can learn off this shit bruh, yall niggas might be like damn bruh....
Like, this get real for me too You what I'm saying? Just
1] Man look at all the shit I'm dealing with This E&J, I'm it Let's begin, I'm three in Got another one I still ain't lit Got charges that I'm still paying on But look at all the money I done spent Zone 6 turned into a war And Buckhead tryna go up on My mama tryna her condo done got a little crazy Ever some nigga came and totaled my Hondo Now I'm riding in a Benz And I'm my friends and we all just flexing You we not playing And mama saying "Boy you gotta stop and texting" But I'm tryna make these moves Gotta keep my mind off of all this Cause done got a little iffy If I don't stay busy might just lose it Said done got a little iffy If I don't stay busy nigga just lose it But I'm just too cool for You better prepare I'm creepin' And if you was Then you was a fool for I'm bucking on my (fuck it) Tryna stay on top of So I really got no time to be wasting And I be tryna my business But I got fuck niggas they still hating But they don't know what I been through Need to stop worrying me And worry bout yo bitch what my Benz do
I'm to spark in my castle It's only for the king I'm feeling I'm the greatest I'm feeling the supreme This crown is a hassle I it's the life of a king I'm feeling I'm the greatest I'm like the supreme
2] Man look at all the shit happening All this shit still baffling I remember thinking bout life was getting too hassling Actually a nigga really it But it didn't really out for me I guess I was a misguided I God had another route for me I guess I should light last one I'm trying to adjust but who can I Got my own niggas tryna a fast one And I got some niggas doing in the chain gang Man they need to free my nigga (free Blackboy) Man I my nigga Ryan I this shit get so depressing Wishing they had in heaven I guess it all me fearless Cause none of these are a threat to me I can't wait til my ex hear Just know you'll be a regret to me I'm on my probation I probably like a pound My heart is so and so heavy My head so heavy the crown I'm feeling like I'm the Cause I been down but came on my throne Fuck it I feel the bravest know I'm doing this on my own Better know I'm doing for my niggas All of my niggas stayed from the jump I'm coming for seven I take premium gas on my pump
Damn I'm up I'm just, I'm just, I'm tryna hold it
3] I'm so fucking faded I think I need to slow a bit But I can't down til after I make it You everything's peachy Like I got it easy like its an That hating so ineffective I that its all subjective I'm tryna give you a different I'm tryna you a look at my life I been to but I'm not going back My daddy always stay humble Stay outta and try not to slack its all about the progression So ima keep my blessings And I'm still learning my A nigga get so fucking of these questions Like is yo orientation? And when the fuck did you rapping? How did you get a Boy yo folks must have trapping I'm bout to let niggas it But I'm just too paid for Yall can keep judging while I'm cutting the check You know I got the for that
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[Outro: Evan 'Blackboy' (talking)] I want everybody to be like this a reality check, a lot of shit that's been happening bruh, since niggas done graduated and shit, bruh. We grown as fuck bruh, real bruh. This real life nigga, we out here on this shit bruh...