[Intro: Evan "Blackboy (talking)] I been in jail eight months the last time, bruh I done read the bible. I done read the whole new testament bruh and I'm finna get back on the old testament, bruh, I done read the whole new testament when I was in jail, bruh, back and forth, once bruh. Done read the whole thing and I read parts of the old testament, bruh. I'm spiritually connected bruh, trust me bruh, motherfuckers don't know, I don't talk bout it that much but I know who, where I'm at with God, bruh. And I don't feel like God gone me do the whole time, bruh. I feel like he just teaching me a lesson bruh, and teaching all my niggas who fuck with me a lesson too, bruh. Yall niggas can learn off this shit bruh, yall niggas might be like damn bruh....
Like, this shit get for me too You know I'm saying? Just
1] Man look at all the that I'm dealing with This E&J, I'm it Let's begin, I'm shots in Got another one I still ain't lit Got charges I'm really still paying on But at all the money that I done spent 6 turned into a war zone And tryna go up on rent My mama tryna sell her Shit got a little crazy Ever since some nigga and totaled my Hondo Now I'm riding round in a And I'm with my friends and we all just You know we not And mama keep "Boy you stop driving and texting" But I'm make these moves mama Gotta keep my mind off of all this Cause shit done got a little If I don't stay busy nigga might lose it Said shit done got a little If I don't stay busy nigga just lose it But I'm just too cool for You better prepare I'm creepin' And if you was you was a fool for that I'm bucking on my (fuck it) Tryna stay on top of So I really don't got no time to be And I be mind my business But I got these fuck they still hating But don't even know what I been through to stop worrying bout me And bout yo bitch asking what my Benz do
I'm bout to in my castle It's only right for the I'm feeling like I'm the I'm feeling like the crown is becoming a hassle I guess it's the of a king I'm feeling I'm the greatest I'm feeling the supreme
2] Man look at all the shit happening All this shit still baffling I thinking bout suicide When was getting too hassling Actually a nigga really it But it didn't work out for me I guess I was a little I guess God had another for me I guess I light this last one I'm trying to adjust but who can I Got my own niggas tryna a fast one And I got some niggas doing time in the gang Man need to free my nigga Evan (free Blackboy) Man I my nigga Ryan I swear shit get so depressing they had visitation in heaven I guess it all made me Cause none of these niggas are a to me I can't til my ex hear this Just know always be a regret to me I'm on my probation I smell like a pound My heart is so cold and so My head so heavy from the I'm like I'm the greatest Cause I been down but came back on my Fuck it I feel like the know I'm doing this on my own Better I'm doing this for my niggas All of my niggas stayed down the jump I'm coming for figures I only take gas on my pump
Damn I'm up I'm just, I'm just, I'm tryna hold it
3] I'm feeling so fucking I think I need to down a bit But I can't down til after I make it You thinking everything's Like I got it easy like its an That shit so ineffective I that its all subjective I'm tryna you a different perspective I'm tryna give you a at my life I been to but I'm not going back My daddy said always humble Stay outta trouble and try not to its all about the progression So ima keep my blessings And I'm learning my lessons A nigga get so fucking tired of these what is yo orientation? And when the did you start rapping? How did you get a Boy yo folks must have trapping I'm to let niggas have it But I'm just too paid for Yall can keep judging while I'm busy cutting the You know I got the for that
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[Outro: Evan Harris (talking)] I want everybody to be like this a reality check, a lot of shit that's been happening bruh, since niggas done and shit, bruh. We grown as fuck bruh, this real bruh. This real life nigga, we out here on this shit bruh...