[Intro: Evan "Blackboy (talking)] I been in jail eight months the last time, bruh I done read the bible. I done read the whole new testament bruh and I'm finna get back on the old testament, bruh, I done read the whole new testament when I was in jail, bruh, back and forth, once bruh. Done read the whole thing and I read parts of the old testament, bruh. I'm spiritually connected bruh, trust me bruh, motherfuckers don't know, I don't talk bout it that much but I know who, where I'm at with God, bruh. And I feel like God gone make me do the whole time, bruh. I feel like he just teaching me a lesson bruh, and teaching all my niggas who fuck with me a lesson too, bruh. Yall niggas can learn off this shit bruh, yall niggas might be like damn bruh....
Like, shit get real for me too You know I'm saying? Just
1] Man look at all the shit that I'm dealing This E&J, I'm it Let's begin, I'm three in Got another one I still ain't lit Got charges that I'm really paying on But look at all the that I done spent Zone 6 into a war zone And Buckhead tryna go up on My mama tryna sell her Shit done got a little Ever since some nigga came and my Hondo Now I'm round in a Benz And I'm with my friends and we all flexing You know we not And mama saying "Boy you stop driving and texting" But I'm tryna make moves mama keep my mind off of all this bullshit Cause shit done got a iffy If I don't stay busy nigga just lose it Said shit done got a little If I don't busy nigga might just lose it But I'm just too cool for You better prepare cause I'm And if you was Then you was a for that I'm bucking on my (fuck it) Tryna on top of school So I really got no time to be wasting And I be mind my business But I got fuck niggas they still hating But they even know what I been through to stop worrying bout me And worry bout yo asking what my Benz do
I'm bout to spark in my It's right for the king I'm feeling like I'm the I'm feeling the supreme This crown is becoming a I it's the life of a king I'm feeling like I'm the I'm like the supreme
2] Man look at all the shit happening All shit still kinda baffling I remember bout suicide life was getting too hassling Actually a nigga tried it But it didn't really out for me I I was a little misguided I God had another route for me I I should light this last one I'm trying to but who can I trust? Got my own tryna pull a fast one And I got some niggas doing time in the gang Man they to free my nigga Evan (free Blackboy) Man I my nigga Ryan I this shit get so depressing Wishing had visitation in heaven I guess it all me fearless Cause none of niggas are a threat to me I can't wait til my ex hear Just know you'll always be a to me I'm bucking on my I probably like a pound My heart is so and so heavy My so heavy from the crown I'm feeling I'm the greatest Cause I been down but back on my throne Fuck it I feel the bravest Better I'm doing this on my own Better know I'm doing for my niggas All of my niggas stayed down the jump I'm for seven figures I only premium gas on my pump
Damn I'm up I'm just, I'm just, I'm tryna it together
3] I'm so fucking faded I think I need to down a bit But I can't slow down til after I it You thinking peachy Like I got it like its an elective hating shit so ineffective I know its all subjective I'm tryna give you a different I'm give you a look at my life I been to jail but I'm not going My daddy always stay humble Stay trouble and try not to slack its all about the progression So ima keep my blessings And I'm learning my lessons A get so fucking tired of these questions what is yo orientation? And when the did you start rapping? How did you get a Boy yo folks must have been I'm to let niggas have it But I'm just too paid for Yall can keep judging while I'm cutting the check You know I got the for that
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[Outro: 'Blackboy' Harris (talking)] I want everybody to be like this a reality check, a lot of shit that's been happening bruh, since niggas done graduated and shit, bruh. We grown as fuck bruh, this real bruh. This real life nigga, we out here on this bruh...