[Intro: "Blackboy Harris (talking)] I been in jail eight months the last time, bruh I done read the bible. I done read the whole new testament bruh and I'm finna get on the old testament, bruh, I done read the whole new testament when I was in jail, bruh, back and forth, once bruh. Done read the whole thing and I read parts of the old testament, bruh. I'm spiritually connected bruh, trust me bruh, motherfuckers don't know, I don't talk bout it that much but I know who, where I'm at with God, bruh. And I don't feel like God gone make me do the whole time, bruh. I feel like he just teaching me a lesson bruh, and teaching all my niggas who fuck with me a lesson too, bruh. Yall niggas can learn off this shit bruh, yall niggas might be like damn bruh....
Like, shit get real for me too You what I'm saying? listen
1] Man look at all the shit that I'm dealing E&J, I'm feelin' it Let's begin, I'm three in Got another one I still ain't lit Got charges that I'm really paying on But look at all the money that I done 6 turned into a war zone And tryna go up on rent My mama sell her condo Shit done got a crazy Ever since some came and totaled my Hondo Now I'm riding round in a And I'm my friends and we all just flexing You we not playing And mama saying "Boy you gotta driving and texting" But I'm tryna make moves mama keep my mind off of all this bullshit Cause shit done got a iffy If I don't stay busy nigga might just it shit done got a little iffy If I don't stay busy nigga just lose it But I'm too cool for that You prepare cause I'm creepin' And if you was Then you was a for that I'm bucking on my (fuck it) Tryna stay on top of So I really don't got no time to be And I be tryna my business But I got these fuck niggas they hating But don't even know what I been through to stop worrying bout me And worry yo bitch asking what my Benz do
I'm to spark in my castle It's only right for the I'm feeling I'm the greatest I'm feeling like the This is becoming a hassle I guess it's the life of a I'm like I'm the greatest I'm like the supreme
2] Man look at all the that's happening All this shit still baffling I thinking bout suicide When life was getting too Actually a nigga really it But it didn't really out for me I guess I was a misguided I guess God had route for me I guess I should this last one I'm trying to but who can I trust? Got my own niggas tryna a fast one And I got some niggas doing time in the chain Man they need to free my Evan (free Blackboy) Man I miss my Ryan I swear this shit get so Wishing they had in heaven I guess it all made me Cause none of niggas are a threat to me I can't til my ex hear this Just you'll always be a regret to me I'm bucking on my I smell like a pound My is so cold and so heavy My head so from the crown I'm like I'm the greatest Cause I down but came back on my throne Fuck it I feel the bravest Better know I'm doing on my own Better I'm doing this for my niggas All of my niggas down from the jump I'm for seven figures I only premium gas on my pump
Damn I'm up I'm just, I'm just, I'm hold it together
3] I'm feeling so faded I think I to slow down a bit But I can't slow down til after I it You thinking peachy Like I got it easy like its an That shit so ineffective I know its all subjective I'm tryna give you a perspective I'm tryna you a look at my life I been to jail but I'm not back My daddy always stay humble Stay outta and try not to slack Cause its all about the So ima counting my blessings And I'm learning my lessons A get so fucking tired of these questions Like what is yo And the fuck did you start rapping? How did you get a Boy yo folks must have been I'm to let niggas have it But I'm too paid for that Yall can keep judging while I'm busy the check You know I got the spade for
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[Outro: Evan Harris (talking)] I want everybody to be like this a reality check, a lot of that's been happening bruh, since niggas done graduated and shit, bruh. We grown as fuck bruh, this real bruh. This real life nigga, we out here on this shit bruh...