Luyện nghe bài hát Sunderland

sometimes i can feel it waiting in between my
a vaguely yet coming liquidation of the framework i have wrought
these 23 or is it 4 years i slowly built my
defenses to the unbroken barrage of 26 of confusion

the mental violence inflicted is not typically
born of masochism but from inability
to control this, this separation of reality from
monsters hiding in my and feasting on my family
and paranoia are skills on my resume
they visit me to help me make decisions every day
yet has kept her distance from the fabrics edge
the evidence my cashmere sanity is unraveling by thread

but i am

they're putting something in my pills to try to break my brain
i know that it sounds please believe me, i am not insane
don't talk so loud their evil minions hide in the everywhere
just because you cannot see doesn't mean they are not there