"This is a that I wrote, when I was on some Low down, low feelin' depressed shit You know what I'm It contains three suicide letters to my Oh, actually two suicide letters, you know what I'm I it in a rhyme form but I'm tryin' to read it To the best of my abilities, you what I'm sayin' So bear with me, listen to the lyrics, it out"
Picture me in a blasted Never nobody knew how long the lasted Keep my tight, I'm frightened but I fights like Tyson When playin' game of life, I'm losin' to be enlightened
Absorb my mind state, reduce the crime And me out, when runnin' toward the Lord I see 'em me out shook me So church I play hookie
to the words of a brother The stutters so you better, better Get the get the ready a killer, killer like Skagnetti
My brains contaminated, rotten Wasn't me killed you, who was it? What was it? The effects of the mildew, my wilted In my eyes the is a bit tilted Lord, take me before somebody else gets killed Blood spilled,
This is the letter to my homies, I'll be God told me to behold a horse but I didn't listen It's man, my life is scarred man I'm losin' my mind so now time, sincerely sign N9NE
(I just die) I wanna wake up I don't wanna the way that I feel I'm hangin' on (I just die) I wanna wake up I wanna 'cuz the way it has to be
(I wanna die) I don't wake up I don't 'cuz That's the way that I I'm hangin' on (I just die) I don't wanna up I don't 'cuz the way it has to be
I made your life a livin' Hell with my Remember tellin' me all I give a damn about Is stems and melodies Remember you spent 30 in the hospital parkin' lot cryin' When the test read the baby of another woman was mine 99.99
You should've left a long ago like Mary J say Just let it go Ray J, can't I know mamma heard you yelling mayday my life tryin' to RA to the P You sick of me always B to the ROK to the E
Now there's nothin' else of me I was a bum but you wanted some Through the rain, and thunder Foul ups, and blunders but no man shall tear asunder
Is you said You should've put bullets in my head When you that evil instinct was a song the events actually went on
This is the letter to my homie, my Who put up me for 8 so now to take me Really quickly is my fate, I'm For it hard, I know your scarred I'm losing my mind, so now it's time sign, N9ne
(I just die) I don't wanna up I don't wanna That's the way I feel I'm hangin' on (I just die) I wanna wake up I wanna 'cuz the way it has to be
(I just die) I wanna wake up I don't wanna That's the way I feel I'm hangin' on (I just die) I wanna wake up I don't 'cuz the way it has to be
I ya'll, the dynamic duo, my babies It ain't fault that your daddy's crazy Donny, I miss your drummin' me One day you'll be Leelee, I you in my face Yellin', "Daddy, you doin'?"
You two are the reason why I'm still today But I'm 1600 miles and you get my heart sinkin' When I start about you babies, I heavily start drinkin' On a daily puffin', I'm my heart, I gots to toughin' Can't see me my angels with nothin' so I keep bussin'
Use my for you two, I've gotta come up in the game Fly to an island so one day you can do the same with yours Love you galore and I ain't makin' me put an end To this suicidal mind sayin'
(I just die) I don't wake up I don't 'cuz the way that I feel I'm hangin' on I don't wake up I don't 'cuz the way it has to be
I don't wanna up I don't 'cuz That's the way I feel I'm barely on I don't wanna up I wanna 'cuz the way it has to be
So we're gonna sit back Write these rhymes, make bills Chill, no more, N9ne