"This is a piece that I wrote, when I was on Low down, down low feelin' depressed You know I'm sayin' It contains three suicide to my peeps Oh, actually two suicide letters, you know what I'm I it in a rhyme form but I'm tryin' to read it To the best of my abilities, you know I'm sayin' So with me, listen to the lyrics, check it out"
Picture me in a casket Never nobody knew how long the pain Keep my eyes tight, I'm frightened but I like Tyson When playin' game of life, I'm losin' to be enlightened
Absorb my mind state, reduce the crime And take me out, when runnin' the Lord I see 'em fake me out me So from church I play
Listen to the of a brother The sick stutters so you better, Get the get the bags Comes a killer, killer like
My contaminated, hella rotten Wasn't me killed you, who was it? What was it? The effects of the mildew, my brain's In my eyes the world is a bit Lord, take me before somebody else gets killed Blood spilled,
This is the letter to my homies, be missin' God told me to behold a pale but I didn't listen hard man, my life is scarred man I'm losin' my mind so now time, sincerely sign N9NE
(I wanna die) I wanna wake up I wanna 'cuz That's the way that I I'm hangin' on (I just die) I wanna wake up I wanna 'cuz the way it has to be
(I just die) I don't wake up I wanna 'cuz That's the way that I I'm hangin' on (I wanna die) I don't wanna up I don't 'cuz the way it has to be
I made your life a Hell with my infidelity Remember your tellin' me all I give a about Is weed and melodies Remember you spent 30 minutes in the parkin' lot cryin' When the blood test read the baby of woman was mine 99.99
You left a long time ago like Mary J say Just let it go Ray J, can't I your mamma heard you yelling mayday Spent my tryin' to RA to the P You sick of me always B to the ROK to the E
Now nothin' else left of me I was a bum but you wanted some Through the rain, and thunder Foul ups, bleeps and but no man shall tear asunder
Is what you You put multi bullets in my head When you found that instinct was a song Where the actually went on
This is the to my homie, my friend Who put up with me for 8 so now to me quickly is my fate, I'm sorry For making it hard, I know your I'm losing my mind, so now time sincerely sign, N9ne
(I just die) I don't wanna up I don't 'cuz That's the way that I I'm barely on (I wanna die) I wanna wake up I wanna 'cuz the way it has to be
(I wanna die) I wanna wake up I don't wanna That's the way I feel I'm barely on (I just die) I wanna wake up I wanna 'cuz the way it has to be
I love ya'll, the duo, my babies It ain't fault that your daddy's crazy Donny, I miss your drummin' me One day you'll be Leelee, I miss you in my Yellin', "Daddy, you doin'?"
You two are the why I'm still standin' today But I'm 1600 miles away and you get my heart I start thinkin' about you babies, I heavily start drinkin' On a puffin', I'm seeing my heart, I gots to toughin' Can't see me leavin' my with nothin' so I keep bussin'
Use my pain for you two, I've gotta up in the game Fly palne to an island so one day you can do the same with Love you and I ain't playin' makin' me put an end To this suicidal mind state
(I wanna die) I don't wanna up I wanna 'cuz That's the way that I I'm barely on I wanna wake up I don't 'cuz the way it has to be
I don't wake up I don't wanna That's the way I feel I'm hangin' on I don't wanna up I don't 'cuz the way it has to be
So we're gonna sit back Write these rhymes, make these Chill, no more, N9ne