"This is a piece that I wrote, when I was on Low down, down low feelin' depressed You what I'm sayin' It three suicide letters to my peeps Oh, actually two suicide letters, you know what I'm I wrote it in a rhyme form but I'm tryin' to it To the of my abilities, you know what I'm sayin' So with me, listen to the lyrics, check it out"
Picture me in a blasted Never nobody knew how long the pain Keep my eyes tight, I'm frightened but I fights like When playin' game of life, I'm losin' to be enlightened
Absorb my mind state, reduce the rate And take me out, runnin' toward the Lord I see 'em me out shook me So from church I hookie
to the words of a brother The stutters so you better, better Get the get the bags Comes a killer, like Skagnetti
My brains contaminated, rotten Wasn't me killed you, who was it? What was it? The of the mildew, my brain's wilted In my eyes the is a bit tilted Lord, take me away before somebody else gets Blood spilled,
is the letter to my homies, I'll be missin' God told me to behold a pale horse but I listen It's man, my life is scarred man I'm losin' my mind so now time, sincerely sign N9NE
(I wanna die) I don't wake up I don't 'cuz That's the way that I I'm barely on (I just die) I don't wanna up I wanna 'cuz the way it has to be
(I wanna die) I don't wake up I don't 'cuz the way that I feel I'm hangin' on (I wanna die) I wanna wake up I wanna 'cuz the way it has to be
I made your a livin' Hell with my infidelity your tellin' me all I give a damn about Is stems and melodies Remember you spent 30 minutes in the hospital parkin' lot the blood test read the baby of another woman was mine 99.99
You should've left a long time ago like J say Just let it go like Ray J, I know your heard you yelling mayday Spent my tryin' to RA to the P You sick of me bein' B to the ROK to the E
Now there's else left of me I was a bum but you still wanted the rain, snow and thunder Foul ups, and blunders but no man shall tear asunder
Is you said You put multi bullets in my head When you found that instinct was a song Where the events actually on
This is the to my homie, my friend Who put up me for 8 so now to take me quickly is my fate, I'm sorry For it hard, I know your scarred I'm losing my mind, so now it's time sincerely sign,
(I wanna die) I don't wake up I don't wanna the way that I feel I'm barely on (I just die) I don't wanna up I wanna 'cuz the way it has to be
(I just die) I don't wake up I wanna 'cuz That's the way that I I'm barely on (I wanna die) I wanna wake up I don't 'cuz the way it has to be
I ya'll, the dynamic duo, my babies It ain't your fault that your daddy's Donny, I your drummin' like me One day be rulin' Leelee, I miss you in my Yellin', "Daddy, you doin'?"
You two are the reason why I'm still standin' But I'm 1600 miles away and you get my heart When I start thinkin' about you babies, I heavily drinkin' On a daily puffin', I'm seeing my heart, I to toughin' Can't see me leavin' my angels with nothin' so I bussin'
Use my pain for you two, gotta come up in the game Fly palne to an island so one day you can do the same with Love you and I ain't playin' makin' me put an end To this mind state sayin'
(I just die) I don't wanna up I don't wanna That's the way that I I'm hangin' on I don't wanna up I don't wanna the way it has to be
I don't wanna up I don't 'cuz the way that I feel I'm barely on I wanna wake up I don't 'cuz the way it has to be
So we're gonna sit back Write rhymes, make these bills Chill, no more, N9ne