"This is a piece I wrote, when I was on some Low down, down low depressed shit You what I'm sayin' It contains suicide letters to my peeps Oh, two suicide letters, you know what I'm sayin' I wrote it in a rhyme form but I'm to read it To the best of my abilities, you know what I'm So bear with me, to the lyrics, check it out"
Picture me in a blasted Never nobody how long the pain lasted Keep my eyes tight, I'm frightened but I fights like When this game of life, I'm losin' to be enlightened
Absorb my mind state, the crime rate And me out, when runnin' toward the Lord I see 'em fake me out me So from church I play
Listen to the of a brother The sick stutters so you better, Get the get the ready Comes a killer, killer like
My brains contaminated, hella Wasn't me killed you, who was it? What was it? The effects of the mildew, my wilted In my eyes the is a bit tilted Lord, take me away before somebody else gets Blood spilled,
is the letter to my homies, I'll be missin' God told me to behold a pale horse but I listen hard man, my life is scarred man I'm losin' my mind so now it's time, sign N9NE
(I wanna die) I don't wake up I don't 'cuz the way that I feel I'm barely on (I just die) I don't wake up I don't 'cuz the way it has to be
(I wanna die) I don't wanna up I don't wanna the way that I feel I'm hangin' on (I wanna die) I don't wake up I don't wanna the way it has to be
I your life a livin' Hell with my infidelity Remember your tellin' me all I a damn about Is stems and melodies Remember you spent 30 in the hospital parkin' lot cryin' the blood test read the baby of another woman was mine 99.99
You should've a long time ago like Mary J say Just let it go Ray J, can't I your mamma heard you yelling mayday Spent my tryin' to RA to the P You sick of me bein' B to the ROK to the E
Now there's nothin' else of me I was a bum but you still wanted the rain, snow and thunder Foul ups, bleeps and but no man shall tear asunder
Is you said You should've put bullets in my head When you found that evil was a song Where the events went on
This is the letter to my homie, my Who put up me for 8 so now to take me Really quickly is my fate, I'm For it hard, I know your scarred I'm losing my mind, so now it's time sincerely sign,
(I just die) I wanna wake up I don't wanna the way that I feel I'm barely on (I just die) I don't wanna up I wanna 'cuz the way it has to be
(I just die) I don't wake up I wanna 'cuz the way that I feel I'm barely on (I just die) I don't wanna up I don't wanna the way it has to be
I ya'll, the dynamic duo, my babies It ain't fault that your daddy's crazy Donny, I miss your drummin' me One day be rulin' Leelee, I miss you in my Yellin', "Daddy, you doin'?"
You two are the reason why I'm standin' today But I'm 1600 away and you get my heart sinkin' When I start thinkin' about you babies, I heavily drinkin' On a daily puffin', I'm seeing my heart, I gots to Can't see me leavin' my with nothin' so I keep bussin'
Use my pain for you two, I've come up in the game Fly palne to an island so one day you can do the same with Love you galore and I playin' makin' me put an end To this mind state sayin'
(I wanna die) I don't wake up I wanna 'cuz That's the way that I I'm hangin' on I wanna wake up I wanna 'cuz the way it has to be
I don't wake up I don't 'cuz That's the way that I I'm barely on I don't wake up I don't 'cuz the way it has to be
So we're just sit back Write these rhymes, make bills Chill, no more, Tech