When I was sky high not many of you wanted to see me I had one big ego, but I was small I thought I was the man, telling what to do When really they were just using me my skrilla too So look who's now because it definitely ain't me Due to all my fuckery my had to lower my fee With all the money I owe out, I could own me key Instead I sold the house I lived in 'cause I was for free My friends were at me for help when I couldn't help myself And labelled me a no one when the label put me on shelf I weren't eating and they could see I wasn't well all they seemed to care about was my wealth Fuck my See the Tinnitus I have, has always put me through hell Too busy looking out for and not thinking about myself I'm rich and paranoid, who else is tryna' fuck with my Who else is making up lies for another story to Yo, my BM sold like two on me for like 30K My TM was doing dirty on me like almost day Right under my nose, I would have have known So fuck that I'm paranoid and I went through his phone I see a text to his wife They ruined my life Thinking how's all this getting printed overnight? No lie, no lie I know it's in black and And though it's in The Times it's still a big bag of shite! I blame myself for ignorant and opening up But when you're stuck in this industry, you know who to trust I'm where is the love? 'Cause on the flip side, on my life In the I would've opened you up like that, Mumma we ain't going out like that One day I'ma him outside ah, how 'bout dat? You know like Pops used to preach I should've listened Now I bet up there grinning just 'cause I tried fight back I remember the times I used to steal bare from your pouch And pocket any loose change you left around the house I'd do anything to a couple seconds with him alive Instead I'm just with a memory of him dead on the couch Forever pieces together tryna' figure shit out Imagine I was more puzzled, having to give you mouth to mouth My lord was dry blood all down your face I will never the taste, tryna' save the man of the house say 'home is where the heart is' Well my one was on the Mum's got her own key but she prefers it where we Queen of the hood, reminiscing must good Couldn't to buy me trainers now she's cleaning up my books When cleaning up the flat She be the plaques She ain't worried no bailiffs now her baby's paying tax When the press are talking trash, know it ain't facts Why would I smash my own gaff up when my yout's are in the I'd be mad if I sat here tryna' justify article I've already been up and spat out into little particles Even though I'm sensitive and a softy at All I hear is 'rip them 'cause there ain't nobody as hard as you' antagonised, when I hear a bag of lies Everyone's got a past, only difference is mine's Talk about being terrorised, say I'm gonna fall back Your favourite now started out as my support act The scene was way needier, way social media When we used to to radio just to make our lives easier Check my I sold out bare yo They tried to brand me So I climbed outta the hole I kicked the door and left it open for the rest I went platinum three times, so how am I still in 700K on the first, 500 on the When you a shitty deal fam else do you expect? Oi Stormzy you the guy now, I've fucked with Skep' I writ my 32 the first time I heard Wretch I got a chip on my shoulder about who's the best But I beg someone tell Drizzy I'm something fresh I got as far as I am from HAM as I can So for me going jail really part of the plan I came a long way from getting chased down in that So imagine man me, stuck in the can They say I'm too hard headed, and one day I'm gonna Never thought I would be sat here signatures for burn Oi Akhi are you It really don't matter about who you are on the outside or if your wrist is In here, you'll get up to dry for moving wet The only time I'm talking shit, when I'm up my tech Ay so fuck the KG's you have, around your neck Here all that matters is the KG's you're pushing on chest My momma told me keep my head down, quiet How the fuck's that gonna work when [?] got man on a Thinking now I'm at my lowest, life can get better Them man run up in my and try leave holes in my sweater Now I'm here and I got a on my head top, uh Well I'ma double that just get the head top From lobster and steak, to yam and noodles and Thursday's cantine, come any sooner Sitting in my cell wishing that it could be way No charger for the tizzy so I even call you Oi, get and lay down I ain't back to play around Even though I was excluded, industry's still my playground