When I was sky high not of you wanted to see me fall I had one big ego, but I was small I thought I was the man, everybody what to do When really they were just using me my skrilla too So look who's laughing now it definitely ain't me Due to all my my agent had to lower my fee With all the money I owe out, I own me another key Instead I sold the house I lived in 'cause I was working for My were looking at me for help when I couldn't help myself And labelled me a no one the label put me on it's shelf I weren't eating properly and they see I wasn't well Still all they seemed to care was my wealth my health See the Tinnitus thing I have, has put me through hell Too busy looking out for others and not about myself I'm rich and paranoid, who else is tryna' fuck my girl? Who else is making up lies for another story to Yo, my BM sold like two on me for like 30K My TM was doing dirty on me like every day Right under my nose, I would have never known So thank fuck that I'm paranoid and I went through his Fuck I see a to his wife They ruined my life Thinking how's all this information getting printed No lie, no lie I it's in black and white And though it's in The Times it's still a big bag of shite! I blame myself for being and opening up But when you're stuck in this industry, you know who to trust I'm where is the love? 'Cause on the side, on my kid's life In the streets I opened you up Just like that, Mumma we ain't going out like One day I'ma catch him outside ah, how dat? You know like When Pops used to preach I listened Now I bet up there grinning just 'cause I tried fight back I remember the times I used to steal bare weed from your And any loose change you left lying around the house I'd do to spend a couple seconds with him alive Instead I'm just left with a memory of him dead on the Forever pieces together tryna' figure shit out Imagine I was than puzzled, having to give you mouth to mouth My there was dry blood all down your face I will never the taste, tryna' save the man of the house say 'home is where the heart is' Well my one was on the Mum's got her own key but she prefers it we started Queen of the hood, must feel good Couldn't to buy me trainers now she's cleaning up my books she's cleaning up the flat She be polishing the She worried about no bailiffs now her baby's paying tax When the press are trash, know that it ain't facts Why would I my own gaff up when my yout's are in the back I'd be mad if I sat here tryna' justify article I've already been chewed up and spat out little particles Even though I'm sensitive and a at heart All I hear is 'rip them 'cause there ain't nobody as hard as you' antagonised, when I hear a bag of lies Everyone's got a past, difference is mine's glamorised about being terrorised, like say I'm gonna fall back Your artist now started out as my support act The was way needier, way before social media When we to turn to radio just to make our lives easier Check my I sold out bare yo They to brand me urban So I climbed outta the pigeon I down the door and left it open for the rest I went platinum three times, so how am I still in on the first, 500 on the next When you a shitty deal fam else do you expect? Oi Stormzy you the guy now, I've fucked with Skep' I writ my hardest 32 the first I heard Wretch I got a chip on my shoulder about who's the best But I beg someone Drizzy I'm packing something fresh I got as far as I am going HAM as I can So for me going jail weren't really of the plan I a long way from getting chased down in that Megane So imagine man me, stuck in the can They say I'm too hard headed, and one day I'm gonna Never thought I would be sat here signatures for burn Oi Akhi are you It really matter about who you are on the outside or if your wrist is glistening In here, you'll get hung up to dry for wet The only time I'm talking shit, when I'm up my tech Ay so fuck the KG's you have, around your neck Here all that matters is the KG's you're pushing on your My momma me keep my head down, stay quiet How the fuck's that gonna when [?] got man on a diet? Thinking now I'm at my lowest, life can get better Them man run up in my cell and try holes in my sweater Now I'm here and I got a price on my top, uh Well I'ma double that get the pussy' head top lobster and steak, to yam and noodles and tuna Thursday's cantine, come any sooner in my cell wishing that it could be way cooler No charger for the tizzy so I even call you Oi, get and lay down I ain't come back to play Even though I was excluded, this industry's my playground