When I was sky high not many of you to see me fall I had one big ego, but I was small I I was the man, telling everybody what to do When really they just using me including my skrilla too So look who's laughing now because it ain't me Due to all my my agent had to lower my fee With all the money I owe out, I could own me key Instead I sold the house I lived in 'cause I was for free My friends were at me for help when I couldn't help myself And labelled me a no one when the label put me on shelf I weren't eating properly and they could see I wasn't all they seemed to care about was my wealth my health See the Tinnitus thing I have, has always put me hell Too busy looking out for others and not thinking myself I'm rich and paranoid, who else is tryna' fuck with my Who is making up lies for another story to sell? Yo, my BM like two stories on me for like 30K My TM was doing dirty on me almost every day under my nose, I would have never have known So thank fuck I'm paranoid and I went through his phone Fuck I see a to his wife They ruined my life Thinking how's all this information getting overnight? No lie, no lie I know it's in and white And even though it's in The Times still a big bag of shite! I blame myself for ignorant and opening up But when you're stuck in this industry, you don't know who to I'm screaming is the love? 'Cause on the flip side, on my life In the streets I opened you up Just like that, Mumma we ain't out like that One day catch him outside ah, how 'bout dat? You like that When Pops to preach I should've listened Now I bet he's up there grinning just 'cause I fight back I remember the times I used to steal bare weed from your And any loose change you left lying around the house I'd do anything to spend a couple with him alive Instead I'm just left with a memory of him on the couch putting pieces together tryna' figure shit out Imagine I was more than puzzled, having to you mouth to mouth My there was dry blood all down your face I will forget the taste, tryna' save the man of the house say 'home is where the heart is' Well my one was on the got her own key but she prefers it where we started Queen of the hood, reminiscing feel good Couldn't afford to buy me trainers now she's up my books When cleaning up the flat She be the plaques She ain't worried about no now her baby's paying tax When the are talking trash, know that it ain't facts Why would I my own gaff up when my yout's are in the back I'd be mad if I sat tryna' justify every article I've already been up and spat out into little particles Even I'm sensitive and a softy at heart All I hear is 'rip them apart there ain't nobody as hard as you' Easily antagonised, when I a bag of lies Everyone's got a past, difference is mine's glamorised Talk about terrorised, like say I'm gonna fall back Your favourite now started out as my support act The scene was way needier, way before social we used to turn to radio just to make our lives easier Check my I out bare arenas yo They tried to brand me So I climbed the pigeon hole I kicked down the door and left it open for the I went three times, so how am I still in debt? 700K on the first, 500 on the When you sign a deal fam What else do you Oi you the guy now, I've always fucked with Skep' I writ my hardest 32 the first I heard Wretch I ain't got a chip on my shoulder about the best But I beg someone tell Drizzy I'm something fresh I got as far as I am going HAM as I can So for me going jail weren't really of the plan I came a way from getting chased down in that Megane So imagine man me, stuck in the can They say I'm too hard headed, and one day I'm gonna Never thought I be sat here selling signatures for burn Oi Akhi are you It really don't matter about who you are on the outside or if your is glistening In here, you'll get hung up to dry for wet The only time I'm talking shit, I'm plugging up my tech Ay so fuck the KG's you have, around your neck Here all that matters is the KG's you're pushing on chest My momma told me my head down, stay quiet How the fuck's that gonna work when [?] got man on a Thinking now I'm at my lowest, can only get better Them man run up in my cell and try leave holes in my Now I'm here and I got a on my head top, uh Well I'ma double that get the pussy' head top lobster and steak, to yam and noodles and tuna Thursday's cantine, couldn't any sooner Sitting in my cell that it could be way cooler No charger for the so I can't even call you Oi, get down and lay I ain't come back to play Even though I was excluded, industry's still my playground