When I was sky high not of you wanted to see me fall I had one big ego, but I was mentally I I was the man, telling everybody what to do When really they just using me including my skrilla too So who's laughing now because it definitely ain't me Due to all my fuckery my agent had to my fee With all the money I owe out, I could own me key Instead I sold the I lived in 'cause I was working for free My friends were looking at me for help I couldn't help myself And labelled me a no one when the put me on it's shelf I weren't eating properly and they see I wasn't well Still all they to care about was my wealth my health See the Tinnitus thing I have, has put me through hell Too busy looking out for others and not thinking myself I'm and paranoid, who else is tryna' fuck with my girl? Who else is making up lies for story to sell? Yo, my BM like two stories on me for like 30K My TM was doing dirty on me like almost day Right under my nose, I would never have known So fuck that I'm paranoid and I went through his phone Fuck I see a to his wife They ruined my life Thinking how's all this information getting overnight? No lie, no lie I know in black and white And even though it's in The Times still a big bag of shite! I blame for being ignorant and opening up But you're stuck in this industry, you don't know who to trust I'm screaming where is the on the flip side, on my kid's life In the streets I would've you up Just like that, Mumma we going out like that One day I'ma catch him outside ah, how 'bout You know like When used to preach I should've listened Now I bet he's up there grinning 'cause I tried fight back I remember the times I used to bare weed from your pouch And pocket any loose change you left around the house I'd do anything to spend a couple seconds him alive Instead I'm just left a memory of him dead on the couch Forever pieces together tryna' figure shit out Imagine I was more than puzzled, to give you mouth to mouth My lord there was dry blood all down face I will never the taste, tryna' save the man of the house say 'home is where the heart is' Well my one was on the got her own key but she prefers it where we started Queen of the hood, must feel good Couldn't to buy me trainers now she's cleaning up my books When cleaning up the flat She be the plaques She ain't worried about no bailiffs now her baby's tax When the press are talking trash, that it ain't facts Why would I smash my own up when my yout's are in the back I'd be mad if I sat here tryna' every article I've already been chewed up and spat out into little though I'm sensitive and a softy at heart All I hear is 'rip apart 'cause there ain't nobody as hard as you' antagonised, when I hear a bag of lies Everyone's got a past, only difference is glamorised Talk about being terrorised, like say I'm gonna back Your favourite artist now out as my support act The scene was way needier, way social media When we used to turn to radio to make our lives easier my Wikipedia I sold out bare yo They to brand me urban So I climbed outta the hole I kicked the door and left it open for the rest I platinum three times, so how am I still in debt? 700K on the first, 500 on the When you sign a shitty fam else do you expect? Oi you the guy now, I've always fucked with Skep' I writ my hardest 32 the time I heard Wretch I ain't got a chip on my shoulder about the best But I beg someone tell Drizzy I'm something fresh I got as far as I am from HAM as I can So for me going jail really part of the plan I came a long way getting chased down in that Megane So imagine man me, stuck in the can They say I'm too hard headed, and one day I'm learn thought I would be sat here selling signatures for burn Oi Akhi are you It really don't matter about who you are on the outside or if your is glistening In here, get hung up to dry for moving wet The only time I'm talking shit, when I'm up my tech Ay so fuck the KG's you have, wrapped your neck Here all that matters is the KG's you're pushing on chest My momma told me keep my head down, stay How the fuck's that gonna work when [?] got man on a Thinking now I'm at my lowest, life can get better Them man run up in my cell and try leave holes in my Now I'm and I got a price on my head top, uh Well I'ma double just get the pussy' head top From lobster and steak, to yam and noodles and cantine, couldn't come any sooner Sitting in my cell wishing that it could be way No charger for the tizzy so I can't even you Oi, get down and lay I come back to play around Even though I was excluded, this industry's my playground