When I was sky high not many of you to see me fall I had one big ego, but I was mentally I I was the man, telling everybody what to do really they were just using me including my skrilla too So look who's laughing now because it definitely me Due to all my my agent had to lower my fee all the money I owe out, I could own me another key Instead I the house I lived in 'cause I was working for free My friends were at me for help when I couldn't help myself And labelled me a no one when the label put me on it's I weren't eating properly and could see I wasn't well Still all seemed to care about was my wealth my health See the Tinnitus thing I have, has put me through hell Too busy looking out for others and not thinking about I'm and paranoid, who else is tryna' fuck with my girl? Who else is making up lies for story to sell? Yo, my BM like two stories on me for like 30K My TM was doing dirty on me like almost day Right under my nose, I would have never known So thank fuck I'm paranoid and I went through his phone Fuck I see a text to his They nearly ruined my Thinking how's all this information printed overnight? No lie, no lie I it's in black and white And even though it's in The it's still a big bag of shite! I blame myself for being and opening up But when you're stuck in this industry, you know who to trust I'm screaming where is the 'Cause on the flip side, on my kid's In the streets I would've you up Just like that, Mumma we going out like that One day I'ma catch him outside ah, how 'bout You know that When Pops used to preach I listened Now I bet he's up there grinning 'cause I tried fight back I the times I used to steal bare weed from your pouch And pocket any loose change you lying around the house I'd do anything to spend a couple seconds with him Instead I'm left with a memory of him dead on the couch Forever putting pieces together figure shit out Imagine I was more than puzzled, having to give you mouth to My lord there was dry blood all down your I will never forget the taste, tryna' the man of the house They say 'home is the heart is' Well my one was on the got her own key but she prefers it where we started Queen of the hood, reminiscing must good Couldn't to buy me trainers now she's cleaning up my books When she's up the flat She be polishing the She ain't about no bailiffs now her baby's paying tax When the are talking trash, know that it ain't facts Why would I smash my own gaff up when my yout's are in the I'd be mad if I sat here tryna' justify article I've already been up and spat out into little particles Even though I'm sensitive and a softy at All I hear is 'rip apart 'cause there ain't nobody as hard as you' antagonised, when I hear a bag of lies Everyone's got a past, only difference is mine's about being terrorised, like say I'm gonna fall back Your favourite artist now started out as my act The was way needier, way before social media When we used to turn to radio just to make our easier my Wikipedia I sold out bare yo They tried to me urban So I climbed the pigeon hole I kicked the door and left it open for the rest I platinum three times, so how am I still in debt? 700K on the first, 500 on the you sign a shitty deal fam What do you expect? Oi you the guy now, I've always fucked with Skep' I writ my hardest 32 the first time I Wretch I ain't got a chip on my shoulder about who's the But I beg someone Drizzy I'm packing something fresh I got as far as I am going HAM as I can So for me going weren't really part of the plan I came a long way from chased down in that Megane So man like me, stuck in the can They say I'm too hard headed, and one day I'm gonna thought I would be sat here selling signatures for burn Oi Akhi are you It really don't matter about who you are on the outside or if wrist is glistening In here, you'll get hung up to dry for wet The only I'm talking shit, when I'm plugging up my tech Ay so the KG's you have, wrapped around your neck Here all that matters is the you're pushing on your chest My momma told me keep my head down, quiet How the fuck's that gonna when [?] got man on a diet? Thinking now I'm at my lowest, life can get better Them man run up in my and try leave holes in my sweater Now I'm here and I got a on my head top, uh Well I'ma double that just get the pussy' top From lobster and steak, to yam and noodles and cantine, couldn't come any sooner Sitting in my cell wishing that it could be way No charger for the tizzy so I can't call you Oi, get and lay down I ain't come to play around Even I was excluded, this industry's still my playground