When I was sky high not many of you to see me fall I had one big ego, but I was mentally I I was the man, telling everybody what to do really they were just using me including my skrilla too So who's laughing now because it definitely ain't me Due to all my fuckery my had to lower my fee With all the I owe out, I could own me another key Instead I the house I lived in 'cause I was working for free My friends were looking at me for help I couldn't help myself And labelled me a no one when the put me on it's shelf I weren't eating properly and could see I wasn't well all they seemed to care about was my wealth Fuck my See the Tinnitus thing I have, has always put me hell Too busy looking out for and not thinking about myself I'm rich and paranoid, who else is tryna' with my girl? Who else is up lies for another story to sell? Yo, my BM sold like two stories on me for 30K My TM was dirty on me like almost every day Right my nose, I would have never have known So fuck that I'm paranoid and I went through his phone I see a text to his wife They ruined my life Thinking how's all this information printed overnight? No lie, no lie I it's in black and white And even it's in The Times it's still a big bag of shite! I blame for being ignorant and opening up But when you're stuck in this industry, you don't know who to I'm where is the love? on the flip side, on my kid's life In the streets I would've you up Just like that, we ain't going out like that One day I'ma him outside ah, how 'bout dat? You like that When Pops to preach I should've listened Now I bet he's up there just 'cause I tried fight back I remember the I used to steal bare weed from your pouch And any loose change you left lying around the house I'd do to spend a couple seconds with him alive Instead I'm just left a memory of him dead on the couch Forever putting pieces together figure shit out Imagine I was more than puzzled, to give you mouth to mouth My lord there was dry blood all down face I never forget the taste, tryna' save the man of the house They say is where the heart is' Well my one was on the Mum's got her own key but she it where we started Queen of the hood, must feel good Couldn't afford to buy me trainers now she's cleaning up my she's cleaning up the flat She be the plaques She ain't about no bailiffs now her baby's paying tax When the press are trash, know that it ain't facts Why would I smash my own gaff up when my yout's are in the I'd be mad if I sat tryna' justify every article I've already been up and spat out into little particles Even though I'm sensitive and a at heart All I hear is them apart 'cause there ain't nobody as hard as you' Easily antagonised, when I a bag of lies Everyone's got a past, only difference is mine's Talk about being terrorised, like say I'm gonna back Your favourite artist now started out as my act The scene was way needier, way social media When we used to turn to radio to make our lives easier my Wikipedia I sold out arenas yo They tried to me urban So I outta the pigeon hole I kicked down the door and left it open for the I platinum three times, so how am I still in debt? 700K on the first, 500 on the When you sign a shitty fam What do you expect? Oi Stormzy you the guy now, I've always fucked Skep' I my hardest 32 the first time I heard Wretch I ain't got a on my shoulder about who's the best But I beg someone tell Drizzy I'm packing something I got as far as I am going HAM as I can So for me going jail weren't part of the plan I came a long way from getting chased down in that So man like me, stuck in the can They say I'm too hard headed, and one day I'm learn Never thought I would be sat selling signatures for burn Oi are you listening? It really don't matter about who you are on the outside or if your is glistening In here, you'll get up to dry for moving wet The only I'm talking shit, when I'm plugging up my tech Ay so fuck the KG's you have, wrapped your neck Here all that matters is the KG's pushing on your chest My momma told me keep my down, stay quiet How the fuck's that gonna work [?] got man on a diet? Thinking now I'm at my lowest, life can only get Them man run up in my cell and try holes in my sweater Now I'm here and I got a price on my top, uh Well I'ma double just get the pussy' head top From lobster and steak, to yam and noodles and cantine, couldn't come any sooner Sitting in my wishing that it could be way cooler No for the tizzy so I can't even call you Oi, get down and lay I ain't come to play around Even I was excluded, this industry's still my playground