When I was sky not many of you wanted to see me fall I had one big ego, but I was small I thought I was the man, everybody what to do When really they just using me including my skrilla too So look who's laughing now because it definitely me Due to all my fuckery my agent had to my fee With all the money I owe out, I could own me key Instead I sold the house I lived in 'cause I was for free My were looking at me for help when I couldn't help myself And labelled me a no one the label put me on it's shelf I weren't eating properly and could see I wasn't well Still all they seemed to care about was my Fuck my See the thing I have, has always put me through hell Too busy looking out for others and not thinking myself I'm rich and paranoid, who is tryna' fuck with my girl? Who else is making up lies for another story to Yo, my BM sold like two on me for like 30K My TM was doing dirty on me almost every day Right under my nose, I would never have known So thank fuck that I'm paranoid and I went through his Fuck I see a to his wife They nearly ruined my Thinking how's all this getting printed overnight? No lie, no lie I it's in black and white And even though it's in The it's still a big bag of shite! I blame myself for being and opening up But when stuck in this industry, you don't know who to trust I'm screaming is the love? on the flip side, on my kid's life In the streets I would've you up Just that, Mumma we ain't going out like that One day I'ma catch him outside ah, how dat? You like that When used to preach I should've listened Now I bet he's up there grinning just 'cause I tried fight I remember the times I used to steal bare weed from pouch And any loose change you left lying around the house I'd do anything to spend a couple seconds him alive Instead I'm just with a memory of him dead on the couch Forever putting pieces together tryna' shit out Imagine I was more puzzled, having to give you mouth to mouth My lord there was dry blood all down face I will never forget the taste, tryna' save the man of the say 'home is where the heart is' Well my one was on the got her own key but she prefers it where we started Queen of the hood, reminiscing feel good Couldn't afford to buy me trainers now she's cleaning up my When cleaning up the flat She be the plaques She ain't about no bailiffs now her baby's paying tax When the press are talking trash, know it ain't facts Why I smash my own gaff up when my yout's are in the back I'd be mad if I sat tryna' justify every article I've already been chewed up and spat out into little Even though I'm sensitive and a at heart All I hear is 'rip them apart 'cause there ain't nobody as as you' Easily antagonised, I hear a bag of lies Everyone's got a past, only difference is glamorised Talk about terrorised, like say I'm gonna fall back Your favourite artist now out as my support act The was way needier, way before social media When we used to turn to radio just to our lives easier my Wikipedia I sold out arenas yo They tried to me urban So I climbed the pigeon hole I kicked down the door and left it for the rest I platinum three times, so how am I still in debt? on the first, 500 on the next When you sign a deal fam else do you expect? Oi Stormzy you the guy now, I've always fucked Skep' I writ my hardest 32 the first time I heard I got a chip on my shoulder about who's the best But I beg someone tell Drizzy I'm something fresh I got as far as I am from HAM as I can So for me going jail weren't really part of the I came a long way from getting chased down in that So man like me, stuck in the can They say I'm too hard headed, and one day I'm gonna Never thought I would be sat here selling signatures for Oi Akhi are you It really matter about who you are on the outside or if your wrist is glistening In here, you'll get up to dry for moving wet The only I'm talking shit, when I'm plugging up my tech Ay so fuck the KG's you have, around your neck Here all that matters is the you're pushing on your chest My momma told me my head down, stay quiet How the fuck's gonna work when [?] got man on a diet? Thinking now I'm at my lowest, life can get better man run up in my cell and try leave holes in my sweater Now I'm and I got a price on my head top, uh I'ma double that just get the pussy' head top From lobster and steak, to yam and noodles and Thursday's cantine, come any sooner Sitting in my wishing that it could be way cooler No charger for the tizzy so I can't even you Oi, get down and lay I ain't come back to around Even though I was excluded, this still my playground