When I was sky high not many of you to see me fall I had one big ego, but I was mentally I I was the man, telling everybody what to do When really they were just using me including my too So look who's laughing now because it ain't me Due to all my fuckery my agent had to my fee With all the money I owe out, I own me another key Instead I sold the house I in 'cause I was working for free My friends were looking at me for help when I couldn't myself And labelled me a no one when the put me on it's shelf I weren't eating properly and could see I wasn't well all they seemed to care about was my wealth Fuck my See the Tinnitus thing I have, has always put me hell Too busy looking out for others and not thinking about I'm and paranoid, who else is tryna' fuck with my girl? Who else is making up lies for story to sell? Yo, my BM like two stories on me for like 30K My TM was dirty on me like almost every day Right my nose, I would have never have known So fuck that I'm paranoid and I went through his phone Fuck I see a to his wife They nearly my life Thinking how's all this information printed overnight? No lie, no lie I it's in black and white And even it's in The Times it's still a big bag of shite! I blame for being ignorant and opening up But when you're stuck in industry, you don't know who to trust I'm where is the love? on the flip side, on my kid's life In the streets I would've you up Just like that, Mumma we ain't going out that One day I'ma him outside ah, how 'bout dat? You like that When used to preach I should've listened Now I bet he's up there grinning just 'cause I tried back I remember the times I used to steal bare weed from your And any loose change you left lying around the house I'd do anything to spend a seconds with him alive Instead I'm just left with a memory of him on the couch Forever putting pieces together tryna' figure out Imagine I was more than puzzled, having to you mouth to mouth My lord there was dry blood all down your I will never forget the taste, tryna' save the man of the say 'home is where the heart is' Well my one was on the got her own key but she prefers it where we started Queen of the hood, must feel good Couldn't afford to buy me trainers now she's up my books she's cleaning up the flat She be polishing the She ain't about no bailiffs now her baby's paying tax When the press are talking trash, know it ain't facts Why would I smash my own up when my yout's are in the back I'd be mad if I sat tryna' justify every article I've been chewed up and spat out into little particles Even I'm sensitive and a softy at heart All I hear is them apart 'cause there ain't nobody as hard as you' Easily antagonised, when I a bag of lies Everyone's got a past, only difference is glamorised Talk about being terrorised, like say I'm gonna fall favourite artist now started out as my support act The scene was way needier, way social media When we used to turn to radio just to our lives easier my Wikipedia I sold out bare yo tried to brand me urban So I outta the pigeon hole I kicked down the door and left it open for the I went platinum three times, so how am I in debt? 700K on the first, 500 on the When you a shitty deal fam else do you expect? Oi Stormzy you the guy now, I've fucked with Skep' I writ my hardest 32 the first I heard Wretch I ain't got a chip on my shoulder about the best But I beg someone tell Drizzy I'm packing something I got as far as I am from HAM as I can So for me jail weren't really part of the plan I came a long way from chased down in that Megane So imagine man like me, in the can say I'm too hard headed, and one day I'm gonna learn Never thought I would be sat here selling for burn Oi Akhi are you It really don't about who you are on the outside or if your wrist is glistening In here, you'll get hung up to dry for wet The only I'm talking shit, when I'm plugging up my tech Ay so fuck the KG's you have, wrapped around your Here all matters is the KG's you're pushing on your chest My momma told me my head down, stay quiet How the fuck's gonna work when [?] got man on a diet? Thinking now I'm at my lowest, life can get better man run up in my cell and try leave holes in my sweater Now I'm here and I got a on my head top, uh Well I'ma double that just get the pussy' top lobster and steak, to yam and noodles and tuna Thursday's cantine, couldn't any sooner Sitting in my cell wishing that it could be way No charger for the tizzy so I can't call you Oi, get and lay down I ain't come back to play Even though I was excluded, industry's still my playground