When I was sky not many of you wanted to see me fall I had one big ego, but I was mentally I thought I was the man, everybody what to do When really they were just using me including my too So look who's laughing now because it definitely me Due to all my fuckery my had to lower my fee all the money I owe out, I could own me another key Instead I the house I lived in 'cause I was working for free My friends were at me for help when I couldn't help myself And labelled me a no one the label put me on it's shelf I weren't eating properly and they could see I wasn't all they seemed to care about was my wealth Fuck my See the thing I have, has always put me through hell Too looking out for others and not thinking about myself I'm and paranoid, who else is tryna' fuck with my girl? Who is making up lies for another story to sell? Yo, my BM sold two stories on me for like 30K My TM was doing dirty on me like every day under my nose, I would have never have known So thank fuck that I'm and I went through his phone I see a text to his wife They nearly my life how's all this information getting printed overnight? No lie, no lie I it's in black and white And though it's in The Times it's still a big bag of shite! I blame myself for being ignorant and up But when you're stuck in this industry, you don't who to trust I'm where is the love? 'Cause on the flip side, on my life In the streets I would've you up Just like that, Mumma we ain't going out like One day I'ma catch him ah, how 'bout dat? You know like When Pops used to preach I should've Now I bet he's up there grinning just 'cause I tried back I remember the times I used to steal bare weed your pouch And pocket any change you left lying around the house I'd do anything to spend a couple seconds with him Instead I'm just with a memory of him dead on the couch Forever putting pieces together figure shit out Imagine I was more puzzled, having to give you mouth to mouth My there was dry blood all down your face I never forget the taste, tryna' save the man of the house They say 'home is the heart is' my one was on the market Mum's got her own key but she it where we started Queen of the hood, reminiscing feel good Couldn't afford to buy me now she's cleaning up my books When she's cleaning up the She be the plaques She ain't about no bailiffs now her baby's paying tax When the press are trash, know that it ain't facts Why would I my own gaff up when my yout's are in the back I'd be mad if I sat here tryna' justify every I've already been up and spat out into little particles Even though I'm sensitive and a at heart All I hear is them apart 'cause there ain't nobody as hard as you' antagonised, when I hear a bag of lies Everyone's got a past, only difference is glamorised about being terrorised, like say I'm gonna fall back Your favourite artist now started out as my act The scene was way needier, way social media When we used to turn to radio just to make our lives Check my I sold out arenas yo They tried to brand me So I climbed outta the hole I down the door and left it open for the rest I went platinum three times, so how am I in debt? 700K on the first, 500 on the When you sign a deal fam What do you expect? Oi you the guy now, I've always fucked with Skep' I writ my hardest 32 the first I heard Wretch I ain't got a chip on my about who's the best But I beg someone tell Drizzy I'm something fresh I got as far as I am from HAM as I can So for me going jail weren't part of the plan I came a long way from getting chased in that Megane So imagine man like me, in the can They say I'm too headed, and one day I'm gonna learn Never thought I would be sat here signatures for burn Oi are you listening? It really don't matter about who you are on the outside or if wrist is glistening In here, you'll get hung up to dry for wet The only time I'm shit, when I'm plugging up my tech Ay so fuck the KG's you have, wrapped around neck all that matters is the KG's you're pushing on your chest My momma told me keep my down, stay quiet How the fuck's that gonna work [?] got man on a diet? now I'm at my lowest, life can only get better Them man run up in my cell and try leave holes in my Now I'm here and I got a on my head top, uh Well I'ma double just get the pussy' head top From and steak, to yam and noodles and tuna Thursday's cantine, couldn't any sooner in my cell wishing that it could be way cooler No charger for the tizzy so I can't call you Oi, get and lay down I ain't come back to around Even though I was excluded, this still my playground