When I was sky high not many of you to see me fall I had one big ego, but I was small I thought I was the man, telling what to do When really they were just using me my skrilla too So look who's laughing now it definitely ain't me Due to all my my agent had to lower my fee With all the money I owe out, I could own me key Instead I sold the house I lived in 'cause I was for free My friends were looking at me for help when I couldn't help And labelled me a no one the label put me on it's shelf I weren't eating properly and they could see I wasn't Still all they seemed to care about was my my health See the Tinnitus thing I have, has always put me through Too busy looking out for others and not thinking about I'm rich and paranoid, who else is tryna' with my girl? Who else is making up for another story to sell? Yo, my BM like two stories on me for like 30K My TM was dirty on me like almost every day under my nose, I would have never have known So thank that I'm paranoid and I went through his phone Fuck I see a to his wife nearly ruined my life Thinking how's all this getting printed overnight? No lie, no lie I it's in black and white And even it's in The Times it's still a big bag of shite! I blame myself for being and opening up But you're stuck in this industry, you don't know who to trust I'm where is the love? 'Cause on the side, on my kid's life In the streets I would've you up like that, Mumma we ain't going out like that One day I'ma catch him outside ah, how dat? You like that Pops used to preach I should've listened Now I bet he's up there grinning just 'cause I fight back I remember the times I used to bare weed from your pouch And pocket any loose change you left around the house I'd do to spend a couple seconds with him alive I'm just left with a memory of him dead on the couch Forever pieces together tryna' figure shit out Imagine I was more than puzzled, having to you mouth to mouth My lord there was dry blood all your face I never forget the taste, tryna' save the man of the house They say 'home is the heart is' Well my one was on the Mum's got her own key but she prefers it we started Queen of the hood, reminiscing must good Couldn't to buy me trainers now she's cleaning up my books When cleaning up the flat She be polishing the She ain't worried about no now her baby's paying tax When the are talking trash, know that it ain't facts Why would I smash my own up when my yout's are in the back I'd be mad if I sat here tryna' justify article I've already been up and spat out into little particles Even I'm sensitive and a softy at heart All I hear is 'rip them apart there ain't nobody as hard as you' antagonised, when I hear a bag of lies Everyone's got a past, only difference is mine's Talk about terrorised, like say I'm gonna fall back Your artist now started out as my support act The scene was way needier, way before social When we to turn to radio just to make our lives easier Check my I sold out arenas yo They tried to brand me So I climbed outta the hole I kicked down the door and left it open for the I went platinum three times, so how am I still in 700K on the first, 500 on the When you a shitty deal fam What do you expect? Oi Stormzy you the guy now, always fucked with Skep' I writ my 32 the first time I heard Wretch I ain't got a chip on my about who's the best But I beg someone tell Drizzy I'm something fresh I got as far as I am from HAM as I can So for me going jail really part of the plan I came a long way from getting chased in that Megane So imagine man like me, in the can They say I'm too hard headed, and one day I'm learn Never thought I would be sat here selling signatures for Oi Akhi are you It really matter about who you are on the outside or if your wrist is glistening In here, get hung up to dry for moving wet The time I'm talking shit, when I'm plugging up my tech Ay so the KG's you have, wrapped around your neck Here all that matters is the KG's you're pushing on chest My momma me keep my head down, stay quiet How the fuck's that gonna work when [?] got man on a Thinking now I'm at my lowest, life can only get Them man run up in my cell and try holes in my sweater Now I'm and I got a price on my head top, uh Well I'ma double just get the pussy' head top From lobster and steak, to yam and noodles and cantine, couldn't come any sooner Sitting in my cell wishing that it could be way No for the tizzy so I can't even call you Oi, get and lay down I come back to play around Even though I was excluded, this still my playground