Start Again

I never made this clear but
I'm tired of waiting for the right moment to appear
I built my life on something not
So stable
And I've been falling ever since I was able to stand

They say it's harder on your own and you know it's true

Now I'm ready to break through

I've spent all these years of my life begging for a plan that never came
So, I broke all the bones in my legs
And taught myself to stand alone again to become a better man
Because I hate who I was turning out to be
But I'm sure that this will not be the end of my suffering

I just thought it'd be easier
But now I know that I can't take it back
There's nothing you can do that will change the way I act
So the words will hang over me
"just give it up there's no way you're gonna win"
It's never too late to pick yourself up and start again

Are we ever gonna change
This feelings taking over me
Every time I think I get it right

And I don't think I'll feel okay
If this ends with misery
But it's just another chance that
I'm willing to take tonight
Hoping that..
This would be easier