Searching For Endings

Are you still standing here watching me sink?
The words are filling this room and suffocating me
You can't keep telling me
What I'm supposed to think
I've become so numb to the truth
That I don't feel a thing
No I don't feel a thing

And I think I've done enough
Pretending for everyone
That I don't think I'll have to waste
Another breath it always seems
To be pointless and endlessly
Filling me with doubt
And of all the words you've said
I've never heard them for myself

When there's no turning back, no where to run
I keep telling myself

That I've been here before
With thoughts I can't ignore
When there's no exit
And we're just searching for endings
We just might get what we want
We just might get what we want

And I don't know if you can hear me
But I'm feeling so alone
And I don't know if you're here with me
I've never felt this low

Why have I been searching for things
For things I can't oblivious
But I still never feel anything
Unless you're here next to me

Are you still standing here watching me sink?
The words are filling this room and suffocating me
You can't keep telling me
What I'm supposed to think
I've become so numb to the truth

But I've been here before
With thoughts I can't ignore
When there's no exit
And were just searching for endings
We just might get what we want
We just might get what we want

And I don't know if you can hear me
But I'm feeling so alone
And I don't know if you're here with me
Why can't I let this go?