My tea's gone cold I'm why I. got out of bed at all The morning rain up my window. and I see at all And if I could it'll all be gray, but picture on my wall It reminds me, that not so bad, not so bad.
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Slim, I wrote but you still ain't callin I left my cell, my pager, and my phone at the bottom I sent two back in autumn, you must not-a got 'em There probably was a problem at the office or somethin Sometimes I scribble too sloppy when I jot 'em but anyways; fuck it, what's up? Man how's your daughter? My girlfriend's too, I'm bout to be a father If I have a daughter, guess what call her? I'ma her Bonnie I about your Uncle Ronnie too I'm sorry I had a friend himself over some bitch who didn't want him I know you probably this everyday, but I'm your biggest fan I even got the underground shit you did with Skam I got a room full of your posters and pictures man I like the shit you did with Rawkus too, shit was fat Anyways, I you get this man, hit me back, just to chat, truly yours, biggest fan This is
Dear Slim, you still called or wrote, I hope you have a chance I ain't mad - I just think it's FUCKED UP you don't answer If you didn't wanna talk to me your concert you didn't have to, but you coulda an autograph for Matthew That's my little brother man, he's six years old We in the blistering cold for you, hours and you just said, "No." That's pretty shitty man - you're his fuckin idol He wants to be just like you man, he likes you than I do I ain't that mad though, I just don't like lied to when we met in Denver - you said if I'd write you you would write back - see I'm just you in a way I knew my father neither; he used to always on my mom and beat her I can relate to what you're saying in your so when I a shitty day, I drift away and put 'em on cause I don't got shit else so that shit helps when I'm depressed I even got a tattoo of your name across the Sometimes I even cut myself to see how much it like adrenaline, the pain is such a sudden rush for me See everything you say is real, and I respect you you tell it My girlfriend's cause I talk about you 24/7 But she don't know you like I know you Slim, no one She know what it was like for people like us growin up You call me man, I'll be the biggest fan you'll ever lose Sincerely yours, -- P.S. We be together too
Mister-I'm-Too-Good-To-Call-Or-Write-My-Fans, this'll be the last package I ever send ass It's been six and still no word - I don't deserve it? I know you got my last two I wrote the on 'em perfect So this is my cassette I'm sending you, I you hear it I'm in the car right now, I'm doing 90 on the Hey Slim, I drank a fifth of vodka, you dare me to You know the by Phil Collins, "In the Air of the Night" about that guy who coulda saved that other guy from but didn't, then Phil saw it all, then at a a he found him? That's kinda how this is, you coulda me from drowning Now it's too - I'm on a 1000 downers now, I'm drowsy and all I wanted was a letter or a call I hope you know I ripped +ALL+ of pictures off the wall I love you Slim, we been together, think about it You it now, I hope you can't sleep and you dream about it And when you dream I hope you can't sleep and you about it I hope conscience EATS AT YOU and you can't BREATHE without me See Shut up bitch! I'm tryin to talk! Hey Slim, that's my girlfriend in the trunk but I slit her throat, I just tied her up, see I ain't like you cause if she she'll suffer more, and then she'll die too Well, gotta go, I'm almost at the now Oh shit, I forgot, how'm I to send this shit out?
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Dear Stan, I meant to write you sooner but I just busy You said your girlfriend's pregnant now, how far is she? Look, I'm flattered you would call your daughter that and here's an autograph for brother, I wrote it on the cap I'm sorry I see you at the show, I musta missed you Don't think I did that shit intentionally just to you But this shit you said about you like to cut your wrists too? I say that just clownin dogg, c'mon - how up is you? You got some issues Stan, I think you some counseling to help your ass from bouncing off the walls you get down some And this shit about us meant to be together? That type of shit'll make me not us to meet each other I really think you and girlfriend need each other or you just need to treat her better I hope you get to this letter, I just hope it reaches you in time before you hurt yourself, I think that you'll be doin just if you relax a little, I'm glad I inspire you but why are you so mad? Try to understand, I do want you as a fan I just don't want you to do crazy shit I seen this one shit on the news a couple weeks ago made me sick Some dude was drunk and drove his car a bridge and had his girlfriend in the trunk, and she was with his kid and in the car they found a tape, but didn't say who it was to to think about, his name was. it was you Stan!