My tea's gone I'm wondering why I. got out of bed at all The rain clouds up my window. and I see at all And even if I could all be gray, but picture on my wall It me, that it's not so bad, not so bad.
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Dear Slim, I but you still ain't callin I left my cell, my pager, and my phone at the bottom I sent two back in autumn, you must not-a got 'em There probably was a problem at the post or somethin Sometimes I addresses too sloppy when I jot 'em but anyways; fuck it, what's up? Man how's your daughter? My girlfriend's pregnant too, I'm to be a father If I a daughter, guess what I'ma call her? I'ma name her I read about your Ronnie too I'm sorry I had a kill himself over some bitch who didn't want him I you probably hear this everyday, but I'm your biggest fan I even got the underground shit you did with Skam I got a room full of your and your pictures man I the shit you did with Rawkus too, that shit was fat Anyways, I hope you get man, hit me back, just to chat, truly yours, biggest fan is Stan
Dear Slim, you still ain't called or wrote, I hope you have a I ain't mad - I just think FUCKED UP you don't answer fans If you didn't wanna talk to me your concert you didn't to, but you coulda signed an autograph for Matthew my little brother man, he's only six years old We waited in the cold for you, four and you just said, "No." That's shitty man - you're like his fuckin idol He wants to be just you man, he likes you more than I do I ain't that mad though, I just like bein lied to Remember when we met in Denver - you if I'd write you you would write back - see I'm like you in a way I never knew my father he used to always cheat on my mom and her I can relate to you're saying in your songs so I have a shitty day, I drift away and put 'em on cause I don't really got shit else so shit helps when I'm depressed I even got a tattoo of your name across the Sometimes I cut myself to see how much it bleeds It's like adrenaline, the is such a sudden rush for me See you say is real, and I respect you cause you tell it My girlfriend's jealous cause I about you 24/7 But she don't know you I know you Slim, no one does She know what it was like for people like us growin up You gotta call me man, I'll be the biggest fan you'll lose yours, Stan -- P.S. We should be too
Mister-I'm-Too-Good-To-Call-Or-Write-My-Fans, this'll be the last package I send your ass It's been six months and still no word - I don't it? I know you got my two letters; I the addresses on 'em perfect So this is my I'm sending you, I hope you hear it I'm in the car right now, I'm 90 on the freeway Hey Slim, I drank a fifth of vodka, you dare me to You know the by Phil Collins, "In the Air of the Night" about that guy who coulda saved that other guy drowning but didn't, then Phil saw it all, then at a a show he found kinda how this is, you coulda rescued me from drowning Now it's too - I'm on a 1000 downers now, I'm drowsy and all I wanted was a lousy or a call I hope you I ripped +ALL+ of your pictures off the wall I you Slim, we coulda been together, think about it You ruined it now, I hope you can't sleep and you about it And when you I hope you can't sleep and you SCREAM about it I hope your conscience AT YOU and you can't BREATHE without me See Slim; up bitch! I'm tryin to talk! Hey Slim, that's my screamin in the trunk but I didn't her throat, I just tied her up, see I ain't like you cause if she suffocates she'll more, and then she'll die too Well, gotta go, I'm at the bridge now Oh shit, I forgot, how'm I supposed to send this out?
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Dear Stan, I meant to write you sooner but I just busy You your girlfriend's pregnant now, how far along is she? Look, I'm really flattered you call your daughter that and here's an autograph for brother, I wrote it on the cap I'm sorry I didn't see you at the show, I missed you Don't think I did that shit just to diss you But what's this shit you said about you like to cut your too? I say that just clownin dogg, c'mon - how fucked up is You got some issues Stan, I you need some counseling to help your ass from bouncing off the when you get down some And this shit about us meant to be together? type of shit'll make me not want us to meet each other I really you and your girlfriend need each other or maybe you just to treat her better I hope you get to read this letter, I just hope it you in time you hurt yourself, I think that you'll be doin just fine if you relax a little, I'm glad I inspire you but why are you so mad? Try to understand, that I do you as a fan I don't want you to do some crazy shit I seen this one shit on the news a weeks ago that made me sick Some dude was drunk and his car over a bridge and had his girlfriend in the trunk, and she was with his kid and in the car they found a tape, but they say who it was to Come to about, his name was. it was you Stan!