My tea's cold I'm wondering why I. got out of bed at all The morning clouds up my window. and I see at all And even if I it'll all be gray, but picture on my wall It reminds me, that not so bad, not so bad.
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Dear Slim, I wrote but you still callin I my cell, my pager, and my home phone at the bottom I sent two letters back in autumn, you not-a got 'em There probably was a problem at the office or somethin Sometimes I addresses too sloppy when I jot 'em but fuck it, what's been up? Man how's your daughter? My girlfriend's pregnant too, I'm bout to be a If I have a daughter, what I'ma call her? I'ma name her I read about your Uncle too I'm sorry I had a friend kill himself over some bitch who didn't him I know you probably hear this everyday, but I'm your fan I even got the underground shit that you did Skam I got a full of your posters and your pictures man I the shit you did with Rawkus too, that shit was fat Anyways, I hope you get man, hit me back, to chat, truly yours, your biggest fan This is
Dear Slim, you still ain't called or wrote, I hope you a chance I ain't mad - I just think it's FUCKED UP you answer fans If you didn't wanna talk to me outside your you have to, but you coulda signed an autograph for Matthew That's my little brother man, he's only six old We waited in the blistering for you, four and you just said, "No." That's pretty shitty man - like his fuckin idol He to be just like you man, he likes you more than I do I ain't that mad though, I just don't like bein to when we met in Denver - you said if I'd write you you would write back - see I'm like you in a way I never knew my father he used to always on my mom and beat her I can relate to what saying in your songs so when I a shitty day, I drift away and put 'em on cause I don't really got shit else so shit helps when I'm depressed I even got a tattoo of your across the chest Sometimes I cut myself to see how much it bleeds It's like adrenaline, the pain is such a rush for me See you say is real, and I respect you cause you tell it My girlfriend's cause I talk about you 24/7 But she don't know you I know you Slim, no one does She don't know what it was for people like us growin up You gotta call me man, I'll be the biggest fan you'll ever Sincerely yours, -- P.S. We be together too
Mister-I'm-Too-Good-To-Call-Or-Write-My-Fans, this'll be the last package I ever send ass It's been six months and still no word - I don't it? I know you got my two letters; I wrote the addresses on 'em So this is my cassette I'm sending you, I hope you it I'm in the car now, I'm doing 90 on the freeway Hey Slim, I drank a fifth of vodka, you me to drive? You the song by Phil Collins, "In the Air of the Night" about that guy who coulda that other guy from drowning but didn't, Phil saw it all, then at a a show he found him? That's kinda how this is, you coulda rescued me drowning Now it's too - I'm on a 1000 downers now, I'm drowsy and all I wanted was a lousy or a call I hope you know I ripped of your pictures off the wall I love you Slim, we coulda been together, think it You it now, I hope you can't sleep and you dream about it And when you dream I you can't sleep and you SCREAM about it I your conscience EATS AT YOU and you can't BREATHE without me See Slim; up bitch! I'm tryin to talk! Hey Slim, that's my girlfriend screamin in the but I didn't slit her throat, I just tied her up, see I like you cause if she suffocates suffer more, and then she'll die too Well, go, I'm almost at the bridge now Oh shit, I forgot, I supposed to send this shit out?
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Dear Stan, I to write you sooner but I just been busy You said your girlfriend's now, how far along is she? Look, I'm flattered you would call your daughter that and here's an autograph for brother, I wrote it on the cap I'm sorry I see you at the show, I musta missed you Don't think I did that shit just to diss you But what's this shit you said about you like to cut your too? I say shit just clownin dogg, - how fucked up is you? You got issues Stan, I think you need some counseling to help your ass from bouncing off the walls you get down some And this shit about us meant to be together? That type of shit'll make me not want us to meet other I really you and your girlfriend need each other or maybe you just need to treat her I hope you get to this letter, I just hope it reaches you in time before you hurt yourself, I think that be doin just fine if you relax a little, I'm glad I inspire you but why are you so Try to understand, that I do want you as a fan I just want you to do some crazy shit I this one shit on the news a couple weeks ago that made me sick Some dude was drunk and drove his car a bridge and had his girlfriend in the trunk, and she was pregnant his kid and in the car they found a tape, but didn't say who it was to Come to about, his name was. it was you Stan!