Luyện nghe bài hát Stan [Explicit]

My tea's cold I'm wondering why I.
got out of bed at all
The rain clouds up my window.
and I see at all
And even if I could all be gray,
but your picture on my
It me, that it's not so bad,
not so bad.

1st volume gradually grows raindrop background
2nd full volume beat right after "thunder" noise

Dear Slim, I wrote but you still callin
I left my cell, my pager, and my phone at the bottom
I sent two letters back in autumn, you must got 'em
There probably was a problem at the post office or
I scribble addresses too sloppy when I jot 'em
but anyways; fuck it, been up? Man how's your daughter?
My girlfriend's too, I'm bout to be a father
If I have a daughter, guess I'ma call her?
I'ma her Bonnie
I read about your Ronnie too I'm sorry
I had a friend kill himself over bitch who didn't want him
I know you hear this everyday, but I'm your biggest fan
I got the underground shit that you did with Skam
I got a room full of posters and your pictures man
I like the you did with Rawkus too, that shit was fat
Anyways, I hope you get man, hit me back,
to chat, truly yours, your biggest fan
This is

Dear Slim, you still ain't called or wrote, I you have a chance
I mad - I just think it's FUCKED UP you don't answer fans
If you didn't wanna to me outside your concert
you didn't have to, but you coulda an autograph for Matthew
That's my brother man, he's only six years old
We waited in the cold for you,
four hours and you said, "No."
That's shitty man - you're like his fuckin idol
He wants to be just like you man, he you more than I do
I ain't that mad though, I just don't bein lied to
Remember when we met in - you said if I'd write you
you write back - see I'm just like you in a way
I never knew my neither;
he used to cheat on my mom and beat her
I can relate to you're saying in your songs
so when I a shitty day, I drift away and put 'em on
cause I really got shit else so that shit helps when I'm depressed
I got a tattoo of your name across the chest
I even cut myself to see how much it bleeds
It's like adrenaline, the is such a sudden rush for me
See you say is real, and I respect you cause you tell it
My girlfriend's jealous I talk about you 24/7
But she don't know you like I you Slim, no one does
She don't what it was like for people like us growin up
You gotta call me man, I'll be the biggest fan you'll lose
Sincerely yours, -- P.S.
We be together too

Mister-I'm-Too-Good-To-Call-Or-Write-My-Fans,
this'll be the package I ever send your ass
It's been six months and still no - I don't deserve it?
I know you got my last two
I the addresses on 'em perfect
So is my cassette I'm sending you, I hope you hear it
I'm in the car right now, I'm doing 90 on the
Hey Slim, I drank a fifth of vodka, you dare me to
You know the song by Collins, "In the Air of the Night"
about that guy who coulda saved that other guy from
but didn't, then Phil saw it all, then at a a he found him?
That's kinda how this is, you rescued me from drowning
Now it's too late - I'm on a 1000 downers now, I'm
and all I wanted was a letter or a call
I hope you I ripped +ALL+ of your pictures off the wall
I love you Slim, we coulda been together, think it
You ruined it now, I hope you can't sleep and you dream it
And when you dream I hope you sleep and you SCREAM about it
I your conscience EATS AT YOU and you can't BREATHE without me
See Slim; Shut up bitch! I'm to talk!
Hey Slim, that's my girlfriend screamin in the
but I slit her throat, I just tied her up, see I ain't like you
if she suffocates she'll suffer more, and then she'll die too
Well, gotta go, I'm at the bridge now
Oh shit, I forgot, how'm I supposed to this shit out?

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Dear Stan, I meant to write you sooner but I just been
You said girlfriend's pregnant now, how far along is she?
Look, I'm really flattered you call your daughter that
and an autograph for your brother,
I it on the Starter cap
I'm sorry I didn't see you at the show, I missed you
Don't I did that shit intentionally just to diss you
But what's this shit you said about you to cut your wrists too?
I say shit just clownin dogg,
- how fucked up is you?
You got some issues Stan, I think you some counseling
to help your ass from bouncing off the walls when you get some
And what's this about us meant to be together?
type of shit'll make me not want us to meet each other
I really think you and your girlfriend need other
or maybe you need to treat her better
I hope you get to read this letter, I just hope it reaches you in
before you hurt yourself, I think that you'll be doin fine
if you relax a little, I'm glad I inspire you but
why are you so Try to understand, that I do want you as a fan
I just want you to do some crazy shit
I seen this one shit on the news a couple weeks ago made me sick
Some dude was and drove his car over a bridge
and had his girlfriend in the trunk, and she was pregnant his kid
and in the car they a tape, but they didn't say who it was to
to think about, his name was. it was you
Stan!