Luyện nghe bài hát Stan [Explicit]

My gone cold I'm wondering why I.
got out of bed at all
The morning rain up my window.
and I see at all
And if I could it'll all be gray,
but picture on my wall
It reminds me, it's not so bad,
not so bad.

1st volume gradually grows raindrop background
2nd full volume with right after "thunder" noise

Dear Slim, I but you still ain't callin
I left my cell, my pager, and my home phone at the
I sent two letters in autumn, you must not-a got 'em
There probably was a at the post office or somethin
I scribble addresses too sloppy when I jot 'em
but fuck it, what's been up? Man how's your daughter?
My girlfriend's pregnant too, I'm to be a father
If I have a daughter, guess what I'ma call
I'ma name her
I read about Uncle Ronnie too I'm sorry
I had a friend kill himself some bitch who didn't want him
I know you probably this everyday, but I'm your biggest fan
I even got the underground that you did with Skam
I got a room of your posters and your pictures man
I like the shit you did with Rawkus too, shit was fat
Anyways, I you get this man, hit me back,
just to chat, truly yours, your fan
is Stan

Dear Slim, you ain't called or wrote, I hope you have a chance
I ain't mad - I just think it's FUCKED UP you answer fans
If you didn't talk to me outside your concert
you didn't to, but you coulda signed an autograph for Matthew
That's my little man, he's only six years old
We waited in the cold for you,
hours and you just said, "No."
That's pretty shitty man - like his fuckin idol
He wants to be just like you man, he you more than I do
I ain't that mad though, I don't like bein lied to
Remember when we met in Denver - you if I'd write you
you would back - see I'm just like you in a way
I never knew my neither;
he used to always cheat on my mom and her
I can relate to you're saying in your songs
so when I have a day, I drift away and put 'em on
I don't really got shit else so that shit helps when I'm depressed
I even got a tattoo of your name the chest
Sometimes I cut myself to see how much it bleeds
like adrenaline, the pain is such a sudden rush for me
See you say is real, and I respect you cause you tell it
My girlfriend's jealous cause I talk about you
But she don't know you I know you Slim, no one does
She don't know what it was like for people like us up
You gotta me man, I'll be the biggest fan you'll ever lose
yours, Stan -- P.S.
We be together too

Mister-I'm-Too-Good-To-Call-Or-Write-My-Fans,
this'll be the last package I send your ass
It's been six months and no word - I don't deserve it?
I know you got my last two
I wrote the addresses on 'em
So this is my cassette I'm sending you, I hope you it
I'm in the car now, I'm doing 90 on the freeway
Hey Slim, I a fifth of vodka, you dare me to drive?
You the song by Phil Collins, "In the Air of the Night"
about that guy who coulda saved that other guy from
but didn't, then Phil saw it all, then at a a he found him?
kinda how this is, you coulda rescued me from drowning
Now it's too late - I'm on a downers now, I'm drowsy
and all I wanted was a letter or a call
I hope you I ripped +ALL+ of your pictures off the wall
I you Slim, we coulda been together, think about it
You it now, I hope you can't sleep and you dream about it
And when you I hope you can't sleep and you SCREAM about it
I hope conscience EATS AT YOU and you can't BREATHE without me
See Slim; up bitch! I'm tryin to talk!
Hey Slim, that's my screamin in the trunk
but I didn't slit her throat, I tied her up, see I ain't like you
if she suffocates she'll suffer more, and then she'll die too
Well, gotta go, I'm at the bridge now
Oh shit, I forgot, how'm I supposed to send shit out?

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Dear Stan, I meant to write you but I just been busy
You said your girlfriend's now, how far along is she?
Look, I'm really flattered you would call your daughter
and here's an autograph for brother,
I wrote it on the cap
I'm sorry I didn't see you at the show, I missed you
Don't think I did shit intentionally just to diss you
But what's this shit you said you like to cut your wrists too?
I say shit just clownin dogg,
c'mon - how fucked up is
You got some issues Stan, I think you need some
to help your ass from bouncing off the walls you get down some
And what's this shit about us to be together?
That type of shit'll make me not want us to meet other
I really think you and your need each other
or maybe you need to treat her better
I you get to read this letter, I just hope it reaches you in time
you hurt yourself, I think that you'll be doin just fine
if you relax a little, I'm glad I you but Stan
why are you so Try to understand, that I do want you as a fan
I just don't want you to do some crazy
I seen this one shit on the news a couple weeks ago that made me
dude was drunk and drove his car over a bridge
and had his girlfriend in the trunk, and she was with his kid
and in the car they found a tape, but they say who it was to
to think about, his name was. it was you
Stan!