My gone cold I'm wondering why I. got out of bed at all The rain clouds up my window. and I see at all And even if I it'll all be gray, but picture on my wall It reminds me, that not so bad, not so bad.
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Dear Slim, I wrote but you still ain't I left my cell, my pager, and my phone at the bottom I sent two letters back in autumn, you must got 'em There probably was a at the post office or somethin Sometimes I scribble addresses too when I jot 'em but fuck it, what's been up? Man how's your daughter? My pregnant too, I'm bout to be a father If I have a daughter, what I'ma call her? I'ma name her I read about your Uncle Ronnie too I'm I had a kill himself over some bitch who didn't want him I know you hear this everyday, but I'm your biggest fan I even got the shit that you did with Skam I got a room of your posters and your pictures man I the shit you did with Rawkus too, that shit was fat Anyways, I you get this man, hit me back, to chat, truly yours, your biggest fan This is
Dear Slim, you still ain't called or wrote, I hope you have a I ain't mad - I just think it's FUCKED UP you answer fans If you didn't wanna talk to me outside concert you didn't have to, but you signed an autograph for Matthew That's my brother man, he's only six years old We in the blistering cold for you, hours and you just said, "No." That's pretty shitty man - you're like his idol He wants to be just like you man, he likes you than I do I ain't that mad though, I just don't like bein to Remember when we met in Denver - you if I'd write you you write back - see I'm just like you in a way I never knew my neither; he used to always on my mom and beat her I can relate to what you're saying in your so I have a shitty day, I drift away and put 'em on cause I don't really got else so that shit helps when I'm depressed I even got a tattoo of name across the chest I even cut myself to see how much it bleeds It's like adrenaline, the pain is such a rush for me See you say is real, and I respect you cause you tell it My girlfriend's cause I talk about you 24/7 But she know you like I know you Slim, no one does She don't know what it was like for people like us up You gotta call me man, I'll be the biggest fan ever lose Sincerely yours, -- P.S. We be together too
Mister-I'm-Too-Good-To-Call-Or-Write-My-Fans, this'll be the last package I send your ass It's been six months and still no word - I don't it? I you got my last two letters; I wrote the on 'em perfect So is my cassette I'm sending you, I hope you hear it I'm in the car right now, I'm 90 on the freeway Hey Slim, I drank a fifth of vodka, you me to drive? You the song by Phil Collins, "In the Air of the Night" about that guy who coulda saved that guy from drowning but didn't, then saw it all, then at a a show he found him? kinda how this is, you coulda rescued me from drowning Now it's too late - I'm on a 1000 downers now, I'm and all I was a lousy letter or a call I hope you know I ripped +ALL+ of your pictures off the I you Slim, we coulda been together, think about it You ruined it now, I hope you can't sleep and you dream it And when you dream I hope you can't and you SCREAM about it I your conscience EATS AT YOU and you can't BREATHE without me See Shut up bitch! I'm tryin to talk! Hey Slim, that's my girlfriend screamin in the but I didn't slit her throat, I just tied her up, see I ain't you cause if she suffocates she'll more, and then she'll die too Well, gotta go, I'm almost at the now Oh shit, I forgot, how'm I supposed to send this out?
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Dear Stan, I meant to write you sooner but I just been You said your pregnant now, how far along is she? Look, I'm really flattered you would your daughter that and an autograph for your brother, I wrote it on the cap I'm sorry I didn't see you at the show, I missed you Don't think I did that shit just to diss you But what's this you said about you like to cut your wrists too? I say that shit just dogg, c'mon - how fucked up is You got some issues Stan, I you need some counseling to help ass from bouncing off the walls when you get down some And what's this about us meant to be together? That type of shit'll make me not want us to meet other I really you and your girlfriend need each other or maybe you just to treat her better I hope you get to read this letter, I hope it reaches you in time you hurt yourself, I think that you'll be doin just fine if you relax a little, I'm glad I you but Stan why are you so mad? Try to understand, I do want you as a fan I don't want you to do some crazy shit I seen this one shit on the news a couple weeks ago that me sick dude was drunk and drove his car over a bridge and had his girlfriend in the trunk, and she was with his kid and in the car they found a tape, but didn't say who it was to Come to think about, his was. it was you Stan!