My tea's gone I'm wondering why I. got out of bed at all The rain clouds up my window. and I see at all And even if I it'll all be gray, but picture on my wall It me, that it's not so bad, not so bad.
1st volume gradually grows over raindrop 2nd full volume with beat right "thunder" noise
Dear Slim, I wrote but you ain't callin I left my cell, my pager, and my home at the bottom I sent two letters back in autumn, you not-a got 'em There probably was a problem at the post or somethin Sometimes I scribble too sloppy when I jot 'em but anyways; fuck it, what's been up? Man how's daughter? My girlfriend's pregnant too, I'm to be a father If I have a daughter, what I'ma call her? I'ma name her I read about your Uncle Ronnie too I'm I had a friend kill himself over bitch who didn't want him I know you probably hear everyday, but I'm your biggest fan I got the underground shit that you did with Skam I got a full of your posters and your pictures man I like the shit you did with Rawkus too, shit was fat Anyways, I hope you get man, hit me back, to chat, truly yours, your biggest fan This is
Dear Slim, you still ain't or wrote, I hope you have a chance I ain't mad - I just think it's FUCKED UP you answer fans If you didn't wanna talk to me outside concert you didn't to, but you coulda signed an autograph for Matthew That's my little brother man, only six years old We in the blistering cold for you, four and you just said, "No." That's pretty shitty man - you're his fuckin idol He wants to be just like you man, he likes you than I do I ain't that mad though, I just like bein lied to Remember when we met in - you said if I'd write you you would write back - see I'm like you in a way I never knew my father he used to cheat on my mom and beat her I can relate to what saying in your songs so when I have a shitty day, I away and put 'em on cause I don't really got else so that shit helps when I'm depressed I even got a tattoo of name across the chest Sometimes I even cut to see how much it bleeds It's adrenaline, the pain is such a sudden rush for me See you say is real, and I respect you cause you tell it My girlfriend's jealous cause I about you 24/7 But she don't you like I know you Slim, no one does She don't know what it was for people like us growin up You gotta call me man, I'll be the biggest fan you'll ever Sincerely yours, -- P.S. We should be too
Mister-I'm-Too-Good-To-Call-Or-Write-My-Fans, this'll be the last package I send your ass It's been six months and no word - I don't deserve it? I know you got my last two I the addresses on 'em perfect So this is my cassette I'm sending you, I hope you it I'm in the car now, I'm doing 90 on the freeway Hey Slim, I drank a of vodka, you dare me to drive? You know the by Phil Collins, "In the Air of the Night" about guy who coulda saved that other guy from drowning but didn't, Phil saw it all, then at a a show he found him? kinda how this is, you coulda rescued me from drowning Now it's too - I'm on a 1000 downers now, I'm drowsy and all I wanted was a lousy letter or a I you know I ripped +ALL+ of your pictures off the wall I love you Slim, we coulda been together, about it You it now, I hope you can't sleep and you dream about it And you dream I hope you can't sleep and you SCREAM about it I hope your conscience EATS AT YOU and you BREATHE without me See Shut up bitch! I'm tryin to talk! Hey Slim, that's my girlfriend in the trunk but I slit her throat, I just tied her up, see I ain't like you if she suffocates she'll suffer more, and then she'll die too Well, go, I'm almost at the bridge now Oh shit, I forgot, I supposed to send this shit out?
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Dear Stan, I meant to you sooner but I just been busy You said your girlfriend's now, how far along is she? Look, I'm really flattered you would call your that and here's an autograph for brother, I wrote it on the cap I'm I didn't see you at the show, I musta missed you Don't think I did that shit intentionally to diss you But what's this shit you said about you like to cut your too? I say that shit just dogg, c'mon - how up is you? You got some issues Stan, I think you some counseling to help your ass from off the walls when you get down some And what's this shit about us to be together? That type of shit'll make me not want us to each other I really think you and your girlfriend need each or maybe you just need to her better I hope you get to this letter, I just hope it reaches you in time before you hurt yourself, I think you'll be doin just fine if you relax a little, I'm I inspire you but Stan why are you so mad? Try to understand, I do want you as a fan I just don't want you to do some crazy I this one shit on the news a couple weeks ago that made me sick Some was drunk and drove his car over a bridge and had his girlfriend in the trunk, and she was pregnant his kid and in the car they found a tape, but they say who it was to Come to think about, his was. it was you Stan!