My gone cold I'm wondering why I. got out of bed at all The morning rain up my window. and I see at all And if I could it'll all be gray, but your on my wall It reminds me, it's not so bad, not so bad.
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Slim, I wrote but you still ain't callin I left my cell, my pager, and my home at the bottom I sent two letters back in autumn, you must got 'em There probably was a problem at the post office or Sometimes I scribble too sloppy when I jot 'em but anyways; fuck it, what's been up? Man how's your My girlfriend's pregnant too, I'm bout to be a If I a daughter, guess what I'ma call her? I'ma her Bonnie I read about your Uncle too I'm sorry I had a friend kill himself over some who didn't want him I you probably hear this everyday, but I'm your biggest fan I even got the underground shit that you did with I got a room full of your posters and your man I like the shit you did Rawkus too, that shit was fat Anyways, I hope you get man, hit me back, just to chat, truly yours, biggest fan This is
Dear Slim, you still ain't called or wrote, I you have a chance I ain't mad - I just think it's FUCKED UP you answer fans If you didn't wanna talk to me outside your you have to, but you coulda signed an autograph for Matthew That's my brother man, he's only six years old We in the blistering cold for you, four and you just said, "No." That's shitty man - you're like his fuckin idol He wants to be just like you man, he you more than I do I ain't that mad though, I just like bein lied to Remember when we met in Denver - you said if I'd you you write back - see I'm just like you in a way I never knew my neither; he used to always on my mom and beat her I can relate to what saying in your songs so when I have a shitty day, I away and put 'em on cause I don't really got shit else so that helps when I'm depressed I got a tattoo of your name across the chest Sometimes I cut myself to see how much it bleeds It's like adrenaline, the is such a sudden rush for me See everything you say is real, and I you cause you tell it My girlfriend's jealous cause I talk you 24/7 But she know you like I know you Slim, no one does She don't know what it was like for people like us up You gotta call me man, I'll be the biggest fan you'll ever Sincerely yours, -- P.S. We should be too
Mister-I'm-Too-Good-To-Call-Or-Write-My-Fans, this'll be the last package I ever send ass been six months and still no word - I don't deserve it? I know you got my two letters; I wrote the on 'em perfect So this is my cassette I'm sending you, I hope you it I'm in the car right now, I'm doing 90 on the Hey Slim, I drank a fifth of vodka, you me to drive? You know the by Phil Collins, "In the Air of the Night" that guy who coulda saved that other guy from drowning but didn't, then Phil saw it all, then at a a show he found That's kinda how this is, you coulda rescued me drowning Now it's too late - I'm on a downers now, I'm drowsy and all I wanted was a lousy or a call I you know I ripped +ALL+ of your pictures off the wall I you Slim, we coulda been together, think about it You ruined it now, I hope you can't sleep and you dream it And when you dream I hope you can't sleep and you SCREAM it I hope your conscience AT YOU and you can't BREATHE without me See Shut up bitch! I'm tryin to talk! Hey Slim, my girlfriend screamin in the trunk but I didn't slit her throat, I just tied her up, see I ain't you if she suffocates she'll suffer more, and then she'll die too Well, go, I'm almost at the bridge now Oh shit, I forgot, how'm I to send this shit out?
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Dear Stan, I to write you sooner but I just been busy You said your pregnant now, how far along is she? Look, I'm really flattered you call your daughter that and here's an autograph for brother, I it on the Starter cap I'm sorry I didn't see you at the show, I musta you think I did that shit intentionally just to diss you But what's this shit you said about you to cut your wrists too? I say that shit clownin dogg, c'mon - how fucked up is You got some issues Stan, I think you some counseling to help your ass from bouncing off the walls when you get some And what's this shit about us to be together? That type of shit'll make me not want us to meet other I really you and your girlfriend need each other or maybe you just need to her better I hope you get to read this letter, I hope it reaches you in time before you hurt yourself, I think that you'll be doin just if you relax a little, I'm glad I you but Stan why are you so mad? Try to understand, that I do you as a fan I just don't want you to do crazy shit I seen this one shit on the news a weeks ago that made me sick Some dude was drunk and drove his car over a and had his girlfriend in the trunk, and she was with his kid and in the car they found a tape, but they say who it was to Come to about, his name was. it was you Stan!