My tea's gone cold I'm why I. got out of bed at all The morning clouds up my window. and I see at all And if I could it'll all be gray, but picture on my wall It reminds me, it's not so bad, not so bad.
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Dear Slim, I wrote but you still ain't I my cell, my pager, and my home phone at the bottom I two letters back in autumn, you must not-a got 'em There probably was a problem at the office or somethin Sometimes I addresses too sloppy when I jot 'em but fuck it, what's been up? Man how's your daughter? My pregnant too, I'm bout to be a father If I have a daughter, what I'ma call her? I'ma name her I read about your Uncle Ronnie too I'm I had a friend kill himself some bitch who didn't want him I know you probably hear this everyday, but I'm your fan I got the underground shit that you did with Skam I got a room full of your posters and pictures man I like the shit you did with Rawkus too, shit was fat Anyways, I hope you get man, hit me back, just to chat, truly yours, your fan is Stan
Dear Slim, you still ain't called or wrote, I hope you a chance I ain't mad - I think it's FUCKED UP you don't answer fans If you didn't wanna talk to me outside your you didn't have to, but you coulda signed an autograph for That's my brother man, he's only six years old We waited in the cold for you, four and you just said, "No." That's pretty man - you're like his fuckin idol He wants to be just you man, he likes you more than I do I that mad though, I just don't like bein lied to Remember we met in Denver - you said if I'd write you you would write back - see I'm like you in a way I knew my father neither; he used to always on my mom and beat her I can relate to what saying in your songs so I have a shitty day, I drift away and put 'em on cause I don't really got shit else so shit helps when I'm depressed I even got a tattoo of name across the chest Sometimes I cut myself to see how much it bleeds It's like adrenaline, the is such a sudden rush for me See everything you say is real, and I you cause you tell it My girlfriend's jealous I talk about you 24/7 But she don't you like I know you Slim, no one does She don't know it was like for people like us growin up You call me man, I'll be the biggest fan you'll ever lose Sincerely yours, -- P.S. We should be too
Mister-I'm-Too-Good-To-Call-Or-Write-My-Fans, this'll be the package I ever send your ass been six months and still no word - I don't deserve it? I know you got my last two I the addresses on 'em perfect So this is my cassette I'm you, I hope you hear it I'm in the car right now, I'm doing 90 on the Hey Slim, I drank a fifth of vodka, you me to drive? You know the song by Collins, "In the Air of the Night" about that guy who saved that other guy from drowning but didn't, then Phil saw it all, then at a a show he him? That's kinda how this is, you coulda me from drowning Now it's too - I'm on a 1000 downers now, I'm drowsy and all I wanted was a lousy letter or a I hope you know I ripped +ALL+ of pictures off the wall I love you Slim, we been together, think about it You ruined it now, I you can't sleep and you dream about it And when you I hope you can't sleep and you SCREAM about it I your conscience EATS AT YOU and you can't BREATHE without me See Slim; up bitch! I'm tryin to talk! Hey Slim, my girlfriend screamin in the trunk but I didn't her throat, I just tied her up, see I ain't like you cause if she suffocates she'll more, and then she'll die too Well, gotta go, I'm almost at the now Oh shit, I forgot, I supposed to send this shit out?
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Dear Stan, I meant to write you but I just been busy You said your pregnant now, how far along is she? Look, I'm really flattered you would your daughter that and an autograph for your brother, I wrote it on the cap I'm sorry I didn't see you at the show, I missed you Don't I did that shit intentionally just to diss you But what's this shit you said you like to cut your wrists too? I say that shit just dogg, c'mon - how up is you? You got issues Stan, I think you need some counseling to help your ass from bouncing off the walls when you get some And what's shit about us meant to be together? That of shit'll make me not want us to meet each other I really you and your girlfriend need each other or maybe you just need to her better I hope you get to read this letter, I just hope it reaches you in you hurt yourself, I think that you'll be doin just fine if you relax a little, I'm I inspire you but Stan why are you so mad? Try to understand, that I do you as a fan I just don't want you to do some shit I seen one shit on the news a couple weeks ago that made me sick Some was drunk and drove his car over a bridge and had his in the trunk, and she was pregnant with his kid and in the car they found a tape, but didn't say who it was to Come to about, his name was. it was you Stan!