My tea's cold I'm wondering why I. got out of bed at all The rain clouds up my window. and I see at all And even if I could all be gray, but your picture on my It reminds me, it's not so bad, not so bad.
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Dear Slim, I wrote but you ain't callin I left my cell, my pager, and my home at the bottom I two letters back in autumn, you must not-a got 'em There probably was a problem at the post office or Sometimes I scribble too sloppy when I jot 'em but anyways; fuck it, what's up? Man how's your daughter? My pregnant too, I'm bout to be a father If I have a daughter, guess what I'ma her? I'ma name her I read about your Uncle too I'm sorry I had a friend kill himself over some who didn't want him I know you probably this everyday, but I'm your biggest fan I even got the underground that you did with Skam I got a room of your posters and your pictures man I like the shit you did Rawkus too, that shit was fat Anyways, I hope you get man, hit me back, to chat, truly yours, your biggest fan This is
Dear Slim, you ain't called or wrote, I hope you have a chance I ain't mad - I just think it's FUCKED UP you answer fans If you didn't wanna talk to me your concert you didn't have to, but you signed an autograph for Matthew That's my brother man, he's only six years old We waited in the cold for you, four hours and you said, "No." pretty shitty man - you're like his fuckin idol He wants to be like you man, he likes you more than I do I ain't that mad though, I just don't like bein to when we met in Denver - you said if I'd write you you would write - see I'm just like you in a way I never my father neither; he used to always cheat on my mom and her I can relate to what you're saying in your so when I have a shitty day, I drift and put 'em on cause I don't really got shit else so shit helps when I'm depressed I even got a tattoo of your name the chest Sometimes I cut myself to see how much it bleeds It's like adrenaline, the pain is such a rush for me See everything you say is real, and I respect you you tell it My girlfriend's cause I talk about you 24/7 But she don't know you I know you Slim, no one does She don't know what it was like for people like us up You gotta me man, I'll be the biggest fan you'll ever lose yours, Stan -- P.S. We be together too
Mister-I'm-Too-Good-To-Call-Or-Write-My-Fans, this'll be the last package I ever send ass been six months and still no word - I don't deserve it? I you got my last two letters; I wrote the addresses on 'em So this is my I'm sending you, I hope you hear it I'm in the car now, I'm doing 90 on the freeway Hey Slim, I drank a of vodka, you dare me to drive? You know the by Phil Collins, "In the Air of the Night" about guy who coulda saved that other guy from drowning but didn't, Phil saw it all, then at a a show he found him? kinda how this is, you coulda rescued me from drowning Now it's too late - I'm on a 1000 downers now, I'm and all I was a lousy letter or a call I hope you know I ripped of your pictures off the wall I love you Slim, we coulda been together, about it You it now, I hope you can't sleep and you dream about it And when you dream I hope you can't sleep and you about it I hope your EATS AT YOU and you can't BREATHE without me See Slim; up bitch! I'm tryin to talk! Hey Slim, that's my girlfriend screamin in the but I didn't slit her throat, I just her up, see I ain't like you cause if she suffocates she'll suffer more, and then die too Well, go, I'm almost at the bridge now Oh shit, I forgot, how'm I supposed to send this out?
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Dear Stan, I meant to write you sooner but I just busy You said girlfriend's pregnant now, how far along is she? Look, I'm really flattered you would call your that and an autograph for your brother, I it on the Starter cap I'm sorry I didn't see you at the show, I missed you Don't think I did that shit intentionally just to you But this shit you said about you like to cut your wrists too? I say that shit just dogg, - how fucked up is you? You got some issues Stan, I think you need counseling to help your ass from off the walls when you get down some And what's this about us meant to be together? That of shit'll make me not want us to meet each other I really you and your girlfriend need each other or maybe you just to treat her better I you get to read this letter, I just hope it reaches you in time before you hurt yourself, I that you'll be doin just fine if you relax a little, I'm glad I you but Stan why are you so Try to understand, that I do want you as a fan I just want you to do some crazy shit I seen one shit on the news a couple weeks ago that made me sick Some dude was drunk and his car over a bridge and had his in the trunk, and she was pregnant with his kid and in the car they found a tape, but they say who it was to Come to think about, his was. it was you Stan!