My tea's gone cold I'm why I. got out of bed at all The morning clouds up my window. and I see at all And even if I it'll all be gray, but picture on my wall It me, that it's not so bad, not so bad.
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Dear Slim, I wrote but you ain't callin I my cell, my pager, and my home phone at the bottom I sent two letters in autumn, you must not-a got 'em probably was a problem at the post office or somethin Sometimes I scribble addresses too when I jot 'em but anyways; fuck it, been up? Man how's your daughter? My girlfriend's pregnant too, I'm to be a father If I have a daughter, what I'ma call her? I'ma name her I about your Uncle Ronnie too I'm sorry I had a friend kill over some bitch who didn't want him I know you probably hear this everyday, but I'm your fan I even got the underground shit you did with Skam I got a room full of your and your pictures man I like the you did with Rawkus too, that shit was fat Anyways, I hope you get man, hit me back, just to chat, truly yours, biggest fan is Stan
Dear Slim, you still ain't or wrote, I hope you have a chance I ain't mad - I just think it's FUCKED UP you don't fans If you didn't wanna talk to me your concert you didn't have to, but you coulda signed an autograph for That's my little brother man, he's six years old We in the blistering cold for you, four hours and you said, "No." That's shitty man - you're like his fuckin idol He to be just like you man, he likes you more than I do I ain't that mad though, I just don't like bein to Remember we met in Denver - you said if I'd write you you would write back - see I'm like you in a way I knew my father neither; he used to always on my mom and beat her I can relate to what you're saying in your so when I have a shitty day, I away and put 'em on cause I don't really got shit else so that shit helps when I'm I even got a tattoo of your name the chest Sometimes I even cut to see how much it bleeds It's adrenaline, the pain is such a sudden rush for me See everything you say is real, and I respect you you tell it My girlfriend's jealous I talk about you 24/7 But she don't you like I know you Slim, no one does She don't what it was like for people like us growin up You gotta call me man, be the biggest fan you'll ever lose Sincerely yours, -- P.S. We should be too
Mister-I'm-Too-Good-To-Call-Or-Write-My-Fans, this'll be the last package I ever your ass It's been six months and still no word - I deserve it? I know you got my last two I wrote the on 'em perfect So this is my cassette I'm sending you, I you hear it I'm in the car right now, I'm 90 on the freeway Hey Slim, I drank a fifth of vodka, you dare me to You know the by Phil Collins, "In the Air of the Night" about that guy who coulda saved that other guy from but didn't, then Phil saw it all, then at a a he found him? That's kinda how this is, you coulda me from drowning Now it's too - I'm on a 1000 downers now, I'm drowsy and all I was a lousy letter or a call I hope you know I ripped +ALL+ of your pictures off the I love you Slim, we been together, think about it You ruined it now, I hope you can't and you dream about it And you dream I hope you can't sleep and you SCREAM about it I hope your conscience EATS AT YOU and you can't BREATHE me See Shut up bitch! I'm tryin to talk! Hey Slim, that's my girlfriend in the trunk but I didn't slit her throat, I just tied her up, see I like you cause if she suffocates she'll suffer more, and then die too Well, go, I'm almost at the bridge now Oh shit, I forgot, how'm I supposed to send this shit
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Dear Stan, I to write you sooner but I just been busy You said girlfriend's pregnant now, how far along is she? Look, I'm really flattered you call your daughter that and an autograph for your brother, I wrote it on the cap I'm I didn't see you at the show, I musta missed you Don't think I did that shit just to diss you But what's shit you said about you like to cut your wrists too? I say that shit just dogg, c'mon - how fucked up is You got issues Stan, I think you need some counseling to help your ass from bouncing off the walls when you get down And what's this about us meant to be together? That of shit'll make me not want us to meet each other I really you and your girlfriend need each other or maybe you just need to her better I hope you get to read this letter, I just it reaches you in time before you yourself, I think that you'll be doin just fine if you a little, I'm glad I inspire you but Stan why are you so mad? Try to understand, I do want you as a fan I don't want you to do some crazy shit I seen this one shit on the news a couple weeks ago that made me Some was drunk and drove his car over a bridge and had his in the trunk, and she was pregnant with his kid and in the car found a tape, but they didn't say who it was to Come to think about, his was. it was you Stan!