My tea's gone cold I'm why I. got out of bed at all The morning rain up my window. and I see at all And even if I could all be gray, but your picture on my It reminds me, that not so bad, not so bad.
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Dear Slim, I but you still ain't callin I left my cell, my pager, and my phone at the bottom I sent two letters in autumn, you must not-a got 'em There probably was a problem at the office or somethin Sometimes I scribble addresses too sloppy I jot 'em but anyways; fuck it, what's been up? Man your daughter? My girlfriend's too, I'm bout to be a father If I a daughter, guess what I'ma call her? I'ma her Bonnie I read about your Uncle too I'm sorry I had a friend kill himself over some bitch who didn't him I know you probably hear everyday, but I'm your biggest fan I even got the underground that you did with Skam I got a room full of your posters and pictures man I like the you did with Rawkus too, that shit was fat Anyways, I you get this man, hit me back, just to chat, truly yours, biggest fan is Stan
Dear Slim, you still ain't called or wrote, I hope you a chance I ain't mad - I just think it's FUCKED UP you don't answer If you didn't wanna talk to me your concert you didn't to, but you coulda signed an autograph for Matthew my little brother man, he's only six years old We waited in the cold for you, hours and you just said, "No." That's shitty man - you're like his fuckin idol He wants to be just you man, he likes you more than I do I that mad though, I just don't like bein lied to Remember when we met in - you said if I'd write you you would back - see I'm just like you in a way I never my father neither; he used to always cheat on my mom and her I can relate to what you're saying in songs so I have a shitty day, I drift away and put 'em on cause I don't really got shit else so that helps when I'm depressed I even got a of your name across the chest Sometimes I even cut myself to see how much it It's like adrenaline, the is such a sudden rush for me See you say is real, and I respect you cause you tell it My jealous cause I talk about you 24/7 But she don't know you like I know you Slim, no one She don't know what it was like for like us growin up You gotta call me man, I'll be the biggest fan you'll ever Sincerely yours, -- P.S. We should be too
Mister-I'm-Too-Good-To-Call-Or-Write-My-Fans, this'll be the last I ever send your ass been six months and still no word - I don't deserve it? I know you got my last two I the addresses on 'em perfect So this is my I'm sending you, I hope you hear it I'm in the car now, I'm doing 90 on the freeway Hey Slim, I drank a fifth of vodka, you me to drive? You know the by Phil Collins, "In the Air of the Night" that guy who coulda saved that other guy from drowning but didn't, then saw it all, then at a a show he found him? That's kinda how is, you coulda rescued me from drowning Now it's too late - I'm on a 1000 downers now, I'm and all I wanted was a lousy letter or a I hope you know I ripped +ALL+ of pictures off the wall I you Slim, we coulda been together, think about it You ruined it now, I you can't sleep and you dream about it And when you dream I you can't sleep and you SCREAM about it I hope your conscience EATS AT YOU and you can't without me See Slim; Shut up bitch! I'm to talk! Hey Slim, that's my screamin in the trunk but I didn't slit her throat, I just her up, see I ain't like you cause if she suffocates she'll suffer more, and she'll die too Well, gotta go, I'm almost at the now Oh shit, I forgot, how'm I supposed to this shit out?
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Dear Stan, I meant to you sooner but I just been busy You said your girlfriend's pregnant now, how far along is Look, I'm really you would call your daughter that and an autograph for your brother, I it on the Starter cap I'm I didn't see you at the show, I musta missed you Don't think I did shit intentionally just to diss you But what's this shit you said about you to cut your wrists too? I say that shit clownin dogg, c'mon - how fucked up is You got some Stan, I think you need some counseling to help your ass from bouncing off the walls when you get down And this shit about us meant to be together? That type of shit'll make me not want us to meet other I think you and your girlfriend need each other or maybe you need to treat her better I hope you get to this letter, I just hope it reaches you in time before you hurt yourself, I think that you'll be doin fine if you a little, I'm glad I inspire you but Stan why are you so Try to understand, that I do want you as a fan I just don't want you to do some crazy I seen this one on the news a couple weeks ago that made me sick dude was drunk and drove his car over a bridge and had his in the trunk, and she was pregnant with his kid and in the car they a tape, but they didn't say who it was to Come to think about, his was. it was you Stan!