My gone cold I'm wondering why I. got out of bed at all The morning clouds up my window. and I see at all And even if I could all be gray, but picture on my wall It reminds me, it's not so bad, not so bad.
1st volume gradually grows over raindrop 2nd full volume with beat after "thunder" noise
Dear Slim, I wrote but you still callin I left my cell, my pager, and my home phone at the I sent two letters back in autumn, you not-a got 'em There probably was a problem at the post office or Sometimes I scribble too sloppy when I jot 'em but anyways; fuck it, what's been up? Man how's daughter? My girlfriend's pregnant too, I'm bout to be a If I a daughter, guess what I'ma call her? I'ma her Bonnie I read about Uncle Ronnie too I'm sorry I had a friend kill over some bitch who didn't want him I know you probably hear this everyday, but I'm biggest fan I even got the underground shit that you did with I got a room full of your and your pictures man I like the shit you did with Rawkus too, shit was fat Anyways, I you get this man, hit me back, just to chat, truly yours, your fan This is
Dear Slim, you still ain't or wrote, I hope you have a chance I ain't mad - I just think it's FUCKED UP you don't fans If you didn't wanna talk to me outside concert you didn't to, but you coulda signed an autograph for Matthew That's my little brother man, he's only six old We waited in the cold for you, four hours and you said, "No." pretty shitty man - you're like his fuckin idol He wants to be just like you man, he likes you than I do I ain't that mad though, I just like bein lied to Remember when we met in - you said if I'd write you you would write back - see I'm like you in a way I never knew my neither; he used to always on my mom and beat her I can relate to what saying in your songs so when I have a day, I drift away and put 'em on cause I don't got shit else so that shit helps when I'm depressed I even got a tattoo of your name the chest Sometimes I even cut myself to see how it bleeds It's like adrenaline, the pain is such a sudden for me See everything you say is real, and I you cause you tell it My girlfriend's jealous cause I about you 24/7 But she don't you like I know you Slim, no one does She don't know it was like for people like us growin up You gotta call me man, be the biggest fan you'll ever lose Sincerely yours, -- P.S. We should be too
Mister-I'm-Too-Good-To-Call-Or-Write-My-Fans, this'll be the last I ever send your ass been six months and still no word - I don't deserve it? I know you got my last two I wrote the on 'em perfect So this is my cassette I'm sending you, I you hear it I'm in the car right now, I'm doing 90 on the Hey Slim, I a fifth of vodka, you dare me to drive? You know the by Phil Collins, "In the Air of the Night" about that guy who coulda saved other guy from drowning but didn't, then Phil saw it all, then at a a he found him? kinda how this is, you coulda rescued me from drowning Now it's too late - I'm on a 1000 now, I'm drowsy and all I wanted was a letter or a call I hope you know I ripped +ALL+ of your off the wall I you Slim, we coulda been together, think about it You it now, I hope you can't sleep and you dream about it And when you I hope you can't sleep and you SCREAM about it I hope your EATS AT YOU and you can't BREATHE without me See Slim; up bitch! I'm tryin to talk! Hey Slim, that's my girlfriend screamin in the but I didn't slit her throat, I just her up, see I ain't like you cause if she suffocates she'll suffer more, and then die too Well, gotta go, I'm almost at the now Oh shit, I forgot, how'm I supposed to this shit out?
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Dear Stan, I meant to you sooner but I just been busy You your girlfriend's pregnant now, how far along is she? Look, I'm flattered you would call your daughter that and an autograph for your brother, I it on the Starter cap I'm I didn't see you at the show, I musta missed you Don't think I did that shit just to diss you But what's this shit you about you like to cut your wrists too? I say that shit just dogg, c'mon - how fucked up is You got some issues Stan, I think you need counseling to help your ass from bouncing off the walls you get down some And this shit about us meant to be together? That type of shit'll make me not want us to meet other I think you and your girlfriend need each other or maybe you just to treat her better I hope you get to read this letter, I just hope it you in time before you hurt yourself, I think that you'll be doin fine if you a little, I'm glad I inspire you but Stan why are you so mad? Try to understand, that I do you as a fan I just don't want you to do some crazy I seen this one shit on the news a couple ago that made me sick Some dude was drunk and drove his car a bridge and had his girlfriend in the trunk, and she was with his kid and in the car they a tape, but they didn't say who it was to to think about, his name was. it was you Stan!