My tea's cold I'm wondering why I. got out of bed at all The rain clouds up my window. and I see at all And if I could it'll all be gray, but picture on my wall It reminds me, that not so bad, not so bad.
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Slim, I wrote but you still ain't callin I my cell, my pager, and my home phone at the bottom I sent two letters back in autumn, you not-a got 'em There was a problem at the post office or somethin I scribble addresses too sloppy when I jot 'em but anyways; fuck it, what's up? Man how's your daughter? My girlfriend's pregnant too, I'm to be a father If I have a daughter, guess what I'ma her? I'ma name her I read about your Ronnie too I'm sorry I had a friend kill himself some bitch who didn't want him I know you probably hear this everyday, but I'm your fan I got the underground shit that you did with Skam I got a room full of your posters and pictures man I like the shit you did with Rawkus too, shit was fat Anyways, I hope you get man, hit me back, to chat, truly yours, your biggest fan This is
Dear Slim, you still ain't called or wrote, I hope you a chance I mad - I just think it's FUCKED UP you don't answer fans If you didn't wanna to me outside your concert you didn't have to, but you coulda signed an autograph for That's my brother man, he's only six years old We waited in the cold for you, four and you just said, "No." That's pretty shitty man - like his fuckin idol He wants to be just like you man, he you more than I do I ain't that mad though, I don't like bein lied to Remember when we met in Denver - you if I'd write you you would back - see I'm just like you in a way I knew my father neither; he used to cheat on my mom and beat her I can relate to you're saying in your songs so I have a shitty day, I drift away and put 'em on cause I don't got shit else so that shit helps when I'm depressed I even got a tattoo of name across the chest Sometimes I even cut myself to see how it bleeds It's like adrenaline, the pain is such a rush for me See you say is real, and I respect you cause you tell it My girlfriend's jealous cause I talk about you But she don't you like I know you Slim, no one does She don't know it was like for people like us growin up You gotta call me man, be the biggest fan you'll ever lose yours, Stan -- P.S. We be together too
Mister-I'm-Too-Good-To-Call-Or-Write-My-Fans, this'll be the last I ever send your ass It's been six months and still no word - I deserve it? I you got my last two letters; I wrote the on 'em perfect So this is my I'm sending you, I hope you hear it I'm in the car right now, I'm doing 90 on the Hey Slim, I drank a fifth of vodka, you dare me to You know the by Phil Collins, "In the Air of the Night" that guy who coulda saved that other guy from drowning but didn't, then Phil saw it all, then at a a show he him? That's kinda how this is, you coulda rescued me drowning Now too late - I'm on a 1000 downers now, I'm drowsy and all I wanted was a letter or a call I hope you know I +ALL+ of your pictures off the wall I love you Slim, we coulda been together, think it You ruined it now, I hope you can't sleep and you about it And when you dream I hope you can't and you SCREAM about it I hope your conscience EATS AT YOU and you can't BREATHE me See Slim; up bitch! I'm tryin to talk! Hey Slim, that's my screamin in the trunk but I didn't slit her throat, I just tied her up, see I like you cause if she suffocates she'll suffer more, and she'll die too Well, go, I'm almost at the bridge now Oh shit, I forgot, how'm I to send this shit out?
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Dear Stan, I meant to write you sooner but I just busy You said your girlfriend's pregnant now, how far along is Look, I'm really flattered you would call your that and here's an autograph for brother, I it on the Starter cap I'm sorry I didn't see you at the show, I musta you Don't I did that shit intentionally just to diss you But what's this shit you said about you like to cut your wrists I say shit just clownin dogg, - how fucked up is you? You got some Stan, I think you need some counseling to help your ass from bouncing off the walls when you get some And what's this about us meant to be together? That type of shit'll make me not want us to meet other I really you and your girlfriend need each other or maybe you just to treat her better I hope you get to read letter, I just hope it reaches you in time before you hurt yourself, I think that you'll be doin fine if you a little, I'm glad I inspire you but Stan why are you so mad? Try to understand, that I do you as a fan I just don't want you to do some shit I seen this one shit on the news a weeks ago that made me sick Some dude was drunk and drove his car over a and had his girlfriend in the trunk, and she was with his kid and in the car they a tape, but they didn't say who it was to to think about, his name was. it was you Stan!