My gone cold I'm wondering why I. got out of bed at all The morning rain up my window. and I see at all And if I could it'll all be gray, but your on my wall It reminds me, that not so bad, not so bad.
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Dear Slim, I wrote but you ain't callin I left my cell, my pager, and my phone at the bottom I sent two back in autumn, you must not-a got 'em There probably was a at the post office or somethin Sometimes I addresses too sloppy when I jot 'em but fuck it, what's been up? Man how's your daughter? My girlfriend's pregnant too, I'm bout to be a If I have a daughter, what I'ma call her? I'ma name her I about your Uncle Ronnie too I'm sorry I had a friend kill himself some bitch who didn't want him I you probably hear this everyday, but I'm your biggest fan I got the underground shit that you did with Skam I got a full of your posters and your pictures man I like the shit you did with too, that shit was fat Anyways, I you get this man, hit me back, just to chat, truly yours, your fan This is
Dear Slim, you ain't called or wrote, I hope you have a chance I ain't mad - I just think it's FUCKED UP you don't fans If you didn't talk to me outside your concert you have to, but you coulda signed an autograph for Matthew That's my brother man, he's only six years old We waited in the blistering for you, hours and you just said, "No." That's pretty shitty man - you're his fuckin idol He wants to be just like you man, he likes you more I do I ain't that mad though, I just like bein lied to Remember when we met in - you said if I'd write you you would write - see I'm just like you in a way I never my father neither; he used to cheat on my mom and beat her I can relate to what you're saying in your so when I a shitty day, I drift away and put 'em on cause I don't really got shit else so that helps when I'm depressed I even got a tattoo of your name across the Sometimes I even cut myself to see how it bleeds It's like adrenaline, the is such a sudden rush for me See you say is real, and I respect you cause you tell it My girlfriend's jealous cause I talk about you But she don't know you like I know you Slim, no one She don't know what it was like for like us growin up You gotta call me man, I'll be the fan you'll ever lose yours, Stan -- P.S. We be together too
Mister-I'm-Too-Good-To-Call-Or-Write-My-Fans, this'll be the last package I send your ass It's been six months and no word - I don't deserve it? I you got my last two letters; I wrote the on 'em perfect So is my cassette I'm sending you, I hope you hear it I'm in the car now, I'm doing 90 on the freeway Hey Slim, I drank a fifth of vodka, you dare me to You the song by Phil Collins, "In the Air of the Night" about guy who coulda saved that other guy from drowning but didn't, then Phil saw it all, then at a a he found him? That's kinda how this is, you coulda me from drowning Now it's too late - I'm on a downers now, I'm drowsy and all I was a lousy letter or a call I hope you know I ripped of your pictures off the wall I love you Slim, we coulda together, think about it You ruined it now, I hope you sleep and you dream about it And when you dream I hope you sleep and you SCREAM about it I hope your conscience AT YOU and you can't BREATHE without me See Shut up bitch! I'm tryin to talk! Hey Slim, that's my girlfriend in the trunk but I didn't slit her throat, I just tied her up, see I like you cause if she suffocates she'll suffer more, and then die too Well, gotta go, I'm almost at the now Oh shit, I forgot, I supposed to send this shit out?
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Dear Stan, I meant to write you sooner but I just been You your girlfriend's pregnant now, how far along is she? Look, I'm flattered you would call your daughter that and here's an for your brother, I it on the Starter cap I'm sorry I didn't see you at the show, I musta you Don't think I did shit intentionally just to diss you But what's shit you said about you like to cut your wrists too? I say that just clownin dogg, c'mon - how fucked up is You got some Stan, I think you need some counseling to help your ass from bouncing off the walls you get down some And what's this shit us meant to be together? That type of shit'll make me not want us to meet each I really think you and your girlfriend need other or maybe you just to treat her better I hope you get to read this letter, I just hope it reaches you in before you yourself, I think that you'll be doin just fine if you relax a little, I'm I inspire you but Stan why are you so Try to understand, that I do want you as a fan I just don't want you to do crazy shit I seen this one shit on the news a couple weeks ago that made me dude was drunk and drove his car over a bridge and had his in the trunk, and she was pregnant with his kid and in the car they found a tape, but didn't say who it was to to think about, his name was. it was you Stan!