My tea's gone cold I'm why I. got out of bed at all The morning rain up my window. and I see at all And even if I it'll all be gray, but your on my wall It me, that it's not so bad, not so bad.
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Dear Slim, I wrote but you still ain't I my cell, my pager, and my home phone at the bottom I sent two letters back in autumn, you not-a got 'em There was a problem at the post office or somethin Sometimes I addresses too sloppy when I jot 'em but anyways; fuck it, what's been up? Man your daughter? My pregnant too, I'm bout to be a father If I have a daughter, guess what I'ma her? I'ma name her I read about Uncle Ronnie too I'm sorry I had a friend kill himself over bitch who didn't want him I know you probably hear everyday, but I'm your biggest fan I got the underground shit that you did with Skam I got a room full of your posters and pictures man I like the shit you did with Rawkus too, that was fat Anyways, I you get this man, hit me back, just to chat, truly yours, your fan This is
Dear Slim, you still called or wrote, I hope you have a chance I ain't mad - I think it's FUCKED UP you don't answer fans If you didn't talk to me outside your concert you didn't have to, but you coulda signed an for Matthew That's my brother man, he's only six years old We waited in the blistering for you, four and you just said, "No." That's shitty man - you're like his fuckin idol He wants to be just like you man, he likes you more I do I ain't that mad though, I just don't like lied to when we met in Denver - you said if I'd write you you would write back - see I'm just you in a way I never knew my neither; he used to always cheat on my mom and her I can relate to you're saying in your songs so when I have a day, I drift away and put 'em on cause I don't really got else so that shit helps when I'm depressed I even got a of your name across the chest Sometimes I even cut to see how much it bleeds It's like adrenaline, the pain is such a sudden for me See everything you say is real, and I you cause you tell it My girlfriend's jealous I talk about you 24/7 But she don't know you I know you Slim, no one does She don't know what it was like for people like us up You gotta call me man, I'll be the biggest fan you'll lose yours, Stan -- P.S. We be together too
Mister-I'm-Too-Good-To-Call-Or-Write-My-Fans, this'll be the last I ever send your ass It's six months and still no word - I don't deserve it? I know you got my last two I wrote the on 'em perfect So this is my cassette I'm you, I hope you hear it I'm in the car right now, I'm 90 on the freeway Hey Slim, I a fifth of vodka, you dare me to drive? You know the song by Collins, "In the Air of the Night" about that guy who saved that other guy from drowning but didn't, then saw it all, then at a a show he found him? kinda how this is, you coulda rescued me from drowning Now it's too late - I'm on a downers now, I'm drowsy and all I wanted was a lousy or a call I hope you know I +ALL+ of your pictures off the wall I love you Slim, we coulda been together, about it You ruined it now, I you can't sleep and you dream about it And you dream I hope you can't sleep and you SCREAM about it I hope your EATS AT YOU and you can't BREATHE without me See Shut up bitch! I'm tryin to talk! Hey Slim, that's my girlfriend screamin in the but I slit her throat, I just tied her up, see I ain't like you cause if she she'll suffer more, and then she'll die too Well, go, I'm almost at the bridge now Oh shit, I forgot, I supposed to send this shit out?
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Dear Stan, I meant to write you sooner but I just been You your girlfriend's pregnant now, how far along is she? Look, I'm really flattered you would call your that and here's an for your brother, I wrote it on the cap I'm sorry I see you at the show, I musta missed you Don't think I did that shit just to diss you But what's shit you said about you like to cut your wrists too? I say shit just clownin dogg, - how fucked up is you? You got some issues Stan, I you need some counseling to your ass from bouncing off the walls when you get down some And what's shit about us meant to be together? That type of shit'll make me not want us to meet other I really you and your girlfriend need each other or maybe you just to treat her better I you get to read this letter, I just hope it reaches you in time before you hurt yourself, I that you'll be doin just fine if you relax a little, I'm glad I you but Stan why are you so Try to understand, that I do want you as a fan I just don't want you to do some shit I seen one shit on the news a couple weeks ago that made me sick Some dude was drunk and drove his car over a and had his girlfriend in the trunk, and she was pregnant his kid and in the car they found a tape, but didn't say who it was to Come to think about, his was. it was you Stan!