My gone cold I'm wondering why I Got out of bed at all The morning clouds up my window And I see at all And even if I it'll all be gray Put your picture on my It reminds me, it's not so bad not so bad
My gone cold I'm wondering why I Got out of bed at all The morning rain clouds up my And I see at all And even if I could all be gray Put picture on my wall It me, that it's not so bad not so bad
Dear Slim, I wrote you but ain't callin' I left my cell, my pager, and my phone at the bottom I sent two back in autumn, you must not-a got 'em There probably was a problem at the office or somethin' I scribble addresses too sloppy when I jot 'em But anyways, fuck it, what's been up? Man how's daughter? My girlfriend's pregnant too, I'm to be a father If I have a daughter, what I'm a call her? I'm a her Bonnie I read about your Uncle too I'm sorry I had a friend kill himself over bitch who didn't want him I know you probably hear this everyday, but I'm biggest fan I even got the underground that you did with Skam I got a room full of posters and your pictures man I like the shit you did with too, that shit was fat Anyways, I you get this man, hit me back, Just to chat, yours, your biggest fan is Stan
My tea's cold I'm wondering why I Got out of bed at all The morning rain up my window And I see at all And if I could it'll all be gray Put picture on my wall It me, that it's not so bad not so bad
Dear Slim, you still ain't called or wrote, I you have a chance I ain't mad, I just think it's fucked up you don't fans If you didn't wanna talk to me outside your You have to, but you coulda signed an autograph for Matthew my little brother man, he's only six years old We in the blistering cold for you, For hours and you just said, "No." That's pretty man, you're like his fuckin' idol He wants to be like you man, he likes you more than I do I ain't mad though, I just don't like bein' lied to when we met in Denver, you said if I'd write you you would write back See I'm just you in a way I never knew my neither He used to always on my mom and beat her I can relate to what you're in your songs So when I have a day, I drift away and put 'em on 'Cause I really got shit else so that shit helps when I'm depressed I even got a tattoo of name across the chest I even cut myself to see how much it bleeds It's like adrenaline, the pain is a sudden rush for me See everything you say is real, and I respect you cause you it My girlfriend's jealous 'cause I talk about you But she know you like I know you Slim, no one does She don't what it was like for people like us growin' up, you gotta call me man I'll be the biggest fan ever lose Sincerely yours, Stan, P.S. we be together too
My tea's gone cold I'm why I Got out of bed at all The morning rain up my window And I see at all And even if I could all be gray Put your on my wall It reminds me, it's not so bad not so bad
Dear "I'm Too Good To Call Or Write My Fans" This will be the last package I send your ass It's six months and still no word, I don't deserve it? I know you got my last two letters, I the addresses on 'em perfect So is my cassette I'm sending you, I hope you hear it I'm in the car now, I'm doing 90 on the freeway Hey Slim, I drank a fifth of You me to drive? You the song by Phil Collins, "In the Air of the Night" that guy who could a saved that other guy from drowning But didn't, then Phil saw it all, then at a a he found him? That's kinda how this is, you could a rescued me from Now too late, I'm on a thousand downers now, I'm drowsy And all I was a lousy letter or a call I you know I ripped all of your pictures off the wall I love you Slim, we coulda together, think about it You ruined it now, I you can't sleep and you dream about it And when you dream I you can't sleep and you scream about it I your conscience eats at you and you can't breathe without me See Slim, up bitch! I'm tryin' to talk! Hey Slim, that's my screamin' in the trunk But I didn't slit her throat, I just her up, see I ain't like you if she suffocates she'll suffer more, and then she'll die too Well, gotta go, I'm at the bridge now Oh shit, I forgot, how am I supposed to send this shit
My tea's cold I'm wondering why I Got out of bed at all The morning rain clouds up my And I see at all And even if I could it'll all be Put picture on my wall It me, that it's not so bad not so bad
Dear Stan, I meant to write you sooner but I been busy You said your girlfriend's pregnant now, how far is she? Look, I'm really flattered you would your daughter that And here's an autograph for your I it on the Starter cap I'm sorry I see you at the show, I must of missed you Don't think I did that shit just to diss you But this shit you said about you like to cut your wrists too? I say that just clownin' dog, come on, how fucked up is you? You got issues Stan, I think you need some counseling To your ass from bouncing off the walls when you get down some And this shit about us meant to be together? That type of shit will make me not want us to meet each I think you and your girlfriend need each other Or maybe you need to treat her better I hope you get to read this letter, I hope it reaches you in time Before you hurt yourself, I that you'll be doin' just fine If you a little, I'm glad I inspire you but Stan Why are you so mad? Try to understand, that I do you as a fan I just want you to do some crazy shit I seen this one shit on the news a weeks ago that made me sick Some dude was drunk and drove his car a bridge And had his in the trunk, and she was pregnant with his kid And in the car they found a tape, but they say who it was to to think about, his name was, it was you Damn!