My tea's gone cold I'm why I Got out of bed at all The morning rain clouds up my And I see at all And if I could it'll all be gray Put your on my wall It reminds me, that not so bad not so bad
My tea's cold I'm wondering why I Got out of bed at all The morning clouds up my window And I see at all And even if I could it'll all be Put your on my wall It me, that it's not so bad not so bad
Dear Slim, I you but still ain't callin' I my cell, my pager, and my home phone at the bottom I sent two letters in autumn, you must not-a got 'em There probably was a problem at the office or somethin' Sometimes I scribble too sloppy when I jot 'em But anyways, fuck it, what's been up? Man how's daughter? My girlfriend's pregnant too, I'm bout to be a If I have a daughter, what I'm a call her? I'm a name her I read about your Uncle Ronnie too I'm I had a friend kill himself over some bitch who didn't him I know you probably hear this everyday, but I'm your fan I even got the underground shit that you did with I got a room of your posters and your pictures man I the shit you did with Rawkus too, that shit was fat Anyways, I hope you get man, hit me back, Just to chat, truly yours, biggest fan This is
My tea's cold I'm wondering why I Got out of bed at all The rain clouds up my window And I see at all And if I could it'll all be gray Put your on my wall It me, that it's not so bad not so bad
Dear Slim, you ain't called or wrote, I hope you have a chance I ain't mad, I just it's fucked up you don't answer fans If you didn't talk to me outside your concert You have to, but you coulda signed an autograph for Matthew That's my little brother man, he's only six old We in the blistering cold for you, For hours and you just said, "No." That's pretty shitty man, you're his fuckin' idol He wants to be just like you man, he you more than I do I ain't that mad though, I just like bein' lied to when we met in Denver, you said if I'd write you you would write back See I'm like you in a way I knew my father neither He used to always cheat on my mom and her I can relate to what you're saying in songs So I have a shitty day, I drift away and put 'em on 'Cause I don't really got shit else so that shit helps I'm depressed I even got a tattoo of name across the chest Sometimes I cut myself to see how much it bleeds It's like adrenaline, the pain is such a sudden for me See everything you say is real, and I respect you you tell it My girlfriend's jealous 'cause I talk you 24/7 But she know you like I know you Slim, no one does She don't know it was like for people like us growin' up, you gotta call me man I'll be the biggest fan you'll lose Sincerely yours, Stan, P.S. we should be too
My tea's gone cold I'm why I Got out of bed at all The morning rain up my window And I see at all And even if I could it'll all be Put your on my wall It reminds me, that not so bad not so bad
Dear Mister "I'm Too Good To Or Write My Fans" will be the last package I ever send your ass It's been six months and still no word, I deserve it? I know you got my two letters, I wrote the addresses on 'em perfect So is my cassette I'm sending you, I hope you hear it I'm in the car right now, I'm doing 90 on the Hey Slim, I a fifth of vodka You dare me to You the song by Phil Collins, "In the Air of the Night" that guy who could a saved that other guy from drowning But didn't, then Phil saw it all, then at a a show he found kinda how this is, you could a rescued me from drowning Now it's too late, I'm on a thousand now, I'm drowsy And all I wanted was a lousy or a call I you know I ripped all of your pictures off the wall I you Slim, we coulda been together, think about it You ruined it now, I you can't sleep and you dream about it And you dream I hope you can't sleep and you scream about it I hope your conscience eats at you and you breathe without me See Slim, up bitch! I'm tryin' to talk! Hey Slim, that's my girlfriend screamin' in the But I didn't slit her throat, I just tied her up, see I like you if she suffocates she'll suffer more, and then she'll die too Well, go, I'm almost at the bridge now Oh shit, I forgot, how am I to send this shit out?
My gone cold I'm wondering why I Got out of bed at all The rain clouds up my window And I see at all And even if I it'll all be gray Put your picture on my It reminds me, that not so bad not so bad
Dear Stan, I meant to write you but I just been busy You said your girlfriend's pregnant now, how far along is Look, I'm really flattered you would call your daughter And here's an autograph for brother I it on the Starter cap I'm sorry I didn't see you at the show, I must of you Don't think I did that intentionally just to diss you But this shit you said about you like to cut your wrists too? I say that shit just clownin' dog, come on, how up is you? You got some Stan, I think you need some counseling To help your ass from bouncing off the when you get down some And what's this about us meant to be together? That of shit will make me not want us to meet each other I think you and your girlfriend need each other Or you just need to treat her better I hope you get to read this letter, I just hope it reaches you in Before you hurt yourself, I think that be doin' just fine If you relax a little, I'm glad I inspire you but Why are you so Try to understand, that I do want you as a fan I just don't want you to do some shit I seen one shit on the news a couple weeks ago that made me sick Some dude was drunk and drove his car a bridge And had his in the trunk, and she was pregnant with his kid And in the car they found a tape, but they say who it was to Come to think about, his was, it was you Damn!