Sober And Soulless

There are things I'll never understand
There are times I almost leave, pretend the life I had was just a dream
Some days it truly kills me, it's getting harder to go through life
All the thoughts that haunt my head
All the ones that just leave me restless

Just let me be, I'm so strung out, making everything worse than it needs to be
I'm always finding the downside of everything

I won't live in shame, can't live this way
And I'll be the first to say I know I'm going insane

I've been just getting by day by day, watching everything go
The things that I love come to a close
Every day I'm awake it's the same thing,
every wall is the same, it's the same place
I'm living the life that I had always feared
I've ruined the chances and the hopes that I held dear
But today things change, I've beaten myself up far too many times
I've let my life pass me by for too long
I let my life pass me by

I let my life pass me by
I let my life pass me by
I let my life pass me by

I won't live in shame, can't live this way
And I'll be the first to say I know I'm going insane

There are things I'll never understand
There are times I almost leave, pretend the life I had was just a dream
Some days it truly kills me, it's getting harder to go through life
All the thoughts that haunt my head
All the ones that just leave me restless

I let my life pass me by
I let my life pass me by