So What, I Lied

The window's cracked, I'm looking out
I see her and I'm filled with doubt
I don't know if this parking place
Is just another empty space

Words I've said aren't coming true
I don't know if it's me or you
This promise is too hard to keep
I have to speak

So what, I lied
But the truth would've been suicide
Monogamy is all she wants from me
But I see my life and it's way too short

Don't blame me
For not being subservient to others' needs
I'm at the point where honesty
Just doesn't ever work for me

I did my best to try
And be a mirror of society
But we both know the mirror's cracked
And everybody's in the act

Faking what they cannot feel
Hoping they can make it real
Reality is killing me

So what, I lied
But the truth would've been suicide
Monogamy is all she wants from me
But I see my life and it's way too short

Don't blame me
For not being subservient to others' needs
I'm at the point where honesty
Just doesn't ever work for me

Monogamy is all she wants from me
But I see my life and it's way too short

Erect a life I'll never see
I'll stand back from the scenery
And laugh at all the other guys
Who never could escape in time

Stuck like flies on sticky tongues
Chewed up 'fore their life is done
I'm not here to compromise or apologize

So what, I lied
But the truth would've been suicide
Monogamy is all she wants from me
But I see my life and it's way too short

Don't blame me
For not being subservient to others' needs
I'm at the point where honesty
Just doesn't ever work for me

Life is too short
It's too short
It's too short