Lately I've been going through more bullshit, a bull fighter So when I say my praises to God, one verse is like a full My every thought is pain, strain and stressing me to Everyday is like a rehearsal, that's prepping me for
I think I'm ready because this ain't no friend of mine Only thing I qualify for, is murder and Penitentiary Y'all should of shot me, in the Jimmy But I guess was feeling each other, to get head in the bed
Here I am, first born between heaven and hell I tell my so no to dope but I let it sell Need to practice my preaching, calling the black I know I'm on pot before or not, I peddle crack
Ain't got my back, except the laws when they on it So I be going for broke, demolishing my Leaving no traces blood on faces, believe that HK I'ma squeeze that, you won't even want be
I got through so much, so I try to stay up Because, when I'm sober I can't Even though I do my best, the thing I earn is stress So I, spend most of my days chilling with Jane
I can't focus, I'm losing my mind real and fending for the day, I could make some real cash Dropping album after album, platinum song song But it's like I ain't did nothing, 'cause the ain't on
How can I win, it's like everything I do is a sin It got a nigga, to see my end All of my friends are fake, they come around I'm spending cash But when I'm they out the do', with wheels spinning fast
Lonely, daily the devil but he on me Telling my people fuck him, 'cause he be my homies burning bridges and I don't give a fuck Remember y'all laughing at me, when I get a buck
It's all gravy baby, I got bigger I'm trying to over my residence And my vehicle, is something I dump And it might not be much but all I got So when I paint it, is all I pop
I got through so much, so I try to stay up Because, I'm sober I can't maintain Even though I do my best, the only I earn is stress So I, most of my days chilling with Mary Jane
I'm on pretrial now and I can't no weed if I catch a dirty, I'm facing T I M E My first time ever sober, it's fucking with my Got a nigga an attitude, I can't maintain
If you me I'll bring it to you hard, not softly Living like I'm invincible, one day gonna cost me When it's to pay up, and I lay up in a grave me with a fifty sack, and a motherfucking 12 gage
Hey, no love in my 'Cause my homies was phony, straight the motherfucking start Why couldn't I get a ride, if I ain't no weed, these motherfuckers Ain't my people, they gotta be strangers up a breed
So I bless the streets, my Smith-n-Wesson And if you beefing me nigga, better get your weapon You better pray that I'm codeine and I'm tripping But I let you add up to my problems, I will leave you tripping
I got through so much, so I try to stay up Because, when I'm I can't maintain Even though I do my best, the only thing I is stress So I, spend most of my days chilling with Jane