Lately I've been through more bullshit, than a bull fighter So when I say my praises to God, one is like a full choir My thought is pain, strain and stressing me to death is like a rehearsal, that's prepping me for death
I think I'm ready because world ain't no friend of mine Only I qualify for, is murder and Penitentiary time should of shot me, in the Jimmy instead But I they was feeling each other, to get head in the bed
I am, first born torn between heaven and hell I tell my people so no to but I let it sell Need to my preaching, calling the kettle black I I'm on pot before or not, I gotta peddle crack
nobody got my back, except the laws when they on it So I be going for broke, demolishing my Leaving no traces just blood on faces, that HK squeeze that, you won't even want be back
I got through so much, so I try to stay up Because, when I'm sober I maintain Even though I do my best, the only thing I earn is So I, most of my days chilling with Mary Jane
I focus, I'm losing my mind real fast Dreaming and for the day, I could make some real cash Dropping album after album, platinum song song But it's like I ain't did nothing, 'cause the lights on
How can I win, it's everything I do is a motherfucking sin It got a nigga, to see my end All of my friends are fake, they come around when I'm cash But when I'm broke they out the do', with wheels spinning
Lonely, dodging the devil but he on me Telling my people fuck him, 'cause he be Through my homies bridges and I don't give a fuck Remember laughing at me, when I couldn't get a buck
all gravy baby, I got bigger hurdles I'm trying to jump my residence And my vehicle, is something I over And it not be much but it's all I got So when I paint it, is all I pop
I got so much, so I try to stay fucked up Because, when I'm sober I can't Even I do my best, the only thing I earn is stress So I, spend most of my days chilling Mary Jane
I'm on pretrial now and I smoke no weed 'Cause if I a dirty, I'm facing T I M E My first time ever sober, it's fucking with my Got a with an attitude, I can't maintain
If you me I'll bring it to you hard, not softly like I'm invincible, one day it's gonna cost me When it's to pay up, and I lay up in a grave me with a fifty sack, and a motherfucking 12 gage
Hey, no love in my 'Cause my was phony, straight from the motherfucking start Why couldn't I get a ride, if I have no weed, these motherfuckers Ain't my people, gotta be strangers up a reverend breed
So I bless the streets, with my And if you beefing me nigga, better get your weapon You better pray that I'm codeine and I'm tripping But I won't let you add up to my problems, I will you tripping
I got so much, so I try to stay fucked up Because, I'm sober I can't maintain Even though I do my best, the thing I earn is stress So I, spend most of my days with Mary Jane