Lately I've going through more bullshit, than a bull fighter So when I say my praises to God, one verse is like a choir My every thought is pain, strain and me to death Everyday is like a rehearsal, prepping me for death
I think I'm ready because this world ain't no friend of Only thing I qualify for, is murder and Penitentiary Y'all should of me, in the Jimmy instead But I guess was feeling each other, to get head in the bed
Here I am, first born between heaven and hell I tell my people so no to but I let it sell Need to practice my preaching, calling the kettle I I'm on pot before or not, I gotta peddle crack
Ain't nobody got my back, the laws when they on it So I be for broke, demolishing my opponents no traces just blood on faces, believe that HK squeeze that, you won't even want be back
I got through so much, so I try to stay up Because, I'm sober I can't maintain Even I do my best, the only thing I earn is stress So I, spend most of my chilling with Mary Jane
I can't focus, I'm losing my mind fast Dreaming and fending for the day, I could make some cash album after album, platinum song after song But like I ain't did nothing, 'cause the lights ain't on
How can I win, it's like everything I do is a sin It got a nigga, to see my end All of my friends are fake, come around when I'm spending cash But when I'm broke they out the do', with wheels spinning
Lonely, dodging the devil but he on me Telling my people him, 'cause he be working Through my burning bridges and I don't give a fuck y'all laughing at me, when I couldn't get a buck
It's all gravy baby, I got bigger I'm trying to jump my residence And my vehicle, is something I over And it not be much but it's all I got So when I it, promethium is all I pop
I got so much, so I try to stay fucked up Because, when I'm sober I maintain Even I do my best, the only thing I earn is stress So I, spend most of my days chilling with Mary
I'm on pretrial now and I can't smoke no if I catch a dirty, I'm facing T I M E My first time ever sober, fucking with my brain Got a nigga with an attitude, I can't
If you cross me bring it to you hard, not softly Living like I'm invincible, one day it's gonna me When it's time to pay up, and I lay up in a me with a fifty sack, and a motherfucking 12 gage
Hey, no love in my 'Cause my homies was phony, straight from the motherfucking Why couldn't I get a ride, if I have no weed, these motherfuckers my people, they gotta be strangers up a reverend breed
So I bless the streets, with my And if you beefing me nigga, better get your weapon You pray that I'm codeine and I'm just tripping But I won't let you add up to my problems, I leave you tripping
I got so much, so I try to stay fucked up Because, I'm sober I can't maintain Even I do my best, the only thing I earn is stress So I, spend most of my days chilling with Jane