Lately I've been through more bullshit, than a bull fighter So when I say my praises to God, one verse is like a full My every thought is pain, strain and me to death Everyday is like a rehearsal, prepping me for death
I I'm ready because this world ain't no friend of mine Only I qualify for, is murder and Penitentiary time Y'all of shot me, in the Jimmy instead But I guess they was feeling each other, to get in the bed
I am, first born torn between heaven and hell I my people so no to dope but I let it sell to practice my preaching, calling the kettle black I know I'm on pot or not, I gotta peddle crack
Ain't nobody got my back, except the laws when on it So I be going for broke, my opponents Leaving no traces just blood on faces, that HK I'ma squeeze that, you won't want be back
I got through so much, so I try to stay up Because, when I'm sober I maintain Even though I do my best, the only I earn is stress So I, spend of my days chilling with Mary Jane
I can't focus, I'm losing my mind fast Dreaming and for the day, I could make some real cash Dropping album after album, platinum after song But it's like I ain't did nothing, 'cause the ain't on
How can I win, it's like everything I do is a sin It got a nigga, to see my end All of my friends are fake, they come around when I'm cash But when I'm broke they out the do', with wheels fast
Lonely, daily the devil but he on me Telling my fuck him, 'cause he be working Through my homies burning and I don't give a fuck Remember y'all laughing at me, when I get a buck
It's all gravy baby, I got hurdles I'm trying to jump my residence And my vehicle, is something I dump And it might not be but it's all I got So when I paint it, is all I pop
I got through so much, so I try to fucked up Because, when I'm sober I can't Even though I do my best, the only I earn is stress So I, spend most of my days chilling with Mary
I'm on pretrial now and I can't smoke no 'Cause if I catch a dirty, I'm T I M E My first time sober, it's fucking with my brain Got a nigga an attitude, I can't maintain
If you me I'll bring it to you hard, not softly Living like I'm invincible, one day gonna cost me When it's time to pay up, and I lay up in a Bury me a fifty sack, and a motherfucking 12 gage
Hey, no in my heart 'Cause my homies was phony, straight the motherfucking start Why couldn't I get a ride, if I ain't have no weed, these Ain't my people, they gotta be strangers up a reverend
So I bless the streets, with my And if you beefing me nigga, better get your weapon You better pray I'm codeine and I'm just tripping But I won't let you add up to my problems, I will you tripping
I got through so much, so I try to fucked up Because, when I'm sober I maintain Even though I do my best, the thing I earn is stress So I, spend of my days chilling with Mary Jane