Lately I've been going more bullshit, than a bull fighter So when I say my praises to God, one is like a full choir My every thought is pain, strain and stressing me to Everyday is like a rehearsal, that's prepping me for
I think I'm ready because this world ain't no friend of Only thing I qualify for, is murder and Penitentiary Y'all of shot me, in the Jimmy instead But I guess they was feeling other, to get head in the bed
I am, first born torn between heaven and hell I tell my people so no to dope but I let it Need to my preaching, calling the kettle black I know I'm on pot before or not, I gotta peddle
Ain't nobody got my back, the laws when they on it So I be going for broke, demolishing my Leaving no traces just blood on faces, that HK I'ma squeeze that, you won't want be back
I got so much, so I try to stay fucked up Because, when I'm sober I can't Even though I do my best, the only thing I is stress So I, spend most of my chilling with Mary Jane
I can't focus, I'm losing my mind fast and fending for the day, I could make some real cash Dropping album after album, platinum song song But it's like I ain't did nothing, 'cause the ain't on
How can I win, it's like I do is a motherfucking sin It got a nigga, to see my end All of my friends are fake, they around when I'm spending cash But when I'm broke they out the do', with spinning fast
Lonely, dodging the devil but he on me Telling my people him, 'cause he be working Through my burning bridges and I don't give a fuck Remember laughing at me, when I couldn't get a buck
all gravy baby, I got bigger hurdles I'm trying to jump my residence And my vehicle, is something I dump And it might not be much but all I got So when I paint it, is all I pop
I got so much, so I try to stay fucked up Because, when I'm sober I can't though I do my best, the only thing I earn is stress So I, spend most of my days chilling with Mary
I'm on pretrial now and I can't no weed 'Cause if I a dirty, I'm facing T I M E My first time ever sober, fucking with my brain Got a nigga an attitude, I can't maintain
If you cross me bring it to you hard, not softly like I'm invincible, one day it's gonna cost me When time to pay up, and I lay up in a grave Bury me with a sack, and a motherfucking 12 gage
Hey, no in my heart 'Cause my homies was phony, straight the motherfucking start Why couldn't I get a ride, if I ain't no weed, these motherfuckers Ain't my people, they gotta be up a reverend breed
So I bless the streets, with my And if you beefing me nigga, better get your weapon You pray that I'm codeine and I'm just tripping But I won't let you add up to my problems, I will you tripping
I got so much, so I try to stay fucked up Because, when I'm I can't maintain Even though I do my best, the only I earn is stress So I, spend most of my days with Mary Jane