Lately I've been going through bullshit, than a bull fighter So when I say my praises to God, one verse is like a choir My thought is pain, strain and stressing me to death is like a rehearsal, that's prepping me for death
I think I'm ready because this world ain't no friend of thing I qualify for, is murder and Penitentiary time Y'all should of shot me, in the instead But I they was feeling each other, to get head in the bed
Here I am, first born torn between and hell I tell my people so no to but I let it sell to practice my preaching, calling the kettle black I know I'm on pot or not, I gotta peddle crack
Ain't nobody got my back, except the laws they on it So I be for broke, demolishing my opponents no traces just blood on faces, believe that HK I'ma that, you won't even want be back
I got through so much, so I try to fucked up Because, when I'm sober I can't Even though I do my best, the only I earn is stress So I, spend most of my days chilling with Mary
I focus, I'm losing my mind real fast Dreaming and fending for the day, I could make some cash album after album, platinum song after song But it's like I ain't did nothing, 'cause the lights on
How can I win, it's like everything I do is a sin It got a nigga, to see my end All of my friends are fake, they come around when I'm cash But when I'm they out the do', with wheels spinning fast
Lonely, daily the devil but he on me Telling my people him, 'cause he be working Through my homies burning bridges and I don't give a Remember y'all laughing at me, when I couldn't get a
It's all baby, I got bigger hurdles I'm to jump over my residence And my vehicle, is something I over And it not be much but it's all I got So when I it, promethium is all I pop
I got through so much, so I try to stay up Because, when I'm sober I can't though I do my best, the only thing I earn is stress So I, spend most of my days with Mary Jane
I'm on pretrial now and I smoke no weed if I catch a dirty, I'm facing T I M E My first ever sober, it's fucking with my brain Got a nigga an attitude, I can't maintain
If you me I'll bring it to you hard, not softly Living like I'm invincible, one day it's cost me it's time to pay up, and I lay up in a grave Bury me with a fifty sack, and a 12 gage
Hey, no love in my 'Cause my homies was phony, straight the motherfucking start Why couldn't I get a ride, if I ain't no weed, these motherfuckers Ain't my people, gotta be strangers up a reverend breed
So I bless the streets, with my And if you beefing with me nigga, better get weapon You pray that I'm codeine and I'm just tripping But I let you add up to my problems, I will leave you tripping
I got through so much, so I try to stay up Because, when I'm sober I can't though I do my best, the only thing I earn is stress So I, spend most of my days with Mary Jane