Lately I've been going through more bullshit, than a fighter So when I say my to God, one verse is like a full choir My every thought is pain, and stressing me to death Everyday is like a rehearsal, that's prepping me for
I think I'm because this world ain't no friend of mine Only thing I qualify for, is murder and Penitentiary should of shot me, in the Jimmy instead But I guess they was feeling other, to get head in the bed
Here I am, first born torn between and hell I tell my so no to dope but I let it sell Need to practice my preaching, calling the kettle I know I'm on pot before or not, I gotta peddle
nobody got my back, except the laws when they on it So I be going for broke, my opponents Leaving no traces blood on faces, believe that HK I'ma squeeze that, you won't even be back
I got so much, so I try to stay fucked up Because, when I'm sober I maintain though I do my best, the only thing I earn is stress So I, spend most of my days chilling with Jane
I can't focus, I'm losing my real fast Dreaming and fending for the day, I could make real cash Dropping album after album, platinum song song But it's like I ain't did nothing, 'cause the lights on
How can I win, it's everything I do is a motherfucking sin It got a nigga, to see my end All of my friends are fake, they come around when I'm cash But when I'm broke they out the do', with wheels spinning
Lonely, daily the devil but he on me Telling my fuck him, 'cause he be working Through my homies bridges and I don't give a fuck Remember y'all laughing at me, when I get a buck
It's all baby, I got bigger hurdles I'm trying to jump my residence And my vehicle, is something I over And it might not be much but all I got So when I it, promethium is all I pop
I got through so much, so I try to stay up Because, when I'm I can't maintain Even though I do my best, the thing I earn is stress So I, most of my days chilling with Mary Jane
I'm on pretrial now and I can't no weed if I catch a dirty, I'm facing T I M E My first time sober, it's fucking with my brain Got a nigga with an attitude, I can't
If you cross me I'll bring it to you hard, not Living like I'm invincible, one day it's cost me When it's time to pay up, and I lay up in a Bury me a fifty sack, and a motherfucking 12 gage
Hey, no in my heart 'Cause my homies was phony, straight from the start Why I get a ride, if I ain't have no weed, these motherfuckers my people, they gotta be strangers up a reverend breed
So I the streets, with my Smith-n-Wesson And if you with me nigga, better get your weapon You better pray that I'm and I'm just tripping But I won't let you add up to my problems, I will leave you
I got so much, so I try to stay fucked up Because, when I'm sober I can't Even though I do my best, the only I earn is stress So I, spend most of my days chilling with Jane