Lately been going through more bullshit, than a bull fighter So when I say my to God, one verse is like a full choir My every thought is pain, and stressing me to death is like a rehearsal, that's prepping me for death
I think I'm ready because this world ain't no friend of Only I qualify for, is murder and Penitentiary time Y'all should of shot me, in the instead But I they was feeling each other, to get head in the bed
Here I am, first born torn heaven and hell I my people so no to dope but I let it sell to practice my preaching, calling the kettle black I I'm on pot before or not, I gotta peddle crack
Ain't nobody got my back, except the when they on it So I be going for broke, demolishing my Leaving no traces just blood on faces, that HK I'ma squeeze that, you even want be back
I got through so much, so I try to stay up Because, when I'm sober I can't Even though I do my best, the only I earn is stress So I, spend most of my days chilling Mary Jane
I can't focus, I'm losing my mind real Dreaming and fending for the day, I could make some cash Dropping album after album, platinum after song But it's like I ain't did nothing, the lights ain't on
How can I win, it's like everything I do is a sin It got a nigga, to see my end All of my friends are fake, they around when I'm spending cash But when I'm broke they out the do', with wheels fast
Lonely, daily dodging the but he on me Telling my people fuck him, he be working Through my homies burning bridges and I don't give a Remember y'all at me, when I couldn't get a buck
all gravy baby, I got bigger hurdles I'm to jump over my residence And my vehicle, is something I over And it not be much but it's all I got So when I paint it, is all I pop
I got so much, so I try to stay fucked up Because, when I'm sober I maintain Even though I do my best, the thing I earn is stress So I, most of my days chilling with Mary Jane
I'm on pretrial now and I can't smoke no if I catch a dirty, I'm facing T I M E My first time ever sober, it's fucking my brain Got a nigga with an attitude, I maintain
If you me I'll bring it to you hard, not softly Living like I'm invincible, one day it's gonna me When it's to pay up, and I lay up in a grave Bury me with a fifty sack, and a motherfucking 12
Hey, no love in my 'Cause my homies was phony, straight from the motherfucking Why couldn't I get a ride, if I have no weed, these motherfuckers Ain't my people, they gotta be strangers up a breed
So I bless the streets, my Smith-n-Wesson And if you beefing me nigga, better get your weapon You better pray that I'm and I'm just tripping But I won't let you add up to my problems, I will you tripping
I got so much, so I try to stay fucked up Because, I'm sober I can't maintain Even I do my best, the only thing I earn is stress So I, spend most of my chilling with Mary Jane