Lately I've been through more bullshit, than a bull fighter So when I say my to God, one verse is like a full choir My every thought is pain, strain and stressing me to Everyday is a rehearsal, that's prepping me for death
I think I'm because this world ain't no friend of mine Only thing I for, is murder and Penitentiary time should of shot me, in the Jimmy instead But I they was feeling each other, to get head in the bed
Here I am, first born torn between and hell I tell my so no to dope but I let it sell to practice my preaching, calling the kettle black I know I'm on pot before or not, I gotta crack
Ain't nobody got my back, except the laws they on it So I be going for broke, demolishing my Leaving no traces blood on faces, believe that HK I'ma squeeze that, you even want be back
I got through so much, so I try to fucked up Because, when I'm sober I can't Even though I do my best, the only thing I is stress So I, spend most of my days with Mary Jane
I can't focus, I'm my mind real fast Dreaming and fending for the day, I could some real cash Dropping album after album, platinum song after But it's like I ain't did nothing, the lights ain't on
How can I win, it's everything I do is a motherfucking sin It got a nigga, to see my end All of my friends are fake, they around when I'm spending cash But when I'm broke they out the do', with wheels fast
Lonely, daily the devil but he on me Telling my people fuck him, 'cause he be Through my homies burning bridges and I give a fuck Remember y'all laughing at me, when I get a buck
It's all baby, I got bigger hurdles I'm trying to over my residence And my vehicle, is I dump over And it might not be but it's all I got So when I paint it, is all I pop
I got through so much, so I try to fucked up Because, when I'm sober I maintain though I do my best, the only thing I earn is stress So I, spend most of my chilling with Mary Jane
I'm on pretrial now and I can't no weed if I catch a dirty, I'm facing T I M E My time ever sober, it's fucking with my brain Got a nigga with an attitude, I maintain
If you cross me I'll it to you hard, not softly Living like I'm invincible, one day it's gonna me When time to pay up, and I lay up in a grave me with a fifty sack, and a motherfucking 12 gage
Hey, no in my heart my homies was phony, straight from the motherfucking start Why couldn't I get a ride, if I ain't have no weed, motherfuckers my people, they gotta be strangers up a reverend breed
So I the streets, with my Smith-n-Wesson And if you beefing with me nigga, better get your You better pray that I'm and I'm just tripping But I let you add up to my problems, I will leave you tripping
I got through so much, so I try to stay up Because, I'm sober I can't maintain Even though I do my best, the only I earn is stress So I, spend most of my days chilling with Mary