Lately I've been going through bullshit, than a bull fighter So when I say my to God, one verse is like a full choir My every thought is pain, and stressing me to death Everyday is like a rehearsal, prepping me for death
I think I'm ready this world ain't no friend of mine Only thing I qualify for, is murder and Penitentiary Y'all should of shot me, in the Jimmy But I guess they was each other, to get head in the bed
Here I am, first born torn between heaven and I tell my people so no to but I let it sell Need to practice my preaching, calling the kettle I know I'm on pot before or not, I peddle crack
nobody got my back, except the laws when they on it So I be for broke, demolishing my opponents Leaving no traces blood on faces, believe that HK squeeze that, you won't even want be back
I got through so much, so I try to fucked up Because, I'm sober I can't maintain Even though I do my best, the only thing I earn is So I, spend most of my days chilling with Jane
I can't focus, I'm losing my real fast Dreaming and for the day, I could make some real cash Dropping album album, platinum song after song But like I ain't did nothing, 'cause the lights ain't on
How can I win, it's like everything I do is a sin It got a nigga, to see my end All of my friends are fake, they come around I'm spending cash But I'm broke they out the do', with wheels spinning fast
Lonely, daily the devil but he on me Telling my people fuck him, he be working Through my homies burning bridges and I don't give a Remember y'all at me, when I couldn't get a buck
It's all gravy baby, I got bigger I'm trying to over my residence And my vehicle, is something I over And it not be much but it's all I got So when I paint it, is all I pop
I got through so much, so I try to stay up Because, when I'm I can't maintain Even I do my best, the only thing I earn is stress So I, spend most of my days chilling Mary Jane
I'm on now and I can't smoke no weed 'Cause if I a dirty, I'm facing T I M E My first time ever sober, it's fucking my brain Got a with an attitude, I can't maintain
If you me I'll bring it to you hard, not softly Living like I'm invincible, one day it's gonna me When time to pay up, and I lay up in a grave Bury me with a fifty sack, and a 12 gage
Hey, no in my heart 'Cause my was phony, straight from the motherfucking start Why couldn't I get a ride, if I ain't have no weed, motherfuckers my people, they gotta be strangers up a reverend breed
So I the streets, with my Smith-n-Wesson And if you beefing with me nigga, get your weapon You better that I'm codeine and I'm just tripping But I won't let you add up to my problems, I will you tripping
I got through so much, so I try to stay up Because, when I'm sober I can't Even I do my best, the only thing I earn is stress So I, spend most of my days with Mary Jane