Luyện nghe bài hát So Much

Lately I've been going through more bullshit, than a fighter
So I say my praises to God, one verse is like a full choir
My every thought is pain, strain and stressing me to
is like a rehearsal, that's prepping me for death

I think I'm because this world ain't no friend of mine
Only thing I for, is murder and Penitentiary time
Y'all should of shot me, in the Jimmy
But I guess was feeling each other, to get head in the bed

Here I am, first born torn between heaven and
I my people so no to dope but I let it sell
to practice my preaching, calling the kettle black
I know I'm on pot or not, I gotta peddle crack

Ain't nobody got my back, except the when they on it
So I be going for broke, my opponents
Leaving no just blood on faces, believe that
HK I'ma squeeze that, you won't want be back

I got through so much, so I try to fucked up
Because, when I'm sober I maintain
though I do my best, the only thing I earn is stress
So I, spend most of my days with Mary Jane

I can't focus, I'm losing my mind real
Dreaming and fending for the day, I could make some real
Dropping album after album, platinum after song
But like I ain't did nothing, 'cause the lights ain't on

How can I win, like everything I do is a motherfucking sin
It got a nigga, to see my end
All of my friends are fake, they around when I'm spending cash
But when I'm broke they out the do', with wheels fast

Lonely, daily dodging the but he on me
Telling my people fuck him, he be working
Through my homies burning bridges and I don't give a
Remember laughing at me, when I couldn't get a buck

It's all gravy baby, I got hurdles
I'm trying to over my residence
And my vehicle, is I dump over
And it might not be but it's all I got
So when I paint it, is all I pop

I got so much, so I try to stay fucked up
Because, when I'm sober I maintain
Even though I do my best, the only I earn is stress
So I, spend most of my days chilling Mary Jane

I'm on now and I can't smoke no weed
'Cause if I catch a dirty, I'm T I M E
My first time ever sober, it's fucking my brain
Got a nigga an attitude, I can't maintain

If you cross me I'll bring it to you hard, not
Living like I'm invincible, one day gonna cost me
When it's time to pay up, and I lay up in a
me with a fifty sack, and a motherfucking 12 gage

Hey, no love in my
'Cause my homies was phony, straight from the start
Why couldn't I get a ride, if I ain't no weed, these motherfuckers
Ain't my people, they be strangers up a reverend breed

So I the streets, with my Smith-n-Wesson
And if you beefing me nigga, better get your weapon
You better pray I'm codeine and I'm just tripping
But I won't let you add up to my problems, I will leave you

I got through so much, so I try to fucked up
Because, when I'm sober I maintain
Even I do my best, the only thing I earn is stress
So I, spend of my days chilling with Mary Jane