Lately I've been going more bullshit, than a bull fighter So when I say my praises to God, one verse is a full choir My every is pain, strain and stressing me to death Everyday is like a rehearsal, that's prepping me for
I think I'm ready because world ain't no friend of mine thing I qualify for, is murder and Penitentiary time Y'all should of me, in the Jimmy instead But I guess they was feeling other, to get head in the bed
Here I am, first born torn heaven and hell I tell my people so no to but I let it sell Need to practice my preaching, calling the black I know I'm on pot or not, I gotta peddle crack
Ain't nobody got my back, except the when they on it So I be going for broke, demolishing my Leaving no traces just blood on faces, believe HK I'ma squeeze that, you even want be back
I got through so much, so I try to stay up Because, when I'm I can't maintain though I do my best, the only thing I earn is stress So I, spend most of my days chilling with Jane
I can't focus, I'm my mind real fast Dreaming and fending for the day, I could make real cash Dropping after album, platinum song after song But it's like I did nothing, 'cause the lights ain't on
How can I win, it's everything I do is a motherfucking sin It got a nigga, to see my end All of my friends are fake, they come around I'm spending cash But when I'm broke they out the do', with wheels spinning
Lonely, daily dodging the but he on me my people fuck him, 'cause he be working Through my homies bridges and I don't give a fuck Remember y'all at me, when I couldn't get a buck
It's all gravy baby, I got hurdles I'm trying to jump over my And my vehicle, is something I dump And it not be much but it's all I got So I paint it, promethium is all I pop
I got so much, so I try to stay fucked up Because, I'm sober I can't maintain though I do my best, the only thing I earn is stress So I, spend most of my days with Mary Jane
I'm on pretrial now and I can't smoke no if I catch a dirty, I'm facing T I M E My first time ever sober, it's fucking my brain Got a nigga with an attitude, I can't
If you cross me I'll it to you hard, not softly Living I'm invincible, one day it's gonna cost me When it's time to pay up, and I lay up in a Bury me a fifty sack, and a motherfucking 12 gage
Hey, no in my heart 'Cause my homies was phony, from the motherfucking start Why couldn't I get a ride, if I have no weed, these motherfuckers my people, they gotta be strangers up a reverend breed
So I bless the streets, with my And if you with me nigga, better get your weapon You better pray that I'm codeine and I'm just But I won't let you add up to my problems, I leave you tripping
I got through so much, so I try to fucked up Because, when I'm I can't maintain though I do my best, the only thing I earn is stress So I, most of my days chilling with Mary Jane