Luyện nghe bài hát So Much

Lately I've been going through more bullshit, than a bull
So when I say my to God, one verse is like a full choir
My every thought is pain, and stressing me to death
Everyday is a rehearsal, that's prepping me for death

I think I'm ready because world ain't no friend of mine
Only I qualify for, is murder and Penitentiary time
should of shot me, in the Jimmy instead
But I guess they was feeling each other, to get in the bed

I am, first born torn between heaven and hell
I tell my people so no to dope but I let it
Need to my preaching, calling the kettle black
I know I'm on pot before or not, I peddle crack

Ain't nobody got my back, the laws when they on it
So I be for broke, demolishing my opponents
Leaving no just blood on faces, believe that
HK I'ma squeeze that, you won't even be back

I got so much, so I try to stay fucked up
Because, I'm sober I can't maintain
though I do my best, the only thing I earn is stress
So I, spend most of my days chilling with Jane

I can't focus, I'm my mind real fast
Dreaming and for the day, I could make some real cash
Dropping album after album, song after song
But it's like I ain't did nothing, 'cause the lights on

How can I win, it's like I do is a motherfucking sin
It got a nigga, to see my end
All of my friends are fake, come around when I'm spending cash
But when I'm broke they out the do', with wheels spinning

Lonely, daily the devil but he on me
Telling my fuck him, 'cause he be working
Through my homies burning bridges and I don't give a
Remember y'all laughing at me, I couldn't get a buck

It's all baby, I got bigger hurdles
I'm trying to jump over my
And my vehicle, is I dump over
And it might not be but it's all I got
So I paint it, promethium is all I pop

I got through so much, so I try to stay up
Because, when I'm sober I can't
Even though I do my best, the thing I earn is stress
So I, spend of my days chilling with Mary Jane

I'm on pretrial now and I can't smoke no
'Cause if I a dirty, I'm facing T I M E
My first time sober, it's fucking with my brain
Got a nigga an attitude, I can't maintain

If you me I'll bring it to you hard, not softly
Living like I'm invincible, one day gonna cost me
When it's to pay up, and I lay up in a grave
me with a fifty sack, and a motherfucking 12 gage

Hey, no love in my
'Cause my homies was phony, straight from the start
Why couldn't I get a ride, if I have no weed, these motherfuckers
Ain't my people, gotta be strangers up a reverend breed

So I bless the streets, my Smith-n-Wesson
And if you with me nigga, better get your weapon
You better pray I'm codeine and I'm just tripping
But I won't let you add up to my problems, I will leave you

I got so much, so I try to stay fucked up
Because, when I'm sober I maintain
though I do my best, the only thing I earn is stress
So I, spend of my days chilling with Mary Jane