Lately I've been going through more bullshit, than a bull So I say my praises to God, one verse is like a full choir My every thought is pain, and stressing me to death Everyday is like a rehearsal, that's me for death
I think I'm ready because this world ain't no of mine thing I qualify for, is murder and Penitentiary time Y'all should of shot me, in the instead But I guess they was feeling other, to get head in the bed
Here I am, first born between heaven and hell I tell my people so no to but I let it sell Need to practice my preaching, calling the black I I'm on pot before or not, I gotta peddle crack
Ain't nobody got my back, except the laws they on it So I be for broke, demolishing my opponents Leaving no traces just on faces, believe that HK squeeze that, you won't even want be back
I got so much, so I try to stay fucked up Because, when I'm sober I can't Even though I do my best, the only thing I is stress So I, most of my days chilling with Mary Jane
I can't focus, I'm my mind real fast Dreaming and fending for the day, I could some real cash Dropping album after album, platinum song after But it's like I ain't did nothing, the lights ain't on
How can I win, it's everything I do is a motherfucking sin It got a nigga, to see my end All of my friends are fake, come around when I'm spending cash But when I'm broke they out the do', with wheels spinning
Lonely, daily dodging the but he on me my people fuck him, 'cause he be working Through my homies bridges and I don't give a fuck y'all laughing at me, when I couldn't get a buck
It's all gravy baby, I got bigger I'm to jump over my residence And my vehicle, is I dump over And it might not be much but all I got So when I paint it, is all I pop
I got through so much, so I try to stay up Because, when I'm sober I can't Even though I do my best, the thing I earn is stress So I, spend most of my days with Mary Jane
I'm on now and I can't smoke no weed 'Cause if I a dirty, I'm facing T I M E My first time ever sober, it's fucking with my Got a nigga an attitude, I can't maintain
If you cross me bring it to you hard, not softly Living like I'm invincible, one day it's cost me When it's to pay up, and I lay up in a grave Bury me with a fifty sack, and a motherfucking 12
Hey, no love in my my homies was phony, straight from the motherfucking start Why couldn't I get a ride, if I have no weed, these motherfuckers Ain't my people, they be strangers up a reverend breed
So I bless the streets, with my And if you beefing with me nigga, better get your You better pray that I'm codeine and I'm just But I let you add up to my problems, I will leave you tripping
I got through so much, so I try to fucked up Because, when I'm sober I can't Even though I do my best, the thing I earn is stress So I, spend most of my days chilling with Mary