Lately been going through more bullshit, than a bull fighter So when I say my praises to God, one verse is like a choir My every thought is pain, strain and me to death Everyday is like a rehearsal, that's prepping me for
I think I'm because this world ain't no friend of mine thing I qualify for, is murder and Penitentiary time Y'all should of me, in the Jimmy instead But I guess they was feeling other, to get head in the bed
Here I am, first born torn between and hell I my people so no to dope but I let it sell Need to practice my preaching, the kettle black I know I'm on pot before or not, I gotta crack
Ain't nobody got my back, the laws when they on it So I be going for broke, demolishing my Leaving no traces blood on faces, believe that HK I'ma squeeze that, you won't even be back
I got so much, so I try to stay fucked up Because, I'm sober I can't maintain Even though I do my best, the thing I earn is stress So I, spend most of my chilling with Mary Jane
I can't focus, I'm losing my mind fast Dreaming and fending for the day, I could make some real Dropping album after album, platinum after song But like I ain't did nothing, 'cause the lights ain't on
How can I win, it's like everything I do is a sin It got a nigga, to see my end All of my friends are fake, they come around when I'm spending But when I'm broke they out the do', with spinning fast
Lonely, daily dodging the but he on me Telling my people fuck him, he be working my homies burning bridges and I don't give a fuck Remember y'all laughing at me, when I get a buck
It's all baby, I got bigger hurdles I'm trying to over my residence And my vehicle, is something I dump And it might not be much but all I got So when I paint it, is all I pop
I got through so much, so I try to stay up Because, I'm sober I can't maintain Even though I do my best, the only thing I is stress So I, spend most of my chilling with Mary Jane
I'm on pretrial now and I can't no weed 'Cause if I a dirty, I'm facing T I M E My first time ever sober, it's fucking with my Got a nigga with an attitude, I can't
If you me I'll bring it to you hard, not softly Living I'm invincible, one day it's gonna cost me When it's to pay up, and I lay up in a grave me with a fifty sack, and a motherfucking 12 gage
Hey, no in my heart 'Cause my homies was phony, from the motherfucking start Why I get a ride, if I ain't have no weed, these motherfuckers Ain't my people, they gotta be strangers up a reverend
So I bless the streets, my Smith-n-Wesson And if you beefing me nigga, better get your weapon You better pray I'm codeine and I'm just tripping But I won't let you add up to my problems, I will leave you
I got through so much, so I try to fucked up Because, I'm sober I can't maintain though I do my best, the only thing I earn is stress So I, spend most of my chilling with Mary Jane