Smokerboy

Situation died, hopelessness arrived
Was it just a game you played,
to see if you could manage
Pushed me into something,
that I could not reach you
And I'm too scared to try
If only you could tell me,
that you couldn't stand me
Then I would keep to my part of the world

But memories won't leave me and I really think you care

Picked up the phone and tried to
hear you through the open line
But I forgot your number and
you never knew mine
Looking for something to believe in,
but nothing really matter anymore but love
A distant happiness all gone in helplessness
Have I lived it all
Is there something more