From the heart, Badazz I cry and I sit by the fan Sometimes I smile to from crying don't know what we go through
You might think I'm all the time 'cause you see smiles on my face And my over 500K But I going through some problems today, hoping for better like big momma would say But haters for me, magazines, they run and they lie about the things that I say It's hard to keep a peace and smile with bitches I date Why do you and come for me, you want my problems, ho? He wrong, damn woman, won't be my momma, ho I for change, I'm trying lost my thug, ripped him apart, yeah they sprayed my man I cry, I sit by the fan, somebody gon' die, bang I'm looking for unity, I'm tryna make a way for you and me But people ain't to me, and honestly, I feel like they using me
They don't what we go through bro Sometimes I smile to from crying Sometimes I leave to keep from or spazzing You want be me, you imagine Tryna smile to keep from
Sometimes, I me a friend, I have no one to call I me somebody who listens, maybe I need me a dog I up, I look in the mirror, I put on my clothes and I leave If my life is beautiful, please, me why I need the trees, I'm going through This world is so cold, it's crazy, cops will kill us, they're racist If he was alive, he'll be saying, "officer, why didn't you me?" I'm on parole, one feet up in jail, one out the door Lost three aunties in just one year, this ain't the rain, is the snow Thought she was real, mama was right, guess she a ho that 'Cause I went to the pen, she ain't even write back, no love for a nigga, play a nigga like The cameras, they flash at the club, the haters, they see me, mug hate 'cause I blew, what the fuck? I feel like I'm in the allure
They don't know we go through bro Sometimes I smile to keep crying Sometimes I leave to from lying or spazzing You want be me, you imagine Tryna smile to keep crying
I cry, I sit by the fan I miss my granny and Want be me, you couldn't Tryna smile to keep from I cry, I sit by the fan