From the heart, Badazz I cry and I sit by the fan Sometimes I smile to keep from don't know what we go through
You might think I'm happy all the time you see smiles on my face And my followers over But I been going some problems today, hoping for better like big momma would say But haters come for me, magazines, they run and they lie about the things I say It's hard to a peace and smile even with bitches I date Why do you hate and come for me, you my problems, ho? He raised wrong, damn woman, be my momma, ho I for change, I'm trying Just lost my thug, ripped him apart, they sprayed my man I cry, I sit by the fan, somebody gon' die, they I'm looking for unity, I'm tryna a better way for you and me But people true to me, and honestly, I feel like they using me
They don't know what we go bro I smile to keep from crying Sometimes I leave to keep from lying or You want be me, you imagine Tryna to keep from crying
Sometimes, I me a friend, I have no one to call I me somebody who listens, maybe I need me a dog I wake up, I look in the mirror, I put on my clothes and I If my life is beautiful, please, me why I need the trees, I'm going through world is so cold, it's crazy, these cops will kill us, they're racist If he was alive, he'll be saying, "officer, why didn't you me?" I'm on parole, one up in jail, one feet out the door Lost three in just one year, this ain't the rain, this is the snow Thought she was real, mama was right, she a ho like that 'Cause I went to the pen, she ain't even back, no love for a nigga, play a nigga like that The cameras, they flash at the club, the haters, they see me, mug They hate 'cause I blew, what the fuck? I like I'm in the allure
They know what we go through bro Sometimes I smile to keep from I leave to keep from lying or spazzing You want be me, you imagine smile to keep from crying
I cry, I sit by the fan I my granny and daddy Want be me, you couldn't Tryna smile to keep from I cry, I sit by the fan