From the heart, Badazz I cry and I sit by the fan I smile to keep from crying They don't know we go through
You might I'm happy all the time 'cause you see smiles on my face And my followers over But I been going through some problems today, hoping for like big momma would say But haters come for me, magazines, run and they lie about the things that I say It's hard to a peace and smile even with bitches I date Why do you and come for me, you want my problems, ho? He wrong, damn woman, won't be my momma, ho I for change, I'm trying Just lost my thug, him apart, yeah they sprayed my man I cry, I sit by the fan, somebody gon' die, bang I'm looking for unity, I'm tryna a better way for you and me But people ain't true to me, and honestly, I feel they using me
They know what we go through bro Sometimes I smile to from crying Sometimes I leave to keep lying or spazzing You want be me, you imagine smile to keep from crying
Sometimes, I me a friend, I have no one to call I need me who listens, maybe I need me a dog I wake up, I look in the mirror, I put on my and I leave If my life is beautiful, please, tell me why I need the trees, I'm through This world is so cold, it's crazy, these cops will kill us, racist If he was alive, he'll be saying, "officer, why didn't you me?" I'm on parole, one feet up in jail, one out the door Lost three aunties in just one year, this the rain, this is the snow Thought she was real, mama was right, guess she a ho like 'Cause I went to the pen, she ain't even write back, no for a nigga, play a nigga like that The cameras, they flash at the club, the haters, they see me, mug They hate I blew, what the fuck? I feel like I'm in the allure
They don't what we go through bro Sometimes I smile to from crying Sometimes I to keep from lying or spazzing You want be me, you imagine Tryna to keep from crying
I cry, I sit by the fan I my granny and daddy Want be me, you imagine smile to keep from crying I cry, I sit by the fan