From the heart, Badazz I cry and I sit by the fan Sometimes I smile to keep from They don't what we go through
You might think I'm happy all the time 'cause you see on my face And my followers 500K But I been going through some problems today, hoping for better like big momma say But haters come for me, magazines, run and they lie about the things that I say It's hard to keep a peace and smile even bitches I date Why do you hate and come for me, you my problems, ho? He raised wrong, damn woman, be my momma, ho I hope for change, I'm lost my thug, ripped him apart, yeah they sprayed my man I cry, I sit by the fan, somebody die, they bang I'm looking for unity, I'm tryna a better way for you and me But people true to me, and honestly, I feel like they using me
They know what we go through bro Sometimes I smile to keep from Sometimes I leave to keep from lying or You want be me, you imagine Tryna smile to keep from
Sometimes, I need me a friend, I no one to call I need me who listens, maybe I need me a dog I up, I look in the mirror, I put on my clothes and I leave If my life is beautiful, please, me why I need the trees, I'm going through This world is so cold, it's crazy, these cops will us, they're racist If he was alive, be saying, "officer, why didn't you tase me?" I'm on parole, one feet up in jail, one feet out the three aunties in just one year, this ain't the rain, this is the snow Thought she was real, was right, guess she a ho like that 'Cause I went to the pen, she even write back, no love for a nigga, play a nigga like that The cameras, they flash at the club, the haters, they see me, mug They 'cause I blew, what the fuck? I feel like I'm in the allure
They don't what we go through bro Sometimes I smile to from crying I leave to keep from lying or spazzing You want be me, you imagine smile to keep from crying
I cry, I sit by the fan I miss my and daddy be me, you couldn't imagine Tryna smile to keep from I cry, I sit by the fan