From the heart, Badazz I cry and I sit by the fan Sometimes I smile to from crying They don't what we go through
You might think I'm happy all the time 'cause you see smiles on my And my over 500K But I been going through some today, hoping for better like big momma would say But haters come for me, magazines, they run and lie about the things that I say hard to keep a peace and smile even with bitches I date Why do you hate and come for me, you my problems, ho? He wrong, damn woman, won't be my momma, ho I hope for change, I'm Just lost my thug, ripped him apart, they sprayed my man I cry, I sit by the fan, gon' die, they bang I'm looking for unity, I'm tryna a better way for you and me But people ain't true to me, and honestly, I feel like using me
They know what we go through bro I smile to keep from crying Sometimes I leave to keep from or spazzing You want be me, you imagine Tryna smile to keep from
Sometimes, I me a friend, I have no one to call I need me somebody who listens, I need me a dog I wake up, I look in the mirror, I put on my and I leave If my life is beautiful, please, tell me why I need the trees, I'm through This world is so cold, crazy, these cops will kill us, they're racist If he was alive, he'll be saying, "officer, why didn't you me?" I'm on parole, one feet up in jail, one feet out the Lost aunties in just one year, this ain't the rain, this is the snow Thought she was real, mama was right, guess she a ho like I went to the pen, she ain't even write back, no love for a nigga, play a nigga like that The cameras, they flash at the club, the haters, they see me, mug They 'cause I blew, what the fuck? I feel like I'm in the allure
don't know what we go through bro Sometimes I smile to keep crying Sometimes I leave to from lying or spazzing You want be me, you couldn't smile to keep from crying
I cry, I sit by the fan I my granny and daddy Want be me, you couldn't Tryna smile to from crying I cry, I sit by the fan