From the heart, Badazz I cry and I sit by the fan I smile to keep from crying They don't know what we go
You might think I'm happy all the time you see smiles on my face And my followers 500K But I been going through some problems today, for better like big momma would say But come for me, magazines, they run and they lie about the things that I say It's hard to a peace and smile even with bitches I date Why do you hate and for me, you want my problems, ho? He raised wrong, damn woman, be my momma, ho I hope for change, I'm Just lost my thug, him apart, yeah they sprayed my man I cry, I sit by the fan, gon' die, they bang I'm looking for unity, I'm tryna make a way for you and me But people ain't true to me, and honestly, I feel they using me
They don't know what we go bro Sometimes I to keep from crying Sometimes I leave to keep from or spazzing You want be me, you couldn't Tryna smile to from crying
Sometimes, I me a friend, I have no one to call I need me somebody who listens, maybe I me a dog I wake up, I in the mirror, I put on my clothes and I leave If my life is beautiful, please, me why I need the trees, I'm going through This world is so cold, it's crazy, these cops will kill us, they're If he was alive, he'll be saying, "officer, why you tase me?" I'm on parole, one feet up in jail, one feet out the Lost three in just one year, this ain't the rain, this is the snow she was real, mama was right, guess she a ho like that 'Cause I went to the pen, she ain't even back, no love for a nigga, play a nigga like that The cameras, they flash at the club, the haters, see me, they mug They hate 'cause I blew, what the I feel like I'm in the allure
They don't what we go through bro Sometimes I smile to keep crying Sometimes I leave to keep from or spazzing You want be me, you couldn't Tryna smile to from crying
I cry, I sit by the fan I my granny and daddy Want be me, you couldn't Tryna smile to from crying I cry, I sit by the fan