From the heart, Badazz I cry and I sit by the fan Sometimes I to keep from crying They don't know we go through
You might think I'm all the time 'cause you see smiles on my face And my over 500K But I been going through problems today, hoping for better like big momma would say But haters come for me, magazines, they run and lie about the things that I say hard to keep a peace and smile even with bitches I date Why do you and come for me, you want my problems, ho? He wrong, damn woman, won't be my momma, ho I for change, I'm trying Just lost my thug, him apart, yeah they sprayed my man I cry, I sit by the fan, gon' die, they bang I'm looking for unity, I'm tryna make a way for you and me But people ain't true to me, and honestly, I feel they using me
They don't what we go through bro Sometimes I smile to keep from I leave to keep from lying or spazzing You want be me, you couldn't Tryna smile to from crying
Sometimes, I need me a friend, I no one to call I need me who listens, maybe I need me a dog I wake up, I look in the mirror, I put on my and I leave If my life is beautiful, please, me why I need the trees, I'm going through This world is so cold, it's crazy, these cops kill us, they're racist If he was alive, be saying, "officer, why didn't you tase me?" I'm on parole, one feet up in jail, one feet out the Lost three aunties in just one year, this ain't the rain, this is the Thought she was real, was right, guess she a ho like that I went to the pen, she ain't even write back, no love for a nigga, play a nigga like that The cameras, flash at the club, the haters, they see me, they mug They hate 'cause I blew, what the I feel like I'm in the allure
They know what we go through bro Sometimes I smile to from crying Sometimes I leave to keep from lying or You be me, you couldn't imagine Tryna to keep from crying
I cry, I sit by the fan I my granny and daddy Want be me, you couldn't Tryna smile to keep crying I cry, I sit by the fan