From the heart, Badazz I cry and I sit by the fan I smile to keep from crying They don't know what we go
You might think I'm all the time 'cause you see smiles on my face And my followers 500K But I been going through some problems today, hoping for better like big momma say But haters come for me, magazines, they run and they lie about the things I say It's hard to keep a peace and smile even with bitches I Why do you hate and for me, you want my problems, ho? He wrong, damn woman, won't be my momma, ho I hope for change, I'm Just lost my thug, him apart, yeah they sprayed my man I cry, I sit by the fan, somebody gon' die, they I'm looking for unity, I'm make a better way for you and me But people ain't true to me, and honestly, I feel like using me
They don't know what we go bro Sometimes I to keep from crying Sometimes I leave to keep from or spazzing You be me, you couldn't imagine smile to keep from crying
Sometimes, I need me a friend, I have no one to I me somebody who listens, maybe I need me a dog I up, I look in the mirror, I put on my clothes and I leave If my life is beautiful, please, me why I need the trees, I'm going through This world is so cold, crazy, these cops will kill us, they're racist If he was alive, he'll be saying, "officer, why didn't you me?" I'm on parole, one up in jail, one feet out the door Lost three aunties in just one year, ain't the rain, this is the snow Thought she was real, was right, guess she a ho like that 'Cause I went to the pen, she even write back, no love for a nigga, play a nigga like that The cameras, they flash at the club, the haters, see me, they mug They hate 'cause I blew, the fuck? I feel like I'm in the allure
They don't what we go through bro I smile to keep from crying Sometimes I leave to keep from lying or You be me, you couldn't imagine Tryna smile to keep crying
I cry, I sit by the fan I miss my granny and be me, you couldn't imagine Tryna smile to keep crying I cry, I sit by the fan