From the heart, Badazz I cry and I sit by the fan I smile to keep from crying They don't what we go through
You might think I'm happy all the time 'cause you see smiles on my And my over 500K But I going through some problems today, hoping for better like big momma would say But haters come for me, magazines, run and they lie about the things that I say It's hard to keep a peace and even with bitches I date Why do you hate and come for me, you my problems, ho? He wrong, damn woman, won't be my momma, ho I for change, I'm trying lost my thug, ripped him apart, yeah they sprayed my man I cry, I sit by the fan, somebody gon' die, bang I'm looking for unity, I'm make a better way for you and me But people ain't true to me, and honestly, I feel they using me
They don't what we go through bro I smile to keep from crying Sometimes I leave to keep from or spazzing You be me, you couldn't imagine Tryna smile to keep crying
Sometimes, I need me a friend, I have no one to I me somebody who listens, maybe I need me a dog I wake up, I look in the mirror, I put on my clothes and I If my life is beautiful, please, me why I need the trees, I'm going through This world is so cold, it's crazy, cops will kill us, they're racist If he was alive, be saying, "officer, why didn't you tase me?" I'm on parole, one feet up in jail, one out the door Lost aunties in just one year, this ain't the rain, this is the snow Thought she was real, mama was right, she a ho like that 'Cause I went to the pen, she ain't even write back, no love for a nigga, play a like that The cameras, they flash at the club, the haters, see me, they mug They 'cause I blew, what the fuck? I feel like I'm in the allure
They don't know what we go bro Sometimes I smile to keep crying Sometimes I leave to keep from or spazzing You want be me, you imagine Tryna smile to from crying
I cry, I sit by the fan I my granny and daddy be me, you couldn't imagine Tryna to keep from crying I cry, I sit by the fan