My life, is in the of the man upstairs Through trials and tribulations, always be there You see, I know he loves me and I he cares And he'll put more on me, than I can bear
Is it a blessing to live or a to die? Let me out this hell with no questions why I should be happy I'm on and fly But is the game changing me for the extra
If you could just into the life I live Three sixty up to all the trife I did Got my people up trying to slice the bid While I'm in love with a nigga, a wife and kid
if my pops ain't abandon me I wouldn't let so niggas take advantage of me me, some even put their hands on me I wonder what the high got planned for me
My life getting shorter when I look in my palms I'll be nothing like my biological mom She ain't raise me so naturally I never felt a At sixteen got my GED saw a prom
I been and I been strong I been through the fire, I been the storm I try to do right and I I do wrong Just be happy for me when my life is
'Cause, no more hurt and no more There'll be no more and no more fears No more in my face that's not sincere So, for me when I'm no longer here
At a young age I let the world me out Pellets and purple haze been me out A knock life is all I learned about Trying to eat the only thing I be concerned
my youth everything happens for a reason Let him know it ain't that his wanted to leave him If it wasn't for the streets he'd be breathing Trying to raise him myself but I he need him
Me and my seed used to live off welfare Only two checks a month for us both to I remember making that the coast was clear So, I could boost us some clothes to wear
Had to hustle 'cause them food stamps wasn't enough Upstate back to Broadway got to go All this fast only turned the heat up Can't afford to get but who gonna feed us
I been weak and I been I through the fire, I been through the storm I try to do right and I know I do Just be happy for me when my is gone
'Cause, no hurt and no more tears There'll be no more pain and no fears No more people in my face not sincere So, smile for me when I'm no here
Can't shake these thoughts of I ever loved or was close to, died Ones I trusted or was being true lied A lifetime of tears but just a few I
Try to my past, stick it up on a shelf But, my stem from all the pain I felt I'm just trying to the best out the hand I dealt If I fall, who can I to for help?
Hope my man with me and not my he be there through good and bad sickness and health? Does he want the real me or else? I been in wars just so I don't hurt
Now that I'm on can't stand me now But was happy when I rocked all them hand me down I need them, funny how they can't be found That's why the most my only family live
I weak and I been strong I through the fire, I been through the storm Try to do right and I know I do Just be happy for me my life is gone
'Cause, no more hurt and no more There'll be no more pain and no fears No more people in my that's not sincere So, smile for me when I'm no here
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