My life, is in the of the man upstairs Through trials and tribulations, he'll be there You see, I he loves me and I know he cares And he'll never put more on me, than I can
Is it a blessing to or a blessing to die? Let me finish out this with no questions why I be happy I'm on and dressing fly But is the changing me for the extra pie?
If you could just look into the I live Three catching up to all the trife I did Got my people up trying to slice the bid I'm in love with a nigga, with a wife and kid
Maybe if my pops abandon me I wouldn't let so many niggas advantage of me Using me, some even put hands on me I wonder the most high got planned for me
My life line getting shorter when I in my palms Swore be nothing like my biological mom She ain't me so naturally I never felt a bond At sixteen got my GED saw a prom
I weak and I been strong I been the fire, I been through the storm I try to do right and I I do wrong be happy for me when my life is gone
'Cause, no more hurt and no more There'll be no more pain and no fears No more in my face that's not sincere So, smile for me when I'm no longer
At a young age I let the turn me out and purple haze been burnt me out A hard knock life is all I about Trying to eat the only thing I be about
Telling my youth everything happens for a Let him it ain't that his father wanted to leave him If it wasn't for the streets he'd still be Trying to raise him but I know he need him
Me and my seed used to live off welfare Only two checks a for us both to share I remember sure that the coast was clear So, I could us some muthafucking clothes to wear
Had to 'cause them food stamps just wasn't enough back to Broadway got to go re-up All this fast cash only the heat up Can't afford to get knocked but who feed us
I been weak and I strong I been through the fire, I been through the I try to do right and I I do wrong be happy for me when my life is gone
'Cause, no more hurt and no tears There'll be no more and no more fears No more people in my that's not sincere So, smile for me I'm no longer here
Can't shake these of suicide Anyone I ever loved or was to, died I trusted or thought was being true lied A lifetime of tears but a few I cried
Try to take my past, stick it up on a But, my actions stem from all the I felt I'm just trying to make the best out the hand I If I fall, who can I to for help?
Hope my man me and not my wealth he be there through good and bad sickness and health? Does he the real me or somebody else? I in wars just so I don't hurt myself
Now that I'm on most stand me now But they was when I rocked all them hand me down When I need them, funny how they can't be That's why the most my only family live
I been and I been strong I through the fire, I been through the storm Try to do right and I know I do Just be happy for me when my life is
'Cause, no more hurt and no tears There'll be no more pain and no more No more in my face that's not sincere So, smile for me when I'm no here
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