My life, is in the of the man upstairs Through trials and tribulations, he'll always be You see, I know he loves me and I know he And he'll never put on me, than I can bear
Is it a to live or a blessing to die? Let me out this hell with no questions why I should be I'm on and dressing fly But is the game changing me for the extra
If you just look into the life I live Three catching up to all the trife I did Got my people up north to slice the bid While I'm in love with a nigga, a wife and kid
if my pops ain't abandon me I let so many niggas take advantage of me Using me, some even put their on me I wonder what the high got planned for me
My life line getting when I look in my palms Swore I'll be nothing like my mom She ain't raise me so I never felt a bond At sixteen got my GED never saw a
I weak and I been strong I through the fire, I been through the storm I try to do right and I I do wrong Just be happy for me when my life is
'Cause, no more and no more tears There'll be no pain and no more fears No more in my face that's not sincere So, for me when I'm no longer here
At a age I let the world turn me out Pellets and purple haze been me out A hard life is all I learned about Trying to eat the only thing I be concerned
Telling my youth happens for a reason Let him know it ain't his father wanted to leave him If it wasn't for the he'd still be breathing Trying to raise him myself but I he need him
Me and my used to live off mostly welfare Only two checks a month for us to share I remember making sure that the was clear So, I could boost us muthafucking clothes to wear
Had to hustle 'cause them food stamps just enough Upstate back to got to go re-up All this fast cash only the heat up Can't afford to get knocked but who feed us
I weak and I been strong I been through the fire, I been the storm I try to do right and I I do wrong Just be happy for me my life is gone
'Cause, no more hurt and no tears be no more pain and no more fears No more people in my that's not sincere So, for me when I'm no longer here
Can't shake thoughts of suicide Anyone I ever loved or was to, died I trusted or thought was being true lied A lifetime of tears but just a few I
Try to take my past, stick it up on a But, my actions from all the pain I felt I'm just trying to the best out the hand I dealt If I fall, who can I turn to for
my man with me and not my wealth Will he be there through good and bad sickness and Does he want the real me or else? I been in wars so I don't hurt myself
Now that I'm on most stand me now But they was happy when I rocked all hand me down When I need them, how they can't be found That's why the most high's my only live
I been weak and I strong I been through the fire, I through the storm Try to do and I know I do wrong Just be happy for me when my is gone
'Cause, no more hurt and no tears There'll be no pain and no more fears No more people in my face that's not So, for me when I'm no longer here
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