My life, is in the of the man upstairs Through trials and tribulations, always be there You see, I know he loves me and I he cares And never put more on me, than I can bear
Is it a blessing to live or a to die? Let me finish out this hell no questions why I should be happy I'm on and fly But is the game me for the extra pie?
If you could just into the life I live sixty catching up to all the trife I did Got my people up north trying to the bid While I'm in love with a nigga, a wife and kid
Maybe if my pops ain't me I wouldn't let so niggas take advantage of me Using me, some put their hands on me I wonder what the most got planned for me
My life line getting shorter I look in my palms Swore I'll be nothing my biological mom She ain't raise me so naturally I never felt a At sixteen got my GED never saw a
I weak and I been strong I been through the fire, I been the storm I try to do right and I know I do be happy for me when my life is gone
'Cause, no hurt and no more tears be no more pain and no more fears No more people in my that's not sincere So, smile for me when I'm no here
At a age I let the world turn me out and purple haze been burnt me out A knock life is all I learned about Trying to eat the only thing I be concerned
Telling my everything happens for a reason Let him know it ain't his father wanted to leave him If it wasn't for the streets still be breathing Trying to raise him myself but I he need him
Me and my seed used to off mostly welfare two checks a month for us both to share I making sure that the coast was clear So, I could boost us some muthafucking clothes to
Had to hustle them food stamps just wasn't enough Upstate back to Broadway got to go All this fast cash only the heat up Can't afford to get but who gonna feed us
I been and I been strong I been through the fire, I through the storm I try to do right and I know I do Just be for me when my life is gone
'Cause, no more and no more tears be no more pain and no more fears No people in my face that's not sincere So, smile for me I'm no longer here
Can't shake thoughts of suicide Anyone I ever or was close to, died Ones I or thought was being true lied A lifetime of tears but a few I cried
Try to my past, stick it up on a shelf But, my actions from all the pain I felt I'm just trying to the best out the hand I dealt If I fall, who can I to for help?
Hope my man with me and not my he be there through good and bad sickness and health? Does he want the real me or somebody I been in wars just so I don't myself
Now that I'm on most stand me now But they was happy when I rocked all hand me down When I need them, funny how they can't be That's why the most my only family live
I been and I been strong I through the fire, I been through the storm Try to do and I know I do wrong Just be for me when my life is gone
'Cause, no hurt and no more tears There'll be no more and no more fears No more people in my face that's not So, for me when I'm no longer here
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