My life, is in the hands of the man Through trials and tribulations, he'll always be You see, I know he loves me and I know he And he'll never put more on me, than I can
Is it a blessing to or a blessing to die? Let me finish out this hell no questions why I should be happy I'm on and fly But is the game me for the extra pie?
If you just look into the life I live Three sixty up to all the trife I did Got my up north trying to slice the bid I'm in love with a nigga, with a wife and kid
Maybe if my ain't abandon me I wouldn't let so many take advantage of me me, some even put their hands on me I wonder what the most got planned for me
My life line getting shorter when I look in my Swore I'll be nothing like my mom She ain't raise me so naturally I never a bond At sixteen got my GED never saw a
I been and I been strong I been through the fire, I been through the I try to do right and I know I do be happy for me when my life is gone
'Cause, no hurt and no more tears There'll be no more and no more fears No more people in my face that's not So, for me when I'm no longer here
At a young age I let the world me out Pellets and purple haze burnt me out A hard knock life is all I learned Trying to eat the only thing I be about
Telling my everything happens for a reason Let him know it ain't that his father to leave him If it wasn't for the streets he'd be breathing Trying to raise him myself but I know he him
Me and my seed to live off mostly welfare Only two a month for us both to share I remember sure that the coast was clear So, I could boost us some muthafucking to wear
Had to 'cause them food stamps just wasn't enough Upstate back to got to go re-up All fast cash only turned the heat up Can't afford to get knocked but who feed us
I been and I been strong I through the fire, I been through the storm I try to do right and I know I do be happy for me when my life is gone
'Cause, no more hurt and no tears There'll be no pain and no more fears No more people in my face not sincere So, smile for me I'm no longer here
shake these thoughts of suicide Anyone I ever loved or was close to, Ones I trusted or was being true lied A lifetime of tears but just a few I
Try to take my past, stick it up on a But, my actions from all the pain I felt I'm just trying to make the out the hand I dealt If I fall, who can I to for help?
my man with me and not my wealth Will he be there through and bad sickness and health? Does he want the real me or somebody I been in wars just so I don't myself
Now I'm on most can't stand me now But they was happy when I all them hand me down When I them, funny how they can't be found why the most high's my only family live
I been weak and I been I been through the fire, I been the storm Try to do right and I I do wrong Just be happy for me my life is gone
'Cause, no more hurt and no more There'll be no more pain and no fears No people in my face that's not sincere So, smile for me I'm no longer here
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