My life, is in the of the man upstairs Through and tribulations, he'll always be there You see, I he loves me and I know he cares And he'll never put on me, than I can bear
Is it a blessing to live or a blessing to Let me finish out this with no questions why I should be happy I'm on and fly But is the game changing me for the extra
If you could just into the life I live Three sixty catching up to all the I did Got my people up north to slice the bid While I'm in love with a nigga, with a and kid
if my pops ain't abandon me I let so many niggas take advantage of me Using me, some even put hands on me I what the most high got planned for me
My life line getting shorter when I look in my I'll be nothing like my biological mom She ain't raise me so I never felt a bond At got my GED never saw a prom
I been weak and I been I been through the fire, I been the storm I try to do right and I I do wrong Just be happy for me when my is gone
'Cause, no more hurt and no more There'll be no more and no more fears No more people in my face not sincere So, smile for me when I'm no longer
At a young age I let the world me out Pellets and purple haze been me out A hard life is all I learned about Trying to eat the only thing I be concerned
Telling my youth everything happens for a Let him know it ain't that his father wanted to him If it wasn't for the streets still be breathing Trying to raise him but I know he need him
Me and my seed to live off mostly welfare Only two checks a month for us to share I remember making sure the coast was clear So, I could boost us muthafucking clothes to wear
Had to hustle 'cause them food stamps just wasn't back to Broadway got to go re-up All this fast cash only the heat up Can't afford to get but who gonna feed us
I been weak and I been I been through the fire, I been through the I try to do right and I know I do Just be for me when my life is gone
'Cause, no more hurt and no more be no more pain and no more fears No people in my face that's not sincere So, smile for me I'm no longer here
Can't shake these thoughts of Anyone I loved or was close to, died Ones I trusted or was being true lied A of tears but just a few I cried
Try to take my past, it up on a shelf But, my stem from all the pain I felt I'm just trying to make the out the hand I dealt If I fall, who can I to for help?
Hope my man with me and not my Will he be there through and bad sickness and health? Does he want the me or somebody else? I been in wars just so I hurt myself
Now that I'm on can't stand me now But was happy when I rocked all them hand me down When I need them, how they can't be found That's why the most high's my only family
I weak and I been strong I been the fire, I been through the storm Try to do and I know I do wrong Just be happy for me my life is gone
'Cause, no more hurt and no tears There'll be no more and no more fears No more people in my that's not sincere So, smile for me I'm no longer here
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