My life, is in the hands of the man Through trials and tribulations, always be there You see, I he loves me and I know he cares And never put more on me, than I can bear
Is it a to live or a blessing to die? Let me finish out hell with no questions why I should be happy I'm on and fly But is the game changing me for the pie?
If you could look into the life I live sixty catching up to all the trife I did Got my people up north to slice the bid While I'm in with a nigga, with a wife and kid
if my pops ain't abandon me I wouldn't let so many niggas advantage of me Using me, even put their hands on me I wonder what the most got planned for me
My life line getting shorter I look in my palms Swore be nothing like my biological mom She ain't raise me so naturally I never a bond At sixteen got my GED saw a prom
I been weak and I strong I been through the fire, I been through the I try to do and I know I do wrong Just be happy for me when my life is
'Cause, no more hurt and no more There'll be no more pain and no fears No more people in my face not sincere So, smile for me when I'm no longer
At a young age I let the turn me out Pellets and purple been burnt me out A hard life is all I learned about to eat the only thing I be concerned about
Telling my youth everything happens for a Let him know it ain't that his father wanted to him If it for the streets he'd still be breathing Trying to him myself but I know he need him
Me and my seed used to live off welfare Only two a month for us both to share I remember making sure that the was clear So, I could boost us muthafucking clothes to wear
Had to hustle 'cause food stamps just wasn't enough Upstate to Broadway got to go re-up All fast cash only turned the heat up Can't afford to get knocked but who feed us
I been and I been strong I been through the fire, I been the storm I try to do right and I know I do Just be happy for me when my is gone
'Cause, no hurt and no more tears There'll be no more pain and no fears No more people in my face not sincere So, smile for me when I'm no here
shake these thoughts of suicide Anyone I ever or was close to, died Ones I trusted or thought was being lied A lifetime of but just a few I cried
Try to take my past, it up on a shelf But, my stem from all the pain I felt I'm just trying to make the best out the hand I If I fall, who can I turn to for
Hope my man me and not my wealth Will he be there through good and bad sickness and he want the real me or somebody else? I been in wars so I don't hurt myself
Now that I'm on can't stand me now But they was when I rocked all them hand me down When I need them, funny how they can't be That's why the most high's my only live
I been weak and I strong I through the fire, I been through the storm Try to do right and I know I do Just be happy for me when my life is
'Cause, no more hurt and no tears There'll be no more pain and no fears No people in my face that's not sincere So, smile for me I'm no longer here
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