My life, is in the of the man upstairs Through trials and tribulations, he'll always be You see, I he loves me and I know he cares And he'll put more on me, than I can bear
Is it a blessing to live or a to die? Let me finish out this hell with no why I should be happy I'm on and fly But is the game changing me for the extra
If you could look into the life I live Three catching up to all the trife I did Got my people up trying to slice the bid I'm in love with a nigga, with a wife and kid
Maybe if my pops ain't me I wouldn't let so many niggas take of me Using me, even put their hands on me I wonder what the most high got for me
My life line getting when I look in my palms Swore I'll be nothing like my mom She raise me so naturally I never felt a bond At got my GED never saw a prom
I been weak and I been I been through the fire, I been through the I try to do and I know I do wrong Just be happy for me my life is gone
'Cause, no hurt and no more tears There'll be no more and no more fears No more in my face that's not sincere So, smile for me when I'm no here
At a young age I let the turn me out Pellets and purple haze been me out A hard life is all I learned about to eat the only thing I be concerned about
Telling my youth everything happens for a Let him it ain't that his father wanted to leave him If it wasn't for the streets he'd still be Trying to raise him myself but I he need him
Me and my seed to live off mostly welfare two checks a month for us both to share I making sure that the coast was clear So, I could boost us some muthafucking clothes to
Had to hustle 'cause them food stamps just wasn't Upstate back to got to go re-up All this fast cash only turned the up Can't to get knocked but who gonna feed us
I weak and I been strong I been through the fire, I been the storm I try to do right and I I do wrong Just be happy for me when my is gone
'Cause, no more hurt and no tears be no more pain and no more fears No more people in my face not sincere So, for me when I'm no longer here
shake these thoughts of suicide Anyone I loved or was close to, died Ones I or thought was being true lied A lifetime of tears but a few I cried
Try to take my past, it up on a shelf But, my stem from all the pain I felt I'm just trying to make the best out the I dealt If I fall, who can I to for help?
Hope my man me and not my wealth Will he be through good and bad sickness and health? Does he want the real me or else? I in wars just so I don't hurt myself
Now I'm on most can't stand me now But they was happy when I rocked all hand me down I need them, funny how they can't be found That's why the high's my only family live
I been weak and I been I been the fire, I been through the storm Try to do right and I I do wrong Just be for me when my life is gone
'Cause, no more hurt and no more There'll be no more pain and no fears No more in my face that's not sincere So, smile for me when I'm no longer
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