My life, is in the of the man upstairs Through and tribulations, he'll always be there You see, I know he me and I know he cares And he'll put more on me, than I can bear
Is it a blessing to live or a blessing to Let me finish out this hell no questions why I should be I'm on and dressing fly But is the changing me for the extra pie?
If you could just look into the I live Three sixty up to all the trife I did Got my up north trying to slice the bid I'm in love with a nigga, with a wife and kid
Maybe if my pops ain't me I wouldn't let so niggas take advantage of me Using me, even put their hands on me I what the most high got planned for me
My life line getting shorter when I in my palms Swore I'll be nothing my biological mom She ain't raise me so naturally I felt a bond At sixteen got my GED never saw a
I been and I been strong I through the fire, I been through the storm I try to do right and I I do wrong Just be happy for me when my is gone
'Cause, no more hurt and no tears There'll be no pain and no more fears No more in my face that's not sincere So, smile for me when I'm no longer
At a young age I let the turn me out Pellets and purple been burnt me out A hard knock life is all I about Trying to eat the thing I be concerned about
Telling my everything happens for a reason Let him know it ain't that his wanted to leave him If it wasn't for the streets he'd be breathing Trying to raise him but I know he need him
Me and my seed used to live off welfare Only two checks a for us both to share I remember making sure that the coast was So, I could boost us some muthafucking to wear
Had to hustle 'cause food stamps just wasn't enough Upstate back to Broadway got to go All this cash only turned the heat up Can't afford to get knocked but who gonna us
I weak and I been strong I through the fire, I been through the storm I try to do right and I know I do Just be happy for me my life is gone
'Cause, no more hurt and no tears There'll be no more pain and no more No more people in my face that's not So, smile for me when I'm no longer
shake these thoughts of suicide Anyone I ever or was close to, died Ones I trusted or thought was true lied A of tears but just a few I cried
Try to take my past, stick it up on a But, my actions stem from all the pain I I'm just trying to make the out the hand I dealt If I fall, who can I turn to for
Hope my man with me and not my Will he be there through good and bad and health? Does he want the real me or else? I been in wars just so I don't hurt
Now that I'm on most can't me now But they was happy when I rocked all them me down I need them, funny how they can't be found That's why the most high's my only live
I been weak and I strong I been the fire, I been through the storm Try to do right and I I do wrong Just be for me when my life is gone
'Cause, no more and no more tears There'll be no more pain and no more No more people in my face that's not So, smile for me when I'm no here
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