Smashed Into Pieces

Never again, I'll slit my throat with the knife
I pulled out of my spine
Maybe when you find out that I'm dead
You'll realize what you did to me

And if my lungs still let me breathe, would you be there for me?
If I can make myself believe
I'll give you back what you took away
No, I won't let it go, douse myself in gasoline

So don't save me when you come into the fire
I'd rather die than have to see your smile
You made me swear, I can't sleep
Realize all these things that you took from me

Smash my heart into dust, suffocate my mind
Tear at me from inside, smash apart what you created
How can I ever stop, you from crushing my soul?
It was yours to begin with