Sleepless

Im sleepless and speechless,
I need a remedy cause school didnt teach this.
Im uncontrollably helpless somehow,
I need a fix right now.
Im messed up and shaking,
I need a strong dose,
To keep me from breaking down,
Every door that irritates me.
I feel like everybody hates me.

So help me now,
You might have to strap me down,
Sedate me when you come around.
I feel strange when the lights go out.

Ive patiently waited.
Dodging the hatred that tries to slow me down.
Im on my way, sorry I cant come around, anymore.
Im starting to change,
Sweat it out and rethink the game,
Ill come back with no shame,
Stronger than before.

So help me now,
You might have to strap me down,
Sedate me when you come around.
I feel strange when the lights go out.
So help me now,
My imagination wont calm down,
Sedate me when you come around,
A whisper is loud, in the absence of sound.

Im going too fast,
Down a one way street,
I know I wont last,
Its taking over me.
Another relapse, leaves me feeling so empty.

I need a home, to call my own.

Im sleepless and speechless,
I need a remedy cause school didnt teach this.
Im uncontrollably helpless somehow,
I need a fix right now.

So help me now,
You might have to strap me down,
Sedate me when you come around.
I feel strange when the lights go out.
So help me now,
My imagination wont calm down,
Sedate me when you come around,
A whisper is loud, in the absence of sound.