Jealous

You can try and hurt me,
Go ahead and desert me,
Tell me to end my life,
Because Im just that unworthy.
I wont try to fight,
Ill let you use all your might,
To leave bruises and scars,
Now do you feel alright?
Is it wrong to feel happy,
For once in my life?
Having friends that want,
To see me every night.
Dating girls that want to hold me,
And make me feel right,
Not discriminating based off of physical sight.

Do you get pleasure from my pain?
I need to know,
How you can live your life,
And not feel responsible,
For making others cry,
And feel like their dull.
When anyone else shines,
Youre just jealous of their glow.

Call me talentless,
Go ahead and take a piss,
All over my name,
And make sure not to miss,
Every mistake Ive made,
When you try to defame,
The little respect Ive built,
And replace it with shame.
Make your cynical jokes,
And try to tear down my high hopes,
Kick me when Im down,
Youve got me against the ropes,
I will never give in,
Ill chase this dream to my grave,
And if I make it to the top Ill just smile and wave.

Do you get pleasure from my pain?
I need to know,
How you can live your life,
And not feel responsible,
For making others cry,
And feel like their dull.
When anyone else shines,
Youre just jealous of their glow.