Sleeping In

packing up the pictures in an old shoebox
does it feel as if your taking back the love that made it real?
its so silent i can almost hear you walk,
and if everythings so high , then why are you so low,
down the hall , standing in front of that window ,

today im sleeping in
woke up its too late and i should be a school,
in the darkness you will always see his face and i could never take the place of him
never one to see myself in front of that window,
theirs always something wrong when you ignore the rules
sucking up your tears didnt want me too know too much,
reaching out your hand for one last touch,
take me with you,
in a lifetime time will always take our place,
everybody here is fake,
and i dont wanna feel the same when you give in,
and i will lay here shielded from the pain,
arrgrhh
you gave me all that i could take and gave me strengh to carry on
in the darkness you will always see his face
this is a long time felt today,
and i dont wanna be their when you do give in
in a lifetime time will always take our place,
and i will lay here shielded from the pain
i do whatever i want you never let me down

i always felt so lost , so now your found,
and thats okay and thats okay