1] When I speak it's like don't hear Why I feel like God care Why I feel like I ain't good as no one I'm searching but my pride there I just feel like life ain't My boy got shot, right there But me, I twice and came back to life So me how can I be scared
Why do I gotta doubt All I do is doubt myself Drink till the head gets consumed by the pint, like I care about my health I'm just trying to numb the pain Love and hate it all just feels the say I'm affected by the fame But even my momma know I
So I get till I can't feel The fake, the pain real Got so many scars it ain't But I gotta soul bullets can't Why I feel like just want to pop me Pop's had a pot to piss in Probably pack a on his hip then sit beside me Pray to God there's no triple six me No I can't let the in my mind time the church will turn you blind Last time I heard a preacher a sermon All I heard him say was sinner's to die And they will never get to see a all due respect fuck the reverend Cause I life was doing 25 Praying for death like it's a blessing This for my people going depression This for the who never felt affection This for the kids whose parents accept them Saying they everyone else except them
I know what it's like to feel I know what like to need a home I know what it's like to not know what it's To have a you can call your own
See I tried every single fucking drug on that shelf Trust me man it help I just feel like I'm myself (x5)
2] Why I feel love don't last Things change when you move so I was trying to on us in the future You was on my past If you left I would lose my Promise me you won't let go See I just need love it's funny I got all money but my heart still
So many times I said change to turn around and do the same Same shit been putting you in pain I I'm the only one to blame So I get drunk, till I see I love you, but I me Trying to be someone I be And I been myself lately
Why I feel like I'm the only one got me You could take the same 45 that me Pop the clip in, cock it back and put motherfucker to my head, you'll never stop me I be living life on the edge Suicide all in my Why the world care about no one else's life till they already dead I wish pops was back to how he was he ain't been the same since the drugs And I ain't been the same since he said the worst form of pain is not being So we use the they gave to us To replace the love the world takes us Lately I don't know who to trust They saying even Satan was an once So I can't shit, so numb that I can't feel shit Living just to die, we dying to live this life it doesn't make no sense
See I tried every single fucking drug on that shelf me man it don't help I just like I'm losing myself (x5)