1] When I speak it's like don't hear Why I like God don't care Why I feel like I good as no one else I'm searching but my pride there I just feel like life ain't My boy got shot, died right But me, I died twice and back to life So me how can I be scared
Why do I doubt myself All I ever do is myself Drink liquor till the gets consumed by the pint, like I don't care my health Really I'm just trying to the pain and hate it all just feels the same Won't say I'm affected by the But even my momma I changed
So I get drunk till I feel The love fake, the real Got so many it ain't heal But I gotta soul can't kill Why I like cops just want to pop me never had a pot to piss in Probably pack a nine on his hip sit beside me Pray to God there's no triple six me No I can't let the devil in my Same the church will turn you blind time I heard a preacher preach a sermon All I heard him say was going to die And they never get to see a Heaven With all due fuck the reverend I know life was doing 25 Praying for early death like it's a This for my people going through This for the kids who felt affection This for the kids whose parents don't accept Saying love everyone else except them
I what it's like to feel alone I know what like to need a home I what it's like to not know what it's like To a love you can call your own
See I tried every single fucking drug on that shelf Trust me man it don't I just feel like I'm myself (x5)
2] Why I like love don't last Things change when you so fast I was to focus on us in the future You was focused on my If you I would lose my soul Promise me you won't let go See I just need love it's funny I got all money but my heart broke
So many times I said I'ma to turn around and do the same Same shit that's been you in pain I I'm the only one to blame So I get drunk, I can't see I love you, but I me Trying to be someone I be And I ain't myself lately
Why I like I'm the only one that got me You could take the same 45 that me Pop the in, cock it back and put that motherfucker to my head, you'll never stop me Yeah I be living on the edge all in my head Why the don't care about no one else's life till they already dead I just pops was back to how he was he ain't been the same since the drugs And I ain't the same since he said the worst form of pain is not being loved So we use the they gave to us To replace the love the world from us Lately I don't know who to trust saying even Satan was an angel once So I can't feel shit, so that I can't feel shit just to die, we dying just to live this life it doesn't make no sense
See I done tried every single fucking on that shelf Trust me man it don't I just feel like I'm myself (x5)