1] When I it's like ya'll don't hear Why I feel like God care Why I feel like I ain't good as no one I'm searching but my pride ain't I just feel like ain't fair My boy got shot, died there But me, I died twice and came to life So me how can I be scared
Why do I doubt myself All I ever do is doubt liquor till the head gets consumed by the pint, like I don't care about my Really I'm just trying to numb the and hate it all just feels the same Won't say I'm affected by the But my momma know I changed
So I get till I can't feel The love fake, the pain Got so scars it ain't heal But I gotta soul can't kill Why I feel like cops want to pop me never had a pot to piss in Probably a nine on his hip then sit beside me Pray to God no triple six inside me No I can't let the devil in my time the church will turn you blind Last I heard a preacher preach a sermon All I heard him say was sinner's to die And will never get to see a Heaven With all due respect fuck the Cause I know was doing 25 Praying for early death like it's a This for my people going depression This for the kids who felt affection for the kids whose parents don't accept them Saying love everyone else except them
I know what it's like to feel I know what like to need a home I what it's like to not know what it's like To a love you can call your own
See I tried every single fucking drug on that shelf Trust me man it don't I just feel like I'm myself (x5)
2] Why I like love don't last change when you move so fast I was trying to on us in the future You was focused on my If you I would lose my soul me that you won't let go See I just need love it's I got all money but my heart still broke
So many times I said I'ma Just to turn and do the same Same shit that's been you in pain I know I'm the only one to So I get drunk, till I see I love you, but I me Trying to be I can't be And I ain't myself lately
Why I like I'm the only one that got me You could the same 45 that shot me Pop the in, cock it back and put that motherfucker to my head, you'll never stop me I be living life on the edge Suicide all in my Why the don't care about no one else's life till they already dead I just wish pops was to how he was Cause he ain't been the since the drugs And I ain't been the same since he said the worst of pain is not being loved So we use the drugs gave to us To the love the world takes from us I don't even know who to trust They saying even Satan was an angel So I can't feel shit, so numb I can't feel shit Living just to die, we dying just to live this life it doesn't make no
See I done tried every single fucking on that shelf Trust me man it don't I just like I'm losing myself (x5)