1] When I speak it's like ya'll don't Why I feel God don't care Why I feel I ain't good as no one else I'm but my pride ain't there I just feel like ain't fair My boy got shot, right there But me, I twice and came back to life So tell me how can I be
Why do I gotta myself All I do is doubt myself Drink liquor till the head consumed by the pint, like I don't care about my I'm just trying to numb the pain Love and it all just feels the same Won't say I'm affected by the But even my know I changed
So I get drunk till I can't The fake, the pain real Got so many it ain't heal But I gotta soul bullets can't Why I feel like just want to pop me Pop's had a pot to piss in Probably pack a nine on his hip then sit me to God there's no triple six inside me No I can't let the devil in my Same time the church will you blind Last time I heard a preacher a sermon All I heard him say was going to die And they will get to see a Heaven With all due fuck the reverend Cause I know was doing 25 Praying for early death like a blessing This for my people going through for the kids who never felt affection This for the kids whose parents don't them Saying they love everyone except them
I know what it's like to alone I know what like to need a home I know what it's to not know what it's like To have a you can call your own
See I done tried every fucking drug on that shelf Trust me man it don't I just feel I'm losing myself (x5)
2] Why I feel love don't last Things when you move so fast I was to focus on us in the future You was on my past If you left I lose my soul Promise me that you let go See I just need love it's I got all money but my heart still broke
So times I said I'ma change Just to turn and do the same Same shit been putting you in pain I I'm the only one to blame So I get drunk, till I see I you, but I hate me to be someone I can't be And I ain't been lately
Why I feel like I'm the one that got me You take the same 45 that shot me Pop the clip in, cock it back and put that motherfucker to my head, never stop me Yeah I be life on the edge Suicide all in my Why the world don't care about no one else's till they already dead I wish pops was back to how he was Cause he ain't been the same the drugs And I ain't been the same since he the worst form of pain is not being loved So we use the they gave to us To replace the love the takes from us Lately I don't even know who to saying even Satan was an angel once So I can't feel shit, so that I can't feel shit Living just to die, we dying just to this life it doesn't make no sense
See I done tried every single fucking drug on shelf Trust me man it help I just like I'm losing myself (x5)