1] When I it's like ya'll don't hear Why I feel God don't care Why I feel like I ain't as no one else I'm searching but my pride ain't I just like life ain't fair My boy got shot, right there But me, I twice and came back to life So me how can I be scared
Why do I gotta doubt All I ever do is myself Drink liquor till the gets consumed by the pint, like I don't care my health Really I'm trying to numb the pain Love and hate it all just the same Won't say I'm by the fame But even my know I changed
So I get till I can't feel The love fake, the real Got so scars it ain't heal But I soul bullets can't kill Why I feel like cops just to pop me Pop's had a pot to piss in Probably a nine on his hip then sit beside me Pray to God there's no six inside me No I can't let the in my mind Same time the church will you blind Last time I heard a preacher preach a All I heard him say was going to die And they never get to see a Heaven With all due respect fuck the Cause I life was doing 25 Praying for early like it's a blessing This for my people through depression for the kids who never felt affection This for the whose parents don't accept them Saying love everyone else except them
I know what it's like to feel I know what like to need a home I know what it's like to not know what it's To have a you can call your own
See I done tried every single fucking on that shelf me man it don't help I just feel like I'm losing (x5)
2] Why I feel like love don't Things when you move so fast I was trying to on us in the future You was focused on my If you left I lose my soul me that you won't let go See I just need love it's I got all money but my heart still broke
So many times I I'ma change to turn around and do the same Same that's been putting you in pain I I'm the only one to blame So I get drunk, I can't see I love you, but I me to be someone I can't be And I ain't been myself
Why I like I'm the only one that got me You take the same 45 that shot me Pop the clip in, cock it back and put that to my head, you'll never stop me I be living life on the edge Suicide all in my Why the world don't care about no one else's life till they dead I just pops was back to how he was Cause he been the same since the drugs And I ain't been the same since he said the worst form of pain is not being So we use the drugs they to us To replace the love the takes from us Lately I even know who to trust They saying even was an angel once So I can't shit, so numb that I can't feel shit Living just to die, we dying just to live life it doesn't make no sense
See I done tried every fucking drug on that shelf Trust me man it help I just like I'm losing myself (x5)