1] When I speak like ya'll don't hear Why I feel God don't care Why I feel like I good as no one else I'm but my pride ain't there I feel like life ain't fair My boy got shot, right there But me, I died twice and back to life So me how can I be scared
Why do I gotta doubt All I ever do is myself Drink liquor till the gets consumed by the pint, like I don't care my health Really I'm just trying to numb the and hate it all just feels the same Won't say I'm affected by the But even my momma know I
So I get drunk I can't feel The fake, the pain real Got so scars it ain't heal But I gotta soul bullets can't Why I feel cops just want to pop me Pop's had a pot to piss in Probably pack a nine on his hip sit beside me Pray to God no triple six inside me No I can't let the in my mind Same time the church will you blind Last time I a preacher preach a sermon All I heard him say was sinner's to die And they will never get to see a all due respect fuck the reverend Cause I life was doing 25 Praying for early death it's a blessing This for my people going depression This for the kids who never felt This for the kids parents don't accept them Saying they love everyone else them
I know what like to feel alone I know what it's like to need a I know it's like to not know what it's like To a love you can call your own
See I done tried every fucking drug on that shelf me man it don't help I feel like I'm losing myself (x5)
2] Why I feel like love last change when you move so fast I was to focus on us in the future You was focused on my If you left I lose my soul Promise me you won't let go See I just need it's funny I got all money but my heart still broke
So many times I said change Just to turn and do the same Same shit been putting you in pain I know I'm the only one to So I get drunk, I can't see I love you, but I me to be someone I can't be And I ain't been myself
Why I feel like I'm the only one got me You take the same 45 that shot me Pop the in, cock it back and put that motherfucker to my head, you'll never stop me Yeah I be living on the edge Suicide all in my Why the world don't care no one else's life till they already dead I wish pops was back to how he was Cause he been the same since the drugs And I ain't been the same since he said the worst form of pain is not being So we use the drugs they to us To replace the love the takes from us Lately I don't even who to trust saying even Satan was an angel once So I can't feel shit, so numb that I can't shit Living just to die, we dying just to live this it doesn't make no sense
See I done tried every single fucking on that shelf me man it don't help I feel like I'm losing myself (x5)