1] When I speak it's like ya'll don't Why I like God don't care Why I feel like I ain't as no one else I'm but my pride ain't there I just like life ain't fair My boy got shot, died right But me, I died twice and came back to So me how can I be scared
Why do I gotta myself All I ever do is myself Drink liquor the head gets consumed by the pint, like I don't care my health Really I'm just to numb the pain Love and it all just feels the same Won't say I'm by the fame But even my know I changed
So I get drunk I can't feel The love fake, the pain Got so many scars it ain't But I gotta soul bullets kill Why I like cops just want to pop me Pop's never had a pot to in Probably pack a nine on his hip sit beside me Pray to God there's no triple six me No I let the devil in my mind time the church will turn you blind Last time I heard a preach a sermon All I heard him say was sinner's to die And they never get to see a Heaven With all due respect the reverend Cause I know life was 25 Praying for early like it's a blessing This for my people through depression This for the who never felt affection This for the kids whose parents accept them Saying they everyone else except them
I know what like to feel alone I know it's like to need a home I know what it's like to not know what like To have a love you can your own
See I done tried every single fucking drug on that Trust me man it help I just feel I'm losing myself (x5)
2] Why I feel like don't last Things change when you move so I was trying to focus on us in the You was focused on my If you I would lose my soul Promise me that you let go See I just need it's funny I got all money but my heart still broke
So many times I said I'ma Just to turn around and do the Same that's been putting you in pain I know I'm the one to blame So I get drunk, I can't see I love you, but I me Trying to be someone I be And I been myself lately
Why I feel I'm the only one that got me You could take the same 45 that me Pop the in, cock it back and put that motherfucker to my head, you'll never stop me Yeah I be living on the edge all in my head Why the world don't care no one else's life till they already dead I just wish was back to how he was Cause he ain't been the same the drugs And I ain't been the same since he said the worst form of pain is not being So we use the drugs gave to us To replace the love the world takes us Lately I don't know who to trust They saying even was an angel once So I can't feel shit, so that I can't feel shit Living just to die, we dying to live this life it doesn't make no sense
See I done tried every single drug on that shelf me man it don't help I just feel like I'm losing (x5)