1] When I speak like ya'll don't hear Why I feel God don't care Why I feel I ain't good as no one else I'm searching but my pride there I just feel like ain't fair My boy got shot, right there But me, I died twice and back to life So tell me how can I be
Why do I gotta myself All I ever do is doubt Drink liquor till the head consumed by the pint, like I don't care my health I'm just trying to numb the pain Love and hate it all just the same Won't say I'm by the fame But even my know I changed
So I get drunk I can't feel The fake, the pain real Got so many it ain't heal But I gotta soul bullets kill Why I feel like cops just to pop me never had a pot to piss in Probably a nine on his hip then sit beside me Pray to God there's no six inside me No I can't let the in my mind time the church will turn you blind Last I heard a preacher preach a sermon All I heard him say was going to die And will never get to see a Heaven With all due respect the reverend Cause I know life was 25 for early death like it's a blessing This for my people going through This for the kids who never affection This for the kids whose parents accept them they love everyone else except them
I know what it's like to feel I know it's like to need a home I know what it's like to not know what it's To have a love you can your own
See I done tried every single drug on that shelf Trust me man it don't I just feel I'm losing myself (x5)
2] Why I feel like don't last Things when you move so fast I was trying to focus on us in the You was focused on my If you left I lose my soul Promise me you won't let go See I need love it's funny I got all money but my heart still broke
So many times I said I'ma Just to turn and do the same Same shit that's putting you in pain I know I'm the only one to So I get drunk, till I see I love you, but I me Trying to be someone I be And I been myself lately
Why I feel I'm the only one that got me You could take the same 45 shot me Pop the clip in, cock it and put that motherfucker to my head, you'll never stop me Yeah I be living life on the Suicide all in my Why the world care about no one else's life till they already dead I just pops was back to how he was Cause he been the same since the drugs And I ain't been the same since he said the worst form of pain is not loved So we use the drugs they to us To replace the love the world takes us I don't even know who to trust They saying Satan was an angel once So I can't feel shit, so that I can't feel shit Living just to die, we dying just to live this it doesn't make no sense
See I done tried every single fucking on that shelf Trust me man it help I just like I'm losing myself (x5)