1] When I speak it's ya'll don't hear Why I feel like God care Why I like I ain't good as no one else I'm searching but my pride there I feel like life ain't fair My boy got shot, died right But me, I died and came back to life So tell me how can I be
Why do I gotta doubt All I ever do is doubt Drink liquor till the head gets consumed by the pint, I don't care about my Really I'm trying to numb the pain Love and hate it all feels the same Won't say I'm by the fame But even my know I changed
So I get drunk till I feel The love fake, the pain Got so scars it ain't heal But I gotta soul can't kill Why I feel like just want to pop me Pop's never had a pot to in Probably pack a nine on his hip sit beside me to God there's no triple six inside me No I can't let the in my mind time the church will turn you blind Last time I heard a preach a sermon All I heard him say was sinner's to die And they will never get to see a With all due respect fuck the Cause I life was doing 25 Praying for early death like a blessing This for my people through depression This for the kids who never affection This for the kids whose parents accept them Saying they love everyone else except
I know what it's like to alone I know it's like to need a home I know it's like to not know what it's like To have a love you can call own
See I done tried every single fucking drug on shelf Trust me man it don't I just feel like I'm myself (x5)
2] Why I like love don't last Things when you move so fast I was trying to focus on us in the You was focused on my If you left I would lose my me that you won't let go See I just need love it's I got all money but my heart still broke
So many times I said change to turn around and do the same Same shit that's putting you in pain I I'm the only one to blame So I get drunk, I can't see I love you, but I me Trying to be I can't be And I ain't been myself
Why I like I'm the only one that got me You could take the same 45 shot me Pop the clip in, cock it and put that motherfucker to my head, you'll never stop me Yeah I be living life on the Suicide all in my Why the world don't care about no one else's life till they dead I just pops was back to how he was Cause he ain't the same since the drugs And I ain't been the same since he said the form of pain is not being loved So we use the drugs they to us To replace the love the world takes us I don't even know who to trust They saying Satan was an angel once So I can't feel shit, so numb that I can't feel Living just to die, we just to live this life it doesn't make no sense
See I done tried single fucking drug on that shelf Trust me man it don't I just feel like I'm myself (x5)