1] When I it's like ya'll don't hear Why I feel like God don't Why I feel like I good as no one else I'm searching but my ain't there I just feel like ain't fair My boy got shot, died there But me, I twice and came back to life So me how can I be scared
Why do I doubt myself All I do is doubt myself Drink liquor till the head consumed by the pint, like I don't about my health Really I'm just to numb the pain Love and it all just feels the same say I'm affected by the fame But my momma know I changed
So I get drunk I can't feel The fake, the pain real Got so many scars it heal But I gotta soul bullets kill Why I feel like just want to pop me Pop's had a pot to piss in Probably a nine on his hip then sit beside me Pray to God no triple six inside me No I can't let the in my mind Same time the will turn you blind time I heard a preacher preach a sermon All I heard him say was going to die And they never get to see a Heaven With all due fuck the reverend Cause I know was doing 25 Praying for death like it's a blessing for my people going through depression This for the who never felt affection This for the kids whose parents accept them they love everyone else except them
I know what like to feel alone I know what it's to need a home I know what it's like to not know it's like To a love you can call your own
See I done tried every fucking drug on that shelf Trust me man it help I just feel I'm losing myself (x5)
2] Why I feel like don't last change when you move so fast I was trying to focus on us in the You was focused on my If you left I would lose my Promise me that you let go See I just need it's funny I got all money but my heart still broke
So many times I said I'ma Just to turn around and do the Same shit that's been you in pain I know I'm the only one to So I get drunk, I can't see I you, but I hate me Trying to be I can't be And I been myself lately
Why I feel like I'm the one that got me You could take the same 45 shot me Pop the clip in, cock it back and put that motherfucker to my head, you'll stop me Yeah I be living on the edge Suicide all in my Why the world don't care about no one else's life they already dead I just pops was back to how he was Cause he ain't been the same since the And I been the same since he said the worst form of pain is not being loved So we use the drugs they to us To the love the world takes from us Lately I don't know who to trust They saying Satan was an angel once So I can't feel shit, so numb that I can't feel Living just to die, we just to live this life it doesn't make no sense
See I done tried every single drug on that shelf Trust me man it help I just like I'm losing myself (x5)