1] When I speak it's like don't hear Why I feel God don't care Why I feel like I ain't good as no one I'm searching but my pride there I just feel like life fair My boy got shot, died there But me, I died and came back to life So me how can I be scared
Why do I gotta myself All I ever do is myself Drink liquor till the head gets by the pint, like I don't care my health I'm just trying to numb the pain Love and hate it all just the same Won't say I'm by the fame But even my know I changed
So I get drunk I can't feel The love fake, the pain Got so scars it ain't heal But I gotta bullets can't kill Why I feel like cops just to pop me never had a pot to piss in Probably pack a on his hip then sit beside me Pray to God no triple six inside me No I can't let the in my mind Same time the church will you blind Last time I a preacher preach a sermon All I heard him say was going to die And they will get to see a Heaven all due respect fuck the reverend Cause I life was doing 25 Praying for early death like it's a for my people going through depression This for the who never felt affection This for the kids whose parents don't them Saying they everyone else except them
I know what it's like to feel I what it's like to need a home I know what it's to not know what it's like To have a love you can your own
See I done every single fucking drug on that shelf me man it don't help I just feel like I'm myself (x5)
2] Why I feel love don't last change when you move so fast I was to focus on us in the future You was on my past If you left I lose my soul me that you won't let go See I just need it's funny I got all money but my heart still broke
So times I said I'ma change to turn around and do the same Same that's been putting you in pain I know I'm the one to blame So I get drunk, I can't see I love you, but I me Trying to be someone I be And I ain't myself lately
Why I feel I'm the only one that got me You take the same 45 that shot me Pop the clip in, cock it back and put that motherfucker to my head, you'll never me Yeah I be life on the edge all in my head Why the world don't care about no one else's life till already dead I just pops was back to how he was Cause he ain't been the same the drugs And I ain't been the same since he said the worst form of is not being loved So we use the drugs gave to us To replace the love the world takes us Lately I don't even know who to They saying even Satan was an angel So I can't feel shit, so numb that I feel shit Living just to die, we dying just to live this it doesn't make no sense
See I done tried every single fucking drug on shelf Trust me man it help I just feel like I'm losing (x5)