1] When I speak it's ya'll don't hear Why I like God don't care Why I feel like I good as no one else I'm searching but my ain't there I just like life ain't fair My boy got shot, died right But me, I twice and came back to life So tell me how can I be
Why do I doubt myself All I ever do is doubt Drink liquor till the head gets consumed by the pint, I care about my health I'm just trying to numb the pain Love and hate it all just feels the Won't say I'm affected by the But even my momma know I
So I get drunk till I can't The love fake, the real Got so many scars it ain't But I soul bullets can't kill Why I feel like just want to pop me Pop's never had a pot to in Probably pack a nine on his hip then sit me Pray to God there's no six inside me No I can't let the devil in my Same time the church will turn you Last time I a preacher preach a sermon All I him say was sinner's going to die And they will never get to see a With all due fuck the reverend Cause I know life was 25 Praying for early death it's a blessing This for my people going through This for the kids who felt affection This for the kids parents don't accept them Saying they love everyone else except
I know what like to feel alone I know what it's to need a home I know what it's like to not what it's like To have a love you can call own
See I done tried every single fucking drug on shelf me man it don't help I just feel like I'm myself (x5)
2] Why I feel love don't last change when you move so fast I was trying to focus on us in the You was focused on my If you left I would my soul Promise me you won't let go See I just need love it's funny I got all money but my still broke
So many I said I'ma change Just to turn and do the same Same that's been putting you in pain I I'm the only one to blame So I get drunk, till I see I you, but I hate me Trying to be I can't be And I ain't been myself
Why I feel like I'm the one that got me You could take the same 45 shot me Pop the in, cock it back and put that motherfucker to my head, you'll never stop me I be living life on the edge Suicide all in my Why the world don't about no one else's life till they already dead I just pops was back to how he was Cause he ain't been the same since the And I ain't been the since he said the worst form of pain is not being loved So we use the drugs gave to us To replace the love the world from us Lately I don't even know who to They saying even Satan was an angel So I feel shit, so numb that I can't feel shit Living just to die, we dying just to live this life it make no sense
See I done every single fucking drug on that shelf Trust me man it help I just feel I'm losing myself (x5)