1] When I speak it's like don't hear Why I feel God don't care Why I like I ain't good as no one else I'm searching but my pride there I feel like life ain't fair My boy got shot, died there But me, I died twice and came to life So me how can I be scared
Why do I gotta doubt All I do is doubt myself Drink liquor the head gets consumed by the pint, like I care about my health Really I'm trying to numb the pain Love and hate it all just the same Won't say I'm affected by the But even my know I changed
So I get drunk I can't feel The fake, the pain real Got so many scars it heal But I gotta soul can't kill Why I like cops just want to pop me never had a pot to piss in Probably a nine on his hip then sit beside me to God there's no triple six inside me No I can't let the in my mind Same time the church will turn you Last time I heard a preacher preach a All I heard him say was going to die And they will get to see a Heaven With all due respect fuck the Cause I know life was 25 Praying for early death like it's a This for my people through depression This for the who never felt affection for the kids whose parents don't accept them Saying they love everyone else them
I know what it's to feel alone I know what like to need a home I know what like to not know what it's like To have a you can call your own
See I tried every single fucking drug on that shelf Trust me man it don't I just feel like I'm myself (x5)
2] Why I feel love don't last change when you move so fast I was to focus on us in the future You was on my past If you left I would lose my Promise me that you let go See I just need love it's funny I got all money but my heart broke
So many times I I'ma change Just to turn and do the same Same shit that's putting you in pain I know I'm the only one to So I get drunk, till I see I you, but I hate me to be someone I can't be And I been myself lately
Why I feel I'm the only one that got me You could take the same 45 that me Pop the clip in, cock it back and put that motherfucker to my head, you'll never me Yeah I be living on the edge all in my head Why the world care about no one else's life till they already dead I just pops was back to how he was Cause he been the same since the drugs And I ain't been the same since he said the worst form of pain is not being So we use the they gave to us To replace the love the world from us Lately I even know who to trust They saying even Satan was an angel So I can't feel shit, so that I can't feel shit Living just to die, we dying just to live this life it doesn't no sense
See I done tried every single fucking drug on shelf Trust me man it help I just feel I'm losing myself (x5)