1] When I speak it's like ya'll don't Why I feel God don't care Why I feel like I good as no one else I'm but my pride ain't there I just feel like ain't fair My boy got shot, right there But me, I died twice and came back to So tell me how can I be
Why do I gotta doubt All I do is doubt myself Drink till the head gets consumed by the pint, like I don't care my health Really I'm just trying to the pain Love and hate it all just feels the Won't say I'm by the fame But even my momma I changed
So I get drunk I can't feel The love fake, the pain Got so many it ain't heal But I gotta bullets can't kill Why I feel like cops just to pop me Pop's never had a pot to in Probably pack a nine on his hip sit beside me Pray to God there's no triple six me No I can't let the in my mind time the church will turn you blind Last I heard a preacher preach a sermon All I heard him say was sinner's to die And they will get to see a Heaven With all due fuck the reverend Cause I know was doing 25 Praying for death like it's a blessing This for my people going through for the kids who never felt affection This for the whose parents don't accept them Saying they everyone else except them
I know what like to feel alone I know what it's like to a home I know it's like to not know what it's like To have a love you can call own
See I tried every single fucking drug on that shelf Trust me man it help I just feel like I'm myself (x5)
2] Why I feel love don't last Things when you move so fast I was trying to focus on us in the You was focused on my If you left I lose my soul Promise me that you let go See I just need love it's I got all money but my heart still broke
So many I said I'ma change Just to turn and do the same Same shit been putting you in pain I I'm the only one to blame So I get drunk, till I see I love you, but I me Trying to be I can't be And I ain't myself lately
Why I feel I'm the only one that got me You could take the 45 that shot me Pop the clip in, cock it back and put that motherfucker to my head, you'll stop me Yeah I be life on the edge Suicide all in my Why the world don't care about no one else's life till already dead I just pops was back to how he was Cause he been the same since the drugs And I ain't been the since he said the worst form of pain is not being loved So we use the drugs gave to us To replace the love the world takes us Lately I even know who to trust saying even Satan was an angel once So I can't feel shit, so numb that I can't feel Living just to die, we dying just to live this life it doesn't make no
See I done tried every single fucking on that shelf me man it don't help I feel like I'm losing myself (x5)