1] When I speak it's like don't hear Why I feel like God don't Why I feel like I ain't as no one else I'm searching but my pride there I just like life ain't fair My boy got shot, died right But me, I twice and came back to life So me how can I be scared
Why do I doubt myself All I ever do is myself liquor till the head gets consumed by the pint, like I don't care my health Really I'm just trying to numb the and hate it all just feels the same Won't say I'm affected by the But even my momma I changed
So I get till I can't feel The fake, the pain real Got so many it ain't heal But I gotta bullets can't kill Why I feel like cops want to pop me never had a pot to piss in Probably a nine on his hip then sit beside me Pray to God there's no six inside me No I can't let the devil in my time the church will turn you blind Last time I heard a preacher preach a All I heard him say was going to die And they will get to see a Heaven With all due fuck the reverend I know life was doing 25 Praying for early death it's a blessing This for my people going through This for the kids who felt affection This for the whose parents don't accept them Saying they love else except them
I know what it's to feel alone I what it's like to need a home I know it's like to not know what it's like To have a love you can call own
See I done tried single fucking drug on that shelf me man it don't help I just feel like I'm losing (x5)
2] Why I feel like love last Things change when you so fast I was trying to focus on us in the You was on my past If you I would lose my soul Promise me that you let go See I just need love it's funny I got all money but my heart broke
So times I said I'ma change Just to turn and do the same Same shit that's been putting you in I I'm the only one to blame So I get drunk, till I see I love you, but I me Trying to be someone I be And I ain't been myself
Why I feel I'm the only one that got me You take the same 45 that shot me Pop the clip in, cock it back and put that motherfucker to my head, never stop me Yeah I be living life on the Suicide all in my Why the world care about no one else's life till they already dead I wish pops was back to how he was Cause he ain't been the since the drugs And I ain't been the same since he said the form of pain is not being loved So we use the drugs they to us To replace the love the world from us Lately I even know who to trust They even Satan was an angel once So I feel shit, so numb that I can't feel shit Living just to die, we dying just to live life it doesn't make no sense
See I done tried every single fucking drug on shelf me man it don't help I just feel like I'm losing (x5)