1] When I speak it's like don't hear Why I like God don't care Why I feel like I ain't good as no one I'm searching but my ain't there I just feel like life ain't My boy got shot, right there But me, I died twice and came to life So me how can I be scared
Why do I gotta doubt All I do is doubt myself Drink liquor the head gets consumed by the pint, like I don't about my health I'm just trying to numb the pain Love and it all just feels the same Won't say I'm by the fame But my momma know I changed
So I get drunk I can't feel The love fake, the pain Got so many scars it heal But I gotta bullets can't kill Why I feel like cops want to pop me never had a pot to piss in Probably a nine on his hip then sit beside me to God there's no triple six inside me No I can't let the devil in my Same time the church will turn you Last time I heard a preacher a sermon All I heard him say was going to die And they never get to see a Heaven With all due respect the reverend Cause I know life was 25 for early death like it's a blessing This for my going through depression This for the kids who never felt This for the whose parents don't accept them Saying they love everyone else them
I know what like to feel alone I what it's like to need a home I know what it's like to not know it's like To a love you can call your own
See I done tried single fucking drug on that shelf Trust me man it don't I just like I'm losing myself (x5)
2] Why I feel like love don't Things change when you so fast I was to focus on us in the future You was focused on my If you left I would lose my Promise me you won't let go See I just need love it's funny I got all money but my heart still
So many times I said change to turn around and do the same Same shit that's been putting you in I I'm the only one to blame So I get drunk, I can't see I love you, but I me Trying to be someone I be And I ain't been myself
Why I feel like I'm the only one got me You could take the same 45 that me Pop the clip in, it back and put that motherfucker to my head, you'll never stop me Yeah I be living life on the Suicide all in my Why the world don't care about no one else's life till they dead I just wish was back to how he was Cause he been the same since the drugs And I ain't the same since he said the worst form of pain is not being loved So we use the they gave to us To replace the love the takes from us Lately I don't know who to trust They saying Satan was an angel once So I can't feel shit, so numb that I can't feel Living to die, we dying just to live this life it doesn't make no sense
See I done tried single fucking drug on that shelf Trust me man it help I just feel like I'm losing (x5)