1] When I speak it's like ya'll don't Why I feel like God care Why I feel like I ain't as no one else I'm searching but my ain't there I just feel life ain't fair My boy got shot, died there But me, I twice and came back to life So me how can I be scared
Why do I gotta doubt All I ever do is myself Drink liquor till the head gets by the pint, like I don't care about my Really I'm just trying to numb the Love and hate it all just feels the Won't say I'm by the fame But even my momma I changed
So I get drunk till I feel The fake, the pain real Got so scars it ain't heal But I gotta soul bullets can't Why I feel cops just want to pop me never had a pot to piss in Probably pack a nine on his hip sit beside me Pray to God no triple six inside me No I can't let the in my mind Same time the church will you blind Last I heard a preacher preach a sermon All I heard him say was going to die And they will never get to see a With all due respect fuck the Cause I life was doing 25 for early death like it's a blessing This for my people going depression This for the kids who never felt This for the kids whose parents accept them Saying they everyone else except them
I know what it's like to alone I know what it's to need a home I know what it's to not know what it's like To a love you can call your own
See I done tried every single fucking drug on that me man it don't help I feel like I'm losing myself (x5)
2] Why I like love don't last Things change you move so fast I was to focus on us in the future You was focused on my If you left I lose my soul Promise me you won't let go See I just love it's funny I got all money but my heart still broke
So many times I said change to turn around and do the same Same shit that's been putting you in I know I'm the only one to So I get drunk, till I see I you, but I hate me to be someone I can't be And I ain't been myself
Why I feel like I'm the only one got me You could take the same 45 shot me Pop the clip in, cock it back and put that motherfucker to my head, you'll stop me Yeah I be living life on the all in my head Why the world don't care about no one else's life they already dead I wish pops was back to how he was Cause he ain't the same since the drugs And I ain't been the same he said the worst form of pain is not being loved So we use the drugs they to us To replace the love the world from us I don't even know who to trust They saying even was an angel once So I can't shit, so numb that I can't feel shit Living just to die, we dying just to live this life it make no sense
See I done tried single fucking drug on that shelf Trust me man it help I just feel like I'm losing (x5)