1] When I speak like ya'll don't hear Why I feel like God care Why I feel like I ain't good as no one I'm searching but my pride ain't I just feel like life ain't My boy got shot, right there But me, I died and came back to life So tell me how can I be
Why do I doubt myself All I do is doubt myself Drink liquor the head gets consumed by the pint, like I don't care about my Really I'm just trying to numb the Love and hate it all just feels the Won't say I'm affected by the But my momma know I changed
So I get drunk till I feel The love fake, the real Got so many scars it heal But I soul bullets can't kill Why I feel like just want to pop me never had a pot to piss in Probably pack a nine on his hip then sit me Pray to God there's no triple six me No I can't let the in my mind Same time the church will you blind Last time I heard a preach a sermon All I heard him say was going to die And they will get to see a Heaven all due respect fuck the reverend Cause I know life was 25 Praying for early death it's a blessing This for my people going through This for the who never felt affection for the kids whose parents don't accept them Saying they everyone else except them
I know it's like to feel alone I know what it's like to a home I know what like to not know what it's like To have a love you can your own
See I done tried single fucking drug on that shelf me man it don't help I just feel like I'm losing (x5)
2] Why I feel like love last change when you move so fast I was to focus on us in the future You was on my past If you I would lose my soul Promise me that you let go See I just need love it's funny I got all money but my still broke
So times I said I'ma change Just to around and do the same Same shit that's putting you in pain I know I'm the one to blame So I get drunk, I can't see I you, but I hate me Trying to be someone I be And I ain't been myself
Why I feel I'm the only one that got me You could take the same 45 shot me Pop the in, cock it back and put that motherfucker to my head, you'll never stop me Yeah I be living on the edge Suicide all in my Why the world don't care about no one else's till they already dead I wish pops was back to how he was Cause he ain't the same since the drugs And I ain't been the same since he said the worst form of pain is not being So we use the they gave to us To replace the love the world takes us Lately I don't even who to trust saying even Satan was an angel once So I can't feel shit, so numb I can't feel shit Living just to die, we dying just to live this life it doesn't no sense
See I done tried every single drug on that shelf Trust me man it don't I feel like I'm losing myself (x5)