1] When I speak it's ya'll don't hear Why I feel like God care Why I feel like I good as no one else I'm searching but my ain't there I just feel like life fair My boy got shot, right there But me, I died twice and back to life So me how can I be scared
Why do I doubt myself All I ever do is myself Drink liquor till the head gets consumed by the pint, I don't care my health Really I'm just trying to the pain Love and hate it all feels the same Won't say I'm affected by the But even my momma I changed
So I get drunk I can't feel The fake, the pain real Got so many it ain't heal But I soul bullets can't kill Why I feel like just want to pop me Pop's never had a pot to in Probably pack a nine on his hip sit beside me Pray to God there's no triple six me No I can't let the in my mind time the church will turn you blind Last time I heard a preach a sermon All I him say was sinner's going to die And they never get to see a Heaven With all due respect fuck the Cause I life was doing 25 Praying for early like it's a blessing This for my people going through This for the kids who never felt This for the kids whose parents accept them Saying they love everyone except them
I know what it's like to alone I know what like to need a home I know what it's like to not know it's like To have a love you can your own
See I done tried every single fucking drug on that me man it don't help I just feel I'm losing myself (x5)
2] Why I like love don't last Things change you move so fast I was trying to focus on us in the You was on my past If you left I lose my soul me that you won't let go See I just need love it's funny I got all money but my heart still
So many times I I'ma change Just to around and do the same shit that's been putting you in pain I know I'm the only one to So I get drunk, I can't see I you, but I hate me to be someone I can't be And I ain't been lately
Why I feel I'm the only one that got me You could the same 45 that shot me Pop the in, cock it back and put that motherfucker to my head, you'll never stop me I be living life on the edge Suicide all in my Why the world don't about no one else's life till they already dead I just pops was back to how he was he ain't been the same since the drugs And I ain't the same since he said the worst form of pain is not being loved So we use the they gave to us To replace the love the world from us Lately I don't even who to trust They even Satan was an angel once So I can't feel shit, so numb I can't feel shit Living just to die, we dying just to live this it doesn't make no sense
See I done tried every fucking drug on that shelf Trust me man it don't I just feel like I'm losing (x5)