1] When I it's like ya'll don't hear Why I feel like God don't Why I feel I ain't good as no one else I'm searching but my ain't there I just like life ain't fair My boy got shot, right there But me, I died twice and came back to So me how can I be scared
Why do I gotta doubt All I ever do is myself Drink liquor till the head gets consumed by the pint, I care about my health Really I'm just trying to the pain and hate it all just feels the same Won't say I'm by the fame But even my momma know I
So I get drunk till I can't The love fake, the real Got so many scars it heal But I gotta soul can't kill Why I feel like cops want to pop me Pop's never had a pot to in Probably pack a nine on his hip then sit me to God there's no triple six inside me No I let the devil in my mind Same the church will turn you blind Last time I heard a preacher preach a All I him say was sinner's going to die And will never get to see a Heaven With all due respect the reverend Cause I know was doing 25 Praying for early death like it's a This for my people going depression This for the kids who felt affection This for the kids whose parents don't them Saying they love everyone else them
I know it's like to feel alone I know what it's like to a home I know what it's like to not what it's like To have a you can call your own
See I done tried single fucking drug on that shelf Trust me man it help I just feel I'm losing myself (x5)
2] Why I like love don't last Things when you move so fast I was trying to on us in the future You was focused on my If you left I would my soul Promise me you won't let go See I just need love it's funny I got all money but my heart still
So many times I I'ma change Just to turn around and do the shit that's been putting you in pain I know I'm the only one to So I get drunk, I can't see I you, but I hate me to be someone I can't be And I ain't been myself
Why I feel like I'm the one that got me You could take the 45 that shot me Pop the clip in, cock it and put that motherfucker to my head, you'll never stop me Yeah I be living life on the all in my head Why the world don't about no one else's life till they already dead I just wish pops was to how he was Cause he ain't been the same the drugs And I ain't been the same since he the worst form of pain is not being loved So we use the drugs gave to us To replace the the world takes from us Lately I don't even who to trust They saying even was an angel once So I can't feel shit, so numb that I can't feel just to die, we dying just to live this life it doesn't make no sense
See I done tried every single fucking drug on that Trust me man it don't I just feel like I'm losing (x5)