1] When I it's like ya'll don't hear Why I like God don't care Why I feel like I ain't good as no one I'm searching but my pride ain't I just feel like ain't fair My boy got shot, died right But me, I died twice and came to life So me how can I be scared
Why do I gotta doubt All I ever do is doubt Drink liquor till the head gets consumed by the pint, I care about my health Really I'm just trying to the pain Love and hate it all feels the same say I'm affected by the fame But even my momma I changed
So I get till I can't feel The fake, the pain real Got so many scars it ain't But I gotta bullets can't kill Why I feel like cops just to pop me Pop's had a pot to piss in Probably pack a nine on his hip then sit me to God there's no triple six inside me No I can't let the devil in my Same time the church turn you blind Last time I heard a preacher preach a All I him say was sinner's going to die And they will never get to see a all due respect fuck the reverend Cause I know was doing 25 Praying for death like it's a blessing This for my going through depression This for the kids who never felt for the kids whose parents don't accept them Saying they love everyone except them
I know what it's like to alone I what it's like to need a home I know what it's like to not know it's like To have a love you can call own
See I done tried every single fucking drug on shelf me man it don't help I just feel like I'm myself (x5)
2] Why I feel like don't last Things change when you move so I was trying to on us in the future You was on my past If you left I would my soul Promise me that you let go See I just need it's funny I got all money but my heart still broke
So many times I said I'ma to turn around and do the same Same that's been putting you in pain I know I'm the one to blame So I get drunk, I can't see I love you, but I me Trying to be someone I be And I been myself lately
Why I feel like I'm the only one got me You could the same 45 that shot me Pop the clip in, cock it and put that motherfucker to my head, you'll never stop me I be living life on the edge Suicide all in my Why the world don't care about no one life till they already dead I wish pops was back to how he was Cause he ain't been the same the drugs And I ain't been the same since he said the worst of pain is not being loved So we use the they gave to us To replace the the world takes from us Lately I don't know who to trust They saying Satan was an angel once So I can't feel shit, so numb that I can't feel Living just to die, we just to live this life it doesn't make no sense
See I done tried every single drug on that shelf Trust me man it help I just like I'm losing myself (x5)