1] When I it's like ya'll don't hear Why I feel God don't care Why I like I ain't good as no one else I'm searching but my pride there I feel like life ain't fair My boy got shot, died right But me, I died twice and came back to So me how can I be scared
Why do I gotta myself All I ever do is doubt liquor till the head gets consumed by the pint, like I care about my health Really I'm just to numb the pain Love and hate it all just feels the Won't say I'm by the fame But even my know I changed
So I get drunk till I feel The love fake, the real Got so many scars it ain't But I gotta bullets can't kill Why I like cops just want to pop me Pop's had a pot to piss in Probably pack a on his hip then sit beside me Pray to God there's no triple six me No I can't let the in my mind Same time the church turn you blind Last time I heard a preach a sermon All I heard him say was sinner's to die And they will get to see a Heaven all due respect fuck the reverend Cause I life was doing 25 Praying for early like it's a blessing This for my people going depression This for the kids who felt affection This for the kids whose parents don't accept Saying love everyone else except them
I know it's like to feel alone I know what it's like to a home I know what like to not know what it's like To have a love you can your own
See I done tried every single fucking drug on that me man it don't help I just feel like I'm myself (x5)
2] Why I like love don't last change when you move so fast I was trying to focus on us in the You was focused on my If you left I would my soul Promise me you won't let go See I just need love it's funny I got all but my heart still broke
So many I said I'ma change Just to turn and do the same Same shit been putting you in pain I know I'm the only one to So I get drunk, I can't see I love you, but I me to be someone I can't be And I ain't been lately
Why I feel like I'm the only one got me You could take the same 45 shot me Pop the in, cock it back and put that motherfucker to my head, you'll never stop me Yeah I be life on the edge all in my head Why the world don't about no one else's life till they already dead I wish pops was back to how he was Cause he ain't the same since the drugs And I ain't been the same since he said the worst form of is not being loved So we use the drugs they to us To replace the love the takes from us I don't even know who to trust They saying even Satan was an angel So I can't feel shit, so numb that I feel shit just to die, we dying just to live this life it doesn't make no sense
See I done tried every single fucking drug on shelf me man it don't help I feel like I'm losing myself (x5)