1] When I it's like ya'll don't hear Why I like God don't care Why I feel like I ain't as no one else I'm searching but my pride ain't I just like life ain't fair My boy got shot, died right But me, I died twice and came back to So me how can I be scared
Why do I gotta doubt All I ever do is doubt liquor till the head gets consumed by the pint, like I don't care about my I'm just trying to numb the pain Love and hate it all feels the same say I'm affected by the fame But even my know I changed
So I get drunk till I can't The love fake, the real Got so many it ain't heal But I gotta bullets can't kill Why I feel like just want to pop me Pop's never had a pot to in pack a nine on his hip then sit beside me Pray to God no triple six inside me No I let the devil in my mind Same time the will turn you blind Last I heard a preacher preach a sermon All I heard him say was sinner's to die And they will never get to see a With all due respect fuck the Cause I life was doing 25 Praying for early like it's a blessing This for my going through depression This for the kids who never affection This for the whose parents don't accept them Saying they love everyone except them
I know it's like to feel alone I know what it's like to a home I know what it's like to not know what it's To have a love you can call own
See I tried every single fucking drug on that shelf Trust me man it don't I just feel like I'm myself (x5)
2] Why I like love don't last Things change when you move so I was trying to focus on us in the You was on my past If you left I would lose my me that you won't let go See I just need love it's I got all money but my heart still broke
So times I said I'ma change Just to around and do the same Same shit been putting you in pain I I'm the only one to blame So I get drunk, I can't see I you, but I hate me Trying to be I can't be And I been myself lately
Why I like I'm the only one that got me You could the same 45 that shot me Pop the clip in, cock it back and put that motherfucker to my head, you'll stop me Yeah I be living on the edge all in my head Why the world don't care about no one else's till they already dead I just wish was back to how he was Cause he been the same since the drugs And I ain't been the same since he said the worst form of pain is not being So we use the drugs they to us To replace the love the takes from us Lately I don't even know who to They even Satan was an angel once So I can't feel shit, so numb that I feel shit Living just to die, we dying just to live this life it doesn't make no
See I done tried every single fucking on that shelf me man it don't help I just feel like I'm myself (x5)